Heartburn

The world is in April Fang Fei, the mountain temple is blooming.

Yan Xi four years, the sky, the weather, the weather is already on the thin spring shirt, but the mountain still needs a wind-resistant big, can go out ... Otherwise, is it this kind of end?

I got close it, I rely on the flowers of the small courtyard, squinted in the sun, squatting a marinated candied candied plug, driving the bitterness of the traditional Chinese medicine in the mouth, room or light cough A few sounds, there is no such thing as a few days before the cold.

Unconsciously, it is already staying here for three years.

I still remember that when I first came here, I was floating, I was very uneasy, I only felt that the world was big, but I didn't have my own tolerance ... I thought about it now, I have a childish.

What can't live in life? Just take time.

Some people, some things, it is better to forget it.

The heart is like a water, the waves are not shocked, naturally no worriery - I got unprecedented calm.

Somet at least on the surface.

"His Hall! His His Royal Highness!" The young man in the Qing dynasty is far away, but it is very vibrant, and it is disturbed quiet, and it is also teach people to be guilty. "Yan Zheng is coming!"

I put my fingers, and I was on the lips. I made a sound movement. The juvenile who was a letter and jumped over, I was busy, and my heart got the gods. I used to nod, the cheeks were red, and the red lotus after the movement was used.

"Don't fall, don't fall." I laughed him, picking up the letter, and sent him to drink water to rest.

"His Royal Highness, in addition to letterhead, Yan Shi also sent people to send two paintings, just put on the desk of the study, saying is the portrait of the good family, you must take a look!" I can't stop it. The teenager opened the words, I took the movement of my hand, and I watched my eyes in my eyes. I had to open my letter, quickly swept the content, and sighed, I couldn't help but smile.

I have been so long, why didn't Yan Yan have not given up?

I didn't know which Xiao Lang Jun, who was scourked again, still looking for a time to say a good life, taught her people to send people, and did not delay people.

I think so, I listened to him: "I am in listening to the big sister who sent the letter, and there is a big thing in Guanlan City!"

"Oh?" I won't be careless, I have already erected my ear, waiting for him to say.

Just just "Guanlan City" three words can easily sway my heart string - I hate it under the shadow of the person, I still break this uncontrollable mood.

I can put it if I don't have something wrong, but I can't manage my heart.

"The three princes who stay in our city will be married to the palace to give you a king!" He lowered the voice, and mysteriously said that he didn't expect his own voice. Even if you press the scorpion, it is like a fried thunder, I'm hunting in my ear, and I am so happy, "Ji Japan is half a month later!"

- Three kings, I remember, it is a proudian boy, look good, and straightforward, very popular.

What she wants to marry him?

Will n't like him?

It should be ... will be.

However, this is nothing to do with me.

I don't go to the teenager who has already opened again. I will fold the letter, and I will put my eyes, continue to take the sun.

The teenager is a lonely orphan. I gave him a small spoon, and he was a little tea that he was with me.

For these three years, he served my life. Although it looks stupid, it is very reliable, but sometimes it is too embarrassing, even if no one is, he can also say a half day - probably because of this. Teach the empty Zen Master to send it to me.

According to her original words: You always bold yourself in a place, you have to get rid of it, there is a doctrine of the boy, saving or speaks no one, which day is bored in the stone!

And my place is the spiritual temple of the day.

Come here, just think about the relationship between the emperor, from the blood, she is my aunt; I want to find a quiet place to avoid the smoke, the royal monasteries is indeed a good choice.

In addition, I didn't expect it to see an expectant person here, one, I thought it was a person who was incense.

I thought my eyes were.

The man wearing a gray robe, blue silk and waist, there is no long decoration, from the right corner of the mouth, the old scar, the old scar, but the eyebrows are full of dust.

- That is Yan Xiqing.

It turned out that she did not die.

She held a mustache in her hand, not slowly cleaning the peach petals on the Qingshi Road, carefully returned to the tree roots, and the movements were meticulous, obviously not the first time.

I didn't expect that an emperor would fall to this - but it is clear that she looks like her.

After listening to moving, she stopped the lives in her hand, lifting her eyes, showing a smile in a mood, which didn't bring a little dust, and did not bring a short complaint Pain, calm, as if I see a ... I don't do it.

Looking at her smile, I only feel a pain in my heart, my tears will not be controlled, but I don't know what I am in a difficulty - I don't want to be happy?

Can you, some of the heart, is sorry, dull ...

"? Or say, I should call you ... Simply, right?" In the tears, I saw her handle on the tree, slowly walked to my body, raising his hand, want to replace me I wiped my tears, but I took back my hand at the last minute, patted the dust on the hand, smiled and sighed, "Don't cry, my hand is greeted, I can't help you."

"You, do you know?" I know that I am so stupid, but I have been able to use the sleeve to wipe my face with the sleeves, stare at her eyes, I want to see some from it. Ni, trying to judge her words and real emotions - she said, is it to find my identity?

I know that I am a ghost of the nest, even if she lost the throne, destroying the appearance, how would she look at me? What will I do again?

Angered a meal, unity, or ... Revenge me?

I am not sure.

"In fact, I have already discovered it early. After all, you and the nature of you are too much." Seeing that I am nervous, I said that she is not good. She smiled slightly, and she laughed with a little and missing, but didn't expect. I am angry and hatred, which makes me secretly tone.

"However, you will fall in love with Yan Xi, but I am not expected." Her next sentence, taught me that I just put down and fierce.

"I ..." I want to apologize, I want to explain, I feel that the speech is so pale, I can't make up for the mistakes I committed, and I can't compensate that she lost, so I can only be silent.

"Simply, why would she like it?" She looked up, went to a piece of peach flower petals on my shoulders, and the warmth of the warmth opened, the scars on the cheeks were therefore soft. .

"... I don't know." This problem, I didn't think it was, but I overturned my answer after another sad disappointed.

What is cold and cold, gentle body stickers, but she is in order to get close to me, playing a personal guard ginger's false feelings ... and after the seeds, even if she makes it feel affectionate, and teach me how to believe her. Really sincere?

Such she, where is it worthy of me, is it?

But no matter how I warn myself, restrain myself, I touched the eyes, smirk, even the hairdress of the person, I can't extricate, nowhere to escape, I can only sight for a long time. In her body, my heart can't get something else.

I think she is probably the number of robbers I have been destined.

"Don't feel hard, I don't want to blame you," Yan Xiqing smiled, and then sett it to me. "The smile gradually fell down," the feelings of the feelings, this is not reasonable , As I can't understand, the silly child, how can I be alone? "

She looked at me, like seeking an answer, and I can't give the answer she wants.

- After all, I am not a Qi Xi's respect, not the Ling Wang, who loves her, is not her heart.

"In fact, I have a good spot very early, but I can't believe it, I don't dare to date, no matter how much hopes - my is still in this world. But you put me in front of me. When I was an arrow, I had a thumb: You are not her. I love my deep love, I love my, I'm dead, I was killed by my hand, "her face is clearly hanging. A faint smile, but in the eyes, there is a sadness, I am so heavy that I can crush the whole person. "If she doesn't like me, she is still the proud of the emperor, the success of the success, is the master of this world. ... If she is reluctant, no one can hurt her half. "

"Unfortunately, I have never been able to control my feelings. If I think of it." I don't help but feel the same for the body's original, I don't know what the emperor is, but she has always been I have been inheriting, I have been in connection with the end, even if I lost my life, I didn't regret it.

Maybe I have grievances, pain, but why is not a neighborhood?

- Since you can't be together, you must remember me in firm. On day day, I think of me, and I have been carrying my love and embarrassment for my life, and I can't get rid of me.

You are my robbery, I am your .

I think, this is what Qi Xi is in the heart of the bowl.

"Yes, love is fell in love, there is no reason, it is irrelined. Because of this world, there is no reason." She smiled, picked up my hair in the first half, like me The shadow is pursuing another person.

I know that she is thinking about Yan Xizhen, and she has not moved, she falls on her face with her full of love. It seems that I have seen it in the distance, and then look at it carefully. But everything is invisible.

Xu is a illusion.

When she stared at my face, I saw another person, I was not to pass her, I remembered others ... just I didn't want to admit it.

"But, just, you don't have to blame you, you don't have to regret - you are not, you don't owe me anything." My now is in the eyebrows of Yan Xiqing, she can see my eyes when she wants to see my eyes , I can just see my reflection from her eyes - that is not my face, even if I have been used to this body's delicate, sensitive and sick, it is not in the face of the mirror. After a long time, this is all erased, I grabbed this body.

"Your throne is getting away." I lowered, avoiding her eyes, I only felt that under that complicated eyes, my heart is too heavy to breathe.

"This quencher, this is not me," she didn't put a hand, but she said very seriously. "The situation really wants to say, but the ginger is not, why do you have to take the wrong thing? ? "

I don't want to explain with her, just insist: "Jiang Ye owed you, I owe you."

- No matter what happens, no matter how I have broken up with Jiang, I have already thought that she is my partner, is my only love.

"Oh, you, this is the same as ," she looked at me without helpless, but finally smiled, quiet, "... all silly children."

I can't refute, I have to smile.

"Escape is the choice of cowards, remorse is the shackles of the loser - after I lost the most beloved, I finally understood." She shook his head, turned away without hesitation, walking to the tree, picking up the handle , Continue to clean up, accompanied by brushing clear, the Qing Ya language of the dust is long, "I stayed in this spiritual temple, not only for the blessing, but also On the day of the Buddha, I wish to go back to Wanshi, I will be in love with her, this is my greatest wish. "

I looked at her silently, it gradually walked away, just like gradually got out of my life, since then, I don't have to carry the identity of Yan Xiqi, don't have to face her with myself - I should be relieved, Slim, but I don't know why it is more than a few points.

If you don't meet ginger first, will I like her?

……maybe.

But this is another story.

"This is my causality." She said, "Simp, I have put down ... What about you?"

The sun warmly, and the people are also open to the heart, recalling Yan Xiqing and what I said, I finally got a decision.

Open your eyes, stopped the little voice, gave him a letter from Yan Yan, told: "Give you always pay back, say this king know - another, go to pack your bag, let's go Guanlan. "

"Hey? His Royal Highway is going back! You have a happy manager, you can be happy! This will be cleaned!" The little spoon ran away.

Looking at his carefree figure, I can't help but follow the mouth - three years, I have been looking for an answer, but there is no result.

What will I do this time?

I don't know, but my heart is faintly raised.

- Emperor, I really, can't let go.