Treat Filia.

That's something I never thought about.

There were preconceptions that magic couldn't heal the spirit, so there are verses that I gave up on that path.

But if you ask me, it would be the best opinion.

"To cure, after all, in the hospital?

"I think that's the best"

But Philia's social position is that of a foreigner staying illegally.

Well, that's Angelica with me, but it's hard to see a healthcare provider anyway.

Insurance doesn't work, and if a suspicious doctor calls you, you're in trouble.

Angelica can handle it if the ID I asked Kundo to deliver, but now that I've also asked for Philia's share, when will it arrive?

... I wonder if you could introduce me to Kundo and even the dark doctor?

I feel like a doctor with Yakuza's breath is specialized in trauma.

Where the hell is a medical professional who specializes in mental counseling and doesn't care if he's a patient with a scratch on his shin?

"... a doctor? I'll think about it."

"Neutral will see you too, so you have to be a good doctor."

Me?

Yes, and Ayako shaking her neck vertically.

What do you care what they're saying?

"... Me, do I look crazy?

"Pretty"

I don't want you to be the only one who wants to talk about it, but I will continue the conversation.

When I grow up, it is something that makes me feel longer.

Especially when the other girl is a young girl, I forgive her for being "cute, so nothing, okay" no matter how much she says.

Because of my age, I'm even losing my angry energy.

And fatherhood? Some people have a lower heart?

It's a late spoil mixed with those less good reasons, but I think the unworldly girls would mistake this for inclusiveness and the old man would fool them.

"As much as I needed treatment, I was acting weird..."

"It's normal while you're awake, but it's terrible when you're asleep."

"... that's what they do all the time, me"

"Right."

I get worried when I watch, and I get nodded.

Ayako, by the way, still keeps Philia feathered.

I admire him for being a clever kid because he shakes a big serious topic with that attitude.

"And"

To the lid, Ayako took one hand away from Philia.

And he shook up his free right hand.

Reflectively, I feel my body move tingly.

"Mr. Neutral will freak out if someone raises his arm, right?"

"Uh, it's like a habit, so don't worry about it"

If an arm-grown creature did that trick when it was a different world, it would either release a dagger or unleash magic, so my body would be on its own.

"... you know my father is a university professor."

"Oh. You're that dad who looks just like me, aren't you?

"My father said it. Students who grew up beaten up by their parents will soon find out. Because if you take your hand over your head to some kind of clap, your body will stifle for a moment."

"... I hardly remember being physically punished by my parents."

"It was in another world, wasn't it?"

Before I knew it, Angelica might have told me a lot.

About Keisuke Nakamoto, the brave man, half his life. The process leading up to a regular junior high school boy becoming the protagonist of the battlefield.

"I think..."

"What?

Ayako was either to focus on the conversation or to stop holding Philia back.

Of course he jumped in a motion reminiscent of a cat animal and hugged Angelica, not Filia, who misses that good opportunity.

"Wouldn't Mr. Neutral be a PTSD"

"You've heard it somewhere."

"Without abbreviating it, it's a cardiac traumatic stress disorder"

"... is that it? The one that was the problem among the Vietnamese returnees."

"Our generation, that's the image that was at stake in the Iraq war."

I thought there was a generation gap here - but it might be a little different.

I was in a different world when the war in Iraq started, so it was only natural that I couldn't think of it all the time.

If you haven't seen and heard the news in real time, let's do this.

So when I came back to Japan, I looked into modern history, and I remember being surprised that you were at Doraemon War.

"I don't know, it's uncomfortable when they say it's PTSD or the war in Iraq from a high school girl's mouth."

"... it has a little to do with my father's specialty. I've been sneaking into my room and reading books trying to pick up my father's hair from time to time, so I just have a little bit of knowledge."

"Are you even interested in losing your hair? Maybe you're collecting mine, too?

"You're out of line. Neutron seems to want to hear more about it, and I'll get back to the point, but my father was working on artificial intelligence."

"I don't want to hear more about it. I'm really curious about the hair collection."

and is shot through with pitch-black eyes.

It was totally a hunter's eye. I was a pathetic prey. I thought I was going to die here.

"...... I only like one man at a time...... During the day I met Mr. Neutral, I disposed of my father's hair loss, which I had collected until then. Now I'm only interested in Mr. Neutral.... Is this okay? Please don't embarrass me."

"... well, is that so? Don't be lit up when they declare you face to face...... yeah? No, not at all, huh? Isn't that what I want to know? If you're picking up my hair loss, it means you're scared."

"My father taught me why there was a huge need to study artificial intelligence,"

No, you can't.

Whatever happened to this kid, I gave up on him.

"Isn't it fashionable these days to use unmanned weapons to make A I (artificial intelligence) do combat? They asked me how it happened."

"... isn't that to reduce the number of casualties in your own army? Don't let the dead get out."

"There's that, too, but I figured the PTSD I mentioned earlier is also huge. You know what, Mr. Neutral? Until the time of World War II, soldiers had a 20% firing rate. Only 20%. When American soldiers looked at firearms from all countries, regardless of whether they were in the United States or pivotal countries, 80% of them didn't have a single bullet."

"... you used to have low gun accuracy?

"It's not.... I can't shoot you. Normal people can't kill people. Eighty percent of us were hesitant to fire at enemy soldiers in a situation where we had to kill ourselves first."

But I think this is a good thing, Ayako says.

"Avoiding homicide is the wisdom that any creature is equipped with. Looks like humans are surprisingly mercifully made. Even an enemy soldier can't kill inside."

"It's not like World War II I know."

"... there, see, isn't it more convenient for you to say that a messed up death fight was played for the sake of advertising that soldiers from your own country fought bravely, or for the sake of advertising that soldiers from your enemy countries behaved cruelly?

"... that's not what high school girls say, again..."

But it's not like I don't know.

In different worlds, I saw conscripted peasants being driven out to war with the subpeoples, because most of them were useless.

"Until only seventy years ago, only twenty percent of humans were born irresistible to killing. The remaining eighty percent of peaceful people must have done the right thing by shouting wars and wielding weapons. … This is humanity's natural, natural struggle. That's why PTSD didn't happen much in the past."

"Not now?

"You're not at all. Training laws have improved and soldiers' firing rates have twitched, reaching 90% since the Vietnam War."

"90%..."

If the peasant militia had shot me 90% of the time with a bow, I would have easily won the rough fight.

That's only a fairy tale in that world, but apparently it's come true in the modern world.

I no longer know which is the magical world.

"Modern army training is amazing. Once the target comes out of the side, do many training shooting guns reflexively, or adjust from the mental side to avoid finding personality in enemy soldiers. Techniques have gone in the direction of shooting or paralyzing your conscience before your conscience begins to blame."

"... suppose there are only 20% of people who can go ahead and commit murder, but 90% can fire..."

The way of life that is not right for me, is defiled.

That's exactly what I've been through.

"That's right. So in recent wars, PTSD has increased dramatically. Eighty percent of soldiers born with brains that feel resistant to homicide are forced to kill with the power of science.... wouldn't it be a huge loss if people in developed countries, who grew up spending plenty on education and health care, had been abandoned in the war all along? It costs money to treat it. So from the beginning, there's been a flow of artificial intelligence that doesn't exist in the mind to put it on a weapon and get it to fight on behalf of humans. … I don't really want my father to be involved, but I'd say it's still a promising area of research in the future."

Step by step, I know what Ayako is trying to say.

"I mean, you're trying to say that I'm 80% of the time. of the side of birth given a calm brain that can't be killed if it's really an enemy."

"I think..."

"But I've been put to war many times in different worlds. The sub-people don't know how many digits they've lost, and they've exorcised human villains."

"That's why it's serious. Mr. Neutral, as soon as you were flown into another world, you were caught in a war with the Orcs, weren't you? The battle lasted ten days."

"Did Ange tell you that? My autobiography said big fat. With handsome illustrations."

"... when the battle lasts six consecutive days, 98% of the soldiers are said to suffer mental damage... Normal people are not for war, and if you seriously fight because of some mistake, you will come back broken somewhere..."

"Is that the knowledge you gained from your father's book?

"Please don't tear it up"

Ayako looks at me with a caged eye of power at no time.

Rarely, it also looks moist.

"Neutral's mind is no longer... more than Phyllia's..."