I'm such an old god, so sorry

I'm Such an Old God, I'm Sorry Chapter 87

It's even a bit indescribable.

Xinowide buried his head in Xiude's arms, breathing in the smell of the latter, and the corners of his mouth rose slightly.

Xiude was embarrassed to actively push the girl away, so he gently stroked Sinovide's back with a comforting motion. After waiting for a while, Xiude found that the girl seemed to be asleep in his arms.

Can I fall asleep in the mental world?What is this, a dream in a dream?

Xiude did not have the experience of dealing with this situation, feeling the slightly trembling body of Xinowid, his heart suddenly softened and he sighed.

Hugging the girl's body tightly, as if protecting a piece of fragile porcelain.Xiude waited patiently.

The two cuddling with each other in the silence, Xiude was drowsy, but Sinovid was very awake.

Of course the girl wouldn't interrupt the silence, it would be better to say that this was exactly what she wanted.

The girl didn't plan to "wake up" until she woke up from her dream.

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When the first ray of sunlight was projected from the window, Xiude felt that the girl in his arms was awake. He hurriedly opened Xinowid lightly. Because of the hug for several hours, Xiude's neck was quite sore.

Here, Xiude had to complain about the overly real simulation system of Sinovide's mental world.

"repair...."

Xinowide made a sticky sound and reluctantly left Xiude's embrace. During this time, it rubbed against Xiude's body, making Xiude's movements a bit stiff.

Even more embarrassing is that Xiude found that he actually reacted.

It would be fine if she was holding a beautiful girl, but Sinovide’s image in the mental world is not so beautiful. Although it is very pitiful, the girl's face is the kind of withered at a glance.

Disdain!

Wait, Xiuder suddenly thought that he has always had no fun with women...or that he hasn't reacted to real women. There are a lot of books in the collection. I have to mention that the masters of Ainfar are really amazing. , That kind of painter is really exquisite, so that Xiude is usually soaked in a few grains of wolfberry in the thermos now...cough cough, in short, it is just a dead house.

I'm not awakened by some incredible sexual addiction, am I?

Suddenly, Xiude became worried. Of course, even if he had any weird sexual addiction, no one could punish him. Xiude was just considering whether he would have any difficulties in adapting.

However, these questions will not be mentioned for the time being, Xiude is currently concerned about the mental condition of Xinowid. Since yesterday, after learning about the tragic fate of the girl, Xiude could not help but sympathize.

This is a good thing, and Xiude does not suppress this feeling of pity.

"Xiu's embrace is very warm."

Just as Xiude was considering how to talk, Xinowide first spoke. The only perfect facial features on the girl’s face are those sacred blue eyes. The bright eyes seemed to have been moistened by the mist, staring at Xiude constantly.

"...You like it."

Facing the young girl who suddenly became active, Xiude squabbled, somewhat overwhelmed.

"Tomorrow I will stay longer."

Xiude thought for a while. The changes in Shinowid are undoubtedly good, just because there are not many things in reality, Xiude intends to spend more time on Shinowid.

It's not about trying to do anything. In this world, there is nothing that moral cultivation really wants and can't get, it's pure sympathy for the girl.Xiude felt that if he were to be a human being, he couldn't die of Shinoved.

"I will wait to fix it."

Sinovid nodded heavily.

She is really serious. When Xiude enters the spiritual dimension early tomorrow, the girl will remain in her original position, and it seems that she hasn't moved.

"Welcome back, fix."

Xinowide smiled at Xiude, and immediately made the latter feel confused.

In the following period of time, Sinovide seemed to be a lot more cheerful. In addition to daily practice, Xiu De was chatting with Sinovide. I have to say that Sinovide is a very good listener.

No matter what Xiude said, the young girl would always look at Xiude with an admiring look with bright beautiful eyes that seemed to be able to speak, which greatly satisfied the old otaku's psychology.

Although Sinovide always finds all kinds of opportunities to have physical contact with Xiude, the girl is so clever that Xiude can't bear to refuse.

During this time, Xiude finally understood the reason for his reaction.

Not because of some strange sexual addiction, or simply lust.

As the princess of the Itari Empire, Sinovide was supposed to be very beautiful, but her appearance in the mental world is not at all beautiful or cute.

It turns out that my desire has accumulated to the extent that as long as the opposite sex is enough?

Yes, this is very real.

Xiude thought for a while, he seemed to be such a scornful person, besides possessing a conscience that is not so much a strong self-control as it is the only remaining conscience, his desires are so swollen, but it is easier for people to open up in the mental world. That's it.

Realizing this, and looking at Xinowid's innocent eyes, Xiude felt a sense of guilt... and a little bit of excitement.

Except for this point, Sinowid’s mental condition is getting better and better. With the passage of time, Sinowid’s mental world has also become warmer. The originally dim and dilapidated environment has gradually become normal, but only There is one last point but it has never changed.

Sinovid’s mental world is divided into two parts, one is the castle of fear where Sinovid is located, and the other is the paradise outside the castle.

Although the environment inside the castle has improved, there is still no channel connecting the outside world in the mental world.

The implications of this are personal guesses.

"Are you still not accepting the outside world?"

Once Xiude couldn't help but ask Sinovide in his arms. The girl was sitting on Xiude’s lap, shaking her feet, her current image was further restored, and the intact skin occupied the body. For the most part, scary enough wounds are no longer visible. Except for the weal marks and large birthmark-like burns on the skin and face, they seem to be almost the same as normal people.

Upon hearing Xiude’s question, the girl’s smile instantly solidified, and she said in a low voice:

"I don't exist outside. I have been living in this castle ever since I was conscious. I have never gone out."

"Are you imprisoned?"

Shude naturally knew that Sinovide was referring to reality outside the spiritual dimension, and asked.

The girl shook her head and said, "No, no one restricts my activities...but the outside world has no place for me."

Sinovid's voice was crying: "Because no one really accepts me, really loves me."

Shude remembered the “atrocities” of Emperor Itari, and immediately understood the thinking of Xinowide.

Even her biological father rejected her, so it is evident how terrible the girl's interpersonal environment is under the emperor's leadership.

"It's great to meet Xiuji. No one has ever been with me for so long."

Putting her face on Xiude's chest, the girl whispered.