Armed Summoners - Black Spears and the Brave Men of the Other World

"Right."

Only Setuna's voice and the sound of the quiet wind reach Miliu's ears.

The Dragon House in the morning, wrapped in silence, heard his little voice firmly too. Good voice, she thinks. It was a reassuring voice just listening. Sometimes I just want to hear his voice. That way, at least, it won't even bother your mind.

Now, just hearing his voice, she had to laugh bitterly in her chest, realizing that she was starting to calm down.

"... I'm not sure it's hard, but in the end, what do you want Miliu to do?

"I don't know..."

Miliu shook his head. My head is white. It is left in a blank, blank space - in that sense, only Setuna's voice is accompanied by a sense of reality. Only Setuna's words are connecting her to reality.

"I don't know. I don't know what to do. I wonder what you want to do... I don't know."

Confusion deepens over time. acceleratively. ruinously. I couldn't kill my father. That's when everything I've been building collapsed. The moment I denied from scratch the life I had lived only for revenge, I even lost my scaffold. Where do I stand? Where should I go? I could neither stand back nor give thanks without seeing the guiding principles or directions.

Just drown, sink.

"... then."

When I noticed, Setuna was smiling.

"Why don't we just stay here until we find out what we want to do?

"Huh...?

Gandhia.

Miliu lost his word. I wonder what he's saying. Thinking is so crazy that you think like that. No, is it normal? Either way, it took a little while to understand what his words meant. And I just spent my time understanding, and what I'm going to get to is I don't know what he thinks.

Setsuna, how can you say that?

"With as much strength as Miliu, we'll be able to do enough. Gandhia's been short on talent for 10,000 years."

"But I was... an enemy?

That is not a question. It's just an objection. Even the enemy knows that if the battle is over, it is the warring world that accepts it. There is also the fact that in history Zalwarn has embraced the generals of enemy nations in that way. I know that.

"If you say that, Ein was an enemy."

"I killed Gandia's men."

"Even I'm killing a lot of their precious ones, their people and their brothers"

"But I used you, didn't I?

"You're using Miliu here, too."

"But... but...!

I know that you are disputing it with peeling. But I just have to argue. If you accept Setuna's words, you're going to be sweet on him. Once you sweeten him, you'll never be able to leave him again - I have a feeling about that. No, not a hunch, a certainty. Even now it's hard to stay away, but if I depend on it any more, I wonder what I can do about it.

But it was never, ever, a moody emotion.

"If you don't like Gandhia, you can always get out. If you don't like it, you can stay forever. If you can find your next purpose, you just have to move towards it. If you can't find it, you can stay in Gandia until you find it. It's easy, isn't it?

Setuna seemed to be choosing words carefully so as not to upset this sentiment. The tenderness was delightful and she was about to cry, but she enjoyed herself a long time. Crying is easy. But there are also personal feelings about showing weakness and not wanting to draw sympathy.

"... is that okay?

"Probably, I'm sure"

"You're not sure."

"Hmmm...... but me, for once, I'm a SS captain and I think I can handle it"

Setsuna has still gone uncomfortable. Surely he may be right. He is appointed captain of the Royal SS. There are only three Royal SS units in Gandhia, and their captains are said to have some of Gandhia's leading powerful names. Setsuna is one of those SS chiefs. It shouldn't be an exaggeration to speak of a very powerful man.

"You're a powerful man."

"I don't really feel it."

"It's weird."

"Weird."

He laughed. The same smile she always does, she only sees light. This is where the light I was looking for at the bottom of that hell was. It's incredible, but I'm not even going to reject it. It was she herself who craved the light. This is not a hell of a spreading smell of blood. But the light that I was looking for was something that even a world filled with light could see radiantly.

"Weird."

She laughed, too. I just had to laugh. Laughing in tears, you think of him.

(But I think that's what I like about it)

I didn't say it in my mouth, but that was how she felt honestly. No, I don't care what you like about it. I can't help but like what I've become. Whatever the cause, emotions can't stop. Like I couldn't erase my intention to kill my father. Like I couldn't wipe out my love for my father. She recognised once again that there was nothing more unbearable than her own mind.

I can see my heart is lightening. Until just now, the pain has disappeared like a lie, and another thought is filling my chest. The blank was filled. With my thoughts on the boy in front of me, I'm full. That was strangely embarrassing for some reason, and she strayed from her gaze.

"What's going on?

"Hey, nothing!

Though he shouted to shake off Setuna's pursuit, he also knew he was not the kind of person he would pursue. My face is hot. No, it's not just the face. Emotions overflowing from the back of her chest sweep her consciousness with fever.

Oh, my God.

What an easy thing.

Until just now, my worries get ridiculous.

That's how simple and easy the answer is.

"I want to be on Setuna's side."

"Oh well. Well, I guess that's fine."

"Are you sure... okay?

Miliu was terrified, asked. I feel like I've heard the same thing over and over again, but that's something I can't help but do. There is a fear. Inside me lies malice fostered over a decade. That didn't evaporate for not being able to kill my father. That can't even make it disappear. It's deep in your unconscious, deep heart, waiting for the time of your awakening.

That might strip Setuna of her fangs. That's impossible, she's so weak right now. I don't even think that what couldn't kill Orian could kill another human being, but I can't be sure that I can't. In fact, she's the one who's killed so many people. Even Gandhian soldiers are killing. Orian couldn't kill him because he was my father. Because he was the only, dearest father in the world. The shadow of love blunted her willingness to kill.

If the other person is Setuna, please.

He is also, in this world, just one, her thinker. He is also the person who shares his memory, although unilaterally. Would I ever point a blade at someone like that?

I don't think I can kill him.

"I told you. He said you just have to do what you want. If being near me is what Miliu wants, that's fine."

I'm sure Setuna doesn't understand the meaning of her words. Miliu's confession with all his thoughts was just a cut of the sky. But I think that's fine. Miliu just wants to be by his side.

I didn't see anything more now.