Her 430 Million Years

One day, Su Shiye took her out for a meal, and when she was sent outside the school, she thanked him and said goodbye.

"You think you only have desires for me..." Su Shiye laughed when he heard this. "Very well, I only have this value in your eyes. It is only suitable for playing now, not for long time. It is this Meaning, did I understand it right?"

Fanli did not speak.She didn't want to hit him, but she didn't want to lie.

"But, I don’t just have desires for you. I want to have a future with you. I know, you think that there is a big gap between us and I can’t adapt to my lifestyle, but after we get married there won’t be so many problems. I am busy with my work. You can ignore it and just focus on being sweet to me."

"Focus on you... sweet?"

Again.This extreme temptation facing Su Shiye’s inability to resist is like seeing a plate of sumptuous meals on an empty stomach at twelve o’clock.

"Ok."

"About this matter, I have always been a little puzzled." Fanli frowned, "I remember seeing your interview before, you said, after Princess Fengjin died, you don't want to talk about marriage anymore, why now also……"

"Actually, this may be ridiculous from my standpoint, but political marriage makes me feel like a young lady. He Fengjin is like this. After her death, all the suzerains and consuls who proposed to me also gave me this. Feeling. Before I met you, I really didn't want to get married, I just wanted to focus on my career. But you are different, Lili, I like you, it has nothing to do with your background, just like your character, wisdom, and self-motivated. I am willing to get married in this situation."

"Wisdom belongs to Suy, not mine."

"So what, it's already a part of you."

"Then if Suy and I change back, won't you feel very divided?"

"Then I will find a way to keep her and be with you as a human."

"By then, what you love is Suy's body and wisdom, my spirit and memory, wouldn't you be surprised-who is the one you love?"

"You are really a very rational woman, I never thought so much."

"When people make any important decisions, shouldn't they always think carefully? Why do you love me, what you love about me, don't you think about it?"

"Okay, let me tell you what I love you. This requires breaking the previous promise."

After finishing speaking, Su Shiye took her hand, slowly and tentatively intersected her ten fingers, and then gently pulled her into his arms and kissed her with his head down.When exchanging breaths with him, her body was numb again, and her limbs and limbs were full of instincts that wanted him to be closer and more to him...

"Do you know what I love you..." Su Shiye teased her tongue and said softly and vaguely, "That's it. You know what I'm talking about."

Of course she knew what he was talking about.

Su Shiye, the whole person, is challenging her most greedy instinct in human nature, which is the source of her desire.

His eyes, eyelashes, lips, voice, body, fingers, and even every strand of hair made her so excited.Every time she stared at each other with him, she really understood what it meant to fall.

"Lili, I like you." He pushed her to the wall behind him, raised her hand high, and stuck it to the wall, with an extremely domineering gesture but a heartbreaking voice with affection. like you……"

"I really like you."

This sentence suddenly recalled in her mind.But it's not this charming, lazy, deep, and quite bewitching voice.

It was the clean voice of another teenager.

She opened her eyes wide and pushed Su Shiye away!

"No. I can't." She gasped and shook her head vigorously, "I can't do it. I don't love you."

"Why did you choose him?" The lust in Su Shiye's eyes dissipated and was replaced by coldness a little bit. "Why is he better than me?"

"He let me see the hope of life, but for you... we don't have common memories, common life circles, common topics, the only thing I want to do with you, to put it bluntly, is just going to bed."

"Fanli, have you investigated my background? There are so many things I can give you, and you can only see sex?"

"I have no interest in the other things you give. I am only interested in your body. But life is not only about sex, there are more pursuits. Moreover, I think you do the same to me, you don’t love me, you just love me ."

"I just like you?" Su Shiye smiled, "I see, you have other requirements. Let's talk about what I want to do to prove that I love you."

"No proof. Even if you love me, it doesn't matter."

"What do you mean?"

"I don't love you and don't want to have a future with you."

"What do you mean?" Su Shiye frowned, pinched her chin, and there was already an angry expression between her brows.

"I love Xinghai." Fanli was sober a lot and looked at him calmly, "I'm sure that the person I love is him, not you, so sure."

Su Shiye was taken aback for a moment, and the pressure on her cheek became lighter and lighter until it was completely released.

"I'm sorry." Fan Li put her hand on her left chest and bowed deeply to him, "It is my fault to make you have unnecessary expectations."

Fanli turned and walked away.Only Su Shiye was left alone, looking at the wall with empty eyes.

The sea was quiet and silent, with only heavy water pressure and fragmentary light.

After a long time, he turned around and watched her leaving her back getting smaller and smaller, only letting the slight waves drive his broken white hair and rubbing his thin cheeks.

No matter how long it took, his golden pupil was always dim.

He seems to be just a part of this gorgeous city, from the past 400 million years ago, to the short-lived present, to the endless future, he will not move again.

And after this night, Fan Li was even more certain that she was not swinging between two men, but between two different lives.

Now she finally made a decision.She wants to be a fierce woman, never succumbing to desire and instinct.

If the ideal doesn't want her, then she would rather stay single and walk forward alone, while maintaining a clear heart, waiting for the next "ideal" to arrive.

From this day on, Fanli deleted all the contact information of Su Shiye and completely cut off contact with him.

As she expected, desire is difficult to quit.She dreamed of him countless times, sweet, sad, sad, scared... Moreover, sad dreams are always winners. In the end, they crushed other dreams and became the main theme of waking up. She has a long trance.

She told herself to be sober.You don't love Su Shiye, there is nothing to be sad, just rest for a few days.So, walking side by side with pain soberly, she really defeated herself.

After a while, she returned to a normal healthy state.

She applied for another job and got an offer letter, which she was going to use to negotiate with the "Marine Ships" and let them accept her as an assistant.Things went smoother than she thought. She hasn't mentioned the job-hopping matter. The leader agreed to her request and said that if you want to hire an assistant, you don't need to pass me.Submit the application directly to the Human Resources Department, and I will sign when someone comes.

Then, soon the first semester came to an end, and the winter vacation was approaching.Half a month before the final exam, as usual, the school organized a relaxing trip to the emerald tiankeng for the students.

The Emerald Mountain Range is also known as the "Goddess Mountain", because from the upper level of the ocean, you can find the shape of this submarine mountain, like a lying woman with long hair."Her"'s hair is composed of coral and seaweed. Seaweed forms the eyelashes. Covering "her" is a vast expanse of life and ocean currents.There are rumors that the Emerald Mountain range was built by more than 800 arcanists in ancient times. There are rumors that it is the supernatural workmanship of nature, and there are rumors that it is the remains of the deep blue body...

There are thousands of sinkholes above the emerald, of which about 1/5 are stalactite caves.The stalactites here are like noodles in the pot, and like squid shredded in the water.Because they are in the water, they are not afraid of being oxidized.The branches and grasses in the water sway, and the beautiful light and shadow under the water are just like a dream scene.

In the seawater of the tiankeng, there are no waves and the water is very clean, so there are no plankton or fish. Swimming in it is like traveling in space.And because it is a tourist attraction for the sea people, there are many outdoor self-service hotels here, and there are also many businesses selling food in the scenic area.Students carrying travel bags, follow the instructors to shuttle between the sinkholes, swim, and buy food.The more courageous boys will swim deep in the enclosed waters and explore places that were rarely visited by the previous generation.

Although it was said that they were still friends after the breakup, Fanli and Xinghai had no contact anymore.Now that I was sober, I saw him in the crowd without avoiding his sight.Instead, Xinghai avoided her.

Intuition tells her that Xinghai still loves her.

If after breaking up, she insisted on reconciling several times, he should not be so decisive.

Two people have been separated for so long, and whether they should be together should be considered clearly.

Seeing Xinghai and the three boys out of the water, taking pictures behind a huge rock, Fan Li followed and floated on the water quietly waiting.After the event, the three boys all saw Fanli, looked at each other for a while, and consciously swam away, leaving space for them.Xinghai wanted to swim away, but was stopped by Fan Li.

"Xinghai, wait."

Xinghai stopped, but after people stopped on the rock, she couldn't see: "What's the matter?"

Hearing his voice, her eyes were wet immediately.Very familiar, because it was the voice of Xinghai; very strange, because he had never spoken to her in such a distant tone.

"I haven't forgotten you during this period of time." Fan Li supported the rock, gathered courage, and tried to calm herself down, "Maybe in your eyes, in the eyes of the world, you are not my best choice. But to me, you are the best. I like everything about you very much. Only when I am with you can I feel that my life is meaningful."

Xinghai did not speak.

Fanli did not swim forward, but stuck on the rock wall, and continued: "Will you be willing to change back to that brave star sea for me? Don't be afraid of rumors, go forward courageously. Even if I am too strong, you are bold Say'wait for me to surpass you', and then work hard with me?"

The water fluctuated, and she heard heavy breathing over there.But Xinghai still did not speak.

"Until now, I still love you and want to spend the rest of my life with you. I don't want to think about other people. If you don't want me, then I will be such a person." At this point, Fanli's fingers were shaking, but her voice was still Calmly, "Will you try to start over with me?"

After waiting for more than ten seconds, she didn't wait for his reply, so she sighed, wiped away the tears that were about to overflow from the corner of her eyes, and turned around silently.

She didn't swim far, when the loud sound of water came over, she stopped, but did not turn around.Then, a pair of slender arms stretched out from behind and hugged her tightly.

"I am too unconfident, sorry." Xinghai buried her head on her shoulder, "Lili, I love you too."

Fan Li was shocked for a few seconds, and her tear duct suddenly collapsed.She turned around and put her arms around his neck, tightly.

That's how it feels.This is right.

This is the boy she loves, her familiar and reassuring hug.Even after so long and separated, he couldn't say much, but she knew that their hearts were closely connected.

From the past to the present, she has never been stronger and more certain than now. This is the person who wants to grow old with her.

"I thought you would have a better life after you left me, but I didn't expect you to be so painful." Xinghai's eyes were red, "I'm sorry, I will never waver again."

"I am the best pear only when I am with you." She burst into a smile.

In the mist, the face of Fanli is clear and clear, and the dark blue crystal glass eyes are reflecting the water.It may be that the scenery is too beautiful and emotional. Xinghai hugged her waist tightly, lifted her up a bit, pressed her against her chest, and then kissed her deeply without any cushion.She sighed, and put her arms around his neck hard, and kissed him lingeringly.But every time she responds a little bit, he will intensify the fight back.

From this kiss, she knew that Xinghai from the past, the brave ideal boy, really returned.Not only that, but he arrogantly reached under her clothes and waist, and then slowly climbed up.Fan Li sighed again, and with every gentle movement of him, he increased the strength of his breathing.

Then she was pushed down in the lawn by the rock, her tail still soaking in the water.He pressed her two wrists and kissed the skin under her ear fins and the collarbone...

Whatever saves the first time after marriage is formalism.

The full of love makes people lose, and only the instinct to have each other is left.

She loves this boy so dearly and is willing to give him everything she has best.And she believed that he loved herself so much.

"Lili, is it okay?" he whispered when the fins merged and leaned against the cavity.

Fan Li closed her eyes and nodded.As if feeling her fear, he smoothed her short hair: "It's me, not someone else, don't be afraid..."

"it is good……"

Although I have learned about the specific process from books for a long time, I only know after I have done this. Many things are not clear just by reading books.

The tails of male sharks will conditioned reflex to entangle the females, so that the females can't escape.Then, as the fins deepened, the tail became tighter, and the body was entangled with a giant python, and there was an illusion that he was about to be hunted and swallowed.Then the flippers went deeper, and she was too afraid to move.

I finally know why the male sharks have barbeds, because in this situation it is really difficult to avoid running away... No one has told her that the depth of flipper exploration is so exaggerated, like the throat is almost pierced same.

Xinghai seems to have become two people. The upper body is the clear boy who loves and comforts her, and the lower body is the fiercest predator in the ocean.The expression in his eyes is the same, half of the love, half of the animal instinct.

Fan Li grabbed his shoulder and said tremblingly: "Xinghai, am I still alive?"

Xinghai frowned and was very serious, but she was amused by her reaction for a long time, and then sighed: "You are still alive, I am dead."

Words are tender and affectionate, but behavior is a tsunami.

It is not an exaggeration to say that the sky is falling apart.

When the whole world collapsed, she heard him say in a low voice in her ear: "Happiness to death is nothing but that..."

It really seems to have passed once.Occasionally the bird calls remind them and let them know that this is not an island without life.

Besides, the world is so small that there are only two of them.

Because Fan Li's body couldn't stand it a bit, they only copulated once and then rested.She was sore all over, hung on Xinghai's neck, "hissing" and gasping: "It hurts."

Xinghai regretted his death.He is inexperienced, and everything he has done just now is based on instinct, and he has done many things wrong.After he reacted, Fanli had been crippled by him.

"Sorry, Lili has suffered." Xinghai kissed her forehead awkwardly, "Next year we will learn the arcane magic of transcending terrestrial life, and then even in the sea, we can also use terrestrial mating. It won’t hurt so much."

"Next year?!" Fan Lihua faded, "Don't, I'll go to learn, I will teach you if I learn well, I'm afraid that Haisheng will mate."

"Okay. Next time Lu Sheng." Xinghai smiled sweetly and held her tightly in his arms, "Lu Sheng will be closer. I look forward to it."

Listening to his quickening heartbeat, Fan Li suddenly realized what Lu Sheng meant, and stretched out her hands to bury her face between her palms: "Ahhhhh, don't say it, you are ashamed!"

Then, they left behind and did not go back with the school team. Instead, they stayed in the tiankeng until midnight and found a coin-operated outdoor hotel in the waters below the tiankeng: a pit was surrounded by arcane light, unable to Enter the enchantment.Throwing 10 floating coins into the slot machine next to the light wall, the light wall disappeared. 5 minutes after people entered, the light wall reappeared, but from the outside, it looked like there was no one inside.

The stars are the words of the poet, and the sea water is the paper, penetrating each other, dropping a piece of silver in the pit of the hotel.

"There is something we need to talk about." Fanli said, nestling in Xinghai's arms.

"Ok?"

"I have an opportunity to recruit an assistant in the'Marine Ship'. You quit your other job and come to be my assistant." She was afraid that he would refuse, and quickly added, "When your assistant becomes stable , I will find a way to give you my position, and then find a job that I like."

Xinghai blinked, seemingly unresponsive for a moment.

"Don't refuse!" Fanli sat up and looked at him as if, "You have accepted me again, then you have to accept the reality that I am a workaholic and may make more money than you. From now on, we both The gap in career may widen. It may be that I am stronger than you, or you may be stronger than me, but it has nothing to do with the relationship between us. If we are separated because of short-term out of sync, then It’s not worth the gain."

"What if it is long-term?" Xinghai hesitated.

"If you are stronger than me for a long time, will you abandon me?"

"of course not!"

"The same is true for me, no matter what you become, even if you move bricks, I will not abandon you."

Xinghai looked at her in surprise: "You...know it."

"Even if you don’t have a job and you’re at the bottom of your life, it’s okay. We have savings, enough for us to live for a long time. I will accompany you to get out of the bottom slowly, and then accompany you to find a better job. Now, you have these bad things on hand I really can’t do the work of “Marine Ship”. As for the work of the “Marine Ship”, I don’t force you, but I’ve been so desperate recently, just hoping to give them a chance to see you. If you want to join this company, don’t follow me polite."

In the starlight and water, Xinghai’s eyes also flickered like blue water.He smiled very touched for a while, patted Fanli on the shoulder, with a righteous expression: "Okay, leader. I will learn from the leader in the future."

"My leader is very difficult to deal with. Not only is the demanding high in the company, but also high at home." Fanli raised her small head and said proudly, "You have to love me and love me. Me, you know?"

"It's really hard to serve." Even so, Xinghai hugged her tightly and rubbed her hair lovingly.

She protected her hair desperately, poked at each other's waist with him, and after a while, she stretched her waist, entangled with his tail, and fell asleep soon.

This night is very short and very long.

The hazy morning light illuminates the deep blue,

Beloved eyes everywhere you look.

You are so close now,

In front of me within reach.

This year when nothing happened in the Burning Age,

The humble drama began to take place.

A beautiful girl swims over,

The ordinary boy fell in love.

To embrace her is to embrace the sweetness filled with honey,

Think about it and everything will never change again.

The sea of ​​light is covered with spots of the sun,

The call of the Lord of Darkness is far away.

Two ordinary lovers,

Simply fall in love and make promises.

Lost the glamour of the mission clothes,

Fortunately, we are never far away.

If one day this love falls into the abyss,

Sleeping with the sperm whale,

I have a wish:

When the silver curtain was erected on the temples,

I can still miss spending this summer with you;

At that time the blade made wrinkles on the face,

There can still be the sea whispering my thoughts...

At dawn, Fanli half-opened her eyes in a daze, and shouted at Xinghai.

"Huh?" Xinghai never fell asleep.

"You hear, the sound of the sea is like poetry, with a little bit of sadness..." Thinking of the sadness of the recent breakup, Fanli hugged his waist tightly and said with fear, "I feel very happy now. I don't want to change. Okay. I'm afraid this happiness will run away."

"It's rare that you are so sentimental."

"Will you always love me?"

"meeting."

"Will we be together forever?"

"As long as you don't leave me," Xinghai lowered his head and smiled at her, "forever."

For some reason, Van Li always feels very upset.I always felt that she was a little careless, and Xinghai seemed to disappear... She shook her head to stop her thinking, but she still couldn't get rid of this anxiety.

She remembered how to judge the standard of the virgin body of the sea clan when she had talked with Faey before.

In fact, in principle, as long as the mating is over, it is not a virgin, but there is no trace of Haisheng mating.There is no membrane in the cavity.But terrestrial mating is different, it will bleed for the first time, just like humans.Many straight men with cancer use this to determine whether or not women of the Hai nationality have had sex.Therefore, for many ethnic groups who value female virginity, as long as they don’t copulate, they can still pretend to be a virgin even if they even have children.

"Xinghai, let's not wait anymore. We will go ashore at noon today... Then, what, is that okay?"

"What?" Xinghai was stunned for a moment, and quickly reacted, "Is there really no need to wait until after marriage?"

***4.3 Small Theater***

Su Shiye: "..."

Yejia: "I told you not to do abnormal things..."