Hope You’ve Been Well
Chapter 94 loves in a lifetime.
From the end, I walked to the ward. I took care of Zhuang Fan's hand. The hand was low, sweaty, he did ten fingertips to deduct it.
There are doctors and nurses on the corridor, peeking them, Zhuang Fan Xin knows that he is a bad name, very afraid, shrink to the shoulders. Care, what he is thinking, saying: "I don't care."
The eyes of the others, the discussion, he doesn't care, just want to grasp the hearts, and seize the practice. Zhuang Fan is son, and the residual is a little fear, and the finger of the stylus is ticking.
Going back to the ward, the quilts in the bed have not stacked, and they say: "Lying for a while, do you want to sleep?"
Zhuang Fan's heart climbs into the bed, and the back is posted with the bed, and the eyes are not aiming at the bottle of pills. "Don't sleep." He said, "He looked up his face and looked so humble towards the evictions, like a prisoner waiting for the sentence.
The heart of the heart is a bitteak, put the bottle drug in the bedside table, saying: "This is not your crime, don't be afraid."
"But I am lie to you." Zhuang Fan was twisted.
Gu in the eyebrows: "Don't lie to me later, say it with me, is it good?"
Zhuang Forte nodded, it seems that I can't believe it, and I arbitrarily arbitrarily for yourself: "I am really good, I have not sick, I have been born, I will bother to return to China for a few years ... Otherwise I will not entangle you."
This sentence will be deeply stabbed, he almost sees it again: "Zhuang Fan Xin, you didn't hear it, I will treat you with you to heal, hello, I will stay with you."
Between them, there is no longer there to be "separated" option.
Careless words, sitting near the point, and lifted the arm to gather the horses: "The arrangement is doing? Auntie?"
"Check for an empty stomach, my mother went to the restaurant to buy it." Zhuang Fan is getting angry, "I let her buy a steamed denim bone, you like to eat."
Gu Yan said helplessly: "Aunt sat back, how hard, you are still troubled to buy me, are you not a pit?"
In this way, Zhuang Fan is shocked: "Your mother ... Is it hated me?"
Gu Yan, did not know how to say, after the intimate video exposure, others could not recognize him, Xuemanose concluded that the big clear morning called him, saying that he stunned, and now he is harmed. Go to the tip of the wind. After the jade, Xuemanzi bag went to GSG to go to work, let him deal with this booth.
Careless to open the package: "Take a dress, take a bath to eat something, today's liquid is not lost."
Zhuang Fan is going to take a shower, do not have much, Zhuang Xiangyi and Zhao Xiangqiu come back together, hold a smile. Waiting for the hunch, people are gone, eat all the time.
People parents are present, but the words are illegally occupied by the bed, stir the white porridge, pick up a spoonful of feeding to the mouth of the heart. Zhao Xiangqiu's voice: "Xiao Gu, no,"
Gu Yan said: "This time, I want to take care of him."
In the years, Zhuang Fan is alone in the three years of suffering, he wants to make up for it, and Zhuang Fan does not understand the meaning of his words, holding a buns, and if you don't pay attention, you are fed with hot porridge.
After eating, the nurse is infused, and the words finally took out the position of the bed. He retired to the bed, and he did not move the dynasty.
Zhuang Fan's heart stretched his arm, but his eyes were chasing the words, as if there was no sense of security. Gu Yan has already standing next to Zhuang Xiang, saying: "Uncle, let's drink cup of tea?"
"Don't move." The nurse reminded.
Zhuang Fan is loose to seize the hand of the person, put it back, and it is full of anxiety. He knows that Gu Yan wants to ask the past.
The opposite lounge is very spacious, sitting with a single sofa, a guilty and Zhuang Xiyou, and there is a batch of journalists from the hospital's entrance.
Gu Yan is the first to admit: "Uncle, you and doctors said, I heard."
Villa looks mistaken, just in one second, the plate straight back bow, then, "things can't help but can't hit this."
Gu Yan said: "I am afraid that I will feel the emotions, so I can only ask you." He has been tolerate too long, I am anxious, timid, at this moment, "Uncle, tell me all the truth."
The village is slowly moving back to the back, with the back of the chair, like an old man who recalls the past.
In the half of the year, they just went to the United States, in addition to the grandfather, they were practiced in the studio, and they were in the studio, he met the river.
I can't help but tell this name Gu Yong: "So you have met?"
Zhuang Xiangxi, "Well", because it is Chinese, Zhuang Fan and Jiang return soon become a friend, but also, Jiang Hui also intends to study jewelry design, but considering that another word of mouth and threshold is lower. School. After knowing the heart, he always encouraged the river to practice.
Careless words don't want to interrupt: "It is a heart to help him ..."
Later, Jiang Hui reluctantly and Zhuangxin entered the same school, and the jewelry design professional only two Chinese people were divided into the same bedroom. At that time, I was in less than a year from the ACC game. I was famous in the campus, but he was not too intense to be with others, only to go back to the river, always went to class, eat, painted.
Gu Yi said a little more unexpectedly, Zhuang Fan's character is warm, sincere, it is the least lack of friends and people. Zhuang Xian is a bit of laughing, and a short sentence is explained: "He is very memorable."
After breaking up, Zhuang Fan's heart is not happy in the past half year. He wants to speak very much. When a person is always painting, painting hundreds of people.
He is also very eager to be a friend to talk, so the river understanding in advance, he served as this role. He has nothing to talk about the river. The body of grandfather, in China, and the feelings of the words, he and the other party chat.
No wonder, the words remember the first time to see the river, the other person knows his surname, revealing the expression of each other.
The relationship between Zhuang Fan Hehe and Jiang Hui is getting better and better, or saying that Zhuang Fan is a very good friend.
Because Jiang Hui is alone in foreign book, Zhuang Fan is very taking care of him, often take him home. Jiang back oftens the problem of the Qiban, and Zhuang Fan is always helping without reservation.
The more understanding that the relationship, the more intense, he can't wait to ask: "What is plagiarism?"
Zhuang Xiangxiao opened his face, watching the sky outside the window: "That is the grievances of the heart."
Jiang Hui once saw a draft of the design of Zhuang Fan, felt very beautiful, Zhuang Fan Xin said that it is just just painted, Jiang back is very interested, keep asking, so that Zhuang Fan is telling the entire design idea and behind the meaning. he.
It is time to end, and Jiang returns an accident once again, and it is recommended that Zhuang Forte completed the work as a final design. When I said this, the Zhuang Xiu was moved back to the attention: "At that time, the domestic high school entrance examination was."
I have some inexplicable, I don't understand why the other party suddenly inserted this.
Zhuang Fan decided to complete the work, he made all the whole body to draw, find materials, as well as doing it. In the first half of the period, the professional owner learned that the river came to the Sneaked sneak attended the design competition and won the champion, and the work is the design of Zhuang Fan.
Jiang Hui took the draft that I saw, and completed the design idea of Zhuangxin, and then took it in his own name two months ago. Different from materials, his design and Zhuangxin will have a high design similarity, and it is a sterber of the naked eye.
From that moment, Zhuang Fan was spiked on the shame of the plagiarism.
Hey, the guy is in the armrest of the sofa, the arm is bloody: "There is no way to prove it ?!"
Zhuang Xiang said: "I will stop working with his mother, accompanying the school to find a school, find the organizer of the design competition, have used all the ideas to have been used ... Because this matter, the grandfather of the heart is still hospitalized, We can only transfer energy to the top of the old man. "
Zhuang Fan is no longer in peace, he is shocked, anger, he went to ask Jiang Hui, river back, said it is his design results. He rushed away, I didn't know how tired, but I didn't believe him in a place.
From the initial sketch to a step design and modification, the evidence of the river is very sufficient. In addition to unfinished works, Zhuang Fan did not have darts evidence, but this slowed design took him from the creator to plagiarism.
At the end of the period, Zhuang Fan was eliminated in the examination, waiting for him to notice the school - he was opened.
Zhuang Fan Xinqiang deflative, but he still didn't give up, he asked the school in a hurry, and he ran outside every day. At that time, he was thin and gentle, as if a gust can blow him.
River returns to the design award, and sells high prices to a famous art museum, the day of the ceremony, Zhuang Fan's heart rushing to smash the things.
Gu Yan listened to Ni: "He ..." He wants to say, whether the emotions of Zhuangxin have changed since then.
Zhuang Xiangzhi understands what he meant: "He has suffered great excitement, and that stimulates him every moment, he becomes easy to excite, and red eyes say to go back to design, like an exempted."
The design was stolen, he was framed, was expelled by the school, and the days were like a purgatory, Zhuang Fan is struggling in it. It is clear, but it is rushing day after day, hiding in the room, helping to cry, and finally evolve into hysteria laughter.
A person who has been delicate, timid, only left a wolf and crazy.
Zhuang Fan is forced to lose rationality. He doesn't want to ask the public. It doesn't matter. He just wants to ask the river to return to his own design. That thing is his, someone else, you can't stay!
"My child, I have never seen him, then the ax, then embarrassing, I have to kill people, I will go hard." Zhuang Xiangxi tightly built the armrest, "later, he hit the river."
Gu Yan Yuguo: "Is he injured?"
Zhuang Xiang shakes his head: "He went to the river back, like a desperate desperate, if he didn't go through, he might show off the second half."
Zhuang Fan's heart scratched the river back, and took the police to take away by the police in deliberate injury, Zhuang Xiang and Zhao Xiangqiu were gone to the point, personally greeted to apologize, compensate, seeking the River to answer "nets" to revoke the prosecution. At that time, Zhuang Fan has been diagnosed as depressed obstacles, and the age is also small, and it costs a lot of work without leaving the case.
Gu Yan Juman is frightened, anxious and panicked: "How is it in the future?"
Zhuang Xian is long long, no sound, painfully cover the face, and the Zhuang Fan is not like a personal, pale face, the body, like a flesh wax like a soul, better than the decline, and the flow of witred.
Various changes are intertwined together, that night, Zhuang Fan's hospital, waiting for his grandfather finally exhausted the last breath, returning to a hundred years old.
In the last strand, Zhuang Fan is completely crushed, caught in the endless collapse.
Gu Yan Zhang Zhang, said that he can't say, he knows the character, enthusiasm, sincerity of Zhuang Fan, and hugs for everyone with the greatest goodwill. He also remembers that Zhuang Fan said, extraordinary, happy heart, work hard, good to people can be happy. What is your efforts to exchange? If you are playing a copy, you must not turn over, his kindness, he is good to people, in exchange for jealousy and betrayal.
Gu Ying Tongs hope to the opposite wall, I want to look into the ward, the person who is lying there is step by step by step through the layer.
"He is sick." Zhuang Xiangxiao wet, "he can walk, but dying, he has been working for a long time, at that time, he was uneasy every day, I was afraid that you saw him. A sample. But ... He became worse on every day. "
If you understand, it is him, he is not willing to be loved by people know everything. Let him know that he knows that the self-esteem of Zhuang Fan is very strong, and it will be difficult to be criticized in the class.
"He wants to call you, I want to play in July. He backs up your chat history, you take photos together, give up before pressing the number, then look at the things from day to night." One of the middle, the village is crying, "later, he couldn't stand it."
Care, you can't breathe, you want to shout.
Can have unveiled the truth of the desert: "The early morning of August 3, he called you the phone, using the only reason he thought, let you die, stop you from going to him. Then ..."
"He ... committed suicide?"
Zhuang Fan He was locked in the bathroom, and he had swallowed sleep, and the cold water was soaked in the body, and he shaked. When he heard the voice of the words, he came to thousands of miles away, like a person who loves to love, there is no regret.
Hanging up the phone, Zhuang Fan's heart gradually loses consciousness and sliding into the bathtub in the cold water.
That is the first suicide of Zhuang Fan, then the death is then nearing, and later, the doctor said that if there is a second, this life is over.
After that, Zhuang Fan was arranged for hospitalization. After a few months, it was a cutting wrist because they were unbearable, and they were awarded by the care workers.
He spent a year in the hospital, and the bird like a scar was passed into the cage, and he did not live in half. Zhuang Xianzhi is divorced, not long, jewelry has to sell it because he is not good.
Later, I took turns, Zhuang Xiyu said: "Every heart I met a Chinese career, it was a bit superstitious, and the other person took care of him. When he was born, he gave him a peace in the birth, I wish him discharge soon."
Gu Yu said that he urgently urged the doctor: "Is it used? He turned?"
"No ..." Zhuang Xi Yu looked at him, "he found a lot of schools, it has been folded a lot, saying that it is to bless you in China, bless your academic success, aspect, every one is given to you."
Zhuang Xiang and Zhao Xianqiu realized that Zhuang Fan He has never put down the words, they began to encourage him, persuading him, waiting for him to get better, you can return to China and see you.
"I will never forget what he looks at the time, I saw the spring eyes in the desert, and I was afraid that it was a sailing building. He asked us, can you really see you again?"
With that of the belief, Zhuang Fan begins to really turn up, one year later, he was discharged, entered another school apparel design, and treating a book while treating his book, tortured his depression for three years.
Zhuang Fan is a full of heart, he recovered, but he did not dare to return to the country, and he wanted to make himself better, better, he learned the sword, guitar, learn the "Chrysanthemum Summer", he wants to learn everything Things related to the words.
Zhuang Xiang said: "He has changed very much, more active, more desperate than before, and what he wants to do, he is also strong on the surface, as if the injury has been thrown."
Can you throw? Guise.
Some legs are not listening, from the lounge, Gu Yan stands in the corridor, push the door, step in step by step, break into the sight of Zhuangfu's heart.
After the fluid, just pull it, it turned out that they have said it for so long.
Gu Qing Dynasty, hold the hands of Zhuangxin's hand, pressing the pinhole, the old watch has been tightly turned on the wrist, as if covering something. He reached out and touched, Zhuang Fan He He suddenly contracted him, whispered: "Don't pick it, ask you."
Gu Yan did not listen, a little bit of unlocking, picking up, a loop of the skin that is not seen all year round, turning over, revealing a pale pink scar of the wrist.
Zhuang Fan is shaking: "Do you know?"
Gu, no, nodded.
The cheeks are wet in an instant, and the Zhuang Fan is tearing, and he can't tell the mind. He reveals the hands of the words, crying, depressing, crying.
Care, look at the mottled face, to bite a bite to teeth: "Jiang Hui plagiarizes your design, what?"
Zhuang Fan's heart is talking about tears: "It is a crown, blue, is inspired by the world's ocean." He buried in the neck of the words, "I gave you ... 18th birthday gift. "
He lost it, all lost, but he remembered that he would make it out at the end of the period. When you want to meet, you can re-send it.
Zhuang Fan wrote a great grievance, and there was no door in exotic hometown, and he was hit into the lady. He was worse, and it was framed, and was punished, and was a tenderness that was stealing to the young love.
He is small, weak, and shrinking a city, struggling to stand up and struggled to stand up, and bowing up the armor, trying to walk into a new life.
However, the scar is not impatient, and the Zhuang Fan has never been over ten years.
He completely gave up his dreams, can't draw a line, only endless trembling and cold sweat.
After ten years, I reunited, and Zhuang Fan saw the words of the words, and the birds like a broken wings saw the nest, and the piles were drifted towards the soft mud, ignorant, stupid. He delused, he stood out for his excellent, healthy, profitable, and that a bit of dummery, he would never know.
But all past is opened.
Zhuang Fan is crying in the arms of the words, so sad, like a knife broke his blood.
After a long time in the ward, it is quiet, and it is exhausted in the chest, repeating "I am" over and over again. Wipe the nose and tears of the nose, he said: "The nightmare ten years ago will not be staged again, believe me."
The online incident is more and more, the hospital is outside the reporter, and even the doctor's nurse has recognized that Zhuang Fan is the owner of the event. When the voice is disconnected, the driver is contacted and decided to leave from this.
He said to Zhuang Xiang and Zhao Xiangqiu: "Uncle, Auntie, let's go to me to live, deal with things, convenient us, I have a strict, there will be more harsh, there will be no idlers."
Zhao Xiuqiu said: "He needs to take care of it now, very troublesome."
"I will come, I will give it to me." Gu Yan is not telling, "said the driver of the session, he sent you home, from the hospital entrance, I drive and I am from the east gate."
After half an hour, all things were packed, and the Zhuang Fan wrapped with a scarf and left, and took the car on the parking lot. He touched it from the pocket.
After his incident, he didn't go through the Internet. "What is the matter?"
Careless words: "Controlled look."
The car drove into a wide street, very fast, turning the bend in a straight intersection, Zhuang Fan's heart is confused, and looks at the rearview mirror again, thinking that they were tracked by the reporter.
Gu Yan did not go home, stopped on a street, the car was on the side of the road, his movements were hard and simply, took the car, and hit the hand on the stairs.
Zhuang Fan is looked up, it is a bank.
"What ..."
Gu Yan did not pit, pulled Zhuang Fan's heart, contacting the driver to the way, the bank manager is waiting for him. The procedure is bright, and then goes to walk, and after identifying fingerprints, Gu Yan Zhuangxin entered the bank's insurance.
Four-sided firewashing safe, Zhuang Fan is standing.
"I didn't have a key." Gu Yu said the manager, "turned my cabinet."
It is the largest model of safe, the bank manager is unlocked, and then the cabinet is slowly smoked.
Gu Yan rolled down the throat, pushed the Zhuang Fan's heart: "Go to you."
Zhuang Fan walks, see it, there are two paintings in it, and a picture of a pair of hands playing guitar, and the other is a portrait of the words.
There is a bracelet. He once had an exact same, there are still many, mobile phone case, painted the tie's mug ...
When tears are about to blur, he hopes to the depths of the cabinet.
The most inner, it is a lost shiny sea glass crown.
Zhuang Fan is shaking, and it is necessary to fall from behind, and the voice is posted: "You have been watching you in the windows of the city. The next day I went to the airport. You sent it, I will come back, you give me a gift, plus one hundred and thirty-seven drawings, nine precise scanning pictures, I have saved ten years. "
Zhuang Fan is not a sound, and the trembling reached out, he touched each other, it was a raging love like the ocean.
Suddenly, what is the fingertips touched, he took it, it is a small note in the crown.
The above writing has been yellow, written in ten years ago.
You are boobed outside the clouds in the sky.
It is the lyrics in "Love" in a lifetime, and the next sentence is written -
Please come back to me.