I've never been able to hear your thoughts directly from Evan, either in the raven or in the corner. That's why I spoke to Evan first.
"I have a lot to ask you."
If you don't hide that you don't understand the situation at all, Evan, you smiled back at me with a gentle face.
"You don't have to know everything that Felicia doesn't know."
I'm not talking about it.
So even if I didn't know anything, there was no danger that I would go back to the next queen, and Lili wouldn't die, and she would become a queen in the sun, and all the flags surrounding me would be broken, then I didn't even think I had to know!! Though you can't possibly tolerate a future that makes you unhappy without knowing anything!!
Evan, why are you doing this, why is Lili trying to kill herself twice, why is my Highness in a state of apathy, and how is that, Shed?
... Wait. Yes, no, Shed also said she didn't have to know Sister Felicia before entering the room. In other words, Shed should know the truth and what I don't have to know.
"Shed, tell me. You know that too, don't you?
"If Mr. Evan decides not to say it, I'll respect it for my sister Felicia. Liliana would love that."
You won't tell me who it is!
"... Phee, is that Liliana's kidnapping executioner? Then can we get him first?
Come here and give Nica your most honest opinion. Well, this guy, even though he's royal in front of me, he used to buy and eat civilian bread every time and suddenly push and sell ingredients, but he was a relatively decent person.
But as a matter of course here, Evan, I got you... okay? I am, okay?
Not good.
Shed said I would regret knowing. I mean, Evan, it's because I'm involved with the reason why you came to this. Perhaps, just like Shed, Evan, this happened because of me.
"You talk about catching him, but you don't pretend to run, you don't resist"
"I told you, didn't I? I don't mind the death penalty."
"……… to make me queen?
"No, you accidentally return to the Queen because of the stupid incident I made. A villain named Liliana Inocy dies to restore Seth Cabot's true love. It's a common form of good and evil."
He doesn't want to say it from his own mouth to make me queen. But I don't believe what Lili said. Before I believed you, Evan, what you're saying right now would be perfectly understandable and what he wanted, if I just missed the word "coincidence".
Why would he want to make me queen even then?
"Dear Nica, I'm sorry. I know it's my fault, but wait a little longer to catch me. My name is Evan, and I need to talk to you on a par right now."
……
There is no response from Nica. I knew it was a bad idea to wait to catch the person who kidnapped the next queen, so I glanced sideways at Nica.
Lady Nika had no particular hand or mouth appearance, and put her arms together in a static position. Apparently, he'll leave it to me. Evan, I know it's a big reason why you're so dear, but is it because of your trust in me? Thank you.
'Cause in my eyes, Evan, you really don't look like a bad person.
"... Shed, can I ask you one thing?
"I don't mean to answer that, but go ahead?
"Maybe you, Evan, should I just remember and twist my thoughts around the same way I did when I was Shed? Am I already standing where I can come up with answers?
"… correct"
I smile back at Shed, who answered me with a troubled face.
So much so that Shed could finally give me an answer after giving me a hint earlier. But now I can think about it after having conversation experience with Shed even if I don't get a direct hint. I think the tips were scattered all over the conversation we just had.
"Give me some syncing time. It would be helpful if no one acted suspiciously in the meantime.... especially the neighboring prince there"
I'm not a neighboring prince.
"Okay, Nora! There, shut up and sit down!
I have treated the prince completely like a dog, not even in public, but I am not bad because this is due to the fact that Nora was just about to drop the French bread. It is his own fault that his majesty falls. His proximity to the evidence... rather, I feel the gracious gaze of gratitude from scratch of the stenographer.
Though, well, if you're about to eat bread that's falling, it's 10,000 times better than being in a battle-motivated Berserker state on your own.
Mel is healed as she redeems her troubled child Nora no matter how she falls like that and goes to the corner of the room like a borrowed child rabbit to make herself comfortable. I don't know what's going on with her. She's too busy. Poor thing. I'll explain to you exactly what it was at dawn when I got home safe.
Well.
Let's assume my previous words and actions, Evan, are the reason that led you to the kidnapping. In other words, if I recall my previous conversations with you, Evan.
... No, I'm hardly involved, really. As per the scenario in the maiden game Redemption Lady Rose, maybe Evan you fell in love with me at first sight for the main position I met at school. That was obvious in a truly mere administrative conversation that I occasionally talk about as a classmate with my usual gaze. But, yes, I never had a special conversation.
Then again, the only thing to think about is the conversation I had with you, Evan, shortly after I was deported from the Swarows family after my engagement was broken… I have a strange vague memory of why I am. I think there's some reason for this too...
Oh, well! I was super-high tense with the joy of finally freeing the memorial from Her Royal Highness's seat and the next queen's house! Ah, that was such a tension. That would obscure my memory! Yeah, that's right, speaking of which, I was about to skip through and dance cossacks.... Wow, I even remembered black history that doesn't matter. But this is definitely a good trend.
"Dear Nicholas Cabot, I think this is the end of the story when you catch me."
"Oh. But Fee also has the freedom to think. I want to make sure it ends when she's convinced."
"... that you would give her priority over the danger of my brother or that woman?
While I was thinking about it, Evan and Nica had a disturbing conversation.
It is true that the content of the story is excellent and not the suspicious behavior I have noted beforehand! Stop it! My thoughts are a good place right now!
"I'm only giving priority to my will."
I mean, Nica's will is my free will. When I read it in depth, I decided not to listen to what Nica had just said. Nanimoki Itemasain.
Yeah, and that's when I met Evan, the unusually high tension right after he banished me from the house for breaking my engagement. It's true, Evan, that you suddenly got in front of me.
……
... That, wait? Was I abnormally high tension then?... I hadn't noticed this before, but could it be a lot worse? 'Cause I mean, I wasn't normal at the time, and whatever it was, it wasn't sane... right?
Wait, wait, wait! Nobody's rushing me, and I'm the only one who's rushing me. I'm aware of that, but I want you to wait.
I was insane. Then it's no wonder you're messing with something. But if you were acting particularly strange, you'd have just noticed later. I acted perfectly then.
Then I was...
Oh, yeah, okay.
I, Evan, when I met you... overacted more than usual, more than necessary.
"Oh, oh... yes, yes, I am... I told Seth that I had fallen in love once in my life... with tears... and wasted my life playing something like a tragic heroine..."
I crouched in and held my head as I collapsed on the spot, bumping and shuddering my words and actions of the past. If I don't hold my head in real life like this, I'll get out of this place.
Yes, I was insane then. So I definitely had more other means to deal with you, Evan. Wrong. And what pushed that mistake even further into the worst possible outcome was Shed pointing out to me and realizing that I was just good at acting.
Evan, you probably got everything I said in between.
When I looked up, they all looked at me worried.
Right? I'll pay attention if I suddenly get this bizarre, won't I? Now me, I just want to go in if I have a hole in a mood like the one where black history was dug out that wasn't my eye trying to dance, but that's not why you're going in, is it?
Because because of all that stupid behavior, there's probably someone in front of me right now who's dyed my hands for me and even for crime.
I stood up with trembling feet.
"Evan, you know what? If I'm wrong, that's fine. But if this fits, please affirm it.... I said I liked Seth and didn't take your hand at the end. I just said goodbye like a tragic heroine... Have you looked into the bullying I did to Liliana ever since?
You don't affirm or deny it to me, Evan, who talks with his feet trembling, his hands trembling, his voice trembling. No, that's good. What I want is authenticity at the time I speak to the end.
The bullying I did to Lili is, naturally, just a lie that I am supposed to have done exactly. There will be no evidence to the extent that it has just been examined somewhat. But if you looked into the details... well, I don't know how much Lili could have made up and left no further proof of the fabrication.
I don't know, but even though His Highness's decisive remarks are huge, I can't imagine there was any breakdown at all after having had enough of a big incident to make me even break my engagement.
Evan, your love is blah blah blah heavy. As much as I told you to believe me and chase me just for my first love and try to escape with me. If his obsession is, I'm sure he's made it to the bust.
"And I just showed off the evidence I gathered and made Liliana plead guilty. I made Seth listen to it, too, to show that I was wrong. Put me back on the next queen's seat, stick Seth and I together, and all this kidnapping took place just to make me happy.... is it not?
It's all for me, it's all for me. I'm sure this is the right answer. 'Cause Shed, who knows the truth, held my hand strong enough to support me to work. This gentle brother of mine in law is all because he will be on my side even if I am bad.
Evan, you were kind to me, and that made me laugh gently everywhere.
"No, I'm not."
The response was certainly negative. And I wanted to cry.
Evan, you're all trying to make me an irrelevant third party so that I don't know anything about it.
That's stupid, I'm not used to lying to you being a pure wacko character all the time. How much do you think I've been throwing up all these lies? And you're used to telling lies because of your brother's past life?
That's such a shitty lie to me, it only sounds affirmative.
"Well... it's not, Evan... it's all a lie... eh"
I knew exactly why Shed said he would regret it. Still, I wish I didn't know anything about it, but now I can't even breathe because I'm being crushed by regret.
Because of my thoughtless lies, I can't take them back anymore. What am I supposed to do with this?
Still, we have to do something about it. Whatever it takes to lose it.