Harry Potter’s Book of Sin

It is actually a very pleasant thing to be able to sit down and drink tea and chat for a while after a full meal.Especially in this case, it can be called a "luxury."

However, it must be said that the more severe this is when no one knows what tomorrow will be, the easier it is for people to treat each other unconsciously in a rare leisurely atmosphere.

Right now, after Luna persuaded Sarah who wanted to leave the seat after the meal, after only a short meal, she started to talk about the little things she had experienced in Hogwarts in the past.

The past events she mentioned are not necessarily so ups and downs, and even others sound a little bit dull.

It's just that among the people who are sitting around at the moment, either they were the same experiencers, or just like the Geoffee sisters, they simply didn't go to the magic school to go to school.In the face of too much heaviness and depression recently, the plain topics Luna talked about have become more and more attractive.

"...Oh! Sarah, I remember that Professor Snape also got a Bogut in the first grade class, and almost tossed about a semester once a week. In fact, we were in the third grade. I took a similar class... Guess what it became when the Bogut met me?"

"What?" Sarah asked absently.

"It's mistletoe!" Luna opened her arms, drew a big circle in front of her, and gestured, "Then—what a big pile of mistletoe! It didn't tell me, but I knew that there must be many, many inside. Hook!"

"……what?"

Sarah listened, she couldn't help being stunned, and then she repeated inexplicably.

"Hook!" Luna bent her finger. "A black parasite. They have three eyes and thousands of teeth!"

As she said that, she suddenly shrugged and said:

"Okay! Actually, I haven't actually seen it, it's all my father told me... Oh, yes! Sarah, I actually wanted to ask, what became of your Bogut?"

Seeing Luna turning around and asking about Bogut, Sarah couldn't help being reminded a little bit.

I remember that when she enrolled in Hogwarts, it was almost entirely to get close to Maca.So, although she did study hard to not reveal her true identity, but because most of the content of the first grade, she only needs to study by herself, so she didn't pay much attention to the time in class.

But even so, she still remembers the first Bogut class that Snape gave.

After some more memories, Sarah didn't want to fool around, she just said:

"It became me—the other me."

"The other you?" Luna asked enthusiastically, "Why is this? The thing you fear most is yourself?"

"Yes, I'm afraid of myself," Sarah said calmly, "because you think, if a sample of'monsters' that shouldn't appear in this world suddenly appeared in front of you, wouldn't you be afraid? "

Speaking of this, she shook her head gently.

"It's a pity that Bogut didn't know that at the time, what he saw was not my fear-it was just that I kept telling myself that I should feel'fear' about myself. Even at that time I don’t even know what fear is."

"What do you mean?" Hannah, who was sitting across from her, couldn't help but asked in confusion as she listened.

"In other words, I proved that Bogut can actually be deceived," Sarah smiled. "If I deceived something into my own, Bogut would also be fooled... But in fact, the time when I can really understand what emotions like laughter, sadness, and fear are like is not long ago."

At the end, she picked up the tea Luna poured for her and took a sip:

"Actually, I am not a'human'."

...

Sarah can be a "person" who is very good at disguising.

Since she gradually integrated into human society, except for the Patriarch of the Hohenheim family and a few people, most of the other people have just treated her as a little girl.

In order to hide her true identity from others, she even made herself remember the reasonable expressions and actions that she should show in all situations without understanding human emotions.

However, Sarah can actually be a very honest "person".

Especially now, when she finally made up for the flaws in the soul level with the help of Maca to a large extent, and truly possessed the emotions, she has rarely used those that she had spent a lot of time to learn. Of camouflage skills.

After all, for her, true emotions are hard-won "treasures". Now that they finally have them, why hide them again?

After saying the phrase "I am not a human", Sarah seemed to have the interest of small talk, and suddenly began to talk about her long past with everyone present.

When mentioning Phillips, she was sad; when talking about the fun of the generations of the Hohenheim family, she couldn't help but chuckle; and when she finally talked about Maca’s help to herself, she was even more so. He showed gratitude and joy without concealment.

It is actually a very pleasant thing to talk frankly with people-at least Sarah is talking, and she feels more relaxed in her heart.

However, Sarah's story is obviously not so happy... it can even be said to be very sad and painful.As everyone listened, they couldn't help being touched by her successive emotions, and all of them became silent.

After a while, Sarah's narration and emotion finally came to an end, Ursula on the side could not help but said:

"I used to think that my life was scary enough, but...Miss Hohenheim, I really can't imagine what it would be like to live without emotion for hundreds of years."

"Well," Sarah shook her head, "In fact, there is no special feeling-it's like the natural blind people often envy normal people with eyesight, but they don't understand the state that the eyes can really see things. So... you know, they won't have a real goal to envy."

While she was talking, she suddenly looked at Ursula again, and then said:

"So, now I feel that it's like Miss Geoffrey's situation, and perhaps it will make people feel more fearful and sad--"

"Because I once had it, I will understand the horror of'losing'." Luna whispered thoughtfully.