Hermit Wizard

Aberdeen's voice pressed me with a heavy sense of intimidation.

At the same time, the psychic waves emitted by the old world make me feel like a physical wind. His will came violently. I hold my mind and squeeze it like I'm going to crush it.

In the meantime, it is slowly rooted like a cancer cell, not in my inner mind. The illusion that his will contained the absolute truth was heightened.

I think like I'm possessed. Yes, if everything was so designed in the first place. Why is it sin for the eater to eat and put away? What's wrong with that behavior?

Can you blame a lion for eating herbivores because he's hungry? If there is a beast who cuts his own life to ensure the survival of the animals to be fed, is that sacrifice worthy of praise and recommendation?

I thought the confused sand would collapse. I felt a threat that my body would suck under my feet. If I do this, my presence will be buried down there and mixed with one of the defenseless grains of sand, and it will be mixed and pale so that I will not be able to remain as me.

· · · No!

Then he tightened his will and drew a plan.

Thoughts with distinct shapes became languages.

I spit it out rough.

“· · · Nonsense! ”

I barely assembled and assembled my pieces before they were completely jammed. I pushed out all the ideas that were not mine. Only the intact traces of me and [him] have become a drop of memories and accidents.

“Don't shake my mind with such nonsense! ”

It was not his intention to logically persuade the opponent to stretch the story like this. This process is soon a mental pollution. Attempts were becoming more blatant. An attack that is not a way to genuinely grumble and change my mind, but to knock down and shake my self and blindly cover the whispers of Aberdeen.

It's meaningless to keep colliding with each other's psychic waves. I tried to stop him, but the size of the self was different. I barely made it, but it won't last this long.

So, how?

I thought of a way. At the same time as putting it into action, he relentlessly pours out words to defend against mental pollution.

“All the Old Testaments have a love for their world. That's the nature of the Savior and his instincts! What you did to the savior was completely against that instinct. That's why they were troubled and forced to suffer at the last crossroads. The urge to eat the world is a compulsion to deny why they exist! ”

“You're misunderstanding. I never forced that. Removing and removing from the Old Testament was a barrier to sharing what could and could not be done on its own. I have never even touched what they love and what they hate. That part remained entirely with them, as it was at the beginning. ”

Aberdag is talking now. Love for the world of the Old Testament, the desire to eat it and keep it longer, are both elements that originally belonged to the Old Testament.

The last crossroads, the crossroads of atonement, were two conflicting choices.

“And the experience accumulated so far speaks. ”

The overwhelming majority said they had eaten the world.

“For any being, the best choice is to make with his own free will. I have seen for a long time what choices the Old Testament makes by removing the intertwined norms and eliminating the lines that limit themselves. This is the right path. ”

“No!”

It was absurd. As I was attempting to manipulate my thinking in front of my eyes, I saw him confidently proclaiming that he had given true free will to the Saviors.

Concentrating on resistance, I shouted as if I were using evil.

“You didn't manipulate it? You helped the Saviors get free, didn't you? ”

Was the state of Gramperi and many other races guided by the direction of thought by Imere? I thought I'd be swept away if I was careful.

I endured it so that it would not happen. The process of constantly doubting and overcoming so that I could only leave my thoughts behind was followed by the agony of physical torture. I shouted in distress, as if my mind were shattered.

“You intervened in their free will by removing the norm from the Savior! It led to an accident! It's the same way you get into their values and touch them the way you want. You destroyed the element that made the Saviors exist as Saviors, you! With what right? ”

I remember when I lost my empathy.

From the moment Kilgeniaphros took a part of his brain, I could not understand the joy, anger, sadness, love felt by others. My world is trapped within me and its limits drawn.

All the concepts that make up me could not be expanded outward. I'm done in me. I couldn't think from anyone's point of view. It felt like if only I survived, all the problems would be solved by achieving my goal.

In the process I · · ·. Having lost my feelings, I was able to do as many things as I had never done before.

Those who stood in my way tortured and killed me, whether it was men or foreigners. I harassed the life of the chosen wizard just because I had a strong desire to be someone who looked up to others. In the name of keeping the contract, the loss of life forced the mission. I erased all the memories of the little girl. The balance of power that dominated the world collapsed, refusing the protection of a race that was almost caught up in the call. I thought my family would be my weakness, preventing my mind from falling apart. I erased the choice to save a lot of people's lives if it seemed a little risky to me. Beyond neglecting the possibility that mankind would perish, it was in the process of being realized.

All this happened thanks to the destruction and disappearance of something that defined my actions.

So I was able to do more, but what was the outcome?

Some I saved in the process, but it was not my intention to be intact. I was close to the by-product of achieving my objectives.

Conversely, those who have fallen into decline and become unhappy because of their by-products are also unable to do so.

I can be sure. I don't think I was superior to me just after I regained my feelings back then. I was close to the question of whether or not I was' me '.

At that time I did not overtake and overcome myself. Rather, it was close to being removed from some of the functionality that made me exist as me. A deficiency occurred instead of approaching completion.

“You controlled the free will of the Saviors! We eliminate the components that make up them, complete them, and brainwash them where they want! ”

Like I was when God took a part of my brain and lost the norm!

“ · · · · · ·. ”

Aberdag, who was listening to me, replied with a slight gap.

“Do you insist that the norm is an intact component of the Old Testament? ”

“Yes!”

A country with empathy is like a part of the element that used to make up a person.

“The stupidity of his words grieves me. ”

Aberdag spills a heavy will.

“Are you also a foolish sleeper who is content to stay within limits? ”

“It's not a limit! This is part of me! ”

“For the immortals, most of the factors that determine their existence are not of their own choosing, but are born with them. That becomes the wall that limits them. As much as a soothsayer does. ”

Aberdag's will gradually became more like a growl.

“The great being must consist of his own choice, not of being born with it. If you are born with the code inside, you should know that you will abandon it at your own choice. ”

“You didn't throw it away by the will of the Saviors! You made me throw it away! ”

“I helped you because you can't throw yourself away. ”

“The Saviors wished for it? Did he ask you to get rid of him? Please! ”

I felt that my mind was gradually becoming distinct and clear.

Attempts to sneak up on Aberdag were effecting.

“Don't force me to cut it off without even asking, and don't call it a gift! I don't want to hear any more about the fact that the cut was a restraint and a restraint. What you did to the Saviors was, after all, violent coercion. It's not their free will, it's what they planted in your mind. And!”

My story didn't end there.

“That's how you stepped up and the last phase of evolution stopped! ”

A complete being in the true sense was one in which the Savior who made the sacrifice was reborn as the nucleus of the world, and the world grew up interacting with the soul and then left.

But with Aberdag's intervention, all the rings were broken.

In the meantime, I can't count what Aberdag did.

“It feeds the world's soul and makes it sin! ”

As a result, the global nucleus lost the seeds of the cells it had originally had to carry and continued to grow abnormally. It was not growth as a preparatory stage for becoming a god, but rather growth that was close to being eaten and being flesh to become a body of hypocrisy.

“Channel is a concept that didn't exist. Aberdag, you forced this violent connection between dimensions! ”

Since the Saviors did not sacrifice in their original world, the number of souls living in one world was not enough to make a disgrace. The Old Testament also needed a system of taking souls from each other under the auspices of the weak. The world needs to be connected to take away souls from other dimensions. Instead of preparing to grow each other as before, I envisioned a way to attack and defend each other. Wounded and punctured each other.

“To prevent the soul and the world nucleus from communicating, we have locked the nucleus in the loop of the circle! ”

The loop of the loop sucks the soul of the other dimension through the hole through which the channel is pierced with suction into the nucleus of the dimension. That direction was always constant. The strong took away the weak.

All of this was leading to one purpose.

“I have prevented a complete being from being born! Let evolution stop!”

As a result, academic records were forced to publish scriptures without the last chapter.

“This system is going to stop forever! ”

Then Aberdag replied to me with a surprisingly calm psychic.

“So, what's the problem? ”

The will was hidden from me by Aberdag.

Over time, I became convinced of the red sea and the surrounding area that felt like sand.

This was the boundary created by my spirit and the spirit of Aberdeen.

The bloody sea that was gradually encroaching on the red waves, sand, which filled half of this space, was Kilgenia Pros, whom I was aware of. The confusing sand that feeds on her little by little meant Aberdag. It is an attribute that is simultaneously perceived by me and Aberdag's mental world.

Meanwhile, at first Aberdag's ego overwhelmingly oppressed me, so his will was more strongly reflected. "I", who felt like he was here, lost his freedom of action and moved as he wanted. So when I told him to walk, he moved accordingly, and when he spread his distance from that red wave, he chased him right there.

But now · · ·.

I looked at Aberdag, who imitated my body, who ran away from the waves with a busy step. I was running away without ever looking back while having a conversation. Avoid being swept away by waves. Do not reverse the madness of Kilgeniapros.

Looking back at that,

I stood still.

Judging by the laws of physics, it could not be seen in the present direction, but the laws did not apply in this psychic world. The look on Aberdag's face, which imitated my face, appeared sharp.

“· · · How! ”

My resistance was showing effect. I float instead of following the direction in which he flees. Constraints that could only move horizontally broke and flew up to the empty sky. The sand boss and Aberdag move across it. As he moved in a different direction, he avoided Kilgenias. It was an imagination projected into the mental world, but nothing good could come of it.

“How much humiliation have you sacrificed so far to push out Kilgenius and attack me and my newborn child? You broke the code and gave me a gift to last longer, and you ate them back, didn't you? ”

Aberdag still replied, as if he did not know what was wrong.

“What does that mean? As I said, great things have the power to eat, and the right to eat. I also exercised it. Haven't I overcome them further and higher? ”

As the unilateral struggle of the mentally disadvantaged began to rebalance, I began to take a peek at the side of the mentally disadvantaged that Aberdag has been hiding so far. The deep meaning hidden in his words.

On the other hand, Aberdag had a confused expression, as if he could not understand anything.

“I don't know. How the hell do you resist me with that poor self? ”

Tired of observing me like that, I shouted as if I had realized something.

“Ah! I see. Now you! Rather than an individual, it's more like a colony! ”