Faithful to Buddha, Faithful to You

Chapter 81 Home

The train was slowing down and I was about to come in. I got up and packed my bags. The crowd surrounding our compartment burst into admiration, from time to time crowded here from other compartments.

I looked at the focus of the crowd, a little kid, wearing teddy bear overalls, winking his big grey eyes and looking calmly at the adults around him.

“When did the Qin Dynasty unify the country?” The young man sitting across from us turned to the Chinese Encyclopedia Children's Edition History Volume and asked.

“221 BC.” The dairy answer, a serious look, can't help but be handsome. The young man pulled out another chocolate and stuffed it in a pocket in his chest. That little pocket with a small capacity is almost out of reach.

“Can you back out the six kingdoms that were destroyed by Qin in turn?” Asked a woman who looked like a college student.

“Han, Zhao, Wei, Chu, Yan, Qi.” Answering without false thought, there was another laugh around.

“Give you a hard one, give you the whole bag of chocolate.” Another middle-aged man in his forties, wearing glasses, was exhilarated and cunningly blinked at him, "saying which year all six countries had been wiped out. ”

Two large shallow grey eyes turned bones and looked at me. I smiled and nodded and put the big bag on my back.

“The first 230 years, the end of Korea. Before 229, Zhao was exterminated. 225 years ago, Wei Wei was exterminated. The first 223 years, the Church. The first 222 years, the swallow was extinguished. The first 221 years, it was all gone. ”

“Oh, that's amazing!” The young man flipped open the book, slapped his thigh, shouted loudly.

The middle-aged man picked up the young man's book and looked at it unbelievably, questionably asking, “Is this kid really only three years old? ”

Boy, give me back my book. I put it in my bag with a smile. This intellect race starts with this guy. He saw such a small child carrying the Encyclopedia of China, even though it was a children's edition, and it was a thick one. He took chocolate as a prize and so many people came together.

“They say the hybrid is smart, the child is beautiful and has such a high IQ. Sister, you and your husband are blessed.” Female college students are blind and heartless. Along the way, she kept helping me hug him, touching his soft brown red curly hair and pointed chin, saying it was a pity that she was born 20 years early.

The train has stopped and the broadcast is registered at the newsstation. I smiled and picked up his little body: "Xiaoshu, here we are. Goodbye to your aunts and uncles. ”

He lifted a big bag of chocolate in his hand and politely said to the middle-aged man, "Thank you, uncle. ”

His voice was crisp, two lovely whirlpools appeared on his cheeks, and he nodded to everyone: “Goodbye, Auntie. ”

We got off in the sigh and goodbye of a motorist.

Stepping into my hometown, I squeezed my eyes around me. Haven't been home in years? For the last time in my memory, it was the winter vacation of my third year. A moment of rapid retreat, as if to see my parents send me on the train, remind me to be careful. Since going to college in Beijing, every time I leave, my parents have to give it to me personally...

“Mom, I'm coming down on my own.” Instantly pulled back to reality, Xiaoshu's little hand touched my face and crisply said, "You're carrying a bag, heavy. ”

The child! There's a warm stream running through his heart, letting him go, holding his little hand and walking towards the exit. “Xiaoshu, remember when Mom told you that when you saw Mom's mom and dad, what was her name? ”

“Yes.”

Of course I knew Xiaoshu wouldn't forget. Just tell him once, and he won't forget. I'm just nervous. I saw them as soon as I stepped out, standing outside the railing and hoping, as I did every time I went home.

“Dad, Mom...” The voice swallowed and looked painfully at the deeper wrinkles and white hair on his parents' foreheads. They've been too old all these years.

“Xiao Qing, it's been five years, you haven't come back for five years...” Mom grabbed me, her voice trembled, Dad just silently picked up the big bag on me.

“Sorry, the unfaithful daughter is back...” tears opened the gate, hugging Mom and crying. Dad crossed his face and snuck his eyes out.

“Mom, don't cry. ”

The corner was pulled, I let go of Mom, and I saw Shu staring up at me. Suck the nose and lift the little shrub. He kissed me in the eye and his soft little tongue licked the tears. Every time I cry, he comforts me like this.

Holding his warm little body, I sucked my nose and laughed and introduced: "Mom and Dad, this is the guy I was calling to bring back. ”

“Hi Grandma, my name is Ro Xiaoshu, I'm three years old.” The little man in his arms does another trick that he's best at. Every time he pisses me off and hears such a cute naughty voice, he suddenly feels soft and can't help scolding me anymore.

“This...” Mom and Dad opened their mouths and glanced at each other. “Xiaoqing, this is...”

“This is my son, your grandson. I'm sorry, I didn't say it on the phone because it's hard to say it in three words or two. ”

“You... when did you have a child? With whom?” Dad gasped and looked up behind me.

“Dad, take it easy.” Knowing that he was looking for another man, it was kind of funny, reaching his left hand in front of them with a ring on his unnamed finger.

“I'm not unmarried. I'm married. It's just that I don't have any communication equipment in my place. I cannot inform you, nor can I bring your son-in-law to you. ”

I smiled, “Let's go home and say it for a long time. But don't worry, I'll tell you everything. ”

“Grandpa, hold Xiaoshu. ”

Dad was shocked and watched Xiaoshi stretch out his fleshy little arm to him. Xiaoshu was never frightened. Every time he tried to please someone, he always looked like a good person. Blinked bright, light grey eyes revealing a lovely smile pocket and a pair of less obvious tiger teeth. The top of the research base to the most rigorous Director Li, down to Aunt Sweeping the floor, were all taken down by his invincible eyes and naive smile, so he was spoiled to heaven.

Dad hesitated to reach for Xiao Shu. The moment he touched Xiao Shu's body, Dad kept his serious face, instantly softening down...

It took me five hours to get back from the first crossing to the last. Thirteen-year-old lover is a dark breed. Twenty-four-year-old lover has no choice but to suffer. Thirty-five years old has suffered. With every drop of him engraved in my head, like a book that never fades, I take it out every night and flip it through.

Speaking of our peers, my mom started crying for me because of her helplessness. Speaking of adult rituals humiliated in front of people, Lu Guang's forced marriage, and Dad's eyes were also angry. Speaking of the famine experienced by the aunt and the helpless breakup after pregnancy, the parents had long since softened up and felt painful for their son-in-law, whom they had never met.

“Xiao Qing, you called us three years ago, did you just come back? ”

I nodded. Call your parents in the lab and tell them you're safe. During the ancient two years, parents could only ask for information from Teacher Ji, who told them that I was fine, because of the confidentiality of my work, I could not contact them. So when I called my parents again two years later, they were all almost insane.

“Why didn't you tell us that then?” Mom's in a hurry, she's starting to weep again. "Why don't you let Mom and Dad help you raise the baby alone for three years? ”

“Mom, I'm sorry.” I looked at Little Sh leaning in Dad's arms, sighing. For three years, I've just been calling my parents regularly, making up some job lies, making them think I'm still in a very confidential job, but never mentioning Xiaoshu.

Calm down and tell them, "Because I don't want you to worry. Shit, I've had leukemia since I was born. ”

Back in the day, I was checked for excess indicators, with white blood cells above 200% of the highest normal value. Although the value of severe leukemia has not been reached, medication is acceptable. But I'm pregnant, and taking medication can damage the fetus, so I refuse to take any medication.

The research base is extremely interested in the children in my belly, and this is of great significance for children who have crossed the millennium. They hired the best hematologists, gynaecologists and gynaecologists, geneticists, nutritionists, pediatric education specialists in the country to use the best medical and technical capabilities at no cost. I didn't want my kids to be the subject of research, but I needed them to give birth, so I stayed at the research site.

Xiaoshu came out of a chisel. God knows how hard it took me and the experts to have this baby. I wept when the nurse handed me the wrinkled child and laughed and told me it was a boy. Mumble to the void: Rosh, me and the child, both survived...

Freshly born little shrews often cry and have a tendency to fever. I couldn't sleep in a hurry. After an expert diagnosis, I got a nightmare: Xiaoshu had leukemia from birth!

Like being hit hard, your brain is instantly blank. The child has absorbed radiation into my stomach and is subjected to it again as he travels back to modern times. How can such a small body be eaten? I trembled and begged all experts, at any cost, to heal my child!

The best treatment is bone marrow transplantation. But the whole country couldn't find a bone marrow comparable to Little Shwe's, so I asked to test myself. The conclusion is that my bone marrow was successful compared to my little shuffle. I shouted. However, Xiaoshu is too small to undergo bone marrow transplantation. And I have leukemia myself, which must be lowered to the standard line before I can operate.

Looking back on the three years of anxiety and pain, I didn't know how to survive. I looked at my parents' heartbroken expression and didn't dare tell them that Xiaoshu and I had spent the first two years in bed, working with the medicine every day.

Xiaoshi's extraordinary intelligence was demonstrated a long time ago. Beginning speaking in six months, memory and learning are super strong. It takes 15 months to walk just because you have a weak bottom. After he spoke, the research base's focus was no longer on finding experimenters to cross, but on studying Xiaoshu.

Early childhood education designed by a child specialist for his intellectual development can easily be exceeded. By the age of three, more than 5,000 Chinese characters can be read. When people shout at prodigies, I just smile. His father, at the age of seven, not only carries 32,000 words every day, but also comprehends all these deep Buddhist scriptures. Xiaoshu, it's not over his father yet.

Bone marrow transplantation was performed at two and a half years of age. Experts have repeatedly warned me that I myself use drugs to lower white blood cells to standards. It hurts me very much to perform such surgery myself. But I laughed and told them that I was a mother, and I was willing to do everything for my children.

The surgery was successful and although I often felt dizzy after the surgery, I had to take expensive special effects for years to come. However, looking at Xiaoshu's reddish face every day, when his mother's heart, he was finally relieved.

I hid most of this and didn't want my parents to worry about me anymore.

Xiaoshu sat in Dad's arms all the time, listening to me carefully, innocent pure eyes dripping around. I don't know how much he understands, but I don't want to keep it from him. He should have known his special history, and since he hadn't started talking, I let him look at my paintings every day and teach him to call his father.

Xiaoshu was the keeper of my life, and I missed his bond. But when I think of the child's father, in the distant space of time, in the difficult environment, I think of us alone, my heart aches like a knife into the bone marrow. I've been hoping to persuade the research team to let me go through it again. But this frail body is no longer allowed to destroy me. Besides, Xiaoshu needs my support. At last, I gave up hopelessly, under the persuasion of the Director.

Speaking of 8: 00 p.m., Xiaoshu finally fell asleep in Dad's arms. Until Xiaoshu fell asleep, Dad couldn't help but complain. Dad gently put Xiaoshu in bed, covered his quilt, and stared at Xiaoshu's handsome little face. In my memory, Dad never spoiled me so much.

Xiaoshu's sleeping face is very cute, her long lashes slightly flutter as she breathes, and her delicate skin seems to squeeze out water with a little baby's fat hands and flesh. I took the onion beads off his neck and stuffed them under his pillow. The next day he wakes up and finds himself wearing it. He was supposed to wear it on his wrist. He was too young, so I changed it to a necklace so he could hang it every day. He knew Dad left it for him, baby had to.

Dad suddenly asked softly, "This kid, like him? ”

“Well, very much so.” I watched Xiaoshu drownly, with those clear and uncluttered eyes, clear 30319; s face, and the wind was bright and cloudy.

Light grey eyes, slightly reddish brown hair, sharpened jaws, taller individuals than their peers, and super high intelligence are all inherited from him. But his face looks like mine, not as narrow as his. Teeth like me, have a lovely pair of tiger teeth, but they should fade away as slowly as I did when I grew up, less obvious. His skin is whiter and finer, and it's my gene.

“Xiaoqing, what are you going to do in the future? ”

“The research team wants to leave Xiaoshi behind and nurture him with the most advanced education. But I want Xiaoshi to grow up like a normal child. Have a normal childhood and a playmate of the same age. I talked to Professor Ji, and I would go back to school as a lecturer and study with him for his PhD. ”

The research base is in the remote northwest of Gobi Beach. If Xiaoshu grew up there, he came into contact with all the adults involved in scientific research. What's the fun of childhood?

I laughed and told my parents not to worry: "I have a huge bonus, big enough to raise something. ”

“Old man, let's go with Xiaoqing. I have nothing to do at home after retiring. We helped Xiao Qingqing bring the child to work in peace.” Mom smoked her nose and stabbed Dad with her elbow. Dad caressed Xiaoshu's face with pity and nodded.