Desire

“Looks like this is a bad time. ”

The sound behind your back frightens you, and you look back. Noya, who was standing there with her backpack. I leaned my head slightly toward Noya with a stiff face.

“.. I've never seen you leave the house before.” What are you talking about? Noya's not stuck at home alone. Noya is nowhere in the world and nowhere else. ”

Noya smiles and says. At that, I tilted my head as I kicked my tongue. I've met Noya a few times, but I haven't gotten used to Noya's strange talk.

“Noya knows everything. I know that kid's stuck in the wall. ”

Noya says that and sees Azin in a waterfall. Ajin has been handed over to Noya for more than three months. During those three months, Ajin restarted from the foundation of his work.

It was a difficult and arduous performance. You already know. We've started all over again, with no balls to use comfortably. Not rely on skills, but in a ‘direct’ form.

“Are you here to teach me a lesson? ”

Seriously, Noya shakes her head.

“Noya tried to teach the boy a few times. But the boy refused. Even if Noya thinks he's cute, she doesn't have anything to do with forcing a kid to hold onto something she doesn't like.” Then why are you here? ”“ I came to see. It's been a long time since I saw you. ”

Noya opens her teeth and smiles. The monastery scent.There are many fresh people living here. They are absolute masters who were all once savoury, and when they go beyond a certain level and give up their sense of secularity, they die and become fresh. In its purity, they gather back in the direction of the Abbey and stab back into the world of the Abbey.

The scent of the monastery was such a place. A place where unmanned people come together to go to higher heights. To those who have taken off the feeling of disdain, it is because the absolute power that Noya has reached is based on the feeling of disdain. Confidence in yourself. Desire. It's all the way to absolute. Throw it away, get drunk. He's not good enough. We need to get... drunk.

“Why don't you bring me a drink? ”

The monastery was a place for him, but no one has reached absolute status since the monastery was created. The only clues I caught were the black dandruff and twins. But they were the ones who found their way to the absolute castle from the start. The Heart Sword of Jin-seop did it, and the Twin Senses did it.

That's why Noya was treating the twins more favorably than the other freshmen. This is how we share friendship. When he saw Noya demanding liquor, he tasted it.

“Sometimes it would be nice for Noya to bring something, too.” “Kid, Noya doesn't share. Especially what Noya likes.” “You've got some nerve. ”

He grumbled so much and gave the seriousness a look. The seriousness shook its head across the gaze of a thousand, and its cheeks twitched. Eventually, they stared at each other and made a pair of scissors.

“Oh, shit. ”

It was a lot to lose. I turned around, swearing out loud. He tugs his feet toward the house. I was going to get Noya's drink.

“Do you think he'll penetrate the wall?” “No. ”

In response to serious questions, Noya denies the immediate answer. Azin's expression, still in the waterfall, subsides. No, it seemed to have sank quietly.

“It's a classic practice. ”

Noya mutters. This has always been my favorite practice. Being hit by a waterfall. Through the waterfall, he nurtures his mind in the harsh currents. If you fall into deep meditation, you won't even feel the waterfall falling from that high.

“I don't mean to say the old performance was wrong, but hmm. I don't think we're getting anywhere.” “.. I didn't think he was lacking in talent.” “No, I don't have the talent of a child. That's the best I can do for you, human.” “Yes? ”

Noya's words make no sense to me. But what Noya said was true. The twins were looking at the pain as irreplaceable in the world, but the pain they think is... the pain they receive from the system. Learn no balls as a skill, spread no balls as a skill. In other words, it seems like a genius for a duffer who doesn't know the existence of the system to report an indefinitely once.

If so, what about the azine that is not assisted by the system? A man with a bit of talent should do him some good. It's not enough to be a genius. It's not a bad head. Learning is not slow. But that's only slightly better than the unsub.

Ajin in the first place is the undeniable first place. But there was a lot of help for him to gain that strength. An outstanding teacher with a raw snow scent. The astronaut and the salmon that I learned from her earlier. The startline was different from other players in the beginning. After that, I gained various skills and abilities in the game, which led to me being ranked # 1.

“That's why I can't. ”

Noya mutters coldly. That kind of talent doesn't make sense of nonpolarity. Because nonviolence is a skill and not a skill.

“Kid's trying to understand nonpolarity on his own. It's impossible. It took even Noya centuries to understand the polarity. But a child who crosses the subtle boundary between genius and evil understands extremity? Impossible. Impossible. ”

The truth was that I saw the sad side of his face. Right near Azin, there was a whiff of Raw Snow. Noya turned her back and pointed to the scent of standing raw snow.

“Neither she, nor you. As teachers, you're great. You're a master and a genius who's never been born again. There are three such good teachers, so a child is blessed. If there are many knights, they will go to the mountains, but you are teaching the child the right way by coordinating his opinion. But."

Noya's words stop.

“Breaking down walls and finding yourself is impossible with your help. You have to be good at what you do. ”

Noya says so, and looks on the bright side. Well, no matter how good you are, what will you accomplish in three months?

Just as Noya said. Ajin is not alone. I'm just pretending. It's not quiet. It's just pretending to be quiet.

Discourse continues. There are endless questions and answers in my head. The moment the consciousness drifts away, snaps, snaps back. There is no rest. Self-review, rather than meditation, repeats it.

Is that right? No, this is wrong. Something's different. What was I trying to do...? What am I doing here? The waterfall is cold. I can't feel my head. Ajin chewed his lips well.

Clear your mind, erase everything, and leave you pure and clear. It was as stubborn as obsession, but it didn't work out. Suspicion, suspicion... time has passed for three months. Soon it will be a blood-soaked herb.

Then, I didn't even speak properly to Mungyeonghee and left. Mun Gyeong-hee will go back for a long time. I can think of something else. Am I this distracted? No, more than that.

It was urgent. Nervous, so. Can't concentrate. My mind is full of confusion. I've been inspecting the grounds for three months. I got some results. It became natural to spread the ball without relying on skills.

But then everything got jammed up. I don't know what else to do here. It was painless, painless... and difficult. I just learned a lot, but I don't know what to do after that.

“Phew. ”

Ajin sighs and opens his eyes. It seemed that the meditation for today was over. I thought I could do more... but I didn't think I could get anything out of that meditation. Azin raises himself up, chewing his lips tight. A pouring waterfall crushes him.

“... doesn't work? ”

I asked about the scent of raw snow floating on the surface. Ajin nods his head with a bitter smile.

“Not what I expected. If it's what you think it is, there's no reason to suffer like this. ”

Azin smiled as he replied. I spent a long week at the waterfall. But there is no harvest. My heart was rarely empty.

“Noya's here to see you. ”

Raw Snow said with a worried face. At that point, he raised his head and looked toward Noya. Noya waves her hands at Ajin with a grinning face. Ajin turns his gaze to the side as he looks at Noya waving his hands.

“Why are you here? ”

“I don't know. Why don't you go ask him?” “I don't want to talk to Noya..." “I hear you, kid. ”

Noya growls loudly. Ajin looks crumpled up and turns his head and spits. Of course, Azin spit on the water. I hate the smell of raw snow and lifted my feet.

“What else do you do? You ate a lot more than my saliva." “Well, it's not like that! ”

The roar of Raw Snow was heavy. Noya slips over the lake kicking her tongue.

“I enjoy the lightness, so I can't do it well.” “What a twist.” “Well, it's good to be faithful. After all, humans are emotional animals. We can't just abandon our emotions. The desire is gone.”

Noya laughs as she says. Azin frowns and stares at Noya. Noya glances up and down, smiling at his gaze.

“How's it going?” “Not fucking.” Oh, my God. That's why I told you, nonviolence is a tough job. You're the one who kicked Noya out of power. You know? "“ I know. And that's why I'm doing this. ”“ I'd like to compare now. What do you think? ”“ What do you mean? ”“ Be gentle with Devello. ”

In Noya's words, Azin's expression is slightly stiff. Devello received the tranquility from Noya around the same time as Azin did. And he continued to be guided by Noya.

“... with Devello and Beeswax? ”

“You've mastered the same shamanism. And Noya would have told you. I want to compare you two.” I see Devello's gotten stronger. ”He's a genius. ”

Unlike you, Noya's words slightly chew her lower lip.

“There's a difference in everything from you. No genius is better off in this world than Devell, provided there is no assistance in the system. If I was born in Moorish, I would have been the best. If I had mastered magic, I would have been the Great Mado. I'm good at everything, even if it's not physical. And you know the biggest difference between you and Devello?”.. what is it? ”“ Struggle. ”

Noya shudders.

“That's all Devello has. Emotions are rare, but struggles abound. Actually, it's because you're the one. Devello is so brilliant, he's never lost or failed, but he's lost to you so many times. That was a great stimulus for Devello. There's no one more afraid of a competitive genius than a blind genius.” “.. are you taunting me?” “No, I'm just telling the truth. And in fact... this is a predictable battle.” What do you mean? "” If you and Devello were fat now, you wouldn't have gotten Devello 10 seconds. ”

In Noya's words, he clenches his fist. Taunt. Though I tried to think of it as provocation,

“Please guide me. ”

In the end, he had no choice but to say so.

It was because I was unmanned.

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Our softening cycle will be back in March. Maybe it'll be a one-on-one situation...!