After decadence (rebirth)
Chapter 303, out of number 3
Xiao Jiuzheng had a strange dream, like an outside visitor, from childhood, the moment she pushed herself away, the dream arose.
By the time Qianya met Li Junju at the age of 17, this dream and his childhood memory were the same. Xiao Jiuzheng couldn't help but laugh with joy when he looked at Qianya and himself as a young man. But the dreams gradually changed, and the man who crashed the horse was not himself, but Chia Ya. Li Junxiao saved Qianya. Xiao Jiuzheng looked at Qianya in his dream and grabbed her tightly against Li Junxiao's face. She realizes that this is what came before the world and who she was.
She looked at Chia in her wedding dress, she had never seen such a beautiful Chia, nor had she ever seen such a little gloomy, smiling so shy Chia. Whether it is the other world itself or the present self, I can only watch Chia step by step to Li Junxiang to greet the flower sedan, watch Chia become the queen of Li Junxiang.
Watching Li Junhua whisper deceit Qianya, at that time Qianya was really happy, that smile was so pure happiness. If Li Junxiao has been fooling Chia for a lifetime, but Li Junxiao still haunts himself, he is not sincere about Chia, he just wants to take advantage of Chia and take advantage of the lonely family.
Miss, worried about Qianya himself, in order to get close to Qianya, Gui was Xiao's third mistress, despite everyone's objection, and married Li Junxiao as concubine, all of which wanted to be closer to Qianya. She finally got into Chiya's eyes, but in Chiya's eyes, it was all disgusting and disgusting to her.
That scene quickly turned over like a book page. Li Junxiao captured the world and revealed his true face a little bit. He is no longer so low as to coax and even openly love himself, making the jealous Chia like a human being, Chia disgusted and disdainful of himself, quickly became jealous and resentful.
All the things that Chia did to herself, Xiao Jiuzheng knew that she was silently following all the outbursts of Chia Ya, she even felt that she had caused Chia Ya.
Until he knew that Li Junxiang had been taking Qianya's shelter soup, that Xiao Jiuzheng obviously realized that Li Junxiang would never treat Qianya well and would not even leave Qianya's life behind. Xiao Jiuzheng, who has been secretly taking Jiuzheng Tang, stopped taking Jiuzheng Tang. If she is to protect Qianya at all costs, she must give birth to a prince for Qianya, and Li Junzheng must die. Watching this scene, the visitor Xiao Jiuzheng couldn't help but red her eyes, because she knew it was too late.
Indeed, with Emperor Li Junjie's steadfastness, lonely Jin's death, lonely family's weakness, Li Junjie and Qianya broke apart completely, abandoned on the grounds of Qianya kindness and jealousy without inheritance, and then extinguished the lonely family, watching the helpless remorse of Qianya little bit driven mad in the cold palace. All of this, Xiao Jiucheng in the last generation can't stop it, just like now looking at all of this can't stop it, that kind of desperate conical pain, as the visitor Xiao Jiucheng can feel. Chia and another self helpless and painful, like Chia tightly strangled her neck suffering, it was endless pain, she knew that the other self at the time was wanting to die under Chia's hands, with Chia to free herself.
Chia was given death, she embraced the lost Chia forever, like when the dream arose, she was pushed away by Chia, and the dream ended.
Xiao Jiuzheng opened her eyes and found herself in tearful arms.
“Don't cry, you're making me feel bad.” Qianya held Xiao Jiuzheng tight, "he said.
“Chiya, I had a long, long dream.” Xiao Jiuzheng held Chia Ya tightly and said.
“Dreams are just dreams, they're not real.” Qian Ya was comforted that she felt that Xiao Jiuzheng of the world had returned. She did not know what Xiao Jiuzheng had dreamed of, but she was reluctant to see Xiao Jiuzheng cry, whether that one or this one made her feel so distressed.
“I dreamed of losing you, but I could only watch you lose.” Xiao Jiuzheng's tears were even more ferocious, saying that dreams were too painful, whether it was for Chia or for another self, it would be painful to recall that scene.
“I've been, I've been.” Qianya held Xiao Jiuzheng tightly and patted Xiao Jiuzheng's back gently.
“Chia Ya.” Xiao Jiuzheng cried out a thousand elegant names in tears. She held Chia even tighter. When she thought of the suffering that Chia and the two generations had endured, she was heartbroken. Neither herself nor herself could protect Chia properly for another generation. I have not been able to protect myself well.
Thousand graces gently touch Xiao Jiuzheng's hair, and many times, both Xiao Jiuzheng can overlap seamlessly.
Lightning and thunder stopped outside, and even the rain gradually stopped. Tomorrow will probably be sunny, fresh air and bright sunshine after the rain.
“Chia Ya, you said, what happened to you in this world?” Suddenly one day, Xiao Jiuzheng asked Qianya. Many times, Xiao Jiuzheng will also think of the world's elegance. He will also remember her and fear that she will not be well.
“She may have gone to my original world.” Qianya replied that she did not tell Xiao Jiuzheng that she had seen Xiao Jiuzheng of the original world before. She didn't want Xiao Jiuzheng to be jealous. After all, think about it. If Xiao Jiuzheng often held onto another person, even if she were herself, she would be jealous. Luckily, Xiao Jiuzheng in this world, before she could fall in love with herself, was replaced by herself. No, Xiao Jiuzheng had been thinking about herself since she was a child. She couldn't help but be jealous when she thought that this Chia might also think about herself.
“Didn't you die in your original world?” Xiao Jiuzheng asked.
“What do you care so much about her for? She's the one you really love, not me?” Quite a jealous questioning.
“She is you, her own jealousy, the great jealousy.” Xiao Jiuzheng smiled.
“I wouldn't believe it. If I thought of you, wouldn't you be jealous?” Chia Ya countered.
“How can you not think about her? She's done a lot of silent work on you!” Xiao Jiuzheng snorted coldly that ghosts were not jealous, but for the sake of another who was so miserable, she could have thought about that person from time to time. In the future, she will only be better to Chia than she is to make Chia not think about her.
Chia Ya laughed, and the tone of this tone felt like the vinegar was overthrown.
“Wouldn't it be fair if you missed her and I missed you?” You know, from a very young age, you've been spying on the beauty of Chia. Though it was totally unconscious behavior at that time, another Chia has already begun to attract you.
“Don't think about her, she's doing well now, with another you're with now.” Chia Ya said.
“How do you know that?” Xiao Jiuzheng frowned.
“You can dream about me and her, and I can dream about her and you.” Chia Ya actually feels like a dream.
“When did you dream, how come I never heard you say that?” Xiao Jiuzheng felt that Chia must be hiding something else. After all, Chia is not so good at hiding secrets.
“Dreaming of them kissing me, what can I say, it's none of your business.” Chia Ya argued.
“That's another me. How can it be okay? Are you jealous of someone else?” The more Xiao Jiuzheng thinks, the more likely it is.
“You, you, me, around my head hurts. Anyway, she's doing well. She only has memories until she was seventeen. Except for one night, when she wakes up as an orphan, there's no other ordeal, which is a good thing. Another you, good for her, too.” Chia is quite happy for another self, some memories, if not better.
Looking at Qianya's serious expression, Xiao Jiuzheng believed that Qianya was telling the truth, thinking that another Qianya could suffer less, Xiao Jiuzheng was also very pleased.
“Chia Ya.” Xiao Jiuzheng put another thousand elegants behind his head temporarily, and thought about one thing.
“Hmm?” Chia Ya responded.
“I sewed your wedding dress myself, will you show me?” Xiao Jiuzheng missed the way Chia was dressed in her wedding dress. She wanted Chia to wear her own sewn wedding dress and marry herself one day.
“I'm old enough not to wear a wedding dress. Besides, we've been here a long time, and you've been in our lonely door.” Chia Ya refuses to wear a wedding dress with herself as an old woman.
“After sewing for a long time, Chia Ya, you can show them, okay, there are no outsiders.” Xiao Jiuzheng smiled at Qianya.
“No!” Chia Ya thought embarrassing.
“Qianya, wear it, okay, just once...” Xiao Jiuzhen did not give up grinding Qianya's personality. Anyway, the winner must be himself, Qianya is the typical hard mouth.
Xiao Jiuzheng once grinded her temper. Finally, Chia Ya's old face went out and put on a red and bright wedding dress. Fortunately, Qianya was born beautiful, dressed in a wedding dress, unusual beauty, Xiao Jiuzheng had a big animal hair on the spot, can't wait to take off Qianya's wedding dress again. Xiao Jiuzheng fully demonstrated, what is called physical inability, technology to gather super skill.
The soul is now eighteen years old and elegant. Because of limited memory, few experiences, and not so much involvement, it has never dreamed of, nor will it have anything to do with another Xiao Jiuzhen.
Xiao Jiuzheng knew that Qianya was not amnesiac, he was really young, he was half as elegant as his mind, and he was even more drowning. Xiao Jiuzheng was more than happy that Chia never had any past memories, and she couldn't help but let Chia have a bitter memory of the past. Although Xiao Jiuzheng occasionally remembers another thousand elegants, wondering if she is all right, but there will be no deeper involvement. After all, she is also very happy with her present life, she is very knowledgeable, everything obtained is so difficult, only more cherished. This Qian Ya Mind is not mature enough, she knows that one day Qian Ya will also mature slowly, she can nurture her growth. Compared to another Chia, this Chia has never loved anyone, she is the first person she loves, and Chia's love is more pure and unreserved. But whichever is, Chia is Chia, unwieldy and arrogant, once in love, do everything to be good to the loved one, although sometimes it seems a little clumsy, but the most sincere heart of the moment.
“Xiao Jiuzheng.” One night, Qian Ya hugged Xiao Jiuzheng, gently called Xiao Jiuzheng's name, her deepening love for Xiao Jiuzheng, so that she could feel that strong emotion, stirring her heart, which made Qian Ya feel uneasy, she had never cared so much about a person, she was a little overwhelmed.
“Hmm?” Xiao Jiuzheng, torn several times by Qianya, was soft, had no strength at all, even her voice was soft as water, a mouthful, as delicate as when she was happy. Recently, Chia has become more enthusiastic and powerful in bed matters. Perhaps her inner youth, curiosity, combined with good physical strength, the more she likes to change the way she tortures her, often making her fall apart from the army. What a sweet torture. She can't wait to have her own strength. Otherwise, she'll have to change her mind.
“How can there always be a feeling that nothing is enough to eat you in the stomach and fill your heart?” Chia Ya said the inner feelings, and was ashamed to say it. How can you say it, especially like Xiao Jiuzheng said those sweet words without skin and face? She can't imagine what she just said, but it's obviously her true feelings.
Xiao Jiucheng heard the words and couldn't help but laugh. Chia Ya now has this feeling. She felt this feeling a long time ago.
The author has something to say: Sweet Big Endings.
After this scrap, for over a year, the yard finally ended.
Next long story, wait a few days to dig.
It could be another big pit, and the subject matter would be different.
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