I Swear I Won’t Bother You Again!
92. Flat
For someone, as if the world were going to change. As something has happened that overshadows previous values.
The sun sets and the sun rises. Twenty-four hours a day makes me hungry and want to sleep. Even if something changes about someone, the world stays the same and everyday flows around. I'm sure some of the days Violet spent until yesterday were also a natural mutation for someone. Everywhere in your sleep time, you wake up, you eat, you move, you sleep again, you say that change is rolling.
"Good morning, Master Violet"
"... Morning, Marin"
Even as the world of Violet changes, so comes the natural day.
Changes in the mind can affect the five senses. I'm sure that's what it means to be a matter of feelings. It's stuck in the same vessel, so there will be parts that are close.
As soon as you fall in love, you think they seem even better? You think the hang-up was one thing, but when you realize it, everything around you seems uncomfortable?
Violet's eyes, aware of her love, show the usual world as usual.
Like some romantic novel I've read somewhere, it never gets more vivid. Just because Yulan isn't around doesn't mean he's covered in dark clouds. Some kind of unchanging vision that just receives what's there as it is. It is not a landscape that is calm, but also does not exist the worry of shards.
Flat, normal. Same as yesterday morning, when the day started again, there's just a sense of weight that I got used to the earliest.
"... today"
"Hmm...?
I'll take a change of clothes and look at this one. Marin smiles slightly, like a mouthful.
"I hope you can talk to Yulan."
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Nothing changes. Even today, the world is not nice to Violet. No one, no place, no change. The seer just makes his heart look different. On your own, self-centered, just different thoughts.
So this is just Violet's world.
"... yeah, right"
I just thought of him, just a little bit, and the world seemed soft.