How To Say I Love You
Chapter 93: A crush on death after awakening
Satiated and interviewed inexplicably, Xiao Jiashu sat on a tree with his legs spread out, preparing to squint for a while.Ji Mian walked up to him carrying the medical box and instructed, "Take off your boots, I will look at your blisters."
Xiao Jiashu woke up immediately and took off his boots with a grin. He was afraid that it would smoke to Jige. He also pointed the boot at his nose and smelled it. He felt that it was not very smelly and put his feet on Jige's thigh.Anyway, he has no image at all, it is better to let himself go completely.
Ji Mian couldn't help crying and laughing, "I don't despise you if you smell something."
Xiao Jiashu blushed and said, "But I don't stink, Ji Ge."
"Yes, you don't smell." Ji Mian untied the gauze and looked at it with confidence. "The dried blisters haven't peeled. It's okay. Don't lift this layer of skin with your hands, otherwise you will walk tomorrow. "I can't go," he said, taking off the sand on his feet and smearing the complex iodine on blisters one by one.
"Don't wear shoes for a while and let your feet dry for a while so that the blisters will dry faster." He packed up the medical box and urged, "Sit here, I'll go to the show and ask you for a pair of slippers, then ask other guests No extra hiking shoes. Your boots can’t be worn anymore, otherwise your feet will be lost."
"Does the show crew allow us to change shoes?" Xiao Jiashu looked up and smiled broadly.Ji Ge is a big warm man!
"We are recording variety shows, not survival challenges. We have to consider the health of the guests." Ji Mian was infected with the warmth passed by him, and he couldn't help laughing. "You wait, I will come in a while." He walked back with a pair of slippers and a pair of hiking shoes, explaining, "Zhu Xiaolong gave you all brand new, and the tag has not been removed. You have a look. His shoe size is the same as yours and should be able to be worn."
"Thank you Ji." Xiao Jiashu took over the two pairs of shoes and shouted Zhu Xiaolong, who raised his arm not far away, "Xiaolong, thank you! Go back and invite you to dinner!"
"Thank you, just put some water in the game." Zhu Xiaolong waved his hand carelessly.
Shi Tingheng immediately patted the back of his head, pretending to be a fierce curse, "We still use them to discharge water? You are killing yourself and growing others' ambitions, and the leftover shells are used to make him kneel!" .
Xiao Jiashu happily put on his slippers and was about to invite Ji Ge to take a walk on the beach. Huang Yingxue walked over with his mouth. "Captain, look at Liang Mingzhen, what are they eating? I want to eat too!" The two looked up and found out The blue team found some coconuts from somewhere, cut the shell with a dagger and took turns to drink coconut juice. After digging out the white coconut flesh, the expression was very enjoyable.
Xiao Jiashu's mouth was immediately filled with saliva that was secreted quickly, and he wanted to echo Huang Yingxue, but he stopped in time.Where does the coconut come from?Of course it was picked from a tree, but who is going to climb such a tall trunk?There is no doubt that this matter must fall on Ji Ge again, because he is the captain.
No, no, this proposal cannot be passed, and Huang Yingxue must be persuaded to dispel attention.Thinking of this, he immediately put on a hesitant expression, "Coconut meat is very high in calories, fat content reaches 30%, and it is easy to gain weight when eating it. Why don't I go picking bananas for you? I saw a few plants when I came down from the mountain Banana tree." He was about to get up while talking.
Ji Mian pushed him down. "You sit, I will pick coconuts and bananas." With the first time, there will be the second time. No matter how scared he is, some responsibilities cannot be shirk.
"I will go too." Xiao Jiashu immediately put on his hiking shoes.He was not worried about Ji Ge alone.
"No need to go." Lin Leyang drilled out of the forest, holding a few coconuts in her arms. "I have loved climbing trees since I was a child. The technique is not bad. You will find me later if you want to eat coconuts."
Huang Yingxue immediately cheered and shouted, "Xiuxiu, take the dagger over, we also have coconut." Several people gathered around and opened holes in the coconut shell with laughter, the girl ate one alone, The remaining two were eaten by Ji Mian.
Xiao Jiashu was not afraid of getting fat this time. He took the coconut and handed it to Ji Ge first, and said with a grin, "Ji Ge, you taste the sweetness first."
Ji Mian took a sip and stared at his sun-skinned face, nodding, "Sweet."
Xiao Jiashu started drinking at the small hole and raised his thumbs while drinking.It's so sweet!
The two of you drank one bite at a time, and they didn't know each other at all. Yu Baixiu and Lin Leyang at the other end raised the coconut and drank juice.Only people with very close relationships will not mind each other’s saliva, and obviously they are not up to that degree.
With the last bite left, it should be Ji Mian's turn to drink, but he shook the coconut shell and said softly, "You drink it, little tree."
"Brother Ji, drink it." Xiao Jiashu pushed the coconut back to his mouth.
"You don't drink me to drink." Lin Leyang endured and couldn't help it, and snatched the coconut like a joke.
Xiao Jiashu waved his hand, "Then drink it." Ji Mian looked at Lin Leyang thoughtfully.
After being tired all day and having no entertainment facilities, everyone lay down after playing some small games around the campfire.Xiao Jiashu got into the sleeping bag and beckoned, "Ji Ge is coming." This is a double sleeping bag. After lying down, each other's body will be closely attached to each other.
Seeing Xiao Jiashu with his head resting on his head and shaking his hand with one hand, a smile on his face, Ji Mian froze.He didn't go up or down, squatted at the door for a long time before crawling in, and said dumbly, "We are not small, will we be squeezed in a sleeping bag together? Or not directly as a mat?"
Xiao Jiashu completely obeyed Ji Ji's instructions and crawled out without saying a word, "Well, this mattress is also very comfortable, anyway it is not cold at night."
Ji Mian sighed in relief, and then lay down beside Xiao Jiashu.The camera turns off automatically after entering eight o'clock, and it will turn on at seven thirty in the morning, which will not expose the artist's privacy.He put his hands under his head and asked, "Are you tired today?"
"Super tired, especially when going down the mountain. I finally understand why the ancients said that'uphill is easy to go downhill'. When you go downhill, you will stumble if you accidentally, and it is easy to meet the danger of life. I have had my knees soft several times. It's all up to Ji Ji, you're supporting me." Xiao Jiashu turned to look at Ji Mian, and the hot breath sprayed on his face.
Ji Mian stretched tightly and said dumbly, "Sleep to bed early when tired, don't talk."
Xiao Jiashu wanted to say if he had a full stomach, but he was blocked and had to close his eyes reluctantly.Fortunately, Ji Ji's breath has been lingering around him, making him feel at ease, so he fell asleep in less than five minutes.Ji Mian looked down at him, listening to his long, shallow breath, and fell asleep unconsciously.
At four or five in the morning, Ji Mian was awakened by a strong sense of fear, and his forehead rested on Xiao Jiashu's forehead for a moment, and then he knew that the other party had nightmares and couldn't help laughing, but fell into a deep movement after a while.
In the dream, Xiao Jiashu returned to the cliff, and Ji Ge hung under the cliff and was swayed by the sea breeze.There was no one around, and the rope that kept Ji Ge's life safe kept rubbing against the stones and was about to break.Xiao Jiashu was terrified, and grabbed the rope with his bare hands without thinking, but was scratched by the palm of his hand and broke his phalanx.But he couldn't care about anything, just because Brother Ji fell, the thick fog engulfed his figure, leaving only a dullness and silence.
He shouted heartbroken for a moment, and the wind blew away his voice and dried his tears.He couldn't stop crying on the edge of the cliff, and there seemed to be countless knives in his heart that shattered his flesh.He cried for a while, and watched the thick fog slowly rise from the bottom of the cliff, but he jumped down recklessly.
In reality, he is curling up and crying, and his mouth is slightly open and closed, and he can vaguely hear the sound of "Ji Ge" with a deep sorrow.
Ji Mian has no way to turn a blind eye to such Xiao Jiashu, let alone ignore it.Because he fell off the cliff, the other party can jump without thinking, why?Xiao Jiashu, what are you thinking about?
Ji Mian felt that Xiao Jiashu was simply the biggest problem in the world, both confusing him and making him unable to explore.He hugged him into his arms, wrapped his hand around his waist, and gently patted his back with one hand, murmured, "Hush, don't cry, you're dreaming. Little tree, wake up, wake up All right."
What kind of existence is it to Xiao Jiashu?Feeling the sadness and despair of the other party, Ji Mian suddenly wanted to figure out the answer to this question.
Perhaps it was because of this warm embrace, or perhaps because of the patience of Ji Ge, Xiao Jiashu jumped off the cliff without facing another despair, but fell into a warm lake.The water wave gently pushed his body, causing him to sink to the bottom of the lake, where he reunited with the living Ji Ge.He was looking at him with a smile and reaching out with his hands.
Xiao Jiashu immediately swam into his arms and opened his mouth to talk, but he bowed his head and gave him a breath of oxygen.Their lips and tongue fit together, slowly stirring and hooking, and a pair of big hands slowly stroked along the back of Xiao Jiashu's spine, the touch is extremely hot... the lake seems to be boiling...
Ji Mian, holding Xiao Jiashu and patting, stopped at this moment, his hands left the opponent's body, stiff in the air.He stared unbelievably at the top of his dark head, his thoughts cluttered.Isn’t this a nightmare, how could...
The dream is still deep, and Xiao Jiashu's pale face has turned crimson. There are a few drops of tears in the corners of his eyes. While twisting his waist, he gently shouted his nose and groaned with a sweet, unspeakable smell.
Ji Mian was already stiff as a stone, and it took a while to realize that he should get out of the tent or simply interrupt Xiao Jiashu's dream.But he immediately rejected the second idea, because he knew how embarrassing Xiao Jiashu would be when he woke up.He couldn't bear to embarrass him, so he had to choose to leave, but Xiao Jiashu's hands clasped his waist so that he didn't dare to move.
There was a moaning moan in my ears, and my eyes were beautiful and hot face and a tender spring full of blushing eyes, even if Ji Mian was a saint, he could not stop the reaction.He slowly arched his back, keeping his lower body away from Xiao Jiashu, then stared at the tent above him in a daze.
When he felt more and more tormented, the man in his arms finally moved.He immediately closed his eyes and pretended to be asleep.
Xiao Jiashu woke up in confusion, and the heat in his body was still burning, making him very thirsty.He licked his lips and rubbed his eyes again, only to find himself lying in Ji Ge’s arms, his hands clasped his waist tightly, his legs tightly clamped his legs, and his posture was very indecent. What's bad is that the stuff in his crotch is still hard. If Ji Ji's back is slightly arched and his body leans back, he will definitely poke him.
Lying!Lying trough!Xiao Jiashu suddenly opened his eyes, and then realized what was happening in the previous dream.What happened to him and Ji Ge in the lake... lying trough!
At this moment, the thing finally softened, but it was not scared, but it was too full to vent.He immediately stayed awake again, clearly feeling that his three views and ethics were breaking into pieces.Why?Why do I dream about rolling sheets with Ji Ge?Brother Ji is so good to me, but I have such a nasty idea about him. My mother is not a human, I am a beast!
He immediately wanted to escape, but he was afraid of waking up Ji Ji. He had to move out of the tent stiffly, slowly, and little by little, and then he ran away.There was a hint of white light on the horizon, and the azure water gently patted the rocky shore, making a distant sound.
He stood at the beach for a long time, and it soon dries out.If it weren’t for Lin Leyang’s footsteps that awakened him, he might continue to stand still.
"You got up early." Lin Leyang stared at his blushing face.
"Ah, I'm used to getting up early." Xiao Jiashu looked back at him blankly, with a touch of spring in his eyes.
Lin Leyang frowned fiercely, and was about to continue his temptation, but saw him running into the sea anxiously.
The trough, the crotch is still wet, and the taste is so big that a man can guess what happened just now.You must hurry and destroy the dead!Xiao Jiashu's back was very happy, but his face was tears in the wind.He didn't know why he remembered a sentence--when things didn't happen, you would never understand how terrible the devil was imprisoned in your heart.
Xiao Jiashu, what are you thinking about all day!He lifted the water and slapped his blushing face, and suddenly felt like crying without tears.
In a few moments, Huang Yingxue, Yu Baixiu and others also woke up and walked to the beach one after another to watch the sunrise.Ji Mian waited until the physiological reaction completely subsided before going out. He just heard Huang Yingxue smiling and said, "Looking at how much fun Jia Xiaoshu is, then the older person is still fluttering in the water like a child."
Xiao Jiashu feels bitter in his heart. In order to wash his pants thoroughly, can he plop without effort?
Ji Mian was a little embarrassed at first, and he laughed when he saw this scene.Xiao Jiashu, can you not be stupid one day?But soon, he closed his laugh and shouted, "Small tree coming up, your feet can't soak in water."
Xiao Jiashu stood in the water for a while before he reluctantly walked ashore. The hot air that had just been blown away by the sea breeze began to condense and float to his cheeks at the moment he saw Ji Ge.He lowered his head to say hello, "Ji Ge is early."
"You got up early." Faced with such a cute and cute Xiao Ershao, Ji Mian couldn't be embarrassed at all.He wanted to laugh and refrained, urging, "Wipe your feet clean and bake them on the fire. I will help you see if the feet are rotten."
Xiao Jiashu sat down by the fire and seemed to concentrate on the sand.When Ji Mian held his ankle and helped him check the blisters, he stared at his tender side, and suddenly he became conscious-why did I dream like that?Isn't it a sloppy, not a pervert, because I love Ji Ge?
Not like it, but love... I cried for him, and also jumped off the cliff for him, and opened his body unreservedly. If this is not love, what is it?No wonder I was thinking about him all the time. I heard that he would come to shoot this show and I would follow him.As long as I can stay with him, I am not afraid of suffering and suffering, and I am happy in my heart...
Xiao Jiashu, are you stupid, why do you want to understand now?He squeezed his heart hard, and then tapped his forehead hard. The corner of his mouth just opened a smirk, and he pressed it down quickly.He didn't think it was unacceptable to fall in love with the same sex, but the question was what would Brother Ji think?Does he like men?
Xiao Jiashu quickly recalled and found that Brother Ji hadn't had any gossip with anyone, so he had no reference.What if I rush to confess and scare him?I am afraid that even friends will not be able to do it.But if you don't confess and keep it, how uncomfortable will you be?Shouldn’t you fall in love with someone?
He thought about the east for a while, and the west for a while, his face turning red and white.
Ji Mian seemed to take care of the blisters seriously, but actually squeezed a sweat in his palm.Hearing Xiao Jiashu's voice, he was a little surprised and a little moved, but he had just ended a relationship and was not ready to start another relationship.He was thinking about whether to alienate Xiao Jiashu for a while and calm him down. He listened to Lin Leyang and asked, "Brother Ji, we have finished our food. What should we do for breakfast?"
"Is there any coconut?" He cleared his thoughts immediately.
"Then I'll pick a few." Lin Leyang said so, but stood still beside the fire.He felt that something must have happened last night, otherwise the expressions of Ji Ge and Xiao Jiashu would not be so strange.
Ji Mian glanced at him, and then looked at Xiao Jiashu with his head down and a blushing face, speechless for a moment.
The staff came over at this time, holding a mission card in his hand, "Dear adventurers, this is the second day you came to the island. Starting today, you will officially enter survival mode, we will not You provide tents, food, and water, everything depends on you to find."
"Oh my god! No? Are you trying to play us to death?" Zhu Xiaolong jumped angrily.
The staff put down the mission card and left, leaving only a cold back.
Everyone couldn't, so they had to look around for breakfast.Ji Mian took out a telescope from his bag, carefully observed the surrounding forest, and pondered, "There are monkeys on the mountain, they must drink water. Following the monkeys should find the water source."
"Let's start with a full meal, otherwise we will have no energy." Huang Yingxue clutched his empty stomach, and Yu Baixiu immediately raised his hands in agreement.
Xiao Jiashu doesn't matter, anyway, as long as he is with Ji brother.What did you say?Oh yes, drink plenty of water!He is full now!
Ji Mian retracted the telescope slightly, then rubbed his brow hard.What is brainstorming, he finally realized it now.
"The four of you went back to find some fruit, and I went to the beach to see if I could catch a few fish," he ordered.
"Brother Ji, I will catch fish with you." Xiao Jiashu immediately raised his hand.
"Your feet must not soak in water, obedient." Ji Mian stared.
Xiao Jiashu was blinded for a while, and then he promised down.He was taken aback by the look just now, and Ji Ji's expression was too harsh, and he was a little bored.He does want to be with Ji Ji, but he doesn't want to be too sticky to make Ji Ji disgusted.It seems that a crush on someone must keep a proper distance, otherwise they will hate you before they can wait to pursue it.
Xiao Jiashu's mood fell as she wanted to, and they followed Huang Yingxue in despair.
Ji Mian stared at his back, his eyes changed a few times, and they waited until they disappeared in the mountain forest before taking a step toward the beach.He is not young anymore. He has lost his impulse and blood. The more beautiful things, the less dare to get close, because he is afraid of breaking it...
Xiao Jiashu walked with a dull head, but did not forget to take care of Huang Yingxue. From time to time, she helped her and put her own hat on her.Lin Leyang followed him step by step, and suddenly said, "Xiao Jiashu, there are a few coconut trees in front of me. Or should we pick coconuts, let Yingxue and Baixiu pick bananas, which saves time and energy."
"Okay." Huang Yingxue and Yu Baixiu agreed without thinking.
Xiao Jiashu was a little hesitant, and Lin Leyang smiled again, "You help me next, I will pick it up."
"Okay, walking." Xiao Jia nodded immediately.
The two walked into the dense forest to pick coconuts. After a while, Lin Leyang sent PD away under the pretext of "convenience" and said in a deep voice, "Xiao Jiashu, Brother Ji and I are couples, do you know?"
Seriously, he helped him turn the wind's Xiao Jiashu back suddenly, his face pale.
"Look, this is our group photo." Lin Leyang pulled out a plastic bag from his close pocket. A photo was wrapped in the bag. Ji Mian hugged Lin Leyang from the back, his lips stuck to his ear, and his smile was warm and warm. ambiguous.The two also wore lovers' outfits, with the words "forever love" printed on their chests, and they looked directly at the camera with bright eyes.
Xiao Jiashu was still stunned, and Lin Leyang turned the photo over again and showed him the words on the back: [Ten years later, what will happen to us?
There is no doubt that this is Ji Ji's handwriting, and Xiao Jiashu will never admit it wrong.He subconsciously stepped back two steps, but his eyes were stuck to the photo, even if his eyes were filled with blood.
Lin Leyang approached two steps and continued, "It seems that you don't know, then I urge you to stay away from Ji Ge? Is it that you always pester him will cause us a lot of trouble."
Xiao Jiashu opened his mouth and found that his throat was blocked so badly that he could not speak at all.He seemed to have seen something terrible, and was forced to retreat by the photo, and then fell to the ground, buzzing in his ear, as if something had cracked and shattered into pieces.
Lin Leyang lifted him up and whispered, "I'm sorry, I didn't want to say, but I can see that you fell in love with Ji Ji. For your good, you should give up as soon as possible." Coconuts are wrapped and they quickly walk out of the jungle.
Xiao Jiashu dropped his head and panted for a while before regaining his hearing. He looked up at the sky, and there were two lines of tears in his eyes.The tears were blown down by the sea breeze, which made him very uncomfortable. He wiped off his sleeves, and then he realized in a trance that I am in love with someone who should not be loved?Anything that is full of love and water, and you should strive for it if you love it, is it fake?In the end, I was just a shameful third party, but I almost moved myself...