I Swear I Won’t Bother You Again!
150. Those who have stopped praying
Jesus Christ, Misama. Do you hate me so much?
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I didn't think I could taste the feeling of blood boiling and the feeling of sudden cooling at the same time. I saw Violet on the floor, and I saw something red on her cheeks and lips, and my brain was filled with despair and anger. I couldn't stop breathing because I ran with all my strength. I scolded my knee, which seemed to be sitting down right now. Still, it was an ugly figure stuck to the door without enough.
I have to give you a hug. I need to protect you from my enemies with my back.
My eyes met. Violet, who is indifferent, is staring at us, and her dark eyes do not evoke emotions. No, it's not like I can't see it, but it's a color that I've already thrown away.
The man slipped through before reaching out.
"Dear Violet..."
Even if you want to chase away shadows, trembling feet don't move well.
Wait, please, don't leave me. I want to scream like that, but I know I can't do it, and I can't. You can't save him if he stops, or he dies. Then let me go with you, and I hope you will take me to that escape, but this foot is heavy enough to annoy me.
Still, don't fall desperately. When you hurry to let yourself feel helpless and try to step out, see the shadow of you rushing out to the same side as yourself.
"Eh...?
"Where are you going?"
Unexpectedly, he grabbed the arm. Although homosexual, the difference in power is evident in the small Mary Jun and the long Marine, who also performs hard work. I'm sure the wrist that I grabbed without stopping hurts. A slightly distorted expression complains of pain and doubt. With that expression, something even darker and heavier is overflowing inside your heart.
Something that rots, melts, crumbles and loses boundaries over the years. I can no longer tell what form each was born in and why. However, there was nothing I could do, and the desire to hurt the person in front of me accelerated beyond stopping.
"What are you going to do? What are you going to say? What face and in what language are you going to hurt him this time?"
I didn't think that the day would come when I would become aware of the moment when my words fell with a needle. It is not permissible because it is unconscious, but it should be more unacceptable to consciously cut people with the blade of words. The reason you shouldn't hurt people is much more fragile and weaker than you think, and in front of anger, it's like a branch that breaks easily.
"Don't even think about it...."
The more you stare up, the more you shake your shoulders. I won't let you say that. I'm not interested in what you're going to do. It doesn't matter how Mary Jun feels, how kindly she cares about Violet.
"You don't have to."
Until now, it was I who had worked on the wound beside him.
I gave it to you because you threw it away. I can't believe I'm returning his family position.
When Mary Jun opened her arms violently, she retreated a few steps before entering. Squeeze your calm feet before your father finds out about your daughter.
I thought I heard someone yell, but I didn't look back.