I Swear I Won’t Bother You Again!
68. Sacrifice of Conservation
Violet took Yulan to a clockshop. I'm a little far from where I was just now, so I'll go and pick up the repairs as soon as I get out of here. I won't be able to take a break, but Yulan wasn't tired originally, and if Violet prioritized this one, there are no shards of thought to differ.
And it's clear from the last minute conversation that you don't have to ask what you're doing here.
"I bought my watch here, too. Because I also handle watches and have a wide range of designs."
"Heh... Vio, you've been around here before"
"Yes, I mean, it's actually my first time. You picked my watch because it's Marin."
"Oh, that's the thing."
Violet is not good at watches either for reasons similar to Yulan's. Sometimes I don't like decorations, and the watches Violet has completely ignored my taste in the first place. Repair what my father used to use or order the exact same design...... there are overwhelmingly many masculine objects. And the size, too, slips through Violet's thin wrist.
Until Marin got me my current pocket watch, I used a simple watch that matched her. Designed to be too simple, just with the metal watch part stuck to the belt of the synthetic skin, but much better than what I have that doesn't fit the size or design.
However, I can't get used to the feeling of being restrained on my wrist, and Marin found my current pocket watch while I was forgetting to wear it.
"Can you put this in a bag or keep it in your pocket?
Look at the many dials lined up and look for something that might fit Yulan.
I left it to Marin to do the right thing when I was myself, but choosing Yulan's stuff somehow bounces my mind. I just judge it doesn't look good when I choose my stuff, but when it comes to looking for something Yulan likes, that's all I'm responsible for, and that's why it's fun. I guess it's a big deal because they're Yulan.
Because I know Yulan's taste, and I think he would laugh without blaming me if he chose something funny.
"It's hard to use if you're too small because your hands are big."
"Right...... but if Vio chose me, I'll take care of it"
That's not what I'm talking about.
Yulan, who was originally meant to lead somewhat, but goes around behind Violet while Nico, seems to be fully willing to delegate his choice. My eyes are only on Violet, who is troubled, not the earliest watch.
"Because it's what you use, it has to be easy to use."
That's what I said, I took what I saw in my hand. Functionality becomes important for Yulan with less attention to design. Something sturdy and familiar in your hands.
(Hmmm......)
Clocks with similar sizes are just right for their palms, but would Yulan be small? Some lack of presence leads to the same end road as the forgotten and abandoned watches. If you're going to lose your watch a lot, Yulan won't have much of a growing habit of carrying a watch in itself.
I want you to use it for a long time if possible, and I want you to like it. Honestly, I'm worried I don't need shards either, but it would be a natural thought for Violet, who doesn't know Yulan's inside.
"You think it's gonna be awesome when it fits my hand?
"Well... right"
At the height of Violet's gaze, Yulan's large palm sways. Instead of Violet's hand, a hand big enough to cover his face completely, though reasonable given his height. Violet has a pocket watch that feels palm-sized and looks like a child's toy as soon as she crosses Yulan.
"Easy to remove in your pocket would suffice. It's going to be too big for me."
Like other personnel, do you really know that Yulan himself is the one who uses it... I know and leave it entirely to Violet, so you say it's of poor quality? Assuming how bizarre and inconvenient things were chosen, the best brand for Yulan was chosen by Violet for his own sake, so there's nothing wrong with that.
From Violet, I want a little tip because I usually give the clock to Yulan, who loses it a lot.
Pukun, and swelled his cheeks slightly, looking up at Yulan with jittery eyes that didn't break his smile. A stubborn look. Faster than Yulan says anything to that look, he grabs that arm with both hands and draws it to himself.
"Yulan, let me know if you like it."
…………
The unintentionally close gaze gives a good look at Yulan's face. I was surprised to get my eyes closed, but I don't see how I felt uncomfortable. As if to tolerate children's pranks, all they did was shudder and overflow a grin.
"Yeah... well, let's pick it out together"
"It's Yulan you use in the first place, isn't it?
It's in the name of a reward from me, but that's why I don't have to accept Violet's choice without saying anything. Instead, we should give Yulan more and more hope because he's next to us in the corner. I would like to make my own choices, but I want you to be more than happy.
And I'm sure, because the time we're choosing together should be the most fun. Pick it out by yourself, much more than just give it away.
"What's Vio's?
"Me? I..."
When I showed it faster than I explained, I pulled my pocket watch out of my bag pocket.
In the form of half-hunters or demi-hunters, the lid is donut-shaped and the glass is embedded in the missing central part. In the simple making of silver, the watercoloured gems at the center of the needle were glossy brilliant.
I thought Marin would look good on Violet if he chose something, but Violet has it anyway...... is it because of his mind that he seems to associate Marin himself?
"It's an amulet."
"... oh, so"
It's like a clear ocean. It's probably an aquamarine stone. It's odd to say amulet.
Is it because it is the same stone as your name, or because it is the word of the stone? Probably a choice after considering both. Yulan knows very little about Marin, but he trusts Violet on that one point. And if it's even clear there, I don't care about the rest of it.
Most importantly, I don't want to buy Violet's disapproval because Violet is someone I trust wholeheartedly.
"Good for you, Vio"
"Yep."
He smiles happily and even tells me without saying that it's important to envelope him with both hands.
It would also be due to the extreme lack of opportunity to get things from people. That also reminds me of Violet, who thinks and chooses, which is only about Marin and Yulan. It seems to me that the first time I received a gift as' Violet 'was from Yulan. It's Christmas. When it's my birthday, my kids get a lot of presents, but I didn't have any connection to all of them.
"I would have liked to have aligned myself anyway, but I don't know what to do with it."
"Uh... oh, maybe a little small for Yulan to use"
"Yes, there is... yeah, I'll do something else"
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Violet's pocket watches are a good range of Violet's preferences, although they are somewhat reminiscent of Marin's design. And Violet doesn't like objects that originally have a lot of decoration. Although the size and delicate design is a feminine impression, it would be less uncomfortable for a man to use it. In the first place, Yulan doesn't have the nerves to worry about his surrounding impressions.
What a fascinating thing to match, it was supposed to jump. Even Violet will admit it with a smile.
But this is a gift that Marin chose only for Violet. She thought only of Violet, and you shouldn't be imitating her like a ride. Those who think of Violet in the same way have the courtesy to speak to each other.
Assuming Yulan was in Marin's shoes... if the gift chosen for Violet was used for Marin's delight. Even without anger, I would have found some discomfort.
Apart from the fact that Marin, who lives in devotion, and Yulan, who immerses herself in heart sickness and respect, have the same thoughts, it is wise to stop if she is not comfortable being done.
"There are a lot of things that I think look good on Yulan... but I can't think of any of them."
"I'd be happy to do anything Vio chooses, but hey"
"That's not what I'm talking about. Anyway, I like what you like."
On the troubled side with a serious eye, Yulan found his mouth loose.
Do many people not grasp or misunderstand Yulan's preference, which is rare in its own right because of its original concept of likes and dislikes? Either way, many people missee a man named Yulan. In a way, Violet also misunderstands Yulan's nature... so much so that he understands his slight preferences and bad tastes, he grasps the human value of Yulan.
Now Violet's head is filled with Yulan. She thinks only of herself.
To that fact, joyfully, a filled heart is going to burst.
It's time. It must be moments like this that I hope to stop.
"Yulan, are you listening properly?
"I'm listening."
"When you haven't heard that reply, you already... you like it, don't you?
"Hmm, I focus on ease of use, so when it comes to choosing by design..."
The expression that seemed obstinate turned and changed to caring about this one. That marks the end of this fun time. All this does is give Violet some unwanted worry and anxiety.
Where I thought time would stop, I know I wouldn't make that happen. In this store selling time, Yulan's wishes are just hilarious.
I don't know how long it's been, but there's also the receipt of the fix Yulan asked for. Taking more time is not a good idea.
Then it would be good to leave the store without buying anything for a good reason. If you say you can't choose, Violet will convince you, and you can use that as an excuse to go out with her again at a later date.
No matter how wet you are with your intentions, Violet will accept that as long as he has a filter for his brother. Using such wisdom, I tell you to go home today--
"Ah..."
"Vio...?
Two, three steps so that Violet, out of sight, can be sucked in. Stop in front of a different shelf than you ever wanted to see and observe one pocket watch with your hands on your knees.
The eyes that seemed to explore were brilliant with little joy when convinced of something.
"I knew..."
"What's going on?
This is my watch.
……
What the hell does my watch mean? Visiting Violet, who laughs at the expression of a prankster, probably won't answer.
Wondering, I do my gaze ahead of Violet pointing fingers. That made it easy to understand what she meant.
A type of pocket watch called a hunter case. In a cup of its lid section, a flower composed of unique petals of varying sizes blooms. Thin purple gems that were likely to dissolve in water were creating beautiful flower gardens.
"I see... it's definitely Vio's watch"
It is embellished with flowers. The colour of the gem is violet colour.
It certainly bears Violet's name, Violet's watch...... wouldn't be a mistake. Violet's name was not given by her parents, but by my mother's father, or Violet's grandfather, so I've never heard of it.
To the extent that Violet sees herself in a flower, Violet doesn't dislike her name.
"I'm suddenly sorry, I caught your eye..."
"Yeah, never mind"
I've noticed, but today's purpose is to find Yulan, not Violet's watch. I would have flowed and bought it if it was before the gift from Marin, but now I don't even think I need another watch anymore.
And Yulan's...... wouldn't want to use this design on boulders.
There is no flashy impression even in the flower garden covering the entire lid because the colour is pale or because the motif is faint. Although delicate beauty and adorability are elegant, they are too adorable for men to use. Most importantly, Yulan is not very good at delicate decorations.
Then again, this is not the right gift for Yulan... it should have been, if it had been.
"Hey, Vio. I'll do this."
Yulan's hand picks up the pocket watch before Violet turns her back. Could the slightly longer chain be due to the convenience of putting it in your pocket or lowering it off your neck, Jarrah sounded like metal rubbing against each other.
I looked up to the height of my gaze, and I looked at it happily, happily, like a child who sees a beacon through the sun. More sweetness was added to Yulan's wrapped air.
"Eh..."
"Reward me, I like this"
To the bewildered Violet, press precautions again. I know what she's thinking is in her hands, but Yulan's heart about wanting this won't shake, and I won't give in.
Violet found a connection to herself. That alone makes Yulan something special. And if I get special, this time I don't want to give it to anyone else.
Similar to the appetite for exclusivity, but I'm sure, heavier and deeper emotions.
"This is my amulet."
"Would it be in your interest..."
"A Yikes. I'll never lose it, and I'm sure I won't forget it."
"Is that in your interest?
I don't have a choice. I tolerate it with my usual sister smile. In Yulan's words, you must have seen an extension admiring your sister.
It's not really such a cute dimension... but Violet doesn't have to know. You just have to believe what she wants to see and what she wants to think. It is Yulan's mission and significance to make it true.
"If you like it, that's the best part."
"Yeah, thanks!
Grind your nails. Prepare all matters.
No rush, but sure. A fortress where no one can hurt her, a castle where she'll be happy. We have to build a paradise just for Violet.
Violet doesn't have to know. I don't know anything and I hope you celebrate the day. The only thing I'm uncomfortable about keeping Violet waiting in that house is being nauseous, but if I hurry and do something wrong, everything bubbles up and disappears.
I'll do anything. Let's use anything. So that she can choose her own thoughts alone. No worries, no intervention, so that you can reach as you wish.
People, thoughts, dedicate everything Yulan has.
Let's sacrifice that happiness for Violet.
If, even if, this thought does not arrive, the love heart runs wild. Even if the thoughts you sacrificed were nothing and you couldn't breathe, I wouldn't mind.
Yulan will never hurt Violet.