I Swear I Won’t Bother You Again!
139. The weapon of conjecture
For Violet, the school was in a sense a paradise. Few outside enemies, a certain discipline, and the existence of neutral educators. It's not as simple as words, of course, but it's much more visible than the enclosed spaces hidden in the walls of the home. Everyone benefits from the opportunity to objectively observe what they do. I've never seen anyone think labyrinth circuits are useful in attacking Violet.
"Hah...."
I took an unexpectedly big breath and slowly exhaled. The weight on your shoulders won't go away, but it must be just an illusion to feel a little lighter. The only place to spend a day in peace of mind. I don't like to study, but I'd rather stick to my desk than spend time in that house. Above all, I was able to meet the loved ones who supported me.
A dear friend, a lover. Attention to someone is much happier and much more painful than imagined.
It's been a long time since I've been here alone.
Previously, I had been swinging around some of the less popular places on campus. I was conscious of attracting attention just by being there, so I didn't want to be spoken to badly and incited to get on track as before. I can't believe you have the strength to push it through.
So when I was enjoying myself in various places, I met Rosette. I know the pleasure of being with someone, and I know what it means to listen.
"... it's boring."
I giggled and laughed at the words I said. I can't believe that a day comes to me that reminds me of a time when I'm with someone and I don't think I'm as happy as being alone. The fact that I don't think it will clog is evidence of the fun. I think I'm kind of funny and happy. A year ago, if I told myself what I was feeling, I wouldn't believe it, and I'd be laughing with my nose. I could easily imagine myself laughing at something that had gotten so sweet.
You still believe in people after all that damage? I didn't love anyone, I didn't need anyone. So you're going to reach out to someone again? After all, it's just an unparalleled crush.
You will deny it with strong words and desperately blame it. I said stop it, give it up. Nobody loves Violet.
I used to believe that. And in fact, that was the end of it. It's not a distant past, I'm still at my age, and I'm spending my second day.
Now, it's fun to be by someone's side and to be in love with your precious disciples.
(... I wonder what they're both doing)
Will Yuran be off again today? I don't know the reason, but I was relieved that it was not a medical condition.
I wonder if Rosette was having lunch with some of the acquaintances she'd seen before. Just because Violet refused, they wouldn't leave her alone. I have my stepmother's request now and I will not be with her after school. Apart from lunch, the relationship between the two in different classes will be zero. If I hadn't met that day, I would still be someone else to know my face and name.
I can't believe you're worried about shaking your heart right now. I laugh bitterly at unparalleled thoughts.
I wanted you to worry. I wanted you to think about it. Thinking only about Violet, I wanted him to act with the greatest concern. I was supposed to be such a human being, but I don't want to worry about it.
(... it's time to go back)
Less popular places tend to blur the sense of time. Be careful, if you don't take early action, you'll be late in no time.
Stand up slowly and proceed from the courtyard through the outer hallway to the campus. Looking at the increase in the number of people but the small number of people taking lunch, it appears that Violet's sense of time was more accurate than she had expected. It's an old habit and a habit.
"Ah...."
A pure white shadow was seen in the opposite window. A ring of blessed angels shines on her unclean pearl hair. Mary Jun laughed as she remembered peace and happiness whenever she saw it and wherever she was.
Is there a member who is always in a study group with Yuran? I saw the gear a little farther away, so I'm sure that's the right answer. I think it's because I always knew Yuran and Gear better than I thought. Even so, the long Yuran and brown gear stand out. The fact that you can't see the shadow of Yuran still seems to be off today.
What would Yuran have felt if he had been there?
………
Along with the feelings that came to mind, Mary Jun and the others were also distracted. Sometimes I don't see it, but it goes on in peace. Sometimes it's better not to know, or to pretend not to know.
If you don't know there's a scratch, you won't even feel the pain.