I Swear I Won’t Bother You Again!

I was so indifferent because I thought it was useless to do anything. Even after the first failure, whether you hate it, hate it, or interfere with it, I thought that the happiness of this child would not change the end of that love.

But I knew it wasn't. I know it's no use giving up on that pain.

If you think that this child can live with the scars of the past and the scars of the present where they belong.

I couldn't do it anymore.

"You don't have everything. Even a kind mother, a father who protects her, and even a person who trusts you without anything... everything"

The emotions that erupted became magma and flowed without stopping. It involves a lot of things, and until the moment it becomes a rock, it's about patience, reflection, conscience, and reason. The only thing left in the melted place is the "rage" that boils hot everywhere.

──Oh, I see, I...

"Well, that's fine, I'm not alone, I'm not alone!" Leave me alone! Stay away from me! Don't come into my world! "

The truth is, I was just accumulating it all the time. I just thought I'd moved the place and cleaned it up. I was just pretending not to see why.

"I don't have a family, I don't have a sister...!"

You've been mad all this time. Before I knew it wasn't destiny today. Since the day it all sowed back. Long before I sinned. I'm sure she was angry with the whole family from the day Mary June was born.

Every day, when I was crushed by my crazy mother's voice, I must have laughed without knowing anything. When I was thrown away, I was warmed up by my family without knowing anything. When you can't cry in a mansion without anyone's voice, you can only moisten your eyes and worry about it.

"Why, it's me... I...!"

What is Violet's crime? Was it a woman? You look like my father, but you're not a man. Your swollen chest, your monthly bleeding, your growing up as a woman day by day? Or was it from Bellows? Wasn't my father the true son of Elephant? It wasn't dull eyes and hair, pearly hair or blue eyes. She was my sister. You got my sister's position, even though she has less ability than my sister. Not a sister like an angel, but a vicious woman like herself was the eldest daughter of the Vahan family.

"I am! It's not bad, is it?"

Was it a sin to have to be punished for being── born?

It's painful, it's painful, I beg you, stay away from me. Please, don't take anything from me. I want to be happy, I want to be loved. If you're not even allowed to wish.

"Please... get out of my sight."

I want to end it with this hand, what's wrong with it?

A year ago, the sins that should have been repented were burned with anger and irrationality. I knew I couldn't be clean, but I was ashamed of myself. Violet's guilt stems not from reason, but from action. I know in my head that it's all your fault for throwing it all at me, and I know it's only your return.

That's why I heard a voice in the back of my ear.

If you know it's a sin and you're punished, your motives will melt away. You thought the hatred you wanted to kill would turn into a bubble.

That's what I wanted you to do, even though it's hard to just hold on to such emotions. After being branded as a sin, you won't even be allowed to lean on anyone. You'll have to wait until you rot, wither and die inside yourself. I was hoping you could melt with the punishment.

The emotions that have accumulated without melting will definitely not become clean anymore. It doesn't turn into something beautiful.

"I don't want you in my life."

I'm sure Mary June hasn't finished the story yet, and the future is full of possibilities to change from here to the better. If you work hard, you'll find yourself in a place where you can think of a happy ending. Violet had already lowered the curtain.

Mary Jun, who still thinks it's a turnaround, and Violet, who ended up in the end, don't know how to scratch their feet. No matter how much Mary June wanted, Violet's Family was already closed. I didn't throw it away. I don't need it. I don't need it. I just stopped using it.

It was such a family, such a connection.

The "family" that Mary Jun was looking at was nowhere to be found from the beginning.