Guan Nianwei's gaze unconsciously walked around the position beside Dongyu, which was very close to Dongyu, so close that she could hug Dongyu full of arms by turning over.
——That is a dangerous area at all!
Guan Nianwei looked at Dongyu hesitantly. From her eyes and expression, she could tell that she really wanted her to sleep next to her, closer to her.Guan Nianwei suddenly lost the ability to think, standing at the door hesitating, like a bewildered child.
If it wasn't Dongyu who was sitting there, but Guan Hui, or any of them Liu Anan, she wouldn't be so entangled and nervous.
Sleeping in the same bed with someone she has crushes really makes her nervous.
Dongyu's gaze has been focused on her body, and he has never moved away more than half of it. There is a little expectation in her eyes, and there is still a little scrutiny of her current state.
Dongyu quickly noticed that Guan Nianwei was nervous and hesitating.Dongyu looked at the place beside him, then looked at her again, and suddenly put the book down from the bed.
She walked up to Guan Nianwei and yelled softly: "Nianwei."
"Aren't you willing to sleep with me?"
Guan Nianwei hurriedly denied.
Is she unwilling?She dare not!
Dongyu was willing to share the bed with her, and gave up half of her bed so generously, she was very happy in her heart, but the unspeakable feeling shackled her actions and heart, making her change in front of her. You have to be careful not to venture forward or overstep, for fear that one step is wrong.
She likes a fairy, which is much more special than she likes people. A little carelessness can lead to irreversible consequences, causing her to never see her or remember her again.
She doesn't want to forget her-even if she can't be together, she wants to remember her forever and put her in the most precious place in her heart.
Dongyu believed in her honesty, but after she expressed her willingness, there was still a hint of honesty and caution in her expression.
In front of her, she still couldn't let go.
Dongyu took her hand and led her into the room, pressing her shoulders, let her sit on the side of the bed, sit down beside her, and said patiently: "Nianwei, you should learn one more thing Don't put me too high."
They have a relationship between a superior and a subordinate, so it is reasonable for Guan Nianwei to be polite to her.
But now Dongok has developed feelings for her other than her superiors and subordinates, and gave her preferential treatment that no one else except her family has ever enjoyed. That means she is willing to accept her and hope she can accept herself, equally. Regarding their relationship, there is no need to be respectful and polite to her at all times, because this is too alienating.
Since she wanted to put Guan Nianwei in her arms, how could she watch her keep politely alienating from herself, and then get further and further away from herself?
An idiot will let the sweetheart close at hand fly away.
Therefore, she wants to teach Guan Nianwei to treat their relationship equally.She is not a great princess in the heavens, nor is she an ordinary mortal, they are the same, they are all living beings in the vast universe.
Dongyu said: "You have to treat our relationship as equals. We are just a life in this vast universe, and there is no distinction between high and low."
Guan Nianwei looked at Dongyu quietly. She was not surprised that she would tell herself this. It was as if Dongyu was originally such a gentle and gentle person, and would never use her identity to oppress anything. people.
At this moment, she suddenly realized that Dongyu was indeed such a gentle god, but she was using her identity to oppress herself, making herself always inferior to her.
Dongyu shook her hand lightly, the thumb of her thumb inadvertently, gently brushing her palms gently, but she said very seriously: "I don't want me to be a high princess in Nianwei's heart. Or Mr. Dong, I want to be Nianwei's friend, and I want Nianwei to open up and get close to me."
"I know it is difficult for you to change it now, but at least you can change a little bit every day?"
She is willing to accompany her to change slowly, and they still have a long, long time to be together-as long as her Nianwei is willing.
And only if she can treat their relationship equally, she will have the courage to like her, show her love, and no longer need to be so polite to her as she is now.
To chase his wife, Dong Yu also broke his heart.
Dongyu: The child's thinking is not right, so you have to take it slowly.
Guan Nianwei looked at the hand she was holding in her palm. She could feel Dongyu's sincerity and gentleness, and could hear her honest heartbeat, which was the rhythm that only appeared for Dongyu.
——I want to be Nianwei's friend.
——I want Nianwei to open up and get close to me.
She didn't know how happy she was when she heard these words, her heart seemed to be floating on the cloud, she couldn't believe her ears at all.Dongyu wants to be friends with her and wants her to be close to herself. Isn't this what she dreams of?
She wanted to have a place in her heart so much, no matter what she was in.
Dongyu is also treating her so seriously. There is no distinction between high and low. It is she who trapped herself and failed Dongyu's kindness.
She has to change.
Learn to be close to her and open up to her.
But where do you start, and how do you start?Where to put it is sometimes a distressing thing.
Guan Nianwei looked down and thought, and said nothing.
Seeing her silence, Dongyu didn't know what she was thinking, maybe it was digesting what she said, or maybe it was thinking about what she should do.Dongyu didn't disturb her, but quietly accompanied her, holding her hand.
Tomorrow is the weekend, and Sanchi is not going to work. It doesn't matter if her Nianwei stays up a little bit late at night—the big deal is that she turned around and got some elixir herbs to replenish her, but she didn’t believe she could nourish her body!
Dongyu's thumb was still touching Guan Nianwei's palm intentionally or unintentionally, and she was wrapped in it.She lowered her head to look, and saw Guan Nianwei's five fingers gathered, her thumbs wrapped in her palm.
Then Dongyu saw Guan Nianwei's thumb rubbing obviously on her hand a few times, and the movements were very gentle, as if to appease and to please.
Suddenly Dongyu understood something, and with a slight force, she held her hand instead, boasting in her ear in a low voice: "Nianwei is really smart and doing well."
Guan Nianwei slowly raised her face and looked at Dongyu's impeccably delicate face. She did not say "thank you" politely and politely. She said, "Dong, can I sleep next to you?"
This is the boldest and most direct thing she has said to Dongyu since she became Dongyu's secretary.She finally mustered up the courage to say this!
After Guan Nianwei's words came out, she thought she was quite courageous, but the moment she saw Dongyu's eyes, she expressed a failure in management. She surrendered in a second, and quickly lowered her head and covered her face, muttering regretfully. Mumbled: "What am I talking about"
She was only now reacting to these words with an overwhelming level of shame—oh my god, where did she have the courage to say such tiger-wolf words to Dongyu!
What is sleeping next to you, what are you talking about Guan Nianwei?Are you crazy???
Dongyu was taken aback for a moment. After hearing her muttering words, he couldn't help but smile, and inadvertently caught a glimpse of her red ear tips.
Her Nianwei blushed again.
Helpless tenderness rippled like water between Dongyu's brows and eyes, and his heart softened unconsciously. There was nothing else in his mind. There was only one question-how could Nianwei be so cute?
And her Nianwei did it-bravely told her what she wanted.
Dongyu was happy from the bottom of his heart, took the person into his arms full of joy, and said softly, "Of course. Nianwei did a good job."
She doesn’t ask Guan Nianwei to treat her as a friend now. It’s okay to slow down, as long as she can get close to herself, anything is fine."
It would be better to teach them slowly. She taught Zhaoyue so many of them, and some of them had such patience, not to mention that she was facing Secretary Guan, whom she liked.
Guan Nianwei was lying on the bed with a thunderous heartbeat, and Dongyu next to her, which made her sober, and the milk she drank before going to bed didn't help.At this moment, she didn't know if she should get up and drink a glass of milk again to see if she could sleep hard.
Dongyu was still reading, only a bedside lamp with a mild light was on. She was reading a fantasy novel written by Xue Cheng called "War God".She didn't plan to rest, nor did she plan to disturb Guan Nianwei's rest.But she didn't expect that Guan Nianwei still didn't sleep after twenty minutes.
Guan Nianwei was lying on her side, with her back to Dongyu, looking at the blurry wall with her eyes open. Her nervousness made her feel drowsy. However, she still couldn't relax. She could only be thankful that tomorrow was the weekend and could make up for a little sleep in the morning.
Dongyu's bed was full of the soothing fragrance in Dongyu's arms. She believed that if Dongyu was not the main factor making her so nervous now, she would be able to fall asleep peacefully after smelling the fragrance.
"Nianwei."
A warm breath suddenly fell in Guan Nianwei's ears, her body trembled, and when she subconsciously looked back, Dongyu's face with perfect facial features suddenly enlarged in front of her eyes.
The red lips that are close at hand can be touched by just one step forward, and even the breathing between them becomes clear and audible, and there is an inexplicable and shameful sense of ambiguity.
Guan Nianwei froze, and a lot of bold and dangerous thoughts suddenly popped up in her mind, but she did not dare to move, for fear that some "spark" would come out, and then her secret love would be cremated.
Dongyu wants to be her friend instead of her girlfriend, she must be calm!
But looking at Dongyu’s face, she still couldn’t help but scream in her heart: It’s so beautiful—
How could such a beautiful person exist in this world???
Oh no, she is a god, a fairy, and Dongyu who she likes so much.
Guan Nianwei feels that her mind is messy now, dizzy, but she dare not even blink her eyes on her face. She can't tell whether she dare not blink her eyes and disturb Dongyu, or she doesn't want to blink her eyes to destroy the scene. , I want to see Dongyu at this distance more.
Dongyu blinked slowly. She was leaning over to see if Guan Nianwei was asleep, but when she found that she was still asleep, she asked, she never expected that she suddenly turned around—then they It became this posture.
A pose that can be kissed at any time.
very dangerous.
Dongyu took the initiative to back away after these three words popped up in her mind. Her Nianwei is too cute. She was afraid that she could not help but cross the boundary. Then she was so scared that she would not dare to care about herself in the future. See if she doesn't even dare to blink her eyes now.
So let's take it slow. Anti-Wei can accept that she becomes gay. As long as she works hard enough and treats her well enough, she will definitely have a chance to come into her heart.
Dongyu retired to a safe zone before stopping, looking down at her slightly and asking, "Why aren't you sleeping?"
Guan Nianwei said honestly: "Can't sleep." She also honestly made up for the reason, "The first time I slept with Dong, I was quite nervous."
Guan Nianwei: Thank you for the invitation. For the first time I sleep in a bed with someone I like. I don't have much experience.
Dongyu smiled lightly, touched her head, and said, "Why don't you tell me if you can't sleep?"
Dongyu thought she was nervous because she shared the bed with her boss for the first time, so she didn't say anything.She hopes that Guan Nianwei can treat her as a close friend, but she doesn't treat her as a friend right away. It takes time to change and get used to it.
Guan Nianwei: "Because I think I can try."
To be a human being, you must have the spirit of experimentation and climb the peak bravely, but obviously she failed in her attempt and didn't even climb the mountainside.
Dongyu suggested: "Would you like a glass of milk?"
She would drink milk every day to help sleep. Although she had already drank it before going to bed today, the effect is obviously gone now. Maybe you can renew the sleep aid effect with another cup?
Guan Nianwei thought for a while and found it feasible. At that time, she got up to get the glasses, but Dongyu pushed them back: "I'll pour it for you, and stay."
Guan Nianwei did not refuse this time. It was normal for friends to help each other. She had to change, she had to treat Dongyu as a friend, and could no longer disappoint Dongyu's kindness.
As soon as she instinctively wanted to say "thank you", she remembered the conversation with Dongyu in the office, and quickly swallowed these two words back into her stomach, raised a smile and nodded in response to Dongyu: "Okay, I am waiting for you—— you come back."
Dongyu smiled satisfied: "Good."
Guan Nianwei raised her head and drank a glass of milk again. When she was about to go to bed, Dongyu told her: "If Nianwei still can't fall asleep, you must tell me, you know?"
Guan Nianwei nodded obediently: "Yeah, I see."
Dongyu gently covered her with a quilt: "Go to sleep, good night."
Guan Nianwei looked at her: "Good night." Then slowly closed her eyes.
She can, she can definitely fall asleep!
Twenty minutes later-
Guan Nianwei opened her eyes with "swish".
Sorry, she can't, she still can't sleep.
As long as she remembered that Dongyu was by her side, her sleepiness would not be willing to come to her, as if she was a ruthless man with a heart, and if she had someone she liked, she would not need it.
Guan Nianwei sighed helplessly in her heart, and then quietly looked at Dongyu. Dongyu was still reading the novel, with no expression on her face, which made people unable to guess how satisfied she was with the novel based on her expression.
Guan Nianwei remembered Dongyu’s instructions before closing her eyes. After three seconds of silence, she stretched out her hand and gently grabbed Dongyu’s silk pajamas, pulled it gently, and said obediently, "Dong, I Can't sleep."
As soon as she finished speaking, Dongyu immediately put the book down and cared about her: "Is Nianwei really nervous the first time I slept with me?"
Guan Nianwei nodded.
The kind of tension that the heart has to jump out.
Dongyu felt that she had to think of a way to help her eliminate this tension, otherwise she would not be able to sleep tonight.Dongyu only allowed her to stay up for a while, but she didn't want her to stay overnight. The gods could eat without sleeping, but mortals could not.
Suddenly, Dongyu came up with a way-telling a story.
Before, she told Guan Nianwei about her father and mother in the elevator. Guan Nianwei was fascinated by it. She was also a child who likes to listen to stories. So she wanted to try to use storytelling to disperse her tension. Maybe she listened. Are you sleepy while listening?
Dongyu simply lay down, "Then I tell Nianwei some stories?"
Guan Nianwei became interested immediately: "Is it about gods?"
Dongyu said: "It's okay."
Fairies and ghosts or things in the past, as long as she knows what she wants to hear, she can say.
Seeing that she was interested, Dongyu asked, "What do you want to hear?"
"I want to hear" Guan Nianwei thought for a moment, and said, "I want to hear Mr. Dong."
Dongyu turned his head to look at her in a little surprise, completely unexpected that she would say something like this: "Me?"
Guan Nianwei did not look back at her, but looked at the ceiling and laughed: "Yes, yours."
"I want to hear from my friend Dong Zong."
Dong Yu was very happy by these words, just approaching her slowly like this, her Nianwei is really smart.
Dongyu followed her and looked at the ceiling: "What does Nianwei want to know?"
Guan Nianwei thought about it again, and asked very curiously: "There are four children in Dongzong's family. Will the empresses be more patriarchal, or even more painful that day?"
When she asked this, she actually wanted to know if Dongyu would feel wronged in her heart as the eldest sister.The parents of many mortal families are only good to the little ones and always choose to let the big ones be humble.
It's okay to do it once or twice. If it's the same every time, it would be very unfair to the older child.They are the children of their parents, so why must the older one have to let the younger one?
"I don't give preference to sons," Dongok said. "My father and mother are both very fair gods in this respect."
"It won't hurt less."
"But if you have to say who loves me more, you can also say that my mother loves me more because I am the eldest daughter of the family."
Guan Nianwei: "?"
This reason?The Queen of Heaven does not take the usual path???
Dongyu smiled and said: "The elders will always pay attention to the smallest, ignore the biggest, and let the biggest give up everything to the smallest. My mother hates this behavior the most, because she is the eldest daughter of the family. ."
"My grandfather and grandmother always asked her to let her brothers and sisters give this to that, and even asked her to give her husband to her third sister. From the beginning to the end, she never considered her feelings, as if she had never been them. Like my daughter."
"So after my mother has us, she will love my eldest daughter even more."
Dongyu looked at the white ceiling, with delicate eyebrows calm and elegant: "It seems to be fighting against this ridiculous behavior, and it seems to be making up for the original self."
Perhaps her mother had placed all the grievances she received at home on her body, and treated her twice as good, even if she was kind to the self back then, she was also quelling her grievances.
People are not perfect, and so is her mother. She has flesh and blood and personality. She can laugh, cry, and get angry, and can't achieve the most holy temperament.Their father thinks that the best thing about her mother is that she will not hold her breath and grievances, and is willing to vomit bitterness with him and find a way to exhale.
"I hope Nianwei is like this." Dongyu said, "Like my mother, don't hold everything in your heart. You can be sensible without bothering others, but you can't wrong yourself because of sensibility."
Dongyu turned his head to look at her: "If Nianwei feels angry and wronged, I hope you can vomit bitterness with me, or find a way to vent your anger."
"Like last time, tell me frankly, you are afraid that I will not come."
It was Guan Nianwei who was honest, and Guan Nianwei who was dependent on her. She was very happy and glad to let her have this dependence.She also hopes that she can continue to rely on her so frankly, forever and forever.
Guan Nianwei was stunned. She originally thought that if Dongyu was wronged, she would comfort her as a friend, but she didn't expect it to end up with her.She couldn't help but think that His Majesty the Heavenly Emperor and the Queen of Heaven's tutoring to the second generation of gods must be very good, so they can teach children as gentle and considerate as Dongyu.
She thought for a long time before answering her with a smile: "I just hope Dong always won't bother me."
If Dongyu thinks she is annoying, in order to prevent Dongyu from continuing to feel annoyed, she will immediately put away all her thoughts, and will never talk to Dongyu as she wants.
"No," Dongyu said seriously, looking at her, "I promise you will never bother you."
Guan Nianwei couldn't help looking back at her eyes, her gaze melted into her gentle gaze.
They looked at each other silently, their eyes reflected each other's appearance, and the silence around them was as if the world was the only two of them left.
Pounding.
That is the voice I like.
Guan Nianwei was thin-skinned, and immediately disarmed and surrendered under Dongyu's gaze. She hurriedly wanted to look away, but she didn't dare to be too obvious. She could only press her heart's reluctance, and slowly moved her gaze away, looking again at the fuzzy ceiling.
Seeing this unclear world, she suddenly relaxed a lot.
Dongyu was too close to her, and her facial features were so clear that her heart beat wildly, for fear that she would do something irrational.
"I remembered." She just said.
If Dongyu bothers her in the future, she will use these words to frustrate her, and then walk away happily!
She thought for a while, and said, "Mr Dong must also remember."
It was the first time that she made a request with Dongyu. She was unfamiliar with business, a little uncomfortable, and her tone was a little shy and awkward.
Dongyu's eyes curled slightly, and his voice asked gently, "Yes. What else does Nianwei want to know?"
Want to know what
Guan Nianwei suddenly thought of "Xiangen".
-Those with fairy roots must have fairy fate, and those with fairy fate do not necessarily have fairy roots.
——Our eldest princess is so powerful, you can definitely see if you have fairy roots.
Guan Nianwei pursed her lips, her heart was about to move—she wanted to ask if she had fairy roots.
Only those with immortal roots can become immortals and live forever, so that they can spend more time with Dongyu.She can accompany Guan Hui in a limited life, but she needs endless life if she wants to be with Dongyu.
Guan Nianwei now believes that liking someone will be unconsciously affected. How could she want to live forever?On the contrary, it was only after she liked Dongyu that she had such an idea, a little hope.
She wanted to ask, but the courage slipped away at the moment she spoke.
She was still afraid, worried that the answer was different from what she had expected.
——You have a profound relationship with immortals, and you will surely be able to cover yourself with immortals in the future, and your future is unlimited.
The old gentleman's words echoed in her ears again, as if there was magic power, and she immediately filled her chest with courage.
Maybe?
"I want to know," she plucked up courage, "Do I have fairy roots?"
Dongyu didn't expect that she would ask this question, so she couldn't help but froze for a moment, and quickly gave the answer.
"Nianwei, you have no fairy roots."