I will eventually become the king of Shura Field

And he stopped at the right time, quietly giving her enough time to digest.

To be honest, Makoto Jingu doesn't demand that Dongma and Sa can get the so-called epiphany immediately, nor does he think that his words can really make her reconcile herself.

This is idiotic dreaming.

He just offered her a different angle, a different angle to persuade her.

He didn't have any weird thoughts about her, but had a different kind of tolerance towards her.

why?

Because he knew the root of Dongma and Sha's isolation, and the pain she hid.

It is often said that Dongma and Sa's superb musical talents have provided her with the conditions to become an artist, but if you go deeper, you may find it.

She does not only have the conditions to become an artist, but the genes in her bones reveal the artist-like rigor, innocence, world-weariness, and isolation.

It can be said that she may be a natural artist with a natural pursuit of beauty and an almost fanatical attitude.

In fact, the character of Dongma Hesha is similar to that of many famous artists and even scientists in history, who are called geniuses by the world.

But becoming an artist is a very difficult thing, not only because of innate talent, but also because of the misunderstandings and accusations experienced afterwards.

These famous artists, scientists and so-called geniuses in history were not well-known or recognized by the world.

The celebrities on their heads are not geniuses, they are freaks. You can refer to Sherlock for this, even though he is just a fictional character.

Maybe you can refer to Shiina Mashiro. Shiina Mashiro is so different from Touma and Sasha, yet so similar.

They devote all their energies to the career they like, so they are not interested in or understand everything in the world.

Loneliness is like an occupational disease of this kind of person. Loneliness is not the loneliness of being alone, but the inability to blend in even if you are in a crowd

You can't demand that an artist with superb artistic attainments can be as smooth and exquisite as an old fritters.

This is a dilemma: the pursuit of art must have a focused and firm heart, and retain the most primitive innocence like a child.

In Jungian psychology, there is a concept called "personality mask", which refers to the motive of "want to show what kind of person you are" in various social behaviors.Most people will deal with words and deeds in more or less pleasing ways.

And the artist, in order to keep the inner peace of being incompatible with the world, will put on a nasty face, alienate outsiders, not how unexpected people think of themselves, do not flatter, do not practice, do not understand the smooth life, rather be bored by others I don't want to be disturbed or hurt by others.

At the same time, they also gave up being loved, in order to protect more important things, they gave up being loved. This is the nature of the quirk and difficult character.

This is destined to be difficult for an artist to become a sophisticated person.

A pool of clear water and a tan muddy water, no matter which one enters the other's domain, they seem so out of place.

Therefore, her isolation, her indifference, her indifference, her self-consciousness, and her "selfishness".

In addition to the pain caused by her native family, she also has the artist genes that bothered her by nature.

The sad part is that there is nothing in the world that can be claimed unilaterally all the time.

Regardless of whether it is love or family affection, responding to the contributions of others and the expectations of others are the most basic requirements for forming a relationship.

Even an artist cannot avoid basic social relationships, parents, friends, partners, and confidants.

He is tolerant of her, and can even be described as pity.

Apart from him, perhaps no one knows what kind of self-struggle this aloof girl is carrying.

He didn't intend to let Dongma Hesha learn the sophistication and sleekness, or encourage her to leave the cage he set for himself and make more friends.

This is impossible.

He also knew very well that this was not a cage at all, but a protective circle on which she lived, just like a fetus living in the mother's belly.

He just hopes that his persuasion can slightly help Dongma and Sa to understand her relationship with Dongma Yoko, her relationship with the world.

I have been immersed in the past, because my misunderstanding made my scarce relationship worse.

It's really boring to play a temper with yourself.

What embarrassed oneself is only that obsession, that hurdle.

Only when she is relieved, breaks this hurdle, and melts her obsession into the growth process, can she become better and more dazzling!

Of course...there is Dongma Yaozi's disease.

He really didn't want Dongma and Sa to regret, because of his willfulness, he gave up on himself.

Seeing her struggling expression, Jingong Makoto also sighed inwardly.

He is actually not so kind, and most of the bonds with other girls are based on their initiative.

But when treating Dongma and Sha, he has an attitude like Sakura and Yanye.

They deserve a better future.

Time passed quietly, and Jingu Makoto never spoke again until Dongma and Sa's face turned better.

He believed that she was so smart and should be able to understand the meaning of what he said.

I don't know how long it has been, I really don't know how long it has been.

Makoto Jingong's eyes have been paying attention to her, and she has been watching her, so that he has forgotten the time.

Dongma Kasai slowly raised his head, and his sluggish eyes seemed to gain some popularity.

She whispered: "Thank you."

Makoto Jingu breathed a sigh of relief and chuckled, "I should say thank you."

"Obviously, I just wanted to listen to the performance of Senior Sister, but I didn't expect to delay your practice accidentally."

Dongma Hesha shook his head and said firmly: "No, you did not delay my practice."

She looked at him with a soft light between her sharp eyes, "You should be younger than me?"

"Oh?"

Dongma and Sa laughed at themselves: "It's nothing, I just feel a little surprised."

"I'm your senior sister by all accounts, but it's only one year older than you in age."

Jingu Makoto hesitated, maybe this is a good opportunity.

If you can take the opportunity to let Dongma and Sae really talk once, then she might not become so stubborn again.

But his hesitation made him unwilling to continue discussing this topic.

I am afraid that the psychological impact on her today is already big enough...

Continue to talk about this topic, he is afraid that Dongma and Sa's strong resentment in the experience will transform into a strong negation.

Denial of herself.

So through the conversation, he whispered: "Senior sister is also in her third year of high school this year. Do you have any college you want to go to?"

He was changing the subject, and Dongma and Sa also noticed it.

This is the second time he has changed the subject. Is he afraid that continuing to talk will make me more sad?

Ha, I can take care of people, not just the words.

Dongma and Sarou said, "I don't know, I haven't thought about this."

Makoto Jingu didn't show a surprised expression, but chuckled lightly: "This is quite in line with your personality, Senpai."

"But senior sister, are you really going to give up this path?"

Jingu asked Makoto.

"I... I don't know."

Touma and Sa's answer this time is not as clear as before.

After a bit of his mouth, she became hesitant and suspicious again, who had originally been determined.

He was worried that continuing to talk about that topic would make her self-denying.

But in fact, she has already produced.

How can such a sensitive personality and such an extreme personality easily compromise?

"Hey, that might be a pity, I really hope that you can continue to hold on."

Jingu said regretfully.

Dongma Hesha looked at his unconcealed regret on his face, and she couldn't help but ask: "Why? Do you really want me to continue walking?"

"Of course, I want to wait for the senior sister, after you become a world-class pianist, you won't have to buy tickets to watch world-class piano performances in the future."

Jingu Cheng joked.

Dongma and Sa did not smile, her eyes were tightly looking at Makoto Jingong, her tone became extremely serious.

"Why do you want me to keep going?"

When a person falls into self-denial, he will subconsciously seek self-affirmation.

Jingu Makoto saw that Touma and Sa were so serious, he also put away his joking and relaxing atmosphere.

Facing her gaze, Makoto Jingu also replied extremely seriously: "Because I think Senpai you should be such a person by nature."

"Everyone is born with different talents. If you can find your own talents and follow them to do things, it's definitely better than forcibly doing things you don't like."

"Senior sister, you are a natural music artist."

Dongma and Sa suddenly panic, lowered their heads and said, "I'm not that great..."

Makoto Jingu lifted the small stool and moved closer to the piano and closer to her.

"I believe Senior Sister, you are so good!"

"I don't know why Senior Sister you have such doubts about yourself, or why you are bothered by such doubts."

"But I think that when you say these things now, you are wasting all your previous efforts and denying you in the past."

"Artists can become artists because they never doubt themselves in their areas of expertise."

"Even if they encounter difficulties and doubts, they can firmly stick to their self-confidence."

"Confidence that is not defeated by any doubts and setbacks is the most shining diamond, more dazzling than the stars in the sky at night!"

"Senior sister, don't you want to be such a diamond?"

Dongma and Sa stared at him blankly, completely unexpected that this junior would have such great expectations for her.

Jingu Cheng slowed down, and continued: "Maybe Senpai, do you still care about the rebellious psychology I just mentioned?"

"If it is true, then senior sister, you should stick to it."

"Don't regard this as your mother's request of you, you must regard it as your own pursuit!"

"You must always adhere to this belief: the reason you like music is not because of anything else, but simply because you love music and love it from the bottom of your heart."

"Unless you didn't like it from the beginning, admitting that all these years of persistence were just you trying to please your mother."

"You hate music from the bottom of your heart, and you feel like nauseous looking at the black and white keys."

Dongma and Sa looked at him in amazement, at the schoolboy.

He refreshed her knowledge of him again.

He is not only a student who is talented in music, but also a student who plays the piano very well.

She really doesn't like music, does she really want to vomit when she sees the piano?

This is of course impossible!

Dongma Hesha's love for music is innate and acquired.

It's true that it is under the influence of her mother, but it is more from her own love!

Otherwise, she wouldn't have been able to hold on for so long.

As the saying goes: do what you don’t like, you can do it for a while, but you can’t do it for a lifetime.

Love cannot be hidden.

The reason she doubted and flinched was indeed because of Makoto Jingong's words.

She began to doubt the purity of her music. As he said, what was she insisting on for so long?

Is it for my dream, or just because of my mother's approval?

She also wondered if she was too ignorant, too self-willed, and too hypocritical to make her relationship with her mother so bad.