The memories of my childhood are all vague. Even though I vividly remember the encounter with Violet, everything else seemed to be in the shadows. Even the face of the man who was bullying himself can only be captured in the form of a figure. You may be taking classes in the same classroom now, but you won't even notice it.

Such grim memories also include the body temperature when my parents pulled my hand.

"Being a good prime minister would be a credit to the benefactor, but from the side of being cut off, it would be very annoying." No matter what your decision is. "

And my brilliant parents rightly understood that Yulan had suffered the annoyance. That's why he picked up Yulan, the mine itself, and raised him without any difficulty.

"He's a kind man. No distortion, always correct. That's why I think that if we're saved, we can settle everything at that point."

A large, stiff adult hand that wraps around his own hand like a leaf. I felt like I was being restrained by my thin and bony fingers. With a warm smile on Nikon's face, he doesn't even realize that Yulan's feelings are comparable to those of the livestock just before the shipment.

I have a conscience to think that Yulan's situation is pathetic. There is an excellent ability to truncate the future if there is no choice. You have the decisiveness and the action to reach out. Still, there was plain reason to be unaware of the softness of the distorted man.

"There are no people in this country who can't imagine their origin in my eyes." Even more so in the social world. Even so, what kind of discord does it create when you only say that I am your own child? "

I don't know, I don't know. A man realizes the disadvantage of Yulan being in the royal family.

In fact, Yulan's childhood is full of injuries and contempt.

"That said, even if you were in the royal family as a child of a prostitute, I don't think you could be in a better environment right now, so I'm not going to complain." It's just... nobody's wrong, I'm not gonna let you say anything. "

Stroking Yulan's back, which was full of scratches, his parents always tenderly leaned over him. It's not your fault, it's not your fault. Don't think that the words behind it are eroding your young heart.

It's pathetic, but it can't be helped. I can't help it, so I can't do anything about it. I can't do anything about it, so it's nobody's fault. Since there is no other way, I did my best to make it even a little better, so it is not bad. Nothing bad, nobody bad,── you're not bad.

"I'm not the only one who's not bad... at least, they'll be innocent if they decide to do it."

Half-hearted consolation and charity. So don't ever ask Yulan what he thinks or what he wants to do about it.

I was gentle, thoughtful, and did my best. However, only the oldest pushed place was not treated.

That's why Yulan gave up everything.

"Do you think it's luxurious?"

I kneaded up the waste that I didn't want while my power, financial resources, and love were properly poured out. Those who gasp for enough will be hungry for business.

But you can──'t help it, because you don't need it.

"... no, at least I don't need it."

"Ah, sure... looks heavy on you."

Crossing the fence and cutting off the restraint, you do what you want where you want. Sisui, an adult man with a thick core that never swayed, seemed more free and lightweight than her child. Power and wealth are decisive enough to be shackled. Otherwise, no matter how important it is, I can't imitate throwing my employer away for my employer's daughter.

I think I could have chosen another way if I had. I don't think she's going to have to be so worn out... no, I don't think she's going to need it for the second time.

That's why I can't do it, right?

…………

"I'm not a good fit for carrying." Even if you can support it, you can't hold it all together. You can easily throw away what you don't need, but you can't throw yourself away. I'm sure everyone is. ”

You can't just support me, now I'll hold everything.

If you can't, just throw away what you have. You can throw it all away.

I don't want to be a little girl anymore.

”I see... hah, hah, ahhh”

It was an unreliable voice that was about to start crying. The child weeps like a siren, weeping and laughing in the dangerous air in front of him. Because tears are not transmitted on my cheeks, I may not be crying strictly.

I leaned my neck against the back of the sofa and blocked my eyes looking at the ceiling with my arms.

I was forced to twist my destiny and create the present. He tied up Violet's future with an excuse to make her happy under the pretext that the first tragedy would pay off.

I don't cry. I'm not impressed.

I was just so relieved that I wanted to cry at the light words that I was about to miss out on.