Chapter 951 - 994: Deep Love
After her injury, although the rescue was timely and she was not in life-threatening danger, she fell into a coma! The doctor said that she shut herself off and didn’t want to face the world, so she was unwilling to wake up!
She lay quietly on the bed, sleeping peacefully! Watching her sleeping face, for a moment, I thought she would sleep on like this and never wake up again!
I knew that she didn’t want to face the world, but rather she didn’t want to face me! She hated me, hated me for protecting Su Yuexin, hated me for not avenging our child! Her hate for me was so deep, it reached the marrow of her bones.
To make her wake up sooner, I could only stay away. As long as there were people around, I would go to the company, using work to numb myself! But, without her by my side, I missed her so much, crazily missed her, wishing I could see her immediately, wishing I could hold her tightly in my arms and love her dearly!
When I couldn’t bear it any longer and couldn’t control myself, I would sneak in to see her! Holding her hand, gazing deeply at her little face, I couldn’t bear to take my eyes off her even for a second.
I knew that during her coma, the butler would secretly take Xiao Bai to see her! The butler thought I didn’t know, but in fact, I knew everything! I also hoped she would wake up for the sake of our child! Even if she continued to hate me, I didn’t care.
In the end, after a month of being in a coma, she finally woke up.
When I heard she had awakened, I could clearly feel my body trembling with excitement! I almost rushed to the hospital to see her, to pour out the pain of longing to her!
But, I restrained myself! She had just woken up, and I didn’t want to upset her, afraid she might fall into a coma again!
I could only endure, keep enduring until nightfall, waiting for her to fall asleep, I would secretly go to the ward, and watching her sleeping face, I sighed in her swaddling clothes, eyes full of helplessness!
I didn’t know what I should do, nor did I know why the relationship between us ended up like this!
I fondly remembered her clinging to me, being sweet with me, holding my arm and acting cute, calling me uncle sweetly!
Unfortunately, it’s all gone, everything is gone! She still refused to forgive me! Su Yuexin wasn’t dead, and the mastermind hadn’t been caught, so I couldn’t tell her the truth! I just wanted to clear all dangers for her, so she could live happily without any worries!
I thought time would prove everything, and eventually, she would understand me!
But instead, she had the butler help her, planning to leave with our child!
When I chased to the airport, I saw her holding my son, standing together with Su Yichen! That scene was so glaring to me! I was very angry, very jealous, so jealous it drove me nearly insane! I almost started to imagine my son calling another man dad!
At that moment, I knew that to keep Anxin, I could only first hold on to our child! The child was Anxin’s life, as long as the child was in my hands, Anxin would never leave my side!
So, I had the bodyguards go to snatch the child, and then let Anxin stay willingly by my side!
I didn’t expect, I got the child, but Anxin still left with Su Yichen! Watching her leaving back with Su Yichen, I felt my heart bleeding! The child in my arms seemed to sense the mother’s departure, crying desperately in my arms!
Watching the child wailing, and Anxin’s resolute back, I only felt despair, endless despair! Anxin’s departure not only took away my heart, but also the only warmth and light in my life!
Ever since she left, my life returned to its previous solitary state! I blamed her, hated her even more, blamed her for leaving with someone else, abandoning our father and son, hated her even more for not believing in me, always making unreasonable scenes.
So, even though I knew she lived in Han City, I didn’t go to find her! I was waiting, waiting for her to realize her mistakes, to turn back and come back to me! I knew everything about her day-to-day life in Han City, clear as crystal.
Every time there was a break in company matters, I would take Xiao Bai to Han City to see her! To avoid her suspicion, we sat in a black sedan across the street from a big uncle underneath.
Since Xiao Bai started babbling, I taught him to call for Mama, and told him little by little about Mama! I told him his Mama is a very warm, kind, and gentle woman! She treats people well, never expecting anything in return!
Every time Xiao Bai asked me why Mama didn’t want him, I would tell him Mama is studying, Mama is working, Mama needs her own career! When you grow a little older, Mama will come back! We shouldn’t disturb Mama’s life, shouldn’t make things difficult for her, whenever you miss Mama, Papa can take you to see Mama.
Xiao Bai was very much like him, very sensible from a young age, never making a fuss, and never causing a scene like other children.
He was also very smart in his studies, almost never forgetting anything he had seen once! He said he didn’t want to go to kindergarten, so I hired a private tutor to teach him at home.
I knew the butler always kept in contact with Anxin, every time I went on a business trip, the butler would call Anxin, then arrange a meeting place, Anxin would return to Jin City, then secretly hide somewhere to peek at Xiao Bai!
I knew, Xiao Bai also knew.
So every time, Xiao Bai cooperated very well for her to see! Several times, it’s just that Xiao Bai didn’t understand why Mama always watched him secretly, never acknowledging him, many times, Xiao Bai sat there full of joy, waiting for Ye Anxin to come over, but Anxin never came out to acknowledge him.
Although Xiao Bai was angry, he never blamed her.
Until one time, Xiao Bai got heatstroke and fell ill, after five years, Anxin finally stepped into our house once more.
That night, in Xiao Bai’s room, beside the bed, we met face to face for the first time in five years.
At that moment, I really wanted to crush that woman under me, questioning her on why she was so cruel, why she could abandon our father and son, leaving for five years, never even a phone call during these five years, only a courier every now and then, and in the package, only content about divorce!
But, seeing her, I couldn’t utter a single word, the anger brewing for five years surged out like a tidal wave.
She didn’t leave that night, worried about Xiao Bai, and from the bottom of my heart, I hoped she would stay, so I indirectly allowed her to stay.
Late at night, she fell asleep tired! Watching her sleeping face, all my anger seemed to vanish instantly! I couldn’t help but hold her, carrying her back to our old room.