I Swear I Won’t Bother You Again!
66. The day I cut a cross at the bottom of hell
I think you're right about your eyes saying things as much as your mouth does.
Looking at it is a sign of interest, and there is only more evidence that I am concerned about it, and I want to retain the meaning of staring at it. I don't even know the good or bad emotions to include, but the root of the act of seeing is because the mind is right for the other person.
(Even so, it's easy to understand)
From now on we have noticed the gaze that is poured on Violet. Maybe who owns it.
Claudia had mostly said something when Yulan was on her side.
However, this time… Abominably for Yulan, Claudia's gaze is on Violet, not herself.
If it's your opponent, you just have to ignore it.
"If it's the last day of the test, maybe we'll have some time."
"That's right...... do you two have a good night's party or something?
"That's good, that sounds fun"
Smiling Violet melts the tongue that seemed overflowing. It doesn't matter if Violet is laughing at his consciousness, which would still be good for him.
That generosity also seems to be because Violet doesn't notice Claudia's gaze.
"As for having lunch somewhere... is there anything Yulan wants to do?
"I don't... I don't know, I don't know."
By the time I can stay with Violet in the first place, Yulan's hopes are 90% fulfilled. The remaining 10% is a greed that comes from love, so now it is something that cannot yet be fulfilled. I mean, there's nothing more to be desired at the moment.
"Then think about where you want to go by the day."
"Better than me, Vio..."
"No. This is also a reward for Yulan's hard work."
That said, if it's a reward for Yulan, it's done by the time Violet is there. I can't think much of what I want because I'm inherently lacking in appetite.
When Yulan himself wants something, in the middle of the reason is Violet. Rather, the presence of Violet is essential to Yulan's greed. Without her, Yulan wouldn't even want to breathe.
"Hmmm......"
This is so elusive. I don't want to bother Violet, and I want to receive her reward without taking any shards, but I didn't know she lacked the key 'reward'.
That's true when it comes to happy worries, but I find this to be somewhat more difficult than testing.
"By the day, think about it…"
The sound squeezed out with a bitter face was unexpectedly unreliable.
Honestly, I haven't thought of anything, but if it was for Violet, I'd come up with something. unsubstantiated confidence, but there was certainty. I've got a lot of expectations for myself in the future, but I'm probably going to be fine.
"... if you don't like it, you can say no"
"That's not all. Never."
Violet's expression, anxious, turns to Yulan, who inadvertently denied it to his eating mood. I could see somewhere young to be blinking my eyes, and I was well surprised at Yulan's reaction. Because if you still don't deny it, Violet will surely misunderstand.
I can understand what Violet thinks about Yulan's reaction.
Was it annoying, or maybe, I really don't like it?
How many people know that Violet is actually twice as sensitive to a person's complexion? Perhaps she isn't aware of it herself, or even has a verse that she thinks is rather dull.
But that's just pretending not to notice unconsciously. Her ability to read the air is so hypersensitive that she even notices small changes after a little distraction. The antenna that you don't have to realize or even pick up what you don't have to look at is not because it performs well, it just breaks down and you can't make a rounding choice.
Because I'm a born and raised person in a world I can't live without.
That's why you shouldn't neglect to tell.
"I'm so happy, and I'm looking forward to it. I just can't get what I want."
"Well... sorry, you rushed it"
"Yeah. I didn't think I was this greedy either."
"Sure... Yulan doesn't really say he likes this or wants it"
"Right..."
Anyone who wants to have it in their hands even if they die is in front of them right now, but it is visible that they will regret dying if they don't try to prepare and timing it properly. Failure is also said to be the mother of success, but one chance can be said about this. If you fail, you won't be given another chance, and if you hit it poorly, you'll make yourself not only unhappy, but even Violet.
Such an ending must not be the only one. I won't even allow the possibility. Such a world is wrong that Violet's future is not happy.
Whoever else you make unhappy, only she has to be happy.
(Whoever gets unhappy...)
Yeah, even if that's, like, Yulan himself.
…………
"Yulan?"
"Hey, Vio"
……
Round, big eyes, photographing Yulan and holding strange colors. Shining with chillari chillari, little Yulan did not doubt this eye as a gem. I saw a lot more stuff than I did back then. Real jewels, though I've been accumulating knowledge with my eyes.
Still, these eyes are the only thing of value to Yulan. It's just beautiful there, more beautiful when you laugh.
The most beautiful and honorable thing in Yulan's memory at all times is the presence of Violet.
So, if Violet's happy, that's fine, even though I think so.
"... if you don't decide until the day, look with me"
"Yeah, of course, I'll hang out with you as much as I want."
─ ─ I fell in love. I want him to love me.
The laughter overlaps. If Violet laughs at the bottom of hell, she'll be happy.
The day she fell in love, Yulan wished the goddess happiness from hell.
And when that wish blew to dust, I swore never again that I would wish Violet happiness to anyone else.
To a man who doesn't think of Violet, to a fool who doesn't know the dignity of the goddess, her love is past. It's too late to be attracted to the beauty of the habit that I threw away if I didn't need it.
You can sneak past yourself at the bottom of the same hell you once experienced.
With so many curses, hatred, clouding my eyes and pretending not to notice.
(Now, if I knew how that man felt)
If Claudia's eyes find out where to go after them. When I realized I was attracting that man.
If the day comes when the desire to be loved comes true.
Who would Violet choose?
How can I make her happy?