"... Oh, it's finally a paragraph."
"No ... this time it was painful."
When the sun started to fall, I finally delivered the requested program, and I was completely weak with Hashimoto in the next seat.
"Every time we meet, we order something that isn't written on the purchase order ..."
"It's hard because the price is the same as the one I added later, but I think it's going to be a bad idea if the price isn't going to increase."
Hashimoto, who doesn't complain too much, seems to have answered this time and is complaining.
"Well, anyway, what did you do?
"Good work"
I lifted the canned coffee I bought with two people and opened the pull tab at the same time.
Today was the delivery day, and I was feeling sick from the morning, but I was finally able to settle down.
When I relaxed thinking about that, my smartphone in my pocket vibrated.
"Hmm?"
Who is at this time? I took out my smartphone from my pocket and looked at the screen. It was a message from Sayu.
"From now on, I'll call my senior part-time job to my house. It looks like Yoshida will return before he returns. I'll contact you for the time, but don't worry too much. '
it is written like this.
"Senior part-time job ..."
I felt strange in the text.
Is it Asami? No, if it's Asami, it's just writing "Asami", and I won't bother writing like this.
In that case, it is probably a senior who is not Asami, but the sentence "Do not worry too much" at the back is strangely worrisome.
You don't have to worry about calling someone who has become good friends. In fact, Asami has gone up on his own, and recently Sayuu has no longer contacted him about it.
When I was thinking so far, I remembered what she was told a few days ago.
"Some of my seniors have an out-of-the-year atmosphere."
"I wonder what it's like ... I'm just saying it's yaritin."
At that moment, I suddenly got up from my desk.
I saw this as if the neighbor Hashimoto was surprised. Mr. Goto, sitting at a distant desk, shook his shoulders and shook his eyes.
I was in a hurry and sat back in my chair, but a few seconds ago a bad feeling swirled in my chest.
"Yoshida, what happened?"
Hashimoto next door worried.
My thoughts turned around.
Delivery has been completed. All that remains is to take over the report and post-processing. There is no content that only I can understand.
At high speed, my thoughts turned around, and I told Hashimoto wearing a jacket on a chair.
"I'm sorry, I'm leaving early.
"Well, what happened?"
"I'll explain next."
"... Oh no, I understand.
Hashimoto smiled and waved his hand.
"I don't know what it is, but it's better to hurry."
"Sorry. Thank you."
I messed up my laptop in a business bag, checked only if I had my wallet and a cell phone, and immediately ran out of the office.
From behind, I heard Goto-san's voice saying, "What's up, Mr. Yoshida !?" and Hashimoto's voice, saying, "I was stomach-acheful enough to be born!"
No matter how hurry, the train does not get faster.
Shaking on the train with a frightened feeling, I could not stand even if I was on the way and asked Sayu, "Are you OK? ], But there was no reply.
Uneasiness further accelerated, and as soon as I got off at the nearest station, I ran with all my might. Running is not a great distance.
I quickly arrived at the house, turned the door keys messy and opened the door.
The first thing that jumped into my eyes was an unfamiliar man looking at me with a simple expression. Then, when you look away, Sayu is leaning against the wall.
"... Sayuu!"
When she called her name with an out-of-order breath, Sayu sighed, as if surprised, with her mouth open.
If you look, Sha Yu's hair is quite disordered. The clothes were not wrinkled, but wrinkled.
And a man I don't know in the room.
I felt my body temperature rise sharply. It is surely cool.
But a little reason in me stopped the man from almost immediately jumping.
"... Sayu"
Looking at SaYu, she looked at me in a stupid manner.
"... Is this your boyfriend?"
I know the answer, but I asked.
This is my house with Sayu. I thought it would be unreasonable to drive out the humans that Sayu invited me alone.
You can see that Sa Yu's eyes are clearly moist, even from a distance. Sha Yu shook, shouting his head sideways, without any voice.
I nodded and asked one more thing, Sayuu.
"... Do you want a knob?"
When I said that, Sayu finally cried in tears from the corners of her eyes and shook her head.
"OK"
The moment I saw it, my body moved like a spring.
"E, cho, chocho"
"Come, come on!"
"Please stop violence, violence !!"
"Good, come on!"
Grab a man's neck and take him out. Fortunately, thanks to being a thin man, I was able to pull out of my house without difficulty, even though I wasn't trained.
Close the door, lock it, and glare at the man.
"Who are you?"
When asked, the man laughed with a spatula, asking if I could afford a little bit with my release.
"Yaguchi. Kaya Yaguchi"
"Are you a part-time job of Sa Yu?"
"Haha, I'm giving you that name. I've been calling you Misaki, but that girl."
"Misaki ...?"
"He's been at my house a few months ago, only for a few days."
On hearing that, I realized the significance of the matter.
He had somehow reunited with a man who had rented a house long ago, and perhaps ... forgive his body.
So was it written "Do not worry"?
"Anyway, that's the case with that child's senior. I'm here because I'd like you to put me in the house."
"I know that, because I also got a message."
"That's why I flew away in a hurry. That's a lot of worry."
Yaguchi had no hostility to me. Well, of course, because I'm exposing him to hostility.
"What were you doing"
Asked in a straight-ball, Yaguchi smiled as if surprised and then smiled.
"Did you not see? I was trying to have sex."
I feel like something explodes in my body. Please bear your hands. She stomped on the ground in the hallway.
"I'm sorry"
"I'm not joking. I'm so serious. I don't really care for that girl."
"It's natural! I'm a high school student!"
"No, no, where is it ...?"
Yaguchi smiled at me and pointed at me.
"It's more unusual to keep a high school girl concealed for two months and do nothing. It's just taking the social risks at home. What are the benefits?"
"It's a merit or something like that ..."
"No no no no"
Yaguchi blocked my words.
"Nobody accepts the disadvantages without merit! I don't mind saying beautiful things, but don't blame just one person."
"Fuz ... I'm sorry! Adults ... It's not correct for adults to use children like that!"
When I shouted, Yaguchi blinked and then sighed on purpose.
"No, this person can't talk."
"What is that?"
"I tell you, you're the same."
"Ah, who are you?"
"With me"
I couldn't follow the two phrases in Yaguchi's words. Is this the same as me? I can't understand what I'm talking about.
"When the high school girl rolled into the house saying 'Please help me,' and I were with you when I hid it. You're a criminal when you're at home. ''
"That's why. Isn't that much different if you're already a criminal?"
"It's not the same as rape is a crime, but it's not the same thing. I'm saying that I'll give my body in exchange for living at home, so what's wrong with enjoying it?"
"... you are strange"
"What's wrong is that."
Yaguchi told him to sow.
"I'm going to do housework, so I'm living at home, but are you going to pretend to be a newlywed ??-I don't know what my hobby is, but I'm sorry to be able to settle down free for two months and even get a part-time job. not"
"I can't even force him to say he doesn't want to return."
"Ah, you really can't talk."
Yaguchi smiled ridiculously again, and then immediately turned her cold gaze at me. The elusive smile suddenly disappears, and I feel like I'm grabbing an organ with my bare hands.
"So, do you take care of that child for a lifetime?"
I was suffocated by that question.
"Do you want to raise that child for the rest of your life? What about college? How do you find a job?"
Yaguchi is sowing. I want to repeat, but nothing comes out.
He paused once and exhaled a little.
"Look, you're irresponsible."
After saying that, Yaguchi exhales with his nose.
"I'm together, together. Sex or not, but in the end, you're just doing what you want to do now with that child. Perhaps, but if that child becomes inconvenient for you, you have no choice but to get rid of it anyway, no matter what you think now .... "
After saying so quickly, Yaguchi said slowly, keeping me staring at me.
"Because you are not a child's parent."
Yaguchi's words felt like he was squeezing my stomach.
I knew it. that thing is.
Still ... I wanted to save. Is that feeling wrong?
"But"
I say, holding my fist barely.
"Still"
I stared at Yaguchi in front of me.
"I never want to be one of the adults who embeds strange values in him."
Yaguchi's point is probably correct. I can't say it back.
I don't think he justifies what he's doing.
It came out of my chaotic heart, but this was definitely my honest feeling.
Yaguchi looked at her for a few seconds with suspicious eyes like an alien would, and then looked away and scratched her head.
"... I'm a poor person.
With that said, he turns his heels as if weak and starts walking down the hallway.
"Hey!"
Yaguchi turned around when she stopped.
"What?"
"Don't be afraid of Sayu anymore.
In my opinion, Yaguchi sighs even worse.
"If you think you're entangled in a masturbation guy just like you, your lower body will also wither.
Saying that, Yaguchi, who started walking again, stopped suddenly in the middle of the corridor and turned around.
"If you say so much and throw it out immediately, you'll be super crazy.
Yaguchi said so in a stupid tone.
"I'm not going to do that."
"Well, I guess, but ... If Misaki quit her part-time job, I'll laugh at you, thinking that you've lost, thank you."
Yaguchi walked down the corridor, telling him to dump. After watching her disappear, I leaned against the wall in the hallway.
Yaguchi's words spin around in his brain.
"You may feel better and feel good about saving that child."
What's wrong trying to save you?
I don't know if I'm angry or sad. A very hot emotion couldn't get out of my chest, swirling around, further increasing the temperature.
What's wrong trying to help a hurt child.
"Do not be silly……"
Words leaked from the back of my throat. The breath is hot.
It's an advantage or a disadvantage, say that.
Adults who should protect their children.
nobody.
"Fuck……"
I guess no one saved him.
You didn't even reach out gently.
Why don't I do it?
"You didn't do it ..."
For girls who have already been wounded, more and more irreparable wounds are being borne.
I've probably abandoned it without taking responsibility.
"If you want to do it to me ... I wish you had done it !!!"
Emotions in the chest were expelled through the throat and out of the mouth, as they finally took shape and exploded.
Breathing becomes rough. For some reason, my view fluctuated. It took a few seconds to notice that tears were coming out.
Sitting down on the wall in the hallway, I was breathing and suddenly the door of the next house opened.
She is a nice woman who lives next door.
"Um ... a little noisy, but ... is that OK?"
A neighbor who had never had a conversation except to greet the day after coming over was staring at her apparently confused expression, and I felt her face turn red.
"I'm sorry ... I'm noisy.
"Oh, no ... I hope I solved it."
"Yes……"
After a strange conversation, the neighbor snapped the door.
I sigh.
A little calm down.
When I calm down, I remember that Sayu was in the house. Yes, she's more than my anger now.
If you hurry and pull the doorknob, you will hear a dull noise and the door will not open. Speaking of which, I locked the key myself.
After a sigh, insert the key and open the door.