Hermit Wizard

As soon as I hear that, the fragments of [him] in me pour out their fury. It was already mine or anger.

Aberdag was also saying that the plaque, as it is now, is too big for the soothsayer to eat the world and settle the system over the wall. At the last minute, numerous Saviors chose to eat at the crossroads. He said he missed the opportunity to avoid a big sin and always committed it.

It was an ulcer.

I shout at Aberdag, as if I were spitting boiling hot water from my chest.

“That's funny! ”

It is like opening a door and urging freedom to an animal who has been trapped in a spear and has lived a lifetime without knowing the outside world. Instead of running away from that situation, he was incarcerated in a prison of awareness, accusing the poor thing of not being able to move.

“You planted such greed on the Saviors in the first place! ”

The Old Testament, who crossed the second wall and went to Aberdeen, went to the world where he was assigned with a dark greed in mind. A ferocious transgression that seeks to devour the world and soul, which cannot escape even if it tries to resist.

“After instilling the compulsion and instinct to eat, at the last minute what? A path of redemption? Give me a chance to avoid sin? You gave me a chance to make a choice by washing my brains out of sin in the first place? How dare you blame the party who made that choice?! ”

I understood what he was doing to me now, so I more desperately and actively denied him.

Aberdag is trying to distract me.

Dimensional nuclei are far from where I am. Nevertheless, he clearly perceived the appearance of the nucleus as if it were right in front of him. Not only because I borrowed the gaze of Parvasse who was spying in that dimension.

Compared with the human perspective, the outline of the field of vision becomes increasingly faint and invisible close to the tunnel phenomenon. My nearer universe disappears and instead the distant nucleus of Aberdag enters its cognitive range like an invisible audience. A confused body of matter and concepts, with dozens of eyes on it, stares at me in the cold.

The moment I tried to bind Aberdeen's nucleus like a chain with the eagle energy I gathered while communicating with my soul. Later I found out it was a trap. Aberdag was waiting for the moment I made contact. It wasn't a friendly loop, like the way the child and I were connected, it was the opposite force, but in a broad sense it was a connection and a contact.

Aberdag was waiting for me to approach him myself.

And as he attempted to redeem his nucleus, he rode on the chain of my power and shed a repressive psychic wave. The waves hit me on Earth with rays through the Aberdag universe.

I try to drive him out of my mind, but Aberdag's nucleus keeps filling my sights.

Min-jun, wake up! Hang in there, my boy!

Parvasse calls me bitterly. Even that voice gradually moved away.

This is psychopollution aimed at other dimensions of the nucleus, caused by the · · · dimensional nucleus. If the connection with the child has resulted in more growth for each other, Aberdag is trying to subdue me through this connection.

The overwhelming memory of the world and the intensely polished will that has existed for so long is flowing into the deep system through the psyche. If my self was a small pool of water, it was like the ocean that made up Aberdag. At least it wasn't a tranquil sea. For the relentless brutality of the storm ( ).

“Argh!”

Every time the waves of psychic waves flutter out there, my self is completely submerged. Violent flows rushed everywhere. If you lay your hands like this, the self that makes up ‘Yoon Min-jun’, and the handful in the pond, were mixed with the violent and defenseless sea water and would disappear without a trace. I endured with all my might without my ego being scattered.

Despite that defense, a word of Aberdag struck my mind with a heavy shock.

I am mistaken. I am not trying to blame the Saviors. I gave you the opportunity to avoid a great sin, but I'm not laughing at you for not catching it. Choices that have been made without avoiding sin. Many of the Saviors were equally convinced when they saw the way they had chosen. I know this is the right way.

I tried to get that ulcer out of my mind, but it wasn't easy. Everything around you melts away.

The next moment, I realize that the landscape has completely changed.

I could not see the skies of Philadelphia, which had been gathering strength in preparation for a counterattack, nor the nucleus of Aberdag, which had filled my head for some time.

Shoot! Shoot!

I hear the waves close by.

It's evil. It's insane.

I looked around, grasping the spirit just before it was shattered. So far, there has been a landscape that does not resemble any of the places I visited.

“· · · here? ”

Stunning beaches.

Red waves rush violently and leave a dark blood scar on the ground. Below his feet, there was fine sand that was deep enough to sink into his ankles. It is not an ordinary sand egg seen on Earth. Each small grain glows with a variety of radiances at different angles. There was no regularity in the color transition. The sand beaches, which were made out of hundreds of millions, hundreds of billions of sand, were sublime in color. A sight that evokes visual intoxication.

It is not a landscape of reality. This is the deep system of my being, or any other being.

I heard a voice behind my back.

“It is you who have completed this rule. But there are still a few who waver and make reckless sacrifices. Still, I respected that choice. He respected the Saviors who were sacrificed, and allowed them to be born into a new world. ”

Instead of turning his head, he turned the world around. Whining, the front and back are inverted and change. This has increased the likelihood that this is my mental world.

The opponent who spoke to me in an inverted field of view was so accustomed to speculation.

The opponent who imitated my body as a human stands face to face. He twists his lips, imitating my expression.

“If you stay here, you'll soak your ankles in that red madness. Would you like to take a walk?”

I tried to resist, but my body moved. He took the lead and I followed him.

Shoot! Shoot!

The red madness he spoke of seemed to mean the red resolution waves that cut through the deep system and beat the bloody sea water, sand and sand sands unrelentingly.

I was walking back and forth on the waves, but I could see it naturally. In this space, which consists solely of red sea and sand, the share of the sea is increasing gradually. Whenever the waves overflow, many parts of the sand swallowed up can no longer be seen outside, but are buried forever under the red water.

The direction we walk is full of sand beyond the horizon, so we cannot gauge its limits. It was clear, however, that there was less space to be called land. It's being encroached upon from the opposite direction we're heading. In that overflowing red sea.

Turning his back, he said.

“I know what misunderstandings you make. Did you think I was a brutal breeder? Did he regard the Savior as a cold master who brainwashes and disciplines the Saviors to eat the soul and the world, casting them into self-restraint, and then throwing them in front of the prey? ”

My voice echoes like an icy field.

“There's nothing wrong with that noninduction. ”

“No, it's different. Not the same at all. ”

Somehow, while trying to escape this mental contamination and trying to recover communication with Parvash, Aberdag's other words, mimicking my form, slowly passed.

“I have misunderstood the root cause. I've never been in control of the Saviors. ”

“· · · What? ”

Is that also a ploy to shake my mind?

I point out the disadvantage of what the opponent said.

“But they've changed since the moment they were dragged to Aberdeen. I wasn't caught up in strange desires until just after I crossed the wall! ”

“That's right. They changed after they met me. Because I helped them. ”

Instead of listening to the ulcers that will follow, I am focusing my mind on getting out of this deep system, which has led to words that are hard to ignore.

“I've never shackled them. I have never planted a desire for covetousness toward the world, a desire for the soul. ”

I don't want to look back, but Aberdag ignores the front and rear directions without turning his head and looks at my eyes with cold eyes.

“Rather the opposite. The gift I gave them was to remove the gullet and set them free. ”

“ · · · · · ·! ”

“Aberdagro, the blessing I bestowed on those who were called into my universe, was to break the shackles that normalized their thoughts and actions. ”

It was followed by an unimaginable story.

“Self norm that no sin should be committed. It was about measuring good and breaking the line of good and prejudice about bad. It was breaking the chain of command that deterred free will and execution. The Saviors who suffered from me were the only ones who could enjoy freedom. I could listen to what they wanted and eat the world and the soul. I overcame it by breaking down existing ones with violence. Even so. ”

It sounds as if that instinct has been hidden from the soothsayers.

“That's ridiculous! There's no way the Old Testament had the instinct to destroy everything and get rid of it in the first place! ”

“Is there a life that has no instinct to eat throughout the universe? Except for the savior? ”

“ · · · · · ·. ”

“Destroying and sacrificing what is weaker than yourself and making it a necessary nourishment for yourself is the truth that applies equally to all universes. Those who have life eat other things and take them away and use them as their own strength. That's the natural Ichi. ”

The horse echoes in the air.

“The Saviors who have overcome themselves twice will have the power to eat their souls and the world. But I didn't until I intervened. They sacrificed themselves instead of sacrificing others. Who in the world does such self-destructive acts except the Savior? Who makes tragic choices only for themselves, not the Savior? ”

Aberdag confessed.

“The noble and the transcendent have the power and the right to eat. They must be the ones who sacrifice. Not the sacrificers! ”

Shoot him!

The sound of the waves came from beneath his ears, and he and I distanced themselves from the bloody boundary.

“The fundamental desire of all things in the world is the will to exist. Hope to keep yourself a little longer. That triggered and facilitated all evolution. When a soul dies, it circles, but it is no different from starting to rewrite a book that has become blank. Can you erase the contents and write another story on the same piece of paper, and call it the same book? There is no eternal life through Yungyun. · · · · to erase the self and put it back on. Every being uses a child to open up the gap in its cycle. Trying to evolve to last longer. Beyond and beyond yourself in the process. ”

I was saying something similar to what Chaos Song told me one day.

“That's how you become a savior at the end of the day beyond yourself. The concept of life disappears and becomes something that can sustain itself for as long as you want. In other words, he becomes‘ immortal ’who can sustain himself for a time close to eternity. ”

At the end of the day, the cold fury quietly roared.

“Why should noble beings sacrifice immortality so close? Sacrifice that breaks the self and creates more souls? Why should it be used as a tool to ensure diversity? Why do the Old Testaments come to a tragic end, bound by the morality that it is right to sacrifice? Why does the most obvious proposition for protecting oneself not apply only to the Savior? If there is a world where someone has to sacrifice, why is there no choice but to sacrifice the rest of us? ”

I swirled with a black whirlwind, without distinction as to whether it was a psychic wave or a wind. I felt a pale touch in it, but I still couldn't control my body at all.

“At the beginning of one world, all beings stand on the same starting line. The opportunity to evolve was given to everyone. Why are the foremost beings sacrificed for those who cannot evolve and are left behind? Those who are late must be born and fall. That is right. We must not sacrifice so much time and nobility as to give everyone a chance to go to completion together. ”

“ · · · · · ·. ”

“So I smashed the bars that had entangled their minds. It eliminated physical laws, spiritual laws, old memories, recurring history, and spiritual norms created by others. I broke the legend of being saved by following the rules. Do you know what happened? ”

Low laughter sounds.

“The freed Old Testaments moved according to their instincts. When the instincts of existence were inspired, an overwhelming majority chose. Denied the value given and created value on his own. ”

I could have guessed the next word.

“Thus disobedience became ‘freedom’, not 'sin’. Yes, they chose. Sacrificing everything for yourself for a longer period of time! ”