I Swear I Won’t Bother You Again!
42. Totally
What do students do when all classes are over, especially when they don't have any business?
Those who go straight home, those who stop by with friends, those who do some errands in the school. Wouldn't it be normal to go home if you didn't need it, and vice versa, to stay?
Will that business include not wanting to go home? I'm alone because I don't have any friends to hang out with. You'll be with me if you tell Yulan, but I'm sorry to let myself use Yulan's time just because I don't want to go home.
So in the end, I left the classroom alone and often chose a place with as few people as I could and waited for the time to pass.
I also thought about killing time in libraries and cafeterias, but most people think the same thing, two of which are basically always a lot of people.
"... for an hour or so."
The voices of those who spend their thoughts reach their ears but no one in their sight. The neat greens are beautiful, but is it the scene that comes from Violet's feelings that she looks a little lonely because of the lack of color?
It's basically a free school, but it's not like students who don't need anything in particular can play forever. Students who have a student council or some kind of work, if they don't have a reason to do so, are encouraged to go home, and if they don't have the use to refuse it, they have nothing else to follow.
The time limit is, an hour later. Not long enough for the sun to set, but the time period when the color of the sky begins to change.
Spread the book I brought from home, and the one I've spent the last few days on is almost over. Probably will finish reading by the end of the day.
(I don't know what I'm going to do next... I can go out, but when I pass it on, it's troublesome.)
When I said that I was still new to my memory that I wanted to be free to do what I wanted to do, I had fewer hopes of being fulfilled than I thought when I had time to think about it properly.
The first time I thought about going out, it would be troublesome to pass it on to my father from where I asked him to pick me up. Especially since my father seems to take it personally that Violet owes Mary Jun for turning down Mary Jun's invitation. I just prioritized the others once and got a hell of an interest. Even though he slows down his return time every day, if Mary Jun wants anything, he will step into Violet's heart without the hesitation of the shards.
That, to be honest, is a hassle. I can't say enough without scratching.
So until now, I've been doing as much as I can in the school, but I've already been in the middle of it for four years. It's not like the interior will change even if the building changes. Although there are new and more classrooms, all of them are for use in class.
"... you don't have more content than I thought."
Not so much a new side...... Originally, self-consciousness was not so developed. It keeps flowing as they say, and that exploded above the prescribed value is the last result.
Where I've taken all of that away, all I have left is an empty self.
(Ah... hey, maybe not)
There was more to my heart than I thought. Maybe this is what being reminded is all about.
Hoping to go free, I thought I could fly as long as I escaped from that house.
But that's not true. Freedom is a responsibility, and all choices are your will. I'm sure that's a very big deal, 'cause I never knew it before.
"... Violet?
"Huh..."
Thoughts that were solidifying into suddenly descending realities resurrect thoughts in the voices that reached my ears. It was Claudia with a bunch of paper in one hand who was ahead of her when she raised her face.
Speaking of which, I recall that this place was close to the student council room. It's because of the lack of people. No one makes a scene near where people are working, and if that's a princely student chairman, it's all the more so.
You didn't think you'd see her in this place, Claudia's expression was round her eyes. Apparently, earlier names were out of my mouth more unconsciously than I called them. Did it make sense to confirm?
We've noticed each other, and the side we've talked to about Claudia. He couldn't even walk away silently somehow.
"You hadn't left yet"
"Yeah, well..."
There was no reason to say that I didn't want to go home, etc., and I didn't lie that that was why I needed you, and I could only take a way to cloud my teeth badly. You felt something in your deviant gaze, and there was nothing more going on.
"Is Master Claudia a student council job?
"Well...... it's time for the average student to go home"
"Right..."
It won't be that long until the sun slightly deepens its inclination and darkens.
It's only natural that I have to go home, and I can't get used to this time that I feel almost every day. It may be a good thing to wait to go to school, but it's not my fault that I feel sad as soon as I join in reluctance to go home.
You noticed a shady look when you came home just surfaced, and Claudia can't go on with the following words either.
A little silence and a spin of thought. While looking for a reason to leave the scene, the heavy legs don't move like they crawled through the roots.
I guess the hesitation conveyed it. Claudia opened her mouth first.
"Violet, are you just leaving now?
"Yes, I intend to..."
"If you have time... could you help me a little?"