I Swear I Won’t Bother You Again!
159. Talking is a dream.
Somewhere in my heart, there was a sound of filling in the chips.Rather than being full, it is just a kind of enrichment that I found answers that have been missing for a long time.The answer came out, but it was not enough to talk about everything, it was conveyed but there was little explanation.I noticed that kind of thing.
Fear ─ ─ The last chain that tied Violet.
Naturally.Parents are immense for children, and no matter how debris they are, connections are sometimes so gloomy that they get entangled.It is easy to rule over the weak, even if not strong.If it is a parent and a child, it is superfluous.
The best way to win fear is to escape.And at the same time, it's the hardest.Even if you run away from the “object” of fear, you can't end up separately from yourself with fear.
─ ─ Well, is there no more?
I was not touched by the tears, I just swallowed the facts.That alone was helplessly light, free, and relieved to be unable to speak.
× × × ×
"Good morning, did you sleep well?
Good morning, Yuran.
While enjoying after-dinner tea time, Yuran, who had a paper bag in his hand, visited the room at Marine's reception.The usual smile, the usual voice, the natural illusion that yesterday's events were all dreams.Naturally, it's just a metaphor, and I don't think it was actually a dream.
A complex expression mixed with relief and frustration appeared on the treated cheeks for a moment, but he sat down next to Violet without saying anything.
"I thought I'd change the room if the pillows didn't fit, but it seemed okay."
"Yes, very much.It was so comfortable that I fell asleep. "
"Fufu, good.Let me know if there's anything I can do. "
"Thank you, but I'm fine. I've saved enough."
"There's hardly enough that Vio was real enough."
"Then I will identify and report to you."
"Ah, then I feel safe."
Marine shows up with another tea set and participates in the conversation in a natural way.I'm sure they've only seen each other through Violet, but somehow they see yarns like old acquaintances, and it's a strange sight.Nevertheless, Violet was happy to have a good relationship with her loved ones, so she didn't complain about the discomfort.
Ah, I left these for both of you.
Is it because Marine showed up? Put the paper bag that was placed next to it on the table.I didn't think Yuran had it, but it's a pretty big bag.It is carried too lightly, so I thought maybe there was not that much in it.
Put your mouth on the cup and peek into Marine and the paper bag, sweetening Yuran into a fully waiting position.The contents packed neatly and neatly were packed so as not to scratch each other, and the contents could not be understood at first glance.I looked out one by one, but it didn't seem to contain as heavy as I expected at first.Small, fine objects and large, but less heavy objects.By the time I finished serving them all, the table was half white.
"... this"
As you unpack one by one, you will understand who this gift is from.
The big ones were Marine and Violet's clothes.Two of Violet's smallest favourites in her large closet, as well as Marine's changing apron and personal clothes.Both small packages were valued for accessories, stationery, and dishes.There were a lot of things I thought would be a pity to leave behind in that house.
A pocket watch chosen by Marine.The valletta I got. Mugs for drinking hot milk.Hand cream from Violet.A picture book of a princess reading in hiding from her mother.Schedule book that describes the main situation.Afraid of being discovered, I hid my precious thoughts.If the humans in the house had noticed without delivering it, they would have abandoned the treasures.
That's all I know. There is a shadow of someone who understands the meaning of this treasure and delivers it.
"Um, this...!
"From someone named Cissy and a few others.I want you to deliver it to both of us. "
The two of them solidified with surprise and peace of mind, but it seems that it was Marine who came back first.Except for Violet, her expression was unusually distorted, and her rounded eyes reflected Yuran enjoying the scent of coffee.Though it's a crisp tone, I wonder if it's Violet's side that doesn't feel the cold throwing it away.Or maybe some kind of affection for Marine or Cissy.Violet-friendly people should also be kind to Yuran.
"If there's anything else you'd like me to bring, I'll pass it on.They say you can leave the house to me. "
As usual, the smile that doesn't cause any grief is to reassure Violet.Lowering yourself is a character that worries people and tries to engrave itself first.Reflectively, if you do something for yourself, you try to make more sacrifices.The line between gratitude and sin is blurred because so few things have ever been omitted.The first thing that scares me about what I'm given is how much I've been bullied.I feel sorry before mistrust and vigilance because I see my worth at the bottom.It's all the violet surfaces made in that house.A puppet made of bitter tactics of a girl who could not have lived otherwise.
─ ─ It's not that house anymore.
Vio, can I talk to you?
Buy lots of new clothes.Lots of clothes nobody else likes. [M]It's okay, nothing suits you. [M]The house is still ahead, so let's make a room first.I would like a room where you can rest and have a peaceful time. [M]The sun and the view from the window are more important than the size.What kind of furniture do you like?I thought I knew everything you liked, but I never heard of furniture preferences. [M]Decorate your photos so you can look back on your memories wherever you are.I spread happiness everywhere, everyday.
Let's talk about the future ahead of us.