Harry Potter’s Book of Sin

"Sarah...your name is Sarah!"

When she awakened in this world, this name was carved into her soul, and it has followed her for hundreds of years.

In Hebrew, this means "princess, nobleman, and noble girl", which makes her gradually understand that her own birth is of great significance to creating her own master.

Yes, at least when they looked at each other for the first time.

"Cry! Cry me!"

Born with defects and no emotion at all-the failure of alchemy works made Sarah's creator Phillips into a mania.What Sarah felt for the first time after coming to this world was not a warm hug from her family, but an unreserved slap in the face.

She still remembers clearly that the slap was very painful, very painful, and she was a little overwhelmed by the pain.However, the pain did not evoke any emotions in her, because she had no emotions at all.

So the owner went crazy.

For three days in a row, Sarah followed her master, watching the world quietly and at the same time watching him quietly.Those three days actually didn't make much sense to Sarah, she just followed in silence, nothing more.

The master is studying alchemy, so she just stared at the other side, and she was in a daze; the master was too tired to study, and coupled with a lot of upsets and fell asleep, then she also learned to lie on the spot; Woke up, drank a glass of water indiscriminately, and then continued to invest in the study of selflessness, then she also tried to take a sip from the dirty water glass.

Well, the water is smelly.

So, yes... In the first three days of being "born" in this world, Sarah lived meaninglessly.

Except for the third night, the last moment--

"kill me!"

This was the third sentence the master said to her after giving her life...an unrejectable command, which made Sarah, who was still ignorant at the time, picked up a sharp knife and cut the master's throat with her own hands.

"Phillips?"

For some reason, these old memories surging from the depths of her heart, lingered in Sarah's mind.

Didn’t you still follow Mr. McLean’s suggestion to feel the black door and try to sense the power inside the door?Where am i now?Why do you think of these things?

"...Phillips."

Sarah suddenly felt that something seemed to be pouring out gradually with these memories-it was a very surging, very turbulent, and also very oppressive feeling.

Sarah began to subconsciously call out the name of her master, Phillips von Hohenheim.

The genius alchemist who created her and gave her a precious name, or perhaps the middle-aged man who can be counted as her "father."

Every time that name is silently recited in my heart, the sudden feeling becomes stronger and stronger, constantly stimulating Sarah's tighter and tighter nerves.

"Is this...'love'?"

Suddenly, Sarah couldn't help but mutter to herself like this:

"Phillips, I miss you."

...

Is this love?

I don't know, Maca doesn't know much.

The so-called "love" has many different forms. It can be cheerful or sad.Maca naturally didn't dare to say what kind of relationship should be between Sarah and her creator Phillips.

Therefore, Maca just watched Sarah, whose eyes were slightly closed, and listened to her quietly mumbling and talking to herself.

After a while, Sarah opened her eyes slowly, and then retracted her palm on the door, and touched her already wet cheek.

After staying in a daze for a while, Sarah turned her head slightly and looked at Maca:

"I cried?"

"It looks like this," Maca nodded, "and she shed a lot of tears-remember to drink some water later to replenish it."

"I cried..." Sarah ignored the joke behind Maca, as if she was still immersed in the strange feeling, startled and said, "Phillips, did you see it? I cried."

While she was talking, she touched her face again.The red and swollen finger marks left by that slap back then have long since disappeared, but the burning pain seems to have never gone away.

His master left her only three sentences in his life, and the three sentences represent three commands.Until now, she finally did one of the only orders that could not be completed.

"But," Sarah said after a while, "Mr. McLean, this kind of feeling is uncomfortable... "Emotions" seem to be a bit—"

"It's a bit scary, isn't it?" said Maca. "That's why Dumbledore said that it may be the most powerful and at the same time the most terrifying force in the world-even if it is not the'most powerful'. It's easy to say, but other than that, I really agree with the professor's point of view."

Sarah heard the words, nodded, and said:

"Then...Mr. McLean, is my soul complete now?"

"Oh, no, it's not that easy." Maca immediately shook his head, "You feel it again now, do you have the same feeling you just did?"

"Hmm..." Sarah closed her eyes and pondered for a while, and then she said, "It seems that there is no more, and her heart... seems to be empty."

"So, this is just for you to take this opportunity to get used to it first. To really fill your soul, you have to wait for me to fully understand this room, and then see if it can be done."

"is it?"

Sarah blinked, then raised her hand to wipe her face casually with her sleeve, and then she stretched her hand to the black door again, as if she was a little lustful just now.

"Wait," Maca grabbed her hand quickly, "I said earlier, don't get too immersed in it-'love' can also be a kind of'guilt'."

"But... I miss him."

Seeing Sarah who said these words in a trance but still clear eyes, somehow, Maca suddenly remembered Luna who had similar eyes.

After a slight pause, he couldn't help reaching out and touching the top of Sarah's head, smiling and saying:

"Don’t worry! Whether it’s joy or sadness, or even pain...it’s yours, it’s yours, you will taste them one by one sooner or later. But even if you truly have the feelings of being a human in the future, I will I hope you will not be too paranoid, because any emotion is very precious, remember?"

Before he could say anything, he turned his head and looked at the closed black door again.

"Well, let me take a look at it first!"