I Swear I Won’t Bother You Again!
155. After crying
Even if we hug each other and lean back together, if we don't have a lot of protection against the cold, our body temperature will just drop. Violet, in particular, jumped out of the room dressed and squatted in the back of the woods for a long time, so wearing Yuran's cardigan alone could not dispel the cold. My buttocks and knees are dirty after the frost has fallen, and I don't even think I should wear my room shoes if they're wet. The appearance of white skin dyed in painful red strengthens the feeling of misery when paired with a thin dress.
If I don't take you to a warm place soon, I'll catch a cold.
Vio, I'm sorry.
"Hee....."
Slowly lift Violet by turning her arms around her hips and behind her knees while leaning against her neck. It was Violet who was surprised by the sudden feeling of levitation and put his strength into his arm, but when his eyes met at close range, his ears became cold and red for other reasons, and he could read the confusion from his expression.
The so-called princess hug pose seemed to mean more to me than the romantic atmosphere. I don't know Violet's original weight, and I've never lifted her like this, but it's probably not my fault that the weight in my arm has decreased now. The face you see nearby looks more distressed than before, and you must not regret not being around for only a few days.
"It's dangerous to walk on those feet. I'm patrolling my car, so please be patient."
"... I'm sorry."
"It's okay. I'm a little happy at a time like this."
Are you happy?
"Yeah, I think I can hold Vio now."
"... you dropped it once."
"Remember?
"I had a lot of trouble comforting."
When I was protecting Violet, I was breathing, but I didn't even have the power to lift him. At that time, I cried and cried, and Violet, the one I wanted to protect, consoled me, and every time I remembered, I felt miserable and wanted to cry. I don't particularly like exercise, but I think it was the first time I tried to train to some extent. I grew up more than I expected, but perhaps it was the genes that wasted their work. As a result, various enhancements have been made, so there is no problem.
"I want you to forget it because I'm embarrassed. Vio's the only one who ever saw me cry.
Otherwise, he was a child who didn't cry whether he was beaten or kicked. Even if I learned how to make my face, I never shed tears so distorted as to distort it. I've been analyzed as a cold-blooded man by the gear that understands it, but there's actually a human consciousness without blood or tears.
After all, I guess I'm broken as a human being. No, it's broken. It was destroyed by various attacks by various people. Violet desperately took over Yuran, so I managed to keep him in shape. So I can only move for her, and I can't shed blood or tears for her.
"Then I must have cried as much as Yuran and Marine did."
The same goes for Violet. Just like Yuran, it was chopped with various blades of various people, and it was covered in blood.
Did you throw away or give up the difference between Yuran and Violet? Unlike Yuran, who cut off many things early, Violet always believed in family, love, and many other things. That's why I trusted him, and he ran wildly. It may not be the same as being gentle, but it did have a delicate and soft heart.
How painful it was. How painful was your heart, not just your cheeks and lips? Not just today, ever since she was born. How painful and painful it was. How lonely it was to be unable to cry in such a state.
"If you cry, you'll get hungry. When you get there, why don't you eat something sweet?"
"I see... when we get there?
Hmm?
"Eh, well... aren't you going home?
"Eh, did you leave something important? Then I'll pick it up later and ask someone for anything."
"No, it's not."
Her eyes are still fluttering and unstable with the remnants of tears. Anxiety, confusion, and a little anxiety about understanding not catching up. He thought Violet would be sent home like this. The calm Violet's head had no choice but to stay home and keep his head down. Because that's the easiest and hassle-free way. I don't think Yuran can take it that way.
"Vio, I need you to come with me."
"That's... but I..."
"It's okay, please."
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I nodded small while leaning spicy. I can only imagine what you're hesitating to do. Probably reminds me of someone important I left in that house. I don't think the only way Violet can escape is by trying to get him back, just like he was deprived of it.
We've been holding each other hostage forever. Both of you have been feeling each other and supporting each other. That's why we need to talk from here.
While waiting to be found in the car that came in, Violet's thin fingertips felt anxious to hold Yuran's chest.