I'm making soy sauce in the detective world
Chapter 960
"poor person must have something mean."
This saying is widely spread.
The original meaning was:
The unsatisfactory reality of a seemingly poor person must have been caused by previous mistakes, and it is his own responsibility.
To put it simply, it is because this person has done hateful things, there are hateful things, and then became pitiful, but in fact this person is responsible for himself.
But once it spreads widely, it is prone to deviation.
Some people who are unwilling to think and can hear the sound of the waves by shaking their heads have misinterpreted the meaning of this sentence:
"Poor people must have something hateful in them. The pity now comes from the blame."
They did not know that this saying has certain applicability, but it is not universal.
It is not advisable to kill everyone with a stick.
for example:
A naked beggar asked for money in tears, saying that his wife and children had left themselves behind and ignored them.
Is this beggar poor?
It looks pitiful.
But if the beggar saw that others were not giving it, he would yell at him.
When you get the money, you will use it as a gambling, ready to go for a try, have fun, and see if you can turn around and earn back what you lost before.
This is what a poor person must hate.
And a person has both parents died since he was young, and he was bullied and blinded by others.
Poor, but there is nothing to hate about this man.
Back to the topic, the condition for the establishment of this sentence is that the pitiful place is based on the hateful place, and the reverse is not true.
It does not mean that Shi Kuan is not to be hated.
It's just that his pity was not caused by him.
Applicable to Akashi Hiroto should be the second half of "the poor must have something to hate.":
——"The hateful person must suffer sadly."
Of course, this sentence is also somewhat absolute.
Not everyone who is hateful has misery, some people are simply hateful.
But for Akashi Hiroshi, he does apply to this sentence.
He personally killed his adoptive father who had raised him for many years. It must be hateful. Conan thinks so.
But Conan had to admit that Akashi Hiroo caused psychological harm to Akashi Hiroshi, and it was very serious.
Hateful, but also sad.
He is sensible, filial, dedicated, kind, and willing to help others...
But he ran into Akashi Yano who used his adopted son as a toy.
Even if his daughter-in-law died unexpectedly because of his own reasons, he didn't feel ashamed, and even said those chilling words.
What "look for a more durable toy that is as durable and obedient as your own son"...
He laughed there after speaking.
It just doesn't treat people as people.
In dealing with Akashi Yano, why is Akashi Hiroshi wrong?
He is fulfilling his duties and is even more filial than some of his own children.
Where is it hateful?
Of course, it is indeed hateful that he killed Akashi Yano, and Conan has always thought so.
But Akashi Hiroshi is pitiful and sad first, and then hateful, he knows this very well.
He could see clearly and had a deep sense of nature. Conan couldn't help but sighed as he looked at Akashi Hiroto who was trying to pretend to be calm.
If he had experienced such a thing, although he would not make the same choice as Akashi Hiroto, he would inevitably feel sad.
The heavy atmosphere made the people in the living room silent again, only the wall clock was still "ticking" non-stop.
No one is comforted, and there is no need for comfort.
But staying silent all the time is not a solution. Akashi Hiroshi took the initiative to break the silence and said:
"Actually, I don't want to hide it from you. Before I heard what my father said, I always believed..."
"I believe that the reason why my father made some willful requests to me is evidence that he regarded me as his own son, and did not hesitate to be an outsider."
In fact, he does not need to say these words.
But he thought, since so much has already been said, these two sentences are not bad.
And after saying this, he feels really relaxed a lot.
He had held these words in his heart for three years.
No one can talk to him. He can only take a picture of himself and his deceased wife when he is alone, and tell her everything.
Sometimes, while talking, my eyes are red at some point, my nose is a bit sore, and my vision is blurred.
But after speaking, he had to put on a "mask" again, and put on an appearance that he didn't know the truth.
Now that his father has been killed by himself, Akashi Hiroshi does not need to wear that "mask".
Before, he could only talk to the photos for a while, but now that there is an audience, he can't stop when he talks.
As if to say all the words accumulated in my heart over the past few years.
He took a sip from the cup and said:
"Building a house in this kind of deep mountain, and three people living together in this kind of place, it is also my father who said he wants to live a life away from the world."
He raised his head and looked at the light cord in the living room.
To be precise, it is the fishing knot on the light rope.
Under the dazzling light, Akashi Hiroto seemed to see an illusory figure of a woman.
The figure seemed to be smiling at him.
He subconsciously stretched out his hand and scratched the figure.
But he caught nothing.
At this time, Akashi Hiroshi returned to his mind.
Without pausing too much, he looked at the lamp rope with a look of remembrance, and continued:
"Of course, extending the light cord is also my father's idea."
"He suddenly extended the light cord in his room a bit, and then told me and my wife that the other rooms should be made like that."
Everyone saw Akashi Kanto's movements just now, so they didn't speak for a while, and Koyo also guessed the scene he saw at that time.
"I've seen his dead wife."
"Oh, the husband and wife are both good people, but good people may not be rewarded..."
"Encountered such an old beast."
I have to sigh, Akashi Hiroshi and his wife are very affectionate.
Akashi Hiroto was only thirty-two this year, and twenty-nine three years ago. His wife should be about the same age as him.
Both are very young.
Akashi Hiroto once served as a tennis player's coach, proving that his tennis skills are really good.
Both young and capable.
If it is in a big city like Tokyo and Osaka, Akashi Hiroshi can have a good time with his wife.
But both of them were willing to give up this life, and moved here according to Akashi Yano.
The sacrifice is great.
Youth, energy, money, social relations...
"It should be to repay the kindness of nurturing these decades." Guangyou soon understood the reason, it is not difficult to guess.
Perhaps it is for this reason that Akashi Hiroshi's wife did not refuse Akashi's unreasonable and willful request.
Even though she was ill and it was still raining outside, she still endured the torture of her illness and went out to buy food from a supermarket three kilometers away.
Just to make Akashi Yano eat mushroom fried rice.
Perhaps his wife also asked Akashi Hiroshi, "Why do you always condone his thoughts."
Perhaps Akashi Hiroshi would smile and tell his wife, "Because my father treated me as his own son, he made these requests."
Both the couple are reporting the adoption of Akashi Yano.
But in Akashi's eyes, the couple is just a tool, one of them is not durable and not strong.
Not only do they have no feelings for them, but sometimes they even feel that they are not easy to use.
Thinking of that picture and thinking of the truth, Guangyou opened his mouth slightly, and couldn't help but utter a few words softly: "There is more to die than..."
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