I’m the White Pig Nobleman, but With the Memories of My Previous Life, I’ll Raise My Little Brother

Still, I need to check with His Highness theon before I tell you the story.

I strangely turned to the Highness, who was happily weaving a yarn tangled in her fingers.

“I can tell you that, but before we do that, I want to check.”

"If you don't need to say anything else, you can rest assured."

"Not at all. It's extremely personal, and if you think it's rude, I'll apologize for it later..."

Yeah? Fine. Whatever you ask, I'll take care of it. Definitely.

"So...? Your Highness wore a dress before, didn't he?" At that time, it was said to be worn because it was cute, is that true? Um, there's a sense of gender discomfort in my body and mind... not something like that? "

To be clear, His Highness Theon smiled bitterly for a moment.

Then he was shaken to the side with his neck loosely.

"I'm not disgusted with being a man or wanting to be born a girl." I don't deny that there are people who feel that way, but I'm not. "

Oh, I see.

Well, that's good.

No, it's not good or bad judgment, but I think it's less likely to hurt people here.

Take a deep breath.

Did you feel nothing like that? His Highness stretched his spine.

"... that's the idea, but it's about half the way down."

Where are you hitting?

“I was just rebellious against my father. But instead of being kicked out, my grandmother married Kikunoi on her own initiative."

Parry and the diary at hand, no, this was an autobiography. It was also written for someone to read.

My grandmother, Kikunoi Rare Age, felt thin, but she was still reincarnated.

Unlike me, I've had memories of my previous life since I was a baby. Just the second son hits the same type as this one.

It was unnecessary to tell His Highness Theon, so I ignored it.

The governance of the parliamentary system and the law that Rottenmeier had previously received from his diary was based on the knowledge and memory that he had had from his previous life.

And with that knowledge and memory, it was difficult to live in the Empire.

At the time of my grandmother's birth, women had no right to participate in politics, and women with an identity were not allowed to study or work freely.

From that point of view, the Empire does not actively welcome women to speak out in politics, but they have not refused, so it is still better.

However, it seemed to my grandmother that I had been reincarnated from a similar age to when I was alive, it was unbearable. It seems that he has collided with his parents on many occasions.

Nevertheless, both father and mother loved their grandmother. That's why the book said that it was not likely to accept my grandmother's temperament, and that I refused the conversation from the noble men of the Imperial Empire at that time from one side to the other.

His Highness Theon is surprised when he talks only about what he can talk about.

"You mean it wasn't disagreement?"

"It seems that my grandmother's parents were exploiting the territory. No matter how many times I was scolded for it, it also said that I protested. It seems that the closeness to the landlords has nurtured my grandmother's senses.”

This isn't a lie...

The neighbors are close houses, or small houses, so they must have been close to the powerhala president and employees of small and medium-sized black companies. That's why I remembered my previous world and also wrote that my parents couldn't forgive me.

Well, such a daughter will marry Kikunoi convinced.

That's probably what worried me, but it seems that my parents went away because they didn't want their daughter to go.

My daughter was a kind parent to herself, but she was a human being who trampled on and exploited others in peace, so she must have been very upset and sick.

"Sick...? So your great-grandfather and grandfather often thought of accepting grandmothers?"

"That's because... it seems that my grandfather liked the cleanliness that I couldn't forgive the injustice in my grandmother's body." Even if you were asked to be my daughter-in-law, you wouldn't be treated so badly even if you were being cheeky. "

"I see. But you betrayed my expectations?"

No, it seemed to be the case until my grandfather died after my grandfather.

The sound of the clock's hands ticking very loudly.

My grandfather liked my grandmother. This is actually a little different.

No, he must have liked it. But there was not only goodwill, but pity.

Pity?

His Highness Theon's eyes were wide open.

You must have been surprised. That's right. My grandmother was a beautiful child of one of the most famous families in the Empire at that time.

Turning to Kikunoi, even though it had the taste of dungeons, it was a house that could not be used to its full potential.

If you feel pity, go towards Kikunoi. However, my grandmother had enough circumstances to think so.

That leads to the question to His Highness Theon that there is no discomfort about gender.

When I told you so, His Highness Theon's complexion changed sharply.

"Eh, that's..."

"... my grandmother was a person with a different gender in her mind and body."

To be precise, the gender of the soul and memory before reincarnation and the gender of the reincarnated flesh vessel were different. In other words, she was him.

Whether she was nervous or not, she noticed that her voice had hardened and took a deep breath.

My grandmother refused to marry because her sexual identity was male, the object she loved was female, and she could not enter into such a relationship with a man.

"That's... I don't know what to say..."

“You shouldn't have said anything. She can't choose how to live as him, that's why I'm here."

Yeah, that's right.

My grandmother came to Kikunoi because my grandfather was the only one who took my grandmother's feelings.

Then why did my great-grandfather understand there, and whether there was a foundation to accept it, it seems that the acquaintance of my great-grandfather's tutor was a foreigner.

I was listening to another world story from my tutor, so I wondered if there was such a thing.

Such grandmother and grandfather were accustomed to the fact that grandmother ran away from home because she could not stand the current situation, and the grandfather who had just succeeded to the title at that time protected her.

Even though he was small, he talked about himself in an orderly manner. In fact, his grandfather often listened with interest to the fact that he was the original boy who had been reborn from another world.

If I have to go to my wife anyway, it is better for a son of his great-grandfather, who has a heart, to divide his blood. It seemed like that was the case.

But that doesn't mean that marriage will work, does it?

"Oh, you don't understand. Not to mention the fact that the old lady was a man, right? How did you make the inheritance....."

"My grandfather convinced each of my grandmother and grandfather. While she was asleep by magic, she was with her grandfather several times."

His Highness Theon's eyebrows bounced.

Is there such an unfortunate business on the part of the husband and wife?

As a result, my grandmother wrapped herself around my mother. After that, my grandmother said she wouldn't allow me to touch my grandfather with one finger.

It was my great-grandmother who was furious at this, but the fury was directed at my son's wife, not at my husband, who made an outrageous proposal.

Moreover, at that time, it was written in the book that the great-grandmother also had suspicions of adultery because her grandfather and grandmother were more intimate than their biological children.

"Eh, no, you're creating a situation that makes you suspect..."

"I agree."

I nodded to His Highness Theon's words.

My grandmother was a man, so I must have treated her like a brother. And that's how my grandfather treated me.

It was written in the book that I was afraid that my gender and physical condition would be different from that of Dong Dong and that it was hard.

I can only imagine it, but I think it was a problem in my previous life because of the discomfort and bad feeling that caused goosebumps.

Some of them felt so uncomfortable that even being alive was painful and they chose death.

"In that case, my grandfather's existence as a person who takes care of himself must have been a relief to my grandmother..."

And it was the pregnancy that pushed my grandmother even further.

A grandmother who is not accepted to be a woman cannot, of course, accept a pregnancy.

I was frightened by the foreign matter that gradually grew up in my body, and I was pushed to the verge of madness, and I tried to miscarry again and again.

It seems that most of them stayed asleep until they gave birth to their mother. It's a wilderness that can be used because magic has no sequelae.

But when she gave birth, it seemed like Neurosis.

My great-grandmother, who doesn't know that, took my mother to the Imperial City with my grandfather while my grandmother was sleeping.

In this regard, the book says, "To be honest, I was relieved."

You took me away, and you turned me away from my mother, who hates me as a foreign object.

That's why I was angry that my aunt's biased aristocratic ideas had been implanted, but in terms of this, I said, "In what way do you say that?" "I don't even have to think about it.

When it comes to my grandfather, my grandmother wrote "I thought she was a friend" in a betrayal way, but who and who trampled on my grandfather's humanity first?

I wonder if these books can be shown to the people who worship my grandmother.

When I finished speaking, His Highness Theon looked at me with the look of a heartburn.

"... so what was the book after all?"

Isn't that a confession or something like confession?

I don't know.

All I know is that even if I had known the existence of this book before I gave it to my mother, I would not have hesitated to do it.

I don't like people who are connected to the blood of Kikunoi, including me.