I just want to be a regular writer

The man finally vented his dissatisfaction and took all the money from his mother's wallet. He didn't even let go of the 100 yen coin.

Those coins were in his pocket, making a trembling sound like a ghost.

Across the door, footsteps got farther and farther.

Chiba Yu finally crawled out from behind the curtain in the corner—mother still did not move.

"Mommy mommy......"

Chiba You stared, without a tear in his dry eyes.

She timidly stretched out her hand to her mother, her fingertips trembling uncontrollably.After a slight pause in the air, Chiba Yucai seemed to finally wake up, hitting her knees heavily on the floor and crawling towards her mother.

"...You...my you..." Mom finally moved her head.

She arched her body, buried her head in her knees, and whispered in a low voice, "You go to take a bath...tomorrow...tomorrow to go to school...Is it good for mom to make octopus sausages for you? Okay? Some of my classmates...you will also have..."

Chiba Yu, who was only 8 years old, didn't understand what it meant. The "octopus sausage" in her mother's mouth moved her.

She stood up blankly, and walked to the bathroom stupidly.

She doesn't have a father, and that devilish man is her mother's support.

He can beat his mother, take her money, and find other "girlfriends" outside—he can do anything at home that makes him happy.

why?

Under the shower head, Chiba Yu tilted her head in incomprehension, what the teacher said...'You will be caught by the police if you hit someone.'

Why didn't the police come to catch him?

......

It was another night, and the little Chiba Yu was already numb.

The man's successful face, the rose red lipstick mark on the neckline, and the tinkering change in the pocket.

Mother silently endured, scars on her forehead that couldn't be blocked by band-aids, bloody gauze on her arms.

'Ah, yes.'

Chiba Yu remembered.

"Since no one comes to arrest him, does it matter if You do the same thing as him?"

Chiba Yu looked at the shadow of the man punching and kicking his mother on the wall, standing in the shadow and tilting his head in doubt.

Soon, she no longer doubted, she wanted to understand!

Much simpler than math problems!

She wants to understand!

In the cold, unheated room, Chiba Yu ran to the kitchen barefoot, picked the kitchen knife that mother used most, and walked towards the living room.

The mother on the ground is motionless again...

'There is really no way to take mom~ In that case... let Yu protect her!'

After the man cast a violent, hideous shadow on the wall, a petite shadow suddenly appeared.

The small shadow makes one look at it and tears will be distressed. The little shadow has a knife in his hand, and the tip of the knife is facing the man's waist.

Splashing blood spilled on the wall and the man fell.

'Ah, he is still moving.It can't be like this... Mom can't move in pain every time, he is still moving... Isn't it painful enough?'

Thinking like this, Chiba Yu raised his hand again.

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"Chiba Yu! Officer Kirihara has something to ask you!"

Chiba Yu, who was in a cold sweat in his sleep, suddenly woke up, and looked at the face exposed in the vent window in confusion.

Kirihara?

Oh, yes, it was the one who caught her.

Thinking like this, Chiba Yu climbed down from the bed obediently, put on old leather shoes and walked out.

......

"Why kill them? Motivation!"

"Because they are dirty."

"dirty?"

"Yes." Chiba Yu raised his eyes to look at Misaki Kirihara: "Everyone said that they would adopt me, and everyone has no plans. Like that man, he is full of garbage with a mixture of swill and sperm!"

"...Where do you live now? Where did you go after escaping from the orphanage?"

"The construction site next to Sendai City Tram Station. There is a row of shacks. The second one from left to right is my...residence."

"Although you are a little bit talkative, but your stepfather..." Misaki Kirihara narrowed his eyes, "...really your mother killed it?"

Chiba Yu's pupils suddenly dilated, and then nodded calmly and numbly.

She remembered the way her mother, who had always been cowardly, struggling to get up from the ground, and remembered the tears in her mother's eyes that hadn't shed tears for a long time.

I remembered her mother warned her not to talk to anyone who came to the house with a stern expression that she had never had before, and remembered the scene where her mother took the knife from her hand and slashed at the man.

And... the scene where the mother on the top of the hospital leaped down like a bird, but failed to fly.

'it's all my fault!'

Chiba Yu's bloodshot eyes began to wet-she began to punish herself!——Punishing his hand with the knife, hitting the wall of the orphanage with his head for countless nights.

She thought-might as well go back in time.

Even if you are beaten, you just need to grow up...

Think about it carefully, if you can endure it for another 10 years... Mom won't have to die.

Because now she has a smarter way.

Chiba Yu's spirit was identified.