I Swear I Won’t Bother You Again!

48. Before it overflows

Thanks to Mary Jun's slight change of mind, I think my immediate worries are clear. I didn't change my mind, but it seems that he understood the importance of fixing it and the exterior.

That's not true, though, if you're asked if that would change Violet's life.

Violet stays out of the family circle the same way, without being drawn in or getting close to herself. Rather, I forgive you for coming any closer to Mary Jun and shaking some emotion.

Although we have made stronger decisions about the way forward after graduation, there is nothing we can do at this stage.

If someone notices after a rather poor effort, the road to the monastery will be closed at that point. I can't believe the Duke's maid went out of her way to become a Sister... I wouldn't say none, but I'm certain of the things that come to my attention of curiosity.

And if it puts it in my father's ear, he will be questioned, reprimanded without asking why, and at the end of the day he will be daughter-in-law to someone who is somehow beneficial to the Vahan family. Honestly, that's easier to imagine than being a sister in due course.

(But well... I guess when it comes to peace)

If Mary Jun changes her attitude, there will be a little less haters in this sight. For those who coarsely seek, good deeds can also be interpreted as bad deeds, but such people know all around them. Because clinging means that it's so unnatural.

Then it seems good to think that the most fearful things in the school can be avoided. I don't care if someone hates Mary Jun. Because Violet's only concern is Mary Jun's reaction to such a raw man.

"─ Chan,... Vio, are you there?

"Oh... I'm sorry, I don't know"

"Is it here?

"Uh... yeah, I'm fine"

Large libraries in large schools do not compromise the size of students gathering all over the school. Seating is like a mountain, and there are several rooms in the school that serve as libraries first. Though many of them are named for salons and the only place that is' library 'for both fame is here with the widest collection of books. Is it like headquarters and branches?

And there are quite a few people everywhere today. Both the salon and the library are packed with similar people.

When it comes to textbooks and notebooks and why students who have spread their writing equipment bother studying in the after-school library, there will only be one reason.

Yulan won't have to check with me to find out.

"Yeah. But I was wondering if Vio would compliment me if I got it right."

Come to grin, Yulan is in such a good mood himself that he doesn't think he's studying. If you like studying, that may be natural, but Yulan doesn't particularly like it, even if he's good at schooling.

I'm in such a good mood that Yulan is going to sing out his nose, just because there's Violet next door. Nothing. I'm not seriously encouraging you to study under the pretext of being with Violet. I also needed to study, so I just targeted two birds with one stone.

"Well... if you answer all the questions correctly, you can think of a reward?

"Really!? Yay."

It's not like the two of us were in a study group, or Violet as a teacher, but there's nothing like treating Yulan to something somewhere if he wants to. And Yulan's academic achievement would make it as easy as answering all the questions correctly.

"Look, we need to finish this by closing time"

"Yes."

In the words, a look that was not nervous turns into something serious in an instant. Yulan, whose calm atmosphere doesn't go away without laughing, but it's hard to say calm to the boulder how he lays his eyes down against the notebook. Still not as sharp as Violet. They say the dripping eye area looks unconditional and soft.

Currently, Violet and the others are in the middle of a test study.

The year is divided into three semesters, twice a semester and six times a year. Testing all subjects in three days to keep track of students' academic performance is basically not a system much preferred by students. This is still the first time in the new school year, so it's still better, but the scope of the test is everything I've learned, which means that the closer I get to the end, the wider the range and the more difficult it becomes.

Honestly, I'm not kidding if I'm studying in an honest attack method. If you can understand everything you've been taught just through a preview review, you won't have a hard time.

So the students use a little way out. That's not, of course, a fraud called canning, etc., but really a bit of a test tactic.

"I'm glad Vio left you with a test from the past"

"You knew Yulan was coming and you wouldn't throw it away."

That's the easiest thing to do, having the upper grader tell you the test questions of the past.

The teachers are not free either. I can't even recreate a test six times a year every time the school year goes up. Above all, the content of teaching remains the same, so changing only the test questions is not a hassle for teachers twice.

Because of this, basically the test questions don't change that much every year. Even if it doesn't match perfectly from one to ten, there are 60% … maybe 70% of the same problems. Even though there is no such thing as a difference in text or numbers from the solving side.

However, this tactic cannot be used in the entrance exams at the end of the semester, so it doesn't change that you have to study properly. Tactics are only meant to make things easier, not a must.

"No, I thought Vio would leave you..."

That's how I got help every time I was in the middle office. But this time, I thought there was someone else to give the benefit.

My sister, who knows neither the right nor the left, than Yulan, who knows the test situation of the school...... because she helps Mary Jun better. Whether that's Violet's will or not.

Violet nodded briefly as to whether what she was going to say had been conveyed with that carefree gaze, and she left her gaze dropped on the textbook without looking concerned about anything.

"I'm not going to push anything she hasn't asked me to. And... because you won't have to."

I'm sure Violet grasps Mary Jun's brain better than she does herself. Once upon a time, Mary Jun shined first place in the school year without difficulty, even if she did not cooperate in any way with complete harassment and, on the contrary, increased her obstructive work.

Mary Jun was the type of person who didn't know the hardship, although she said she wouldn't have a hard time if she could understand just listening to the class. I mean, an undisputed genius.

As for this one, if you asked me, I would have cooperated... but apparently I don't have the opportunity to do so.

"That's a good thing, so I won't fail to take care of myself. If we don't get good grades anyway, we won't be able to work together, will we?

"... yeah, good luck"

I'm looking forward to it.

At the same time, Yulan would get satisfactory results with his strength alone. If you get nervous or anxious or something happens that you can't demonstrate your abilities at some kind of happening, the story will change, but you don't need to worry about it either.

Instead, it's Violet who has to work hard.

"... tough, I wonder"

A small voice overflowed the weak noise so that it could not reach Yulan, who faced the problem again.

For Violet, this test is going to be the second time around, but that's not true if she asks me if it's going to be less difficult. I tried pretty hard last time, but still a sumptuous mention of Mary Jun's grades, which turned out to be bittersweet from my father.

There's nothing wrong with Violet's brain. Rather, it falls into a category that is better than average. Still not to the feet of a genius, but I don't mind because I've already given up on that.

The question is, to what extent can that bitterness be mitigated? The last time I took it above average, Violet said it back, and it developed into an outrageous reward. As a feather to ask unilaterally this time, I want to shift my father's interest to praise for Mary Jun as soon as possible.

I had to score a pretty good score when it came to that, but I never thought I'd get it again, even though I did once, and most importantly, a year ago. If I can remember a test I took a year ago because I was even imprisoned, I memorize the whole class with that memory.

And most importantly, Violet doesn't have anyone to borrow past tests. I mean, I can't use the tactics that many students use in their tests.

Not that I don't know any senior students, but what I'm reading is the scope of my acquaintance. To the extent that you can ask me to tell you the test questions, none of them exist as one. And a character named Violet is not someone you can easily ask people to do.

This means that you have to pack it in your head from one to ten without predicting the problem.

Because it was the same last time, but to be honest, it was pretty hard. That was even the case with the first test, and as much as I had updated the worst every six times since, I cursed the test over and over and I wanted to burn the school. I burned them all several times in my brain.

Even if I hunt myself down to that point and do excellent work, I can't believe that I'm being scolded compared to my praiseworthy or culminating sister... and now I think I'm opening up to the height of the hurdle imposed on me. The fact that both sisters had the same condition that they did not use test tactics would have oiled my father's comparison more.

My sister is still number one, but what were you doing?

I said I worked hard, and the results that came out of the numbers are great proof for my father. I said I worked hard, but I didn't get to admit it. He said he was worse than Mary Jun, easier and lazier than Mary Jun.

If you were born with ten abilities, you should be able to acquire them with hard work. It's each talent, no superiority or inferiority.

To Mary Jun, a genius, Violet's efforts were no match. Just to say that the fact has become a scornful story for my father.

(Didn't they scold you for not making excuses)

He said not to use talent as an excuse. With that mouth praising Mary Jun as a genius, I reprimand Violet for not making enough effort.

It was the first moment I saw how biased that man's mind was. Because of that, I realized it more than once afterwards, and at the end of the day, I get used to it, but I felt frustrated by the sense of despair at the time. Although my memory is obscured because it was a year ago.

I know that Mary Jun is a genius, and I already know that in my own thought effort, there is no match for that. So I'm not even pessimistic about my lack of talent right now.

"The result tells the whole story..."

Not for Violet, not for my father. Results are everything, not the ordeal of the process. I can't overrule the fact that I'm inferior to Mary Jun in trying to claim that I did my best.

At the end of the day, I have no other way but to work hard in ways that are just as inefficient as last time.

Ha... and I thought no one would notice a sigh overflowing unconsciously. Violet herself was even out of consciousness, naturally.

Normally, I guess so. Let us not forget that now next to Violet is a man who, above all in this world, thinks of the presence of Violet.

Even if he's studying seriously, there's no way Yulan misses hearing about Violet's worries.