I Swear I Won’t Bother You Again!
178. Homophobia
Without denying the shards, I took it all in and affirmed it, and it seemed like over-protection to me that I could not just love it. That's what some princess said one day, and the "desire to rule" ran rampant.
I'm sure this is a kind of brainwashing.
Don't question the shards so she doesn't suspect. Say it over and over again, and sometimes act on it. That's how I narrowed my horizons. Please don't show me anything but yourself, and I was looking for shallow happiness.
(That's cute....)
Yulan's words fill me with indescribable euphoria as I look at Violet, who loosens the threads that had been strung up.
Violet doesn't believe in people. It is not only for others, but also for yourself. That's why I tried to endure it with a smile that Marine was fine, and the explanation to Rosette showed a shadow of sorrow. I trusted them, but I couldn't trust myself.
Every time she realizes that she is the only one who believes unconditionally, she may even die. Of course, I wouldn't leave her to die.
"Do you remember the cafe I went to before? If Vio seems to be feeling okay, I was thinking of going with her."
Is that so?
"There's a new menu." It's already late today, so let's go again next time. "
"New menu...?"
"I wonder if it was a pudding parfait full of fresh cream." Vio-chan, you liked caramelized fresh cream, didn't you? "
"...... I still like it"
"Fufu, that's good. The test will be in half a day soon, and we'll just be heading to the end of the ceremony, so let's go when Vio is in good shape."
"Yeah... thank you"
"You're welcome. I'm looking forward to it."
A deliberately sweet tone is like a medicine for a child. It's sweet and sweet, and it seems that you want more, but if the medicine is too much, it will become poisonous. Yuran will never harm Violet, but the toxins that have accumulated in Violet will invade her surroundings.
Like ──a 'sister' who could only be as stupid as a caterpillar.
(I don't think you can do that anymore.)
The girl who was born to be loved gradually wanted to know other emotions besides love. There is life that is not loved, that is not pleased, that is not respected, that comes from birth. It seems that the heart of an angel who assumed that love and happiness were born to everyone was crushed by the cry of his sister, who was born without love and happiness.
What does that fool think of looking at such a loving daughter? What are you screaming for?
(It's a sight to behold.)
Violet seemed uneasy and tightened her mouth, which seemed to make a mockery.
I told Violet, but Yulan doesn't mind telling Olde what happened today. Rather, I was even looking forward to seeing how it scratched my feet. I can easily imagine being angry at Mary June's tragedy, but there is no more way to comfort and heal that man, is there such a thing in the── first place?
Before I was married to Bellows, after I got married, when Violet was born, when I met Elephant, when I became a concubine, when Mary June was born. Even though I had the opportunity many times, I gave up thinking about it by pressing all the responsibilities on others. As it stands, it's just that the spots have turned around.
If there was anything he wanted, if there was someone he loved, if there was someone he disliked, he had to think and act and seize the future with his own hands. All of it was Belle Rose and Violet's fault, and it was not their fault that the impudent idiot hadn't noticed anything until everything had collapsed.
(Really... you look alike)
Oh, it's like you're looking at yourself someday.