Her 430 Million Years

Fan Li has imagined the scene of marrying Xinghai countless times. Some were blessed by his classmates, two secretly sweet, and two of them drove a private ship after struggling for a good career and failed to obtain the certificate... but never thought However, it will be in anger.

She suffered from insomnia that night, so that when the alarm clock went off at six the next day, her whole head hurt like it was about to burst.Turn off the alarm clock, and she lay down for another five minutes before sitting up with her head pressed.

She really didn't want to get married like this, really didn't want to.But she didn't want to lose Xinghai.

She was sitting on the bed brushing her teeth, sitting on the bed combing her hair, and holding her schoolbag and communication device, she swam to the door of the room and opened the door like a huge boulder.

Xinghai is just outside the door.

"You get up so early?" She lost a lot of sleepiness.

"Actually, I think there is one thing that you are right. The problem between us really has nothing to do with the third person. It is not that you are suitable for others, but that we are not suitable." Xinghai smiled bitterly, "Since Saint Yegana , It becomes more and more inappropriate."

"What do you mean..."

Xinghai lowered his head, her silver-grey bangs rubbed her long eyelashes, her chest undulating with her breathing.Then, he said in a low voice: "Lili, you are very good, you are worthy of a better life, a better half. I really want to be a person worthy of you, but my ability is really limited."

"What do you mean?!"

Xinghai took a long breath and said the following words, exhausting all his strength: "Let's break up. You are free."

"I don't accept it." Fanli immediately answered, "I don't accept the breakup!"

"No matter who you are with in the future, I wish you happiness." After that, Xinghai turned and walked away.

"Don't go!" Fanli rushed over and hugged him from behind, "I am with you and never care how much money you make or how much life achievements you achieve. What I like is you, your kindness and justice. It’s your handsome appearance, and those additional things are really not that important."

"Everyone says that love between two people is the most important thing, and whether social values ​​are equal is not important. I have comforted myself in such a long time recently. But you and I know that we are very unhappy if we are barely together. "

"I am very happy with you!"

"But I'm not happy." Xinghai said tiredly, "let go. We break up peacefully. After this period of time has passed, we might still be friends."

"No, no, no, listen to me, I know you care about my work too much lately, but this is really only short-term. I went to work in the'Marine Ship' only because their company has a Excellent employee benefits. If I have achieved certain achievements, I can bring you in so that you can realize your dreams... I am not interested in this job myself, you know."

She originally thought that if she told the truth, Xinghai would know that she had misunderstood her, so she turned and hugged her.But the facts show that she is too arrogant.

He did not respond.

"Lili, you are willing to pay so much for me, I am really touched. Really." He smiled bitterly, "However, knowing the reason for your job, I am more sure that we broke up is right. What I want is a girlfriend for me to protect. In front of you, I feel that I am very useless, not a man. Do you have to ask me to speak for this purpose?"

"You nonsense! You said that no matter what I become, you will love me!" Fanli finally couldn't hold onto his calm image, first increased the volume crumbled, and then burst into tears, "You said, I am a marine clan, You love the ocean race; I am a hunter, so you love the hunter! You said that you only love me in this life and won't change people anymore, so now I just focus more on my career. Are you forced to break up? Xinghai, don’t everything you have said counts? Are they just sweet words?!"

"I'm a scumbag. I only speak sweet words. Therefore, I don't deserve you any more." He gave her a light push, "Let it go."

"I'm going to quit this job now, and I won't do any part-time jobs again, okay?"

"Let go."

"No matter what I do in the future, I will get your permission, OK?"

"Let go."

"Where do you think I am too strong, tell me, I change everything, okay? Two people together, the relationship can be run-in, don't say that you break up easily..."

"Let go."

She couldn't find any excuses, she just hugged him tightly, but he broke her fingers one by one, and finally pushed her whole hand away.

Finally, he went away without looking back.

Fan Li and Xinghai are always inseparable. After breaking up, Xinghai soon had his own hunting clan circle, and the students also keenly discovered this.It's useless to persuade the little friends of the Ocean Race, they can only respect their choice.

Next, the rumors spread secretly among the crowd, but Fanli didn't care much anymore.

The leader was beaten quickly in the face.As soon as Fanli entered the company on the weekend, Di Rui respectfully apologized in front of everyone, saying that he had made a mistake when submitting the f8245 arcane chip file and forgot to include the name of Fanli. In fact, all the credit was made by Fanli.Although the colleagues didn't know what happened, they didn't think it was weird, because they all saw the results of the research of Fanli with their own eyes, and Di Rui did nothing.

Seeing Di Rui nodded and bowed as if he was serving herself like a eunuch, Fan Li did not relieve her anger as she imagined, nor was she wondering what Su Shiye had moved.For her now, this job has lost its meaning.She planned to finish her work, and after this cooling-off period with Xinghai, she would see if she could recruit him, and then submit her resignation.

Recently, in the basic class of combat theory, the students had just learned the most basic combat arcane arts "crystallization" and "re-cutting", the professor began to arrange students to practice combat.

Sadly, the instructor of the basic practice class of Fanli's combat theory is Professor Wen Nan. In this small class of sixty people, there are Oda Allen, Saifi Quinti, and Saifi Xiami.

As early as the first class, when doing the arcane potential rating, she saw that Quinti's strong arcane potential almost filled the test table, and finally got three s.I heard that in this department, only Quinti and Yu Jian have three s, and there are also 13 double s, all of them sea gods.

The result of Lina and Kaimo is a, and the result of Xinghai is b. Ocean tribes such as Shuangsi, Youcan, and Liuxiang do not even have c.

The result of the Fanli test is s, which has crushed many hunters and has caused quite a stir.

However, facing the descendants of the Seagod, how weak she was.Professor Wen Nan also arranged her and Allen in a group, and she was directly knocked back several meters by Allen.

Allen gave her a disarm first, rushed to help her, and said with pity, "Student Fanli, I know you are just in a bad condition because of some personal affairs..." He glanced at the star sea in the sharks. Sighed: "Come on, let's compare again, I will give you a little bit."

Fanli avoided his hand, got up, and shook his clothes: "Okay, come again."

Alan really let her, and the two played a few rounds, but Professor Wen Nan suddenly called Alan away and arranged for Fanli's opponent to be Quinti.

Quinti had been blown up by this scene a long time ago, and he severely cut it and knocked Van Li to the ground. Half of his body was injured, and he ate a mouthful of the mud and sand on the seabed.Xinghai smelled the blood of Fanli and looked at her in a panic.He clenched his fists and went to help her, but he didn't move when he saw Waka pass.

"Miss Zongji, there is no need to fight like this when treating the Ocean Race." Hege suppressed his anger with a smile.

"Misser Waka, we are in a fighting class, not an embroidery class. You can skip it if you don't want to be serious."

"Fan Li has never treated herself as an Ocean Race." Liuxiang said in a sour voice beside her, "She thought she was a Pseudo Clan for a long time, and now all her friends are Poseidon Clan."

Fanli frowned and glanced at Liuxiang: "If you think I'm upset, just fight with me?"

"Why should I fight you, the fake sea god clan, is inexplicable."

"Then you don't call me, okay? You and I are not even friends."

Liuxiang said many things like "Fan Li and I were the best before, but her character was too bad and betrayed me". Now she is beaten in public and is very upset, but she can't beat Fan Li and can only continue to be sour. Said: "Yes, we are no longer friends. In order to curry favor with the Sea God Clan, your Sea Clan friends are no longer, and now even the boyfriend is lost. How dare we claim to be your friends?"

"Stop talking nonsense, come and fight if I am upset."

"I think you are upset too," Quinti stood in front of Liuxiang and smiled confidently. "Then you can play with me."

"Row."

Van Li got up and competed with Quinti four times, each time she was crushed by Quinti.She fell with bruises and bruises all over her body. She was not afraid of Quinti, but carefully studied the number of attacks she used.She found that Quinti would only use one movement to attack from one direction back and forth, which was terribly stupid, but because of her talent, she could win a straight shot and could win with Quinti.

During the whole process, Liu Xiang was so happy to watch him, and she couldn't wait to applaud and celebrate.

Fanli and Quinti were about to compete for the sixth time. Professor Wen Nan swam over and waved to them: "Okay, there is no need to fight. The difference in strength is too great, and there is no point in fighting."

Fan Li was a bit unwilling, but she was indeed blue and purple, and it was so painful. The blood shed made all the shark students around her excited and could only give up.

"We usually see very inspirational stories in the news." Professor Wen Nan looked into the distance with those half-dead eyes, as if talking to the sea, "For example, a disabled child with a docked tail played a lot of tailball. Great, old ladies learned difficult dances in their later years, students with language barriers became translators, and students with upper limits in arcane arts were admitted to the Arcane Academy of St. Jerjana University... We would applaud such hardworking people, yes Because they have achieved achievements that are far beyond their abilities. However, there are many things that cannot be replaced by nature. Children with docking tails are no better than professional players at sea level, and the beauty and explosive power of old ladies are no better than dancers who have danced since childhood. Students with language barriers will never be able to become special translators, and students with upper limits in arcane arts will never be able to fight the Poseidon clan... If they have a certain strength, these people forget their original position and forget that people originally compared them. The object of this is not only mediocre, but also a bit stupid. Whether it is mediocre or stupid, it shouldn’t appear at St. Jerjana University. I think you must all agree with it.” After she finished, she His gaze swept across the crowd indifferently, and when passing by Fanli, he looked at her from beginning to end before moving his gaze away.

As if deliberately confronting Quinti, after class, Allen swam out with Van Li.Knowing that Quinti sent Xia Mi over to stare at him, he had a serious rebellious mentality. There was one word that spoke to Fanli without a word, but all the feedback he received was disappointing.

In the end, his eyes were the same as many pedestrians, and his attention was taken away by a black super-long private ship hovering in front of the school.The style of the private ship is dignified and not high-profile. Azer and the two Saint Capital Red Guards guarding the private ship are very high-profile.Seeing Fanli coming out, Azer came over and made a "go and go" gesture to his brother, and respectfully invited Fanli over.

Allen was spoiled and spoiled since childhood, but was often bullied by his brother and was a little uncomfortable being driven away.Therefore, he has no good expressions on Xia Mi.Without turning his head back, he touched his nose and said, "Let's go, what does Quinty want to do?"

"Allen, you...you provoke Sunny...don't go to school with female classmates...you and my sister have a marriage contract after all..."

Alan's face changed drastically, frowning and saying, "Do you know about me and Qing?"

"know……"

"You can't tell Quinti about this secret. It's over after you say it. Qing will be killed by Quinti, and my engagement with Quinti is over."

Xia Mi shook his head: "I didn't tell my sister..."

"That's good." Allen let out a long sigh, "Thank you, Xia Mi, you are still a girl who cares about the overall situation. I have always lost my temper to you recently, so sorry."

"It's okay. You have a little restraint," Xia Mi looked a little gloomy, "How can I say, it's my future brother-in-law..."

"Well, for your kindness, I will restrain it."

Allen gave a big smile.This reminded Xia Mi of the first ray of sunlight that she saw when she went to sea every summer.She looked up at him carefully and humblely, thinking of the scene when she saw him for the first time many years ago: In the Resurrection Sect Shrine, her parents asked her to meet the young son of Oda’s family, and she quickly swam out carrying the newly bought velvet skirt. Seeing the young man standing in the hall in a terrestrial state, his snow-white eyebrows were slightly frowned, and the peaks and ends of the eyebrows were sharp, and he cast an expression of impatientness at her.

At that moment, her entire youth was illuminated by him, bright as if she hadn't lived in the past 100 years.

Not surprisingly, he became his sister's fiancé.

Since she was young, she had to let out everything Quinti wanted for the first time; as long as there was Quinti, she was just the shadow of Quinti; like Allen, she was brilliant and always the center of the crowd. ...They are a good match.For this result, Xia Mi has no objections.In the future, when Ellen officially becomes a brother-in-law, she can still see him often, so it is not a kind of happiness...

Fanli knew that the person who came to pick her up was Su Shiye.She didn't want to see anyone lately, but Su Shiye was much better than the stalker Ellen.So she got on the private ship and saluted Su Shiye: "Master Su Shiye, good afternoon."

"Why have you suffered so many injuries?" Su Shiye looked back at the arcanist beside him, "Heal her."

During the healing process, the burning sensation of accelerated wound healing made Fan Li grinned.Su Shiye asked the Arcanist to be lighter, and then whispered: "Lili, I heard that you broke up with Xinghai, it's a pity. I hope you don't feel too sad."

He originally thought that Fanli would shed tears in front of him, but he didn't expect that she showed no sadness at all, she just came back straight back: "What a pity, you don't think it is a pity."

Su Shiye laughed silently. For a long time, he nodded with a smile: "It's my smartest Lili."

"It's my most xx-rich pear" This sentence pattern sounds familiar, and Xinghai often says so.Fanli felt a little strange, but only tangled in her heart for a while, and said, "What can you do with me?"

"In the evening I will attend a friend's 10,000-year-old birthday party. I want to invite you to be my female companion. I wonder if I have this honor?"

"Of course there is, but I don't have time, so I won't go."

"Why don't you have time?"

"I have to take time to practice attacking arcane arts, you see I was beaten like this by my classmates today.

"So diligent?" Su Shiye pretended to be surprised, "Why don't you say it early if you want to learn arcane, I will teach you tomorrow. Go out with me to relax at night, you will only feel lower when you are bored at home."

Fanli has always known Su Shiye's temptation to herself.I thought that after breaking up with Xinghai, she would like Su Shiye more, but recently she only feels that she has nothing to love, and no one wants to see her.In the end she refused his invitation.Su Shiye did not force her. Before leaving, he rolled down the ship window and said to her: "Lili, I really want to accompany you more, but it seems that you want to deal with your emotions alone. You just have to remember one Event: No matter what happens, I will always be there and will always be waiting for you."

"I don't know..." Fanli said weakly, "I really don't want to fall in love now..."

"Why, because Xinghai?"

"Ok."

"Men hate sympathy the most. What you give him now is sympathy."

"Am I... just sympathizing with him?"

"The person you really like is me. From the beginning, I don't believe you can't feel the spark between us, but at the beginning I missed it because of me. But it's not too late to start now." Su Shiye Weiwei With a smile, "Xinghai can give it to you, and I can give it to you. I am waiting for you to fall in love with me again."

After returning to the dormitory, Fanli had been thinking about Su Shiye's words, and finally thought that the brain energy was almost exhausted, and there was no result.

After that, Su Shiye did not come to disturb her again.But every three or four days, someone will deliver red algae to her by express delivery. They are all artificially cultivated imported models. From a long distance, I know the varieties are extraordinary.

So, in the school, rumors about the reason for the breakup of Fanli and Xinghai spread quietly-the mysterious boss pursued Fanli and Xinghai was dumped.

The two parties had their ears callused when asked, but both remained silent.

After a period of rest, Fanli tried to get along with Su Shiye and also went with him to meet some of his friends.

Of course, the dictator has no ordinary friends, everyone is a big man like Marvin.

In any case, Su Shiye is very good, but his life circle has nothing to do with her.It may be age, experience, or the status of the two people is too far apart.That gleaming high society is not what Fanli is yearning for.

Moreover, Su Shiye is indeed a politician.He would have pity on the poor people and be kind to slaves, but if his friends were not kind to slaves, he would ignore them; if his friends brought his lover out with his wife on his back, Su Shiye could get along with their mistress as if nothing had happened. He asked them, "Have you recovered some health recently?" His friend's words somehow revealed the meaning of despising the Ocean Race, but in the face of Fanli, he was always respectful; Fanli liked the feeling of being peaceful with her lover , But Su Shiye is ambitious and decisive. He often sits alone and thinks for a long time. His eyes are cold, sinister or aggressive, but once she speaks to him, he will immediately change back to a tender and sweet look. She thinks he can almost win a grand slam at the film festival...

For Fanli, everything about Su Shiye is too "mature".Moreover, she always can't help comparing Su Shiye's "mature" side with Xinghai, always miss Xinghai's unreserved love for her.

Xinghai couldn't bring her such a roller coaster of love and countless life auras. Moreover, Xinghai could give her the specificity and stability, and now Su Shiye can give her too.Even Xinghai has always been dominant in other people's appearance, Su Shiye can hang him.

It stands to reason that Su Shiye should be able to completely replace Xinghai.

But I don't know why, losing Xinghai is like losing her soul.

She concluded that she and Su Shiye are not suitable.She also implicitly mentioned her thoughts to him.Su Shiye gave her a relieved smile: "Lili, power is very complicated and delicious. We have a long time. I will slowly teach you to grow and create a perfect starting point for your future."

Indeed, this maturity also filled him with the ultimate charm, even if he promised her and would never touch her before she nodded, she couldn't help but want to be physically close to him.Then I thought, if this is not love, what is it?

There were always two voices talking in my heart, making Fanli completely lost.

Until the day when the cousin came to St. Yegana, a little incident finally made her realize.

Dangdang's cousin came to travel.Upon Dangdang's request, Fanli invited her cousin to live in the dormitory and entertained her.

The cousin is already married.Of course, like Dangdang and the women of all their ethnic groups, the man she married has three major characteristics: divorce, bringing children, and having a house.Of course, the cousin herself, just like the women of the same family, always pays special attention to her beauty in order to be a conscientious vase mother.

Therefore, losing weight is the most important thing in my cousin's life.She is doing all kinds of difficult marine yoga at home. Sometimes she can twist her tail onto her head, creating an atmosphere similar to a horror film in her small dormitory.Whenever Fan Li gnawed a book and snacks, her cousin would always cast envy and then decisive eyes.The first time I saw her greedy, Fanli tried to give her snacks, but she flatly refused.

"You are young, and it is not easy to gain weight by eating." My cousin shook her head vigorously, "I am different, just eat two meals like this, and immediately inflate quickly, as fat as a irritated spurfish. If you get fat, my husband just in case. Cheating, it’s terrible. He might leave me and marry a girl who has never been married. And I can only marry men who have no houses and no children. This is a nightmare for our ethnic group. of."

No matter how long, Fanli could not understand their way of thinking, and could only try to communicate: "If a man leaves his wife because he is fat, it is not considered true love. Is his cousin like this?"

The cousin was silent for a while, and shook her head: "No. He is a good man."

"Then it's over."

"However, I have developed the habit of controlling calories."

"Well, this is a good habit."

"So, I will stay away from foods that only arouse my appetite but will harm me." The cousin said that she was very firm, but seeing her look like a snack in Fanli's hand, it was more like trying to convince herself to ask for it. firm.Obviously, this sister is a foodie.Being a foodie but thinning into lightning is simply the saddest thing in the world.

Hearing this sentence, Fanli was a little stunned: "It hurts you? Although it will make you fat, it doesn't mean it's hurting you..."

"Making me fat is hurting me. Because the life I want to pursue is to stay young and slim, and let my husband love me forever. Once I gain weight, I will feel very insecure. Therefore, anything that prevents me from moving towards my ideal life, They are all harming me, and I should keep a distance from them."

"But the process of eating is also very happy, isn't it? Why do you have to be so harsh with yourself when you have something delicious, and refuse to satisfy yourself occasionally?"

"Hahaha, you really are still too young. Food will never satisfy you. Especially for supper-it is difficult to restrain your appetite at night. If you think about eating only a small bite every time, you will soon Can’t stop, eat more, get fatter, and still can’t enjoy it. It’s better to just watch the supper at night, tell yourself, stay away from instinct, stay pure and unwilling, and eat healthy seaweed and fish meat every day... "

Fan Li was distracted.These words were a thunder, which awakened her from the chaotic and contradictory dream.

She finally understood why every time she saw Su Shiye, she would feel very painful, and as long as she avoided Su Shiye, she would not miss him for a period of time, and could continue to live with enthusiasm. But once she left Xinghai, no matter For a long time, she lived like a walking dead.

Because Su Shiye is her desire and Xinghai is her ideal.

Ideal is very powerful, it can overcome all the great tribulations in life; ideal is very far away, it illuminates our journey like a starry sky at the end of the road of life.Every child at the beginning of the road feels that they are omnipotent and can easily reach the end.However, the longer they walked, the more they understood that the road was long and full of thorns, which made people tired and bruised.Pain made them retreat, tears made them hesitate, and then they slowly discovered that they could actually walk very easily-there are also many short cuts in front of them on this road, quietly telling them: give up the vainness at the end Things, come down quickly, I will give you similar substitutes, and you will be satisfied immediately.

In the face of powerful temptations, desires will be infinitely amplified.Every time a point of willpower is consumed by desire, the ideal will diminish by a point.Until people are completely swallowed by desire, the long road illuminated by ideals will be completely submerged in darkness.

Fan Li looked at the opposite dormitory, Xinghai's room light was off.

Although the person who was dumped was herself, she knew that Xinghai was the one who was truly dumped.Since she was bewitched by desire, her ideals in the world, the shining sea of ​​stars in the night of the red moon sea, has also become bleak.