I Swear I Won’t Bother You Again!

You think you can breathe easily or your body is light? The mind and body are close and affect each other. As weak as my heart is when my body breaks, or so much so that I have the word that illness is out of my mind in the first place. It's in a single vessel, so maybe there's nothing wrong with it.

"Master Vio, are you there?

"Yeah, I'm coming."

It's lunchtime and I take a seat in the voice calling myself. Although at the beginning I was uncomfortable with the uncomfortable feeling of not getting used to it and my classmates getting noticed. Now it's totally hectic, and I can still ignore the classmates who turn their curious gaze. Rosette looks the same, and her gaze, which was swimming at first, now stares straight at Violet.

"It's a little cloudy and chilly today, maybe better indoors"

"Oh, that's what I'm getting the salon ready for. I'm sorry, I should have told you."

"No, thank you!

"I chose a menu that Rosette might like once, but I think I can still change it"

"Because of me, I want Vio to think about what you eat."

"Yeah, of course, I think Chiffon Cake would be a great idea today."

"That's not what I'm saying... you know what I'm saying."

Oh, I don't know what you're talking about.

I couldn't help but laugh at Rosette's lack of power to swell her cheeks and stare at this one. When I showed it off, my round, swollen cheeks grew bigger. There is no shadow that was drawn by the initial tension, but rather for others, Rosette now has an unexpected look. From Violet's point of view, though I think it suits her well with a lovely vibe.

─ ─ Would it have been about ten days since you became aware of your feelings?

I was so confused, so scared, so desperate to disappear, it's something that calms me down even slightly over time. There are no lies in the thoughts I cried and revealed to Marin, but if that's why I can't do anything, I have to admit it. Now, if I already know where the roots are stretched and blossoming, then I just need to be careful that no one sees it later.

You don't water it, you don't put it out in the sun, you just have to wait until it withers. If there's nothing you can do about it, you just have to fix it in time.

"After all, it's still cloudy"

Rosette looked up out the window and squealed with a faint voice. It would be better to say it was overflowing by accident rather than on the subject, at a size. When Violet also turned her gaze outside, there was still an empty pattern that seemed to descend. Like a sponge containing water, if you squeeze it, it will pour a lot of rain.

"For this minute, it might be raining on your time to get home."

"Well... Shall we talk somewhere else after school today?"

We usually talked about that gazebo we first talked about, at a secret base for both of us, but it wouldn't be much of a good idea in this weather. Under this sky, even that spot, which is just dim, has turned into a more creepy color, and I feel the air is getting colder too. It would be stronger if it rained, and it could get wet and catch a cold.

"Right. Then I'll prepare it for you."

"Thanks"

I noticed Rosette walking next door with her face just a little below me. It's not as different as looking down, I'm sure it's a few centimeters. The height difference, to the extent that your gaze drops slightly, must be easy to talk to.

Does the discomfort bud because it associates someone big enough to look up?

(Yulan)

I haven't seen a face and can't hear a voice since we broke up funny that day.

Ten days...... not for that long, and there have been as many periods like this before. Until Yulan went up to the high ground in the first place, there was nothing wrong with it, not for ten days. You want to see your face, you want to hear your voice. Are you just hoping that your guilt for that day will make you want to apologize, or are you just screaming that your conscious love heart wants to see you?

Don't you know, are you just pretending not to see it, or are you serious about both? If I didn't know, I wouldn't have bothered you so much. How can this be different when you just realized the type of thoughts you had?

Before I found out about love, for what reason was I going to see Yulan?