The man named himself "Shengnan", which means to encourage himself to surpass himself-this is damn reasonable!
Facing the rigorous and logical thinking of her boss, Guan Nianwei was speechless for a while.She turned her head and looked at Lin Shengnan's silent tombstone that could not defend herself. After a while, she said, "President Dong, I think you might have misunderstood something."
Dongyu now realized that he had misunderstood something, and asked directly: "Didn't Secretary Guan come to pay homage to your father today?"
father.
This vocabulary is full of strange words in Guan Nianwei's memory.Others' fathers are clear and close to touch. Only hers is not. Her father is vague, leaving only a strong dislike for her.
She has long been strangers to such a father, and she doesn't even know whether he is alive or dead, so why would she worship him?
How could she worship him?
Guan Nianwei bends the corners of her lips faintly, smiles not reaching the bottom of her eyes, and casually said: "Dong always misunderstood. My dad hates girls. When I was a baby, I didn't want me and my mother, so he is dead now It's a living, I don't know, let alone worship him."
Hearing her calm tone, Dong Yu was taken aback.
It is true that she misunderstood, but what is more serious is that the truth is more uncomfortable than her misunderstanding.
The reason why Secretary Guan was abandoned by her father was simply because she was a girl—her father was not even willing to imagine whether her daughter's future would be excellent, dazzling, or charming.
Just one sex made him sentence to death on his biological daughter in his heart.
Dongyu had to admit that there are still some people in the mortal world who have narrow minds and visions, and even the rats in the corner are really scornful.
Suddenly a cold wind struck, and the icy air stroked people's skin, and then passed through their ink hair.Guan Nianwei's petite body became thinner and thinner in the wind, but the eyes hidden behind the lenses were still cold and flat, as if being abandoned by her biological father could no longer cause her heart to stir.
——The wrong person has never been her, nor a girl.
Dongyu glanced at her, a little distressed in her eyes. In order to prevent her from being immersed in unpleasant emotions for too long, she immediately changed the subject: "Secretary Guan, tell me about this person?"
She was referring to Lin Shengnan.
Guan Nianwei nodded without thinking.Anyway, she still wants to rely on Dongyu to meet Yi Jian Sheng Nan's sister.
The bouquet of flowers in front of Lin Shengnan's tombstone was slightly slid off by the sudden wind. After the wind passed, Guan Nianwei calmly bent down, straightened the flowers, and then raised his eyes to look at the tombstone, her cold eyebrows were already rippling. She was gentle, as if she was afraid of disturbing others' good dreams, her voice was soft and soft: "Did you see my sister? This is my boss Dong."
"Don't our Dong always look good? I've never seen such a beautiful person when I grow up." Guan Nianwei smiled casually.
Dongyu's face value is a true fairy face value, and it is also the best among the gods, it is like a bright moon.Guan Nianwei, as her subordinate, has always highly recognized her beauty.
Now that Dongyu people are here, she wants to introduce Lin Shengnan to know each other by the way. Just like close relatives, the younger sister wants to share everything with her sister.
But I heard a voice: "General."
Guan Nianwei straightened up and looked back at Dong Zong who responded in disbelief.
She thinks her face is "normal"?!Is this serious?
To meet her puzzled gaze, Dongyu nodded slightly without changing his face, and said very politely: "Secretary Guan has passed the award."
Guan Nianwei didn't know for a moment whether she was polite or really felt that she was "normal".
To be humble?
Forget it, this is not the point.Guan Nianwei waved away the messy thoughts in her mind, and said, "Shall we talk to another place?"
Dong Yu looked around, found a bench under a tree not far away, and pointed his finger up: "Go there and sit down."
Guan Nianwei glanced back and said hello.
The weather is gloomy and gloomy, and there is not a ray of bright sky willing to graciously penetrate the clouds and fall on people's hearts on this day.
Guan Nianwei put her bag on her lap, sitting very upright and restrained.Dongyu leaned on her long skirt and sat elegantly beside her, leaning back, leaning on the back of the chair with her legs folded, and said, "Secretary Guan, I'm listening."
Guan Nianwei nodded, and came up to the subject directly: "Sister Lin is my savior."
Dongyu's gaze moved to her white side face.
"I was very afraid of water when I was young." Guan Nianwei said, "because I almost died in the water."
Then, she lowered her eyes and smiled faintly. The expression on her face was as flat as ever: "When I was a baby, my dad wanted to kill me in the water because my mother tried her best to kill me. Saved."
She touched her fingertips and unconsciously picked up her fingers: "Then I grew up afraid of water. Thinking about it now, maybe there was a reason why my dad was almost killed in the water. Although it was not at that time Remember, but the fear has been buried in my heart."
Dongyu blinked slowly. According to the previous habit of comforting Zhaoyue and the others, she instinctively stretched out her hand and placed it on Guan Nianwei's soft hair again, giving her a silent but extremely gentle comfort.
Guan Nianwei smiled: "I'm fine, thank you."
This incident has really happened. Her father hated her and even wanted to kill her. She couldn't deny the existence of this fact, so she had learned to face it a long time ago.
She can’t let such a shadow accompany herself for three hundred and sixty-five days a year. This will ruin her life and also ruin her mother Guan Hui’s love and hope for her-her mother hopes she can be healthy Grow and live carefree.
People have to face the past bravely before they can embrace the future with an open mind.So she faced this shadow, bravely and frankly, became Guan Nianwei today, and her mood would no longer be ups and downs because of this incident.
Dongyu repeatedly confirmed that her emotions were not ups and downs, then took her hand back, and continued listening to her with her arms around her chest.
Guan Nianwei continued: "I was afraid of the shadow of the water for a long, long time. When I was five years old, I was still afraid of the amount of water that could reach my chest."
Also in the year she was five years old, the accident happened again—
She fell into a lake. To be precise, she was pushed into the lake by a child by accident.
The little girl was quickly swallowed by the lake. She was struggling in the water, crying to her mother, but with a mouth, the earthy lake water immediately poured into her mouth, as if to rob her of all her life. , Let her sleep in this lake forever and ever.
She remembered how she felt at that time, feeling the lake water was like a pair of strong hands, pushing her down mercilessly.The fear of water encircled her to the point that she was impenetrable, extinguishing her hope and vitality bit by bit.
The lake was very deep. It happened that no adults passed by that day. The children on the shore were frightened when they saw her falling into the water. Some cried in fear, and some hurried home to look for an adult.But the distance to and from the place was too late. It is very possible that the NPC was on the way, and she was already killed.
And just when her last ray of consciousness was about to dissipate, she was taken into her arms by a person, who rescued her, helped her to press out the water in her chest cavity, gave her artificial respiration, and She snatched it back from the Lord Yan.
That person is her sister-sixteen-year-old Lin Shengnan.
Guan Nianwei was young at that time, and she was afraid of water. The first thing after being rescued was crying, howling and crying, crying out of breath, as if crying until the whole world heard it before she would give up. .
Guan Hui, who once rescued her from the water, was still working hard in the factory, completely unaware of her nine deaths. Lin Shengnan held her in his arms and comforted her softly for a long time.
She cried for more than ten minutes, stopped crying when she was tired, and looked at Lin Shengnan twitchingly. Lin Shengnan smiled. The crimson lipstick opened and closed her mouth, but her voice was very clean and clear: "Will you cry?"
Because of her special experience, Guan Nianwei would observe the faces of others when she was very young.She carefully observed Lin Shengnan's expression, Lin Shengnan's face was painted with strange makeup that she could not understand, but this did not prevent her from perceiving the friendly breath from Lin Shengnan.
So she shook her head obediently: "No, stop crying, cry, can't cry anymore"
She was tired of crying, and she had no energy.
Lin Shengnan thought it was funny and said, "You kid, weirdly cute." Then he picked her up, "Yes, my sister will take you home."
Then, under the guidance of other children, she was sent home, and she spoke to her kindly along the way, helping her change her mood in time and get out of the shadow of falling into the water.
She buried her head in Lin Shengnan’s neck, and at this moment she did not forget Guan Hui’s teaching to herself, and said with a dumb voice, "Thanks, thank you sister"
Lin Shengnan probably thought she was cute at the time, so he wanted to tease her, so he said, "Are you only going to thank you sister so much?"
Guan Nianwei twitched her shoulders, and her small hands became small fists. Her voice was as weak as a kitty: "Yes, but I don't have money or mother."
She knew that her family was poor since she was a child, and she understood the concept of "no money" very early on.
This made Lin Shengnan happier. She didn't know what Lin Shengnan was laughing at, and she was confused.
Then Lin Shengnan suppressed his smile, touched her head, and said seriously: "You must be a kind person."
"It's worth noting to the sky, the ground, and me, so I won't save you in vain!"
A five-year-old child does not have a deep understanding of these words, so he can only listen with a faint understanding.
Lin Shengnan touched her head: "Can you promise my sister?"
She didn't understand much at the time, but she could feel that what Lin Shengnan said was good, so she replied enthusiastically: "Yes!"
Lin Sheng's eyebrows were open and smiling, and she praised her as a good boy.
When she was young, what she liked most was that others praised herself as a "good boy", because good children would please adults and mothers, so she has been working hard to be a "good boy".
At that time, when she heard Lin Shengnan boast that she was a "good boy", she laughed happily at that time, forgetting how miserable she had been crying before.
Guan Hui later thanked Lin Shengnan for saving her daughter and was very enthusiastic about her. She often invited her to visit her home and offered to visit her at home.Although the family does not live in the same place, Guan Hui still hopes to visit Lin Shengnan's family and express his gratitude.
But Lin Shengnan refused. Lin Shengnan didn't want them to go to his home. She even visited their home only twice.
Although Guan Nianwei was still young at the time, she could vaguely perceive that Lin Shengnan did not like to interact with her family.
When Lin Shengnan came to their home as a guest, Guan Nianwei was very happy, and would haunt her for a long time to chat.When she was a guest for the second time, they mentioned her name.
Guan Nianwei asked: "Sister, why do you call "Shengnan"?"
Lin Shengnan grinned broadly: "Because my sister is uneducated, I can't think of anything else."
Guan Nianwei tilted her head to look at her.
Lin Shengnan's smile suddenly reduced a little, and her eyes were cast into the distance. She said, "Sister, originally called Zhaodi, but my sister hates this name, so I changed it myself."
The five-year-old Guan Nianwei could clearly perceive her feeling of loneliness at the time, but because she didn’t know much, she couldn’t use better and more appropriate language to comfort her. She could only praise her clumsily: That sounds good."
Lin Shengnan was happy: "Yes, I also think I changed it nicely."
When she smiled, Guan Nianwei was relieved, and laughed.
Then Lin Shengnan said to her: "Nianwei, you have to remember that girls can also be excellent, and we are no worse than men."
Lin Shengnan touched her little head and said, "Also, in the future, you must marry someone you like. If you don't have someone you like, then you can live a lifetime by yourself. Don't just marry casually because of filial piety. Ruin my life."
Guan Nianwei hadn't been able to grasp the deep meaning of these words at that time, but she also kept it firmly in her heart, and then nodded in favor.
But what Guan Nianwei could not expect was that it was the last time she saw Lin Shengnan.
Lin Shengnan has never been a guest since that day, and hasn't contacted them for more than a year. Guan Nianwei will ask Guan Hui from time to time: "Is Sister Shengnan coming?"
The connection between people has always been like this. It will slowly fade and break in a quiet time, and then go away in two directions, and there will be no intersection from then on.
But that is the world of adults, and children are not. Their minds are pure. Like it is like it. If you like it, you will put it on your heart and talk about it all the time.
——Is my sister here?
——Will my sister come tomorrow?
——I miss my sister. Does my sister miss me?
Guan Nianwei is also restraining her missing her sister in order not to bother her mother, but because she has been too obedient and sensible in the past, even if she has restrained, she will immediately reveal how deep she misses her sister.
Guan Hui did not order her to stop talking like those strict parents, but would patiently respond to her words, and even find ways to inquire about Lin Shengnan's current situation.Because she herself started to worry about Lin Shengnan, it was a kind of inexplicable worry that she couldn't tell.
Soon, she inquired about the news, a bad news-Lin Shengnan was dead.
A living person turned into a pile of ashes in silence as early as a year ago, and then was placed in a simple jar and randomly placed on a table full of debris.It was Guan Hui who couldn't bear it, and took Lin Shengnan, who had been neglected by the family, back to his home, saving money to put her ashes in this decent enough cemetery.
Guan Nianwei didn't know what happened at the time. Guan Hui didn't tell her the truth until she entered junior high school.
Lin Shengnan was forced to marry by her family, and her parents wanted to sell her to an old man in exchange for money. She was unwilling. Her parents gave her two ways to either die or marry.
Who is Lin Shengnan? She is a rebellious girl who dared to name herself "Shengnan". She stiffly said: "My old lady will not marry, nor will she die!" Then she resolutely went upstairs from the ten-story building. Jump off.
-Died on the spot.
After Guan Nianwei listened, she was speechless for a long time, and her nose couldn't help but feel sore.
At that time, Guan Hui told her that she was almost killed by her father when she was a child. She held her hand and said softly: "Daughter, mother told you these things because I hope you can understand. A dad is nothing, and your life will not be unsatisfactory because you are missing someone."
"The degree of its completion should be left to you to decide. Or it is to find someone you love and become complete, perhaps it is a person who lives happily and becomes complete, or it can even be achieved because of your next exam. It’s okay to get full marks and feel fulfilled in life—as long as it makes you happy."
"Mom also promises you that you won't be forced to marry someone you don't like, and you will choose your future. Mom only hopes that you can live well, healthy, and carefree."
"Then mother will be relieved."
"That's it." Guan Nianwei said slowly, slowly drawing an end to the story.
After she finished speaking, she raised her face and looked at the still dull sky, and she gradually became depressed as she looked at her mood as if she was infected. Her shoulders collapsed unconsciously, with a sense of depression. breath.
"I think," Dongyu said slowly, "Secretary Guan needs'sister's hug'?"
Guan Nianwei was stunned for a moment, and then smiled softly, and rarely frankly accepted Dongyu's words: "You are right, I need'sister's hug'."
It's just that her sister has been asleep in the ground, and she is sleeping under the black tombstone not far in front. There is no way to hug her and comfort her.
"Come." Dongyu suddenly said such a word very concisely.
Guan Nianwei turned around and looked at her subconsciously, and found that she was leaning on the back of her chair, spreading her arms towards her, and said solemnly: "According to my age, I am more than enough to be your sister." After thinking about it, he said, "If Secretary Guan Think, I can even give you an ancestral hug?"
She lived longer than their Guan family ancestors.
It's really a god fucking ancestor's embrace.
Guan Nianwei was speechless and wanted to laugh, but in the face of Dongyu's kindness, she didn't want to refuse at this moment: "Then I would be more respectful than fate, Mr. Dong."
Dongyu raised his eyebrows, the meaning was obvious: Come.
Guan Nianwei put the bag on her leg aside, then turned and hugged the gentle princess.The eldest princess also lifted her chin intimately so that she could better bury her neck.
Guan Nianwei leaned in her arms, smelled the comforting fragrance of her body, blinked slowly, and whispered "Sister" in her heart.
...I don't know how you are now.
Dongyu hugged her back and patted her on the back lightly, as if coaxing a child, her movements were very skillful.
Guan Nianwei held her waist, and after nestling in her arms for a while, couldn't help saying: "Dong always seems to be... very skilled?"
Dongyu naturally said, "I am the eldest sister."
She also needs to take up the responsibility of educating the three in the family, and when they are in a bad mood, she still has to enlighten them.Teruyue is the one who likes to drill into her arms for comfort, so she is very proficient in this kind of coaxing comfort.
Of course, when she is in a bad mood, the three will behave in turn to coax her.
But compared with them, Secretary Guan looked much petite, and she was a small one in her arms-Secretary Guan should really eat more.
See how thin the children are!
Guan Nianwei certainly didn't know that she thought of her weight again in her heart, thinking of the atmosphere between their second generations of gods, and couldn't help but sigh with emotion, "It's great."
Guan Nianwei said from the bottom of her heart: "His Majesty the Emperor and the Queen Mother must be very good gods, so they taught Dong Zong so well."
She felt that Dongyu was really a very gentle and caring princess.
"My father and mother are indeed the most outstanding gods. I am honored to be their children." Dongyu's tone was filled with little pride.
Guan Nianwei couldn't help laughing, her eyebrows curled up and she looked very beautiful: "I am also honored to be the child of Ms. Guan Hui in my family."
She sincerely thanked Guan Hui for protecting her and giving her such a free future.To have such a mother in her life is actually fulfilled.
Dongyu touched her head and said softly: "Secretary Guan was not overwhelmed by the man's disgusting behavior. He is trying to live his life. I am happy for you."
Guan Nianwei smiled and said, "Thank you."
Because the wrong person was never her, she didn't have to take her own life for the mistakes of others.
Dongyu asked again, "Your sister Shengnan, didn't you leave a photo?"
Guan Nianwei: "No."
Dongok: "Will you forget her?"
After all, it was her memory of five years old. As time goes by, many memories will become more and more blurred with age.
"No." Guan Nianwei said, "Sister Sheng Nan is very unforgettable, and her dress is very impressive."
Dongyu: "Huh?"
Guan Nianwei: "She has colorful hair."
Dongyu: "...?"
Why is the style of the benefactor of Secretary Guan a bit strange?