Harry Potter’s Book of Sin

Sarah once said that she is a defective product.

Since she was born in this world, she has no emotion, is a kind of incomplete thing that looks like life but is not life.

Yes, in fact, it can also be said that she is just an "item" that she has a chance to have a self-awareness, nothing more.

Maca didn't know how Sarah saw the world over the years.But from the unfamiliarity at the beginning to the familiarity later, it should not be much different from the gradual growth of a child.

At least, it should be like this on a spiritual level.

But it’s hard to imagine how she thinks of herself...

"and many more!"

After Maca pulled the energy of the Bewitching Stele back into the gem and disconnected his supply of magic power to the rune formation, he suddenly thought of a question and couldn't help but ask.

"Speaking of which, why do you want to get emotions?" He was rather puzzled. "If you have emotions, but are hidden for some reason, I can understand a little bit, but ..."

"Reason?"

Sarah stood in the formation, and after a moment of silent thought, she shook her head again.

"I don't know, I just think...I want to have emotions," she said in a daze. "That's what I lack. Wanting to get what I don't have is... normal?"

"It's normal?" Maca looked at her and repeated the word.

"Isn't it?" Sarah stroked her cheek and said softly, "For example, when I think of Phillips, I should be sad... But I don't even understand what sadness is. Even after watching the crying of others, I don’t understand how it should feel."

She said, as if she felt the slap that Phillips slapped on her face again, and the subtle touch made her unforgettable in her life.

"In this case, I would really like to really experience it-even for a moment."

However, at this moment, Maca's finger immediately pointed to Sarah.

"Yes, that's it!" He frowned, "I mentioned it just now? Emotion is the appearance, and your desire for emotion itself is not just one kind of thinking?"

After pointing out this key, Maca recalled and continued: "You know, I lost my emotions for a while. At that time, my thinking mode changed a lot... Seriously, if I had never had emotions, I might not even know what to do at that time!"

Thinking about it now, that feeling is still terrible.

But Maca clearly remembered that at the time, she couldn't even realize she was afraid.Only a sense of disobedience was secretly driving him, allowing him to discover through self-analysis, that state is most likely to be bad.

Therefore, after understanding the status quo, he began to imitate his past self as much as possible, and found a reason for himself to move on.

Otherwise, it would be hard for him to imagine what he would look like now.

Having said that, he looked at Sarah again.

"And you," he analyzed, "you didn't have any past as a reference from the beginning, how did you find the motivation to move forward in this world?"

"Let alone want to get emotions."-Maca didn't say this, but what he wanted to express was already passed on to Sarah.

"Forward momentum……"

Sarah tried to think with a very incomprehensible expression, and Maca could see that she was quite incomprehensible with these things that were very close to the root of the problem.

In fact, if a normal person is replaced, it will be difficult to find an answer to such a dialectical discussion.

But for Sarah, this is the key-if she can figure it out, then she may be a big step closer to the "emotion" she needs.

From Maca's point of view, he actually wanted to help Sarah.Because now, Sarah's harvest is completely tied to his research on the soul and the stele of bewitching.

It's a pity that with this step alone, there are very few places he can help.

"Oh, Sarah," Maca seemed to have thought of something while the other party was silently thinking, "I have one more question for you...probably this question will be easier to answer than the previous one."

"What?" Sarah lifted her eyelids slightly.

"I want to know, how do you understand your own existence?" Maca asked, "As I know, I am a'human'... This answer may not be accurate, but it is my own Cognition."

"Me?" Sarah thought for a while, "I have thought about this problem many times before, I think...I should be regarded as an'item'... right?"

Obviously, she is still very uncertain about her answer, but this is no wonder.

"Really?" Maca nodded, "Then look at this—"

While talking, he took out a thick book and threw it at his feet.Then, as he waved his staff, the book immediately swelled.

It can be seen that under the control of Maca, the book rapidly changes its appearance.In the blink of an eye, it turned from a book into a dazzling and irregular mass, and its outline was continuously refined.

Before long, in the open space between the two, a girl who was almost indistinguishable from Sarah appeared.

"Look at her," Maca said, "do you think there is any difference between you and her apart from your self-recognition?"

This is actually like an ordinary person analysing himself in a mirror, but the sense of reality created with the help of transfiguration like Maca is incomparable in a mirror.

In the previous Defence Against the Dark Arts class, Snape's Bogut training course had also caused Sarah to encounter a similar situation.But now, with a purposeful self-examination, the effect is definitely much more significant.

When Sarah was attracted by the girl who was exactly the same as herself, Maca was also carefully observing all her changes, and this might be a good time for him to find a breakthrough.

However, if he could know what Sarah was like when facing Bogut, maybe there would be no need for such trouble...

"Do not……"

Only for a moment, Sarah took a half step back subconsciously as if she felt something incomprehensible.

"I...I don't understand," she took a deep breath, and then took a half step back, seeming to want to get away from something extremely similar to herself, "I feel... very uncomfortable, I don't want to see her , Can you get her away?"

"Is it true?"

While nodding secretly, Maca swung his stick again to turn the "doll" that resembled Sarah back into a book.

In fact, when he saw Sarah's performance, he understood that Sarah didn't seem to have no emotions.Because when she sees someone who seems to be the same as herself, she feels strange because of the subtle difference between the other person and herself.

And that strange feeling is undoubtedly a touch of fear.

"Sarah," after pondering for a while, Maca couldn't help but smile, "I have to congratulate you first. It turns out that although the experiment failed, my guess seems to be wrong... well, or Say, that's not complete at least."

He paused, then continued: "You may not lack emotions, but... your emotional changes are too weak compared to ordinary people."

"I have emotions?"

Sarah blinked, then lowered her eyes to look at her hands, seeming to be looking for a sense of reality.On Maca's side, seeing her seemed to be both puzzled and a little relieved, I felt a little more relieved in my heart.

After drawing this conclusion, Maca himself was actually a little disappointed.

Because he originally thought that if Sarah really has no emotions, he might take this opportunity to let Sarah prove another conjecture for him.

And that guess involves the power source of the Bewitching Monument.

That's right, he has already decided to accept the next test of Rowena Ravenclaw.

However, if his conjecture was confirmed, it would not be him who really mastered the Bewilderment-but Sarah in front of him.

As for Maca himself, he will try to be the only one who can control Sarah just like he had tried to control the alienated eight-eyed giant spider.

If Sarah can not do what he wants to live peacefully after gaining emotions, then he will not interfere with anything Sarah does. If not, he will take on the responsibility he should take.

However, even Maca didn't expect in advance that Sarah actually had emotions normally.

However, her emotions are very weak.

"... So, does Ravenclaw's test have to continue to be shelved?" Thinking about it this way, Maca, who was somewhat hesitant about the matter, couldn't help shook his head, "That's good..."

"Professor McLean?"

Seeing that Maca seemed to be thinking about something, Sarah waited for a while before calling him.

"Oh," Maca regained his mood, and then said, "Anyway, today's attempt is here first... Actually, we have achieved a lot, right?"

Through a little understanding just now, Sarah has also felt some very subtle doubts.Under Maca's reminder, she summarized the doubts and made herself aware of it-that might really be an emotional trace that only belongs to her.

"Yes," Sarah nodded, "Thank you, Professor McLean."

When Maca heard this, he didn't say anything like "no thanks".Although his gains were far less than what he had expected, it didn't mean there was nothing at all.

but……

"The Bewilderment Monument...Do you really want me to come by myself?"

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