Fake Saint Of The Year
Chapter 44 Self Sacrifice (Second Half)
I didn't think and act, but when I realized it, my body was moving on its own.
When the enemy demon flew to take Ellise, Ellise didn't try to avoid it, which he was supposed to avoid.
The reason is the soldier who was rigid behind her.
Probably a noble kid or something, and he was out on duty.
But apparently unfamiliar with the battlefield, he was lowered backwards and just watching the action behind Ellise.
It is never a mistake to lower your hands behind your feet that you cannot fight.
But it was near Ellise, and she was shackled.
"If you avoid it, the soldiers behind you will die"... that's what you thought.
So Ellise made himself a soldier's shield with his hands wide open, without trying to avoid it.
I think Bernel saw it.
Oh, it's just... this guy's gonna abandon himself and try to protect the others.
Never abandon or give up.
Always make yourself second, save and protect someone with free goodwill.
It was really transparent and beautiful everywhere... but it looked pretty.
The world is not friendly enough to live only with good intentions.
Because people's hearts are full of desire, full of intentions, and not beautiful.
That's why good people without shadows in their hearts will vanish without long life.
When I thought about it, it was after my body had moved.
I know Ellise is strong because I've seen her fight directly before.
There is a height beyond my reach.I understand.
Perhaps the Great Devil's attack was fine.
Maybe she managed to stay cool as usual, even if someone didn't have to protect her.
After calming down, Bernel would have understood that it was only foolishness to shelter Ellise.
If you were given enough time to think about it and asked, "Is it right or wrong to shelter in this situation?", you would be able to derive the correct answer, "Even if you shelter, it will only get in the way."
But without such time, the time given to make a decision was only a few seconds… Bernale chose the wrong answer.
The intense pain that penetrated my back was instantaneous, and the next moment, my vision was already dimmed.
But somehow... oh, I felt like I was going to die.
"... alive"
The first thing I felt when I woke up was doubt.
There was a joy of survival, but more than that, it was a simple wonder why I was still alive.
I know for myself. It was supposed to be instant death.
The feeling of being pierced by flesh, the feeling of crushing your spine... the feeling of breaking your heart.
Awareness and signs of death.
I definitely felt it.
No matter what I thought, I couldn't come back alive.
But if you're still being dragged back to life like this... only one person can do that.
"Oh, thank goodness... you're awake, Bernal."
It was the Virgin who was thinking that entered the room, and Bernel was relieved that she was safe.
Next, she noticed that she had a pot, and when she smelled it, her stomach quickly complained of hunger.
Ellise laughs softly at the belly sound and then places the basin on the table in front of Bernel.
"It's simple, but I've made something good for digestion.
Do you think you can eat now?
"Ha, yes, that's enough...
Um, did Ellise make this?
"Yeah."
Ellise's handmade… That's all I heard, and Bernell was about to go up.
Of course I wouldn't eat it.
Served on a plate, it was a slightly unusual coloured rice with a sweet smell of vegetables.
Is it a color slightly closer to orange?
Grab the plate quickly and the aroma of garlic's appetite runs through your nose.
Use a wooden spoon and throw it into your mouth quickly.Then, the taste of various vegetables mixed with the sweetness of rice is overflowing in the mouth.
The slightly too gentle flavor tightens it with moderately covered salt and a garlic scent that penetrates through the nasal cavity.
And it envelops and enhances the mellow nature of the cheese.
It's delicious without the impression that Ellise made it for me.
"Ugh, delicious... this is really delicious!
"I'm glad it fits my mouth."
Ellise smiles happily like Bernel.
Then for a while, only the sound of Bernel continuing to eat was heard.
Eventually, after Bernel had finished eating, quietly... but Ellise said something to blame.
"Mr. Bernell, why did you do that?
That sort of thing happened when I was covering for Ellise.
I don't know why, but in fact, Bernel doesn't know.
Because I can only say that my body moved on its own.
I thought I had to protect you... that's all.
"I don't know... I just realized that my body was moving.
Anyway, I have to protect Ellise.... "
"I'm glad to hear that.But please don't do that anymore.
Until you stand up for yourself... no, no matter who you are, you don't have to take my place. "
Someone can take their place and get hurt.
I'm sure it's much harder for this too kind girl than hurting herself.
But so is Bernel.
I don't want this girl to get hurt more than I do.
The feeling of caring for someone should be the same, but they pass away.
"But then... only one Ellise..."
That's fine.
Then only one Ellise continues to get hurt.
Intercepting Bernell's words, Ellise said with a firm expression of determination.
"I'll be fine from the beginning.
If I take care of everything, no one else will be wasted.
Knights, Leila... and you.
So... please don't ever try to help me again until you've taken yourself out. "
You can take all the pain on your own.
The figure of the Virgin is as noble and as noble as she can be and as noble as she can be.
And if this is the best Virgin of all time, it will really be possible.
Protect and protect someone, and only one person keeps moving forward with a scratch... until he dies.
It was sad for Bernel.
Ellise is stronger and taller than anyone.
Bernel, by contrast, is too weak to stand next to.
Recently, Leila and Principal Fox have been giving me secret training, so my strength has increased dramatically... but I still feel clear when I saw this fight.
It got stronger, but that's all.It has not reached the height of Ellise at all.
To give an example of the difference, the person who had been walking on the ground climbed the second floor of the house to get closer to the top of the mountain than the clouds... that's just the change.
"I know I'm weak.Still, I... want to protect you... "
"Bernell isn't strong enough to do that.
Let's be clear... even if I'm sheltered, it's just a nuisance to me... my feet and hands are tight. "
Crunchy.
Ellise decided that Bernell was weak in order to cut off Bernell's doubts.
It was correct. I can't hear a goo.
Ellise turned her back to Bernel, who couldn't say anything, and put her hand on the door knob.
But I will talk with the gentle voice as usual whether my back hair will be pulled out.
"... even if you breathe back, please rest for a while.
Please don't push me. "
That being said, Ellise left the room.
I regretted it.
I was told that Ellise was weak.
I regretted my pity for letting her say so.
Ellise said harsh things to keep away from danger because she was weak.
That's why I can't help feeling asexual.
For Ellise, I'm not a man to rely on, I'm just a subject to protect... is there something so pathetic about being a man?
I want to be much stronger than I am now...
Bernel just kept thinking about it.