Desire

It was not a mistake.

It must have been a reality. Azin's face was pale. He groans and barely holds back the sound of coming out. Camilla is Devello, born and raised in this world, to be exact. The shock he felt was greater than when he first found out that the emperor of Gracia was Jabesh.

‘What a mess. ’

But that's all there is to it. I straightened my thoughts. If Camilla is Devello's alter ego, things get complicated. What if Devello kills Camilla? In that case, what does Devello get?

"Camilla is a saint. ’

It reminds me of the identities I've seen. A puppy who was a Catholic priest. The emperor of Gratia. Bridge was a test on the frontier, and the Bishop was a man who must die. If the Emperor of Gracia dies, the next emperor can become the Emperor.

But what of the saint? Can I take her place? What if she dies? Her presence is used in the war against the Demon King. Only the Demon King can bring about such a disaster. If Devello kills a saint,

Maybe Devello will become a saint. Azin's face distorted. It was the worst assumption. Ajin killed Thousand Horses and inherited Thousand Horses. In that context, if Devello kills Camilla, in the worst case, her destiny as a holy woman may be passed on to Devello.

With that kind of setup.

“What's wrong with your face? ”

I looked at the smell of raw snow and asked. In response, Ajin is stunned and touches his face. Even though I felt myself, my facial muscles were hard, and I pressed my cheek with my fingertips.

I mean...

Should I tell Raw Snow? Camilla is going to be a saint, and in the fight with the Demon King, she will most likely, or certainly, die. And she's a clone of Devello, and in the worst case, Devello might kill Camilla and replace her as a saint.

‘No, I'd rather it be me. ’

What if Ajin kills Camilla? Do you think the power of the saint, Camila, will be transferred to Ajin? I'm not sure. It is a case completely different from what Ajin inherited from the Thousand Horsemen. It's about successing destiny, not being unofficial.

‘If things don't work out the way you think, even Adim will abandon me. ’

The idea of the player and the system cannot be read by Adim. Therefore, you do not have to worry about the eyes of Ahdim. Azin grabs his head.

So, what am I supposed to say? Camilla's a saint and Devello's a doppelganger. So you don't want me to? ’

How can I say that? Ajin chewed his lower lip. The current smell of raw snow seemed really enjoyable. The look on Camilla's face while she was cutting her hair, and the smile that I'm showing Camilla right now. Azin saw the smell of raw snow smiling a lot, but today even the smell of raw snow was showing him something he didn't know.

How do you tell her the truth? I'd rather you didn't... No, I'd rather you tell me now. Should I prepare the mind? Azin sighed a few times as he tried to come out.

“.. nothing. ”

Hold on for a second. Ajin didn't want to destroy the feeling of that happy Raw Snow. The aroma of Raw Snow tilted my head to see such pain.

“Freaky. So, how about this? ”

Camila gazes at Azin, grumbling. Azin admired Camila purely for her appearance in the dress, but did not reveal it.

“.. cute. ”

Just like that. I can't figure out what to do right now. If I had known this was gonna happen, I wouldn't have adopted Camilla. He pressed down on his itchy head with his hands and finally let out a sigh.

By the time I got home, it was already evening. There were various types of food on a wide dining table. Since Camilla came home for the first time, the kitchen was full of strength.

Camila opens her mouth, bewildered by the smell of food she's never seen before. The black snow scent wrapped a napkin around Camila's neck with a chuckle.

“Do you know how to use a knife and fork? ”

The smell of Raw Snow creeped me out and I said, Even when I first came to Gracia, I couldn't adapt well to forks and knives. There was once a time when a fork was torn in two with chopsticks.

This was a long time ago.Now, the smell of raw snow can be used to handle dishes well. I used to love cooking in Celebrity.

“.. I know. ”

Camila replies. The smell of Raw Snow is a little dull. Apparently, he dreamt of giving Camilla food while seating her next to him, teaching her how to use the dishes.

I bumped into the cutlery while pacing. Camila eats food and swallows admiration, and the smell of Raw Snow glances at her with a delightful look. Every time I felt that atmosphere, his heart became heavy. Whether to imprison or to say. If I tell the truth, how will the smell of Raw Snow react?

I didn't want to imagine. Maybe five years if you can't do it. That's how long Raw Snow and Camila and Azin have to spend together. It's better to take it apart in advance. Now is not a good time.

"You have to maintain your adoptive status and not give them affection. As long as you have minimal communication and are prepared to say goodbye, no problem. ’

It was familiar to him. He was originally a human who refused to empathize with others. Had it not been for Raw Snow and Persian, I would have lived my whole life.

The fact that it has improved a lot does not mean that the nature of living like that has disappeared for almost 20 years. With that in mind, it doesn't matter.

The meal is over. As I was about to take you to Camila's room, Azin caught a whiff of Raw Snow.

“Ma'am.”

The smell of Raw Snow stopped. Ajin gave Sarina a good look.

“Take Camilla and show her to her room first. I'll be in in a little bit. ”

“Yes.”

Sarina nods. Raw Snow waves her hand as she smiles at Camilla as she climbs the stairs. Then I tilted my head and looked at Azin.

“What's going on? ”

“I have something to tell you. ”

Ajin said with a stiff face. Maybe he sensed that it was a serious story. Raw snow gives me a nod.

So, what can I say? That I promised Adim Camilla's protection, and that she was a saint. I already told you about him.

The problem is then. A saint, an adult must die. And Camilla is Devello's doppelganger. It's not hard to say. We just have to tell the truth as it is.

But my lips won't fall off. In my head, I could feel the smile of raw snow that I had seen before. The bright smiling face of Raw Snow hasn't been erased.

“.. what's the matter? ”

The aroma of Raw Snow tilted my head. Ajin chewed his lips well. Work sucks. He puts his hands up and covers his face. I didn't want to hurt you, but you're gonna hurt me.

“Aren't you going to tell me? ”

I have to. Why isn't this fucking lip happening? I can't hear my voice. When I talk about Camila, what does she look like? How does she take it? Do you want to resign, Shepherd? You can get it somewhere else. She's adopted anyway. She's not my biological daughter.

“Well, I had something to say. ”

The mouth of Raw Snow opened.

“I'm told it was handed over under compulsion. But... you didn't have to raise her as a foster daughter. That's what you thought of me, isn't it? ”

Azin's lips were closed.

“Because I'm the only one left in this mansion. If you leave, I'll have to be alone. Of course, it was fun talking to Camilla and the other maids, but... ”

Raw Snow's scent lowers her hand to touch her lower abdomen.

“.. I've thought about it a few times. I want a baby. But I'm sorry. My body can't have children. So... so. ”

“... Master. ”

I called my master instead of my wife. Azin's hand clenches his fist.

“So, thank you. I wanted to say that.... I was happy. Whatever the reason, I liked that kid. I didn't give birth to him. I didn't bring him in purely on purpose. But... okay. Camilla's cute. She thinks she's a good kid. He's a little dead, a little scared... but he'll get better. I'm gonna make it happen. ”

I smiled strangely at the smell of raw snow. She raises her hands and scratches her cheeks, avoiding the look of shame.

“.. I don't know what to do. Of course, raising a disciple is different from raising a child. I don't think I can be a good parent... But I'll work hard. Even if she's adopted, she's you, you and me. ”

This won't do.

Azin covers his face with his hands. My head is numb and my heart is full. Damn it. I was eager to turn back time.

‘I can't tell you. ’

I can't say Camilla was destined to die. I can't even talk about Devello. So, what do we do? What do we do? Ajin has no great love for Camila. Adoptive women do not consider them to be daughters.

But the smell of black snow took Camilla as her daughter. I decided to think of her as the daughter made between Ajin and Ajin. What did you say about Camilla to that kind of black snow?

So, shut up.

“Yes.”

Azin lowers his hand. He forcefully laughed and looked at the smell of raw snow.

“That's what I wanted to say... I don't know what to do, but I'll try. ”

“Yes.”

Raw Snow smiled brightly and replied. The scent of Raw Snow shifts and goes up the stairs. Azin chews his lips as he opens and grabs the hand of the black snowy scent going up the stairs.

‘It's okay.'

I thought so. I forcefully shoved my thoughts into my heart.

‘Devello is on the move. She may have gone to Gracia... but not yet. Not yet. Camilla and Devello aren't meeting. ’

Don't let them meet you. If so, there is no problem. Then Camilla has the fate of the holy woman. If Camilla wakes up as a saint in the Demon King's Invasion, and fights with the gods down, Eventually, Camilla dies.

‘Don't let them die. ’

If the story is so set, turn it upside down. You don't want to create a situation for Camilla. The battle with the Horsemen, the battle with the Demon King. If you don't let Camila be a saint and move on, Camilla won't die.

That's why I do it. This is better than telling the truth to Raw Snow and frustrating her.

‘There's still plenty of time. That's enough.'

The holy woman brings God to her body. And so is pain. Ajin is Demigod, and he can fight by bringing Ahdim to his body. It has the Libelian Temperature, and with its current power, the Earl's Horse can be defeated.

I don't know how powerful the Grand Marquis, the Duke, is. And we don't know how powerful the Demon King reigns over them. Still, there's still time. If you can't do it for five years, you can become much stronger than you are now.

That's what you do. Become stronger and Azin can defeat the Demon King and the Horsemen himself. No, you don't have to. Players will continue to grow. There are other representatives.

There's no room for Camilla.

Azin chewed on his lips.

He didn't want to see the melancholy scent.

That was it.