Desire
00459 Return
I wonder how many months it's been since I opened my eyes like this.
‘No, it's been years. ’
Azin raises his body, blinking his eyes and looking down at his hands. In recent years, I did not seem to have slept. There was too little time to sleep, and even though I tried to sleep deeply, I could not sleep much. No matter how much I tried to lie down and ask for sleep, my body didn't try to sleep for more than 3 hours. And when I opened my eyes like that, I always felt headaches and vomiting.
I had no appetite, and when I forcefully shoved something in my mouth, I vomited. I lost weight naturally and my body rotted. The amount of cigarettes I smoked increased. Asthenia is engraved deep inside my body, and I don't even do trash disposal. In such a reality, it was in the capsule, in the game that azine was able to move with the most vigor.
But now it's different. Azin looked at the clock. The last time I saw him was around four o'clock.
‘You slept for about five hours. ’
I slept more than usual. Maybe that's why I never felt any headaches or vomiting when I woke up. I was clear-headed as if I'd washed my brain with cold water. I hardly feel any discomfort every time I breathe. Ajin raises his hand and touches his cheek.
My rough skin changed smoothly. My helpless body was full of life. Ajin comes down from bed in amazement. He blinks, surprised to see himself reflected in the mirror.
The dry body did not become muscular, nor did such noticeable changes occur. But there was blood on his face that didn't seem strange even if he fell down right away. The dull dead eyes glowed young and dull skin was revitalized. Ajin opens his mouth and looks at the mirror.
“Oh, my God. ”
If it were possible to change like this, I would have learned to do it right away. Azin looks at the mirror and sits on his throne, bursting into laughter. I didn't feel uncomfortable because I had repeated so many poses in the game, but I felt uncomfortable just sitting there because it was my first time sitting on a throne with my real body. Azin straightens into position, closes his eyes and focuses his mind.
I felt a weak internal air in my body. It was breathed with the smell of Raw Snow. It didn't go well. The verse of the law was in my head, but it was different from what I knew and wrote. After wrestling for a long time, I couldn't move the weak spots that had died before.
‘Let's try a little every day. ’
Or get help with the black snow scent. It seemed like it would be quick to get there. Azin rises up. I couldn't remember exactly what happened because I fell asleep.
I smelled something outside the room. It smells of food. Azin comes out of the bedroom with his head tilted.
“You awake?”
I heard a cheerful voice. Azin turns his head to the side of the kitchen. I was smiling as I saw the black snow scent around my skirt. My head was tied behind my back, and I was overwhelmed the moment I saw him holding a ladle in one hand. He opened his lips dazed and stared at the appearance of raw snow.
“Stay tuned. I think I just need a little more boiling. ”
That's what Raw Snow said. Then she turned around. One of the biggest unused pots, which was in Ajin's kitchen, was sitting on top of the stove and boiling. Azin looks up at the table. I could see the familiar dishes I had seen in Gracia.
“I don't need your help. ”
Persian stands in front of the sink. There was only one apron, so Persian was doing the dishes with his butt out the back. Ajin glances at Persian with rubber gloves and dishwashing.
“They say the water that flows to a vampire is like poison. ”
Persian scrubbed the pan with a sponge that was bubbled.
“I took out the trash, too. How the hell did you live? The toilets aren't even cleaned. The only cup in the room is the courage. I didn't find it very uncomfortable, so I threw all the leftovers away. Don't eat ramen from now on.” What do you eat if you don't eat ramen? ”
Azin looked ridiculous and asked again. Ramon was Ajin's stock for several years. Beef noodles, stir-fried noodles, and red soup white soup with soup. In the beginning, for Ajin, eating was just to fill his stomach, not to enjoy food.
‘Food is something you can do in the game. ’
It was like a lung-man idea, but Azin was beaten.
“I'll do it for you. ”
The scent of Raw Snow mutters, pouting at your lips.
“.. Yes? ”
“Food. What do you eat without noodles? I can do it for you. I'll make you breakfast and dinner every morning, so eat that.” “.. Are you serious?” “Then shall I lie? I'm a good cook. You've eaten a lot in the other world. Isn't that right?”
Honestly, I was right. How many times have I tasted Raw Snow flavored dishes? When I first went to a restaurant in real life, I was teased by Persian because I wasn't familiar with forks and knives. At that time, the fork was torn in two and used as chopsticks still vivid in his head.
It was years ago. Over the years, Raw Snow has learned the dishes of Gracia and become accustomed to its dishes. Since Celebrity, I've been eating dishes made with Raw Snow scent, and Azin has always felt delicious.
“Here.”
Maybe the game's calibration was applied to the cuisine. Azin sat at the table, embracing that concern. A fiercely boiled soup was placed on a plate in front of Azin. Fersik, who barely finished the dishes, naturally pulled out a chair to sit next to him.
“Wet.”
The black snow frowns and stares at Persian. The short drink makes a threatening sound. Persian raises his eyes at the black snow scent with a sharp face.
“Why?”
“What did you do, sitting there?” “You did the dishes! I translated when I went shopping.” “I cooked it! ”
The smell of Raw Snow was loud. At that point, Azin slips the chair that Persian had taken away. Then he looked at the other side and said,
“.. the two of you sitting together on the other side?” “No.” “No. ”
Then there's nothing we can do. Ajin gets up without a chair. He sat with a chair on the longitudinal side of the rectangular table.
“You can sit on either side. ”
Azin says that and the fight is over.
"Let's turn the table into a triangle. ’
In a regular triangle, Azin looks down at the table thinking so. Ajin ate the dishes in the order that the aroma of Raw Snow taught him.
It was an admirable taste. The doubts about whether the food eaten in the game has been calibrated by the system have cleared up. Even Persian looked at the scent of Raw Snow with a surprised face. Raw snow scent raised its chin, smiling with both eyes.
“What do you think?”
“... delicious. ”
Persian mutters as he swallows his defeat. Taste of food, satiety of meals. It was something I had always felt in the game, but as I ate this delicious food and filled my stomach with the body of reality, my body was covered with a good feeling that I did not feel in the game.
“Starting tomorrow, we'll be joining forces.” “In real life?” Yes. We can't get to the Territory right now... But if we go back to the front line, we can get to it, right? ”“ I'm sure we can find a great squad. ”
Ajin smiled and said. The Muslim blindness was compromised by the bloodline, and the Old Gate tribe was sealed. It is the song of Taesan-buk-du of Moorim, but if the bloodthirsty man enters and flies, he will have no choice but to give us the Great Bandit.
“What about internal air laws? ”
“It would be better to use... the Celestial Shrine. I know it's a little harsh to begin with, but the one you're most familiar with is the Celestial Monk. I'll assist you along the way, so if you don't overdo it, there won't be a crisis of the coin mouth.” “Well, I don't intend to be an artisan mastermind in modern times. Just to be unruly and healthy.”
There's nothing you can do here if you want to be a master without balls. No, actually, there are a lot of things you could do if you think about it, but he didn't have much of an appetite for it. Money is money. You can earn as much as you want by disposing of game money.
“If you're going to do it, do it right.” “Yes. ”
The meal is finished. It was a bit heavy, but the taste buds were strangely enough that no matter how hard you tried, you could not get bitten. Azin looks down at the table, touching his belly. When I think about it, it's been a long time since I've had a meal at a table.
“You're done, right? ”
“Do I have to do this? ”
“No, we'll do that later. ”
I noticed that the smell of raw snow was painful. Persian was quick to notice. Knowing what that gaze meant, Persian turned his head and stared at Azin. After seeing each other's eyes, he felt his spine getting cooler.
“.. I'm still tired. ”
“You slept a lot. ”
“I slept... but... I thought you said you were weak. I mean," “I replenished my strength. And you ate meat.” How many years will eating meat make you feel better? ”“ Meat is protein. ”Whatever it is..." "If it's hard, you can just lie still. ”
Persian hands grab onto Azin's wrists. Azin's body was thin.
“But enough is enough. ”
Dear God.
Azin closes his eyes and finds God.
*
The Pentagon has not refused the request of the Palace of Gracia. Though not as purple as the stars, a wizard who can be called a spiritual magical authority has arrived at Verzola.
“I'm Rufus Miller. ”
He was a middle-aged wizard with a gentle face. It was the two princes who, of course, survived, the commanders of Gratia's military force, Alfred, who later became the new court wizard, who had a powerful influence over the other regimes that came to confirm Azin's memory.
Mental confirmation is not complicated. The memories in Azin's head will be read by Rufus, and Rufus will use magic to tell everyone what he saw. Azin sits in his seat with a calm face. He glances around slightly.
There's an excessive force gathered around you. Outside this room is surrounded by an army of Near Crisis Squads and Magic Soldiers in Gracia. Immediately next to Hermione and Savirt, there was also an escort for the commander of the imperial guard and the court mage.
It was only natural. If he assassinated the Emperor, he would become a traitor to Gracia. We have to do whatever it takes to kill him.
And the man they were supposed to kill was the strongest man in Gracia. Rather, there are few troops. If Azin had his way, he could have annihilated the people here right now and even the Near Crisis Squad and the Magic Squad outside.
‘Let's do it.’
Azin looks up at Rufus, standing in front of him. The absolute command of a traitor's title. The experiment for that is over. Azin looks up at Rufus' face. Then Rufus bows slightly.
“Excuse me.”
Rufus' hand rests on Azin's head. It was that moment.
[Obey me.]
An absolute command has been issued. Rufus' body stiffens.
[Tell her the memory you saw was a lie. I did not kill the Emperor. I did not kill the Emperor. But the Emperor's body was found. Make sure no one doubts him. Don't answer with your mouth. Blink your right eye if you can do what I say.]
As soon as he finished, Rufus blinks his right eye. There was no change in Rufus' expression.
And then I remembered a video that Rufus created in the air.
It was the corpse of the fallen emperor and Azin looking down at it. Azin looks up and sees the footage that Rufus created. The Emperor's corpse was rotting everywhere, and Azin looked at it and bowed his head deeply.
“Ah...”
Hermione closes her mouth.
‘It's better than cg. ’
Azin swallowed a smile while looking at the video.