Facing everyone's gaze, Akashi nodded calmly and said again:

"My wife's death is indeed related to my father, and it is true that he caused it."

Seeing that everyone was silent, Akashi Hiroto recalled the incident that year, and slowly told everyone the truth of the year:

"That day was like today, it was raining..."

"Because of work, I have to drive to Tokyo. My father and my wife are left at home."

"My father suddenly called my wife who was resting in bed because of illness and asked her to go shopping."

"because..."

Speaking of the reason, Akashi Hiroto paused, clenched his fists, and involuntarily increased his tone, "Because he said he wanted to eat mushroom fried rice..."

"This..."

Only half of the story was told, but after listening to this half, everyone present felt that Akashi Yano did a little too much.

I was already sick in bed, but just because I wanted to eat "mushroom fried rice", I called the patient up and asked the patient to buy something.

Moreover, it was still rainy that day.

Ignoring everyone, Akashi Hiroto paused for a while, and after calming down the fluctuating emotions in his heart, he said:

"My wife can obviously refuse my father, but my wife she just used vain steps to walk to the supermarket three kilometers away..."

Speaking of this, Akashi Hiroto's heart that he finally calmed down again fluctuated, but he did not stop, and continued:

"result..."

"As a result, my wife fell down on the way back..."

"After this fall, she never got up again..."

After telling everyone what happened, Akashi Hiroto seemed to have relieved the burden and sighed long.

Contains his longing for his dead wife, regret, and self-blame.

Three years can be said to be short or long.

It depends on the person.

For Akashi Hiroshi, these three years have passed a long time.

His wife's laughter seemed to still linger in his ears, but after returning to his senses, he clearly realized that her laughter had been away from him for three years.

Everyone saw his affectionateness, and they knew that he was not seeking sympathy, but was really still thinking about his dead wife.

"Mr. Kuanren, did you kill Mr. Yan Fu because of this incident?" Uncle Maori asked.

Hearing the voice of Uncle Mori, Akashi Hiroshi wakes up from the memory.

He shook his head slightly and said, "To be honest, I do hate my father, even though it has been three years since that incident, I still hate him."

"I hate him because I want to eat mushroom fried rice. I have to make me sick. The wife who rests in bed goes out shopping on rainy days."

"But I didn't think about killing him, after all, he raised me so much."

"That's because?" Shancun asked with a frown.

He thought that Akashi Hiroshi was murderous because of his father's murder of his wife, but it didn't seem to be the case.

"It really made me murderous because of another thing." Akashi Hiroto explained, "That happened the day after my wife's funeral..."

"That day, I saw my father muttering to himself facing the altar alone..."

"He said:'Boy damn, that was finally broken by me, next time I want to find a guy that can be used longer...'"

"A toy that is as durable and sturdy as the wide man."

"After speaking, he laughed."

"My father didn't even know that I was standing behind him, and because of this, I heard this passage."

When he said this, Akashi Hiroto was calm on the surface.

But everyone present could guess that Akashi Hiroshi who told them this incident would definitely feel pain in his heart.

After all, the person who said those words was Akashi Hiroto's father.

This incident happened three years ago, and Akashi Hiroshi is at least 20 years old, almost 30 years old.

The feelings cultivated over decades were ruthlessly shattered by these words, or by the father who raised him.

Few normal people can bear this kind of gap.

When Akashi Hiroshi treated Akashi Masao as his biological father, his "biological father" might be thinking in his heart,

"This'toy' is really easy to use."

Thinking of this, Yuanzi and Xiaolan felt a bit too much even if they were not the parties involved.

They even made up for the scene when they heard their father say this.

The result was a dull heartache.

Not both of them were like the client, let alone Akashi Hiroshi who, as a client, heard his father say so.

"It's too much!" Yuanzi frowned and couldn't help but said aloud.

"It's really too much." Guangyou echoed.

If this happens to him, maybe he might make the same choice as Akashi Hiroto.

Even if you just listen to this kind of story, you will feel too much.

Even if you just think about this kind of picture, you will feel heartache.

Akashi Hiroshi is the subject of this story, and he has personally experienced this feeling.

Disappointment, anger, and heartache, driven by such negative emotions, Akashi Hiroshi made this incorrect but relieved decision.

"Hey..." Guangyou took a sip and sighed slightly after taking a sip, "I am also a poor man."

Akashi Hiroshi, who is an adopted son, regards Akashi Takeo as his biological father.

As an adoptive father, Akashi Keno uses Akashi Hiroto as a toy.

This gap made the negative emotions in Akashi Yano's heart more intense.

In fact, children who have been adopted since childhood like Akashi Yano have good personalities and know how to be grateful.

Some biological children are not even as sensible as their adopted children.

Because they all know that it is not easy to have a home, and you have to cherish it.

Those who adopt themselves are parents, and you have to know how to be grateful.

But if one day, let this kind of person know that in the eyes of his adoptive parents, he is just a durable and obedient toy.

The kind of pain in my heart is beyond ordinary people's imagination.

This is a second abandonment for them.

Maybe I can’t think about it, find a quiet place to stop myself and leave this cold world;

Maybe they will take nothing away, and disappear quietly by themselves, or they may give some money to their adoptive parents from time to time after they leave.

Even if the other party just treats himself as a toy;

Maybe he will retaliate like Akashi Hiroto.

In fact, Akashi Yano is also very poor.

Finally, I can enjoy the warmth of home and always treat adoptive parents as biological parents.

Even better than some biological children treat their biological parents.

What can be exchanged back?

In exchange for a cruel truth.

Cruel enough that he can feel covered by darkness during the day, cruel enough that he can experience the cold winter in midsummer.

My beloved was killed by my father whom I always respected before.

The day he knew the truth was the day after Akashi finished his wife’s funeral.

It was like sprinkling salt on Akashi Hiroshi's unhealed wound, while holding a knife to make new wounds on the wound.

Although Guangyou is not the protagonist of this story, he can't fully appreciate that feeling.

But you can also imagine how desperate and sorrowful Akashi Hiroshi would be after he knew the truth.

It was definitely a heart-wrenching feeling.

Drinking tea and looking at Akashi Hiroshi who is trying to stay calm, Kosuke thought for a while, what would he do if he were Akashi Hiroshi.

The final result is similar to what I thought before.

He might also make the same choice as Akashi Hiroto.

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