"Now, in four months, I'm going back to Tianshen Elementary School. Although with you, I can at least save my life, but how do I come back alive? You said you can't travel through time and space. Am I like a scum Generally accept Bumei and let her wait for me forever?" Chen Feng said calmly, as if the person who yelled just now was not him.

"I am a murderer and ghoul who licks blood with a knife, the best destination is to die in a corner that no one knows, not to live in the sun with a happy smile. The deadly hell is me. The best place to go." Chen Feng staggered back to the sofa and continued to sit down.

"You still can't untie your heart knot." The voice from the bottom of my heart said.

"Yes, my heart... I have eaten human flesh, killed countless people, and there is no lack of cruel torture. The cruel methods are comparable to the top ten tortures. My heart is black, and I am in hell. Love...not me Such a person can expect it." Chen Feng said calmly.

The voice in my heart didn't speak, it couldn't convince Chen Feng.

"I have already thought about it, even if I am like a ghoul, I must live strong. Just live like this, live alone, and wait until one day I die. Although I am sorry for my parents, I have no choice. I have no choice. Holding the knife, he was covered with blood, and couldn't hug anyone."

"People who are rolling in the blood pool of hell can't wash away the blood. Putting down the knife is the day I died."

"Bumei has a better choice. Devil like me is not her choice."

"She should live happily in the sun with a smile, instead of going to the deepest part of hell with a devil like me."

"So, how can I accept her?" Chen Feng's voice was dull and calm.

"Obviously I was persuading you, but you were persuaded," said the voice from the bottom of my heart.

"Because you know that my choice was not wrong. From the very beginning, your idea was wrong." Chen Feng looked at the red blood line still hanging in front of him.

"Um... let's not say, are you hungry? Just so, Ayumi Shinozaki made a meal for you. Although I can supplement your physical needs, I also need flesh and blood. Traditional meals are better." The voice from the bottom of my heart shifted. The topic.

"Do you think I will change my mind just because of a meal?" Chen Feng laughed at the red blood line and got up and sat at the dinner table.

The food was cold, but Chen Feng didn't care about it and ate cold food.

"Well, there is less salt...this plate has too much salt...this plate is not fully cooked...this plate is a bit over cooked again..." Chen Feng commented on the dishes made by Shinozaki Ayumi, with a little bit of raw rice. Eat it in your stomach.

"At least...she cares about you." The voice from the bottom of my heart said suddenly.

"It doesn't matter if I like it, let alone love." Chen Feng's movements paused slightly before eating again.

"It's enough to care, so think so much?" The voice from the bottom of my heart said unwillingly.

"I can't stay with her forever." Chen Feng said.

"She really loves you."

"Love does not necessarily have results."

"She will not care if you accept or not, she will love you as always."

"I can't accept it, I will reject her."

"The result is that she will wait for you to promise her all her life, even if you are missing, even if you are dead."

Chen Feng's movements froze.

"That stupid woman...maybe she would do it..."

"So? Did you decide not to accept it and let Ayumi Shinozaki wait for a lifetime?"

"Let me...think about it..." Chen Feng hurriedly finished eating all the food on the table, walking back to his bedroom with a dazed look in his eyes.

Regarding this matter, Chen Feng did not find a solution.

Rejecting Shinozaki Ayumi, then she is likely to be waiting for Chen Feng in this life.

However, Chen Feng didn't know if he could survive, or if he could return to this world.

Even if you come back... By then, you have completely turned into a monster, right?Maybe the first thing to do after coming back is to kill Ayumi Shinozaki...

And accept...

So Chen Feng thought of a method that was not a solution: amnestics.

The power of memory is powerful, and Chen Feng knows this well.

In an abnormally infected other world, Chen Feng was implanted with 17 years of neon life memories, which led to a tendency for Chen Feng to move closer to neon people regardless of his living habits and dealings after he left.

Chen Feng even shouted "I'm back" before going home, and said "I'm starting" before eating...

It took several days for Chen Feng to get rid of these habits.

Fortunately, Chen Feng is alone at home...

This brutal attack to hunt down the tomb of Martoba is also the Showa thought at work, and Chen Feng will never do this kind of "jade breaking" before entering the abnormally infected space.

Now Chen Feng is also pinning her hopes on memory. As long as Ayumi Shinozaki loses part of her memory, then Chen Feng is just a passerby to her...

As soon as the sky fell, Ayumi Shinozaki knocked at the door.

Chen Feng was a little nervous for no reason, but still opened the door to Shinozaki Ayumi.

Sitting in the living room, both of them were silent, and the atmosphere seemed embarrassing to everyone.

"Chen Jun..." Ayumi Shinozaki broke the embarrassment and said.

"I have already thought about it. No matter what you become, I will follow you." Shinozaki Ayumi's cheeks flushed, but she still looked at Chen Feng firmly.

Chen Feng's heart trembled slightly, with a sad smile on his face.

"Yeah... I also... think it over." Chen Feng looked at Shinozaki Ayumi's eyes.

Shinozaki Ayumi saw only one dark eye, and then lost consciousness.

"Delete, delete all the amnestics after Bumei left Tianshen Elementary School." Chen Feng gave the red blood line an order.1

His hands trembled slightly.

"Are you sure you want to delete it?" The red blood line came out, shaking in front of Chen Feng's eyes.

"Delete. I can't give her a stable life and happiness. In that case, it's better to forget." Chen Feng's voice remained steady.

The red blood line didn't stop, and went straight into Shinozaki Ayumi's ears.

There was pain on Shinozaki Ayumi's face, her mouth was muttering, tears flowed from her closed eyes.

"Don't... don't... I don't want to forget..."

Chen Feng's heart was shocked, but he still gritted his teeth and said nothing.

Soon, the red blood line came out, and a voice came from the bottom of my heart.

"I've done what you said and deleted her amnestic after leaving Tianshen Elementary School." 1

Chen Feng looked at Ayumi Shinozaki who hadn't woken up, with a tragic smile on his face, and lifted her up.

The red blood line was insightful and silent.

Chen Feng came to Shinozaki's house and put Ayumi Shinozaki on her bed.

Looking at her blankly, placing his hand on her face unconsciously, but when he was about to touch it, he retracted it, gritted his teeth and left.

In this process, no one knows.

Chen Feng made a phone call to Shinozaki Hinoe.

"Shinozaki, I... deleted the memories of Ayumi Shinozaki, about these three months. I just tell you: Don’t approach me in the future, and I will not approach you... You will die, including Ayumi too "Chen Feng didn't wait for Shinozaki Ninomie's answer, and directly smashed the phone.