I glimpsed Lili's despair and swallowed up a lot of things, and at first the air between me and Lili became just a little soothing.
"Nevertheless, my guilt and anguish meant nothing..."
"Well, you're right. I'm sorry I took the route just for myself, Master Seth."
"No, I was just bullying Mr. Felicia just to keep up with the scenario… I'm sorry about that verse."
We both bow our heads together. I don't really feel like a proper apology because I sit side-by-side on the stairs, though. Yes, this is a mild apology for those who break it down.
Yet Lili's tone seems so stiff that it makes her feel like a real apology. I don't mean it.
"By the way, why are you always saluting me, Lili? I was so rude to the next queen when I said I was talking to Frank."
"'Cause he's the one I admired, and... you know, does Mr. Felicia remember when she died in her previous life?
"Hmm? Yeah. I ran carelessly forward and confused and was hit by a car. I think he was annoying me."
"Yeah... I knew it."
"... after all?
Pushing into the words that would hook her up, Lili held her own mouth with her hands just saying that she was gone. I've never seen such an understandable reaction in real life.
"Yes, no! Anything! Mr. Felicia, you were probably older in your previous life than I was!
"... why did you think that?
"Er... it's a hunch! I felt life experience."
Lili's eyes swim. What a clear lie! The way you spoke just now is lame, and the tension is changing... and this kid, you're the one who can't lie. Rather, he did well to the point where he often fitted me in with it.
"Chi, by the way, I was a high school girl!
"Uh, yeah. I was a college girl, so I'm older. But I'm the same age now, and I knew it didn't have to be a tribute."
Before I finished, Lili made a loud noise and slapped herself in the hand. When I unintentionally stop the words, Lili curls up into her mouth so that she can poke that gap.
"More than that, Mr. Felicia is a reincarnator, so the neighboring country's problems were solved, too! At first, I thought poverty and food shortages were just hidden, and when I met Nora and Zero, I found out that it had been solved for the first time."
... Oh! Speaking of which, Zero said something like finding out I was rescuing my neighbor via Lili. Well, from the memory of Lili in her previous life, you think you have to rescue her instead more than I left. Somewhere in that exploratory conversation, there must have been something for each other.
Well, it's strange to tell this story all of a sudden until you've blocked my words, and it just seemed like a topic I've been trying to talk about all my thoughts, but if Lili doesn't want to talk about her past life any more, I don't think it's okay. If Lili knew me from a previous life and for some reason she didn't want me to know about it, she wouldn't be my enemy. I didn't even know a high school girl in my last life. I'm a little concerned that you won't stop saluting me.
"I wouldn't need it if we were discussing the situation with each other. I'm glad we didn't get the wrong idea."
"That's true. I feel like I've been away for nothing."
Yeah, the two of us snorted and laughed at each other, and also made a funny story that wasn't very funny.
Speaking of which, I was also concerned about Lili. This is the time to ask.
"By the way, Lili, why did you go to church so distant from home?
"... Yeah, I went to the church closest to home in the beginning, but gradually, for some reason, they called me the Virgin and I went to fame, and it was an extra option for me to think that going according to the scenario at the time would make me happy, so I started going to places where my face and name were unknown"
"Then why did you come to church?
It's hard to imagine Lili would have been too obsessed with religion if she was Japanese. First of all, if there's a god who believes, he'll believe in another god in this world. I can't even solve going all the way to church.
To my doubt, Lili broke her face.
"Because I thank God for being here in this world and seeing me at a glance. I have to thank you properly."
Even though she was so desperate that she wanted to kill herself, she still thanked Sang-god?
Somehow Lili came to really look like a saint. Even after I became such a civilian, I gradually became distrustful of God, and in the end I never went to the church to thank him.
I guess that's why Lili wanted to come to this world after all because of her wishes......
"... you know, why was Lili like Seth?
I also know that Master Seth was attractive as a game character. I was just distant with my attributes. Because he's a main hero, the scenario was voluminous.
Nevertheless, I wonder what I've done to feel like I'm in love enough. Besides... I didn't change my mind when I actually saw him and touched him, not until. But in addition to that, I'm a little unsure that it was as much love as I'd still like it until I tasted even more despair. I'm not willing to deny my love for 2D, but I still don't see him. I think there's an aspect of him that can be idealized because he can't be touched and recognized. I can barely see anything dirty, and they don't hate me.
Lili answered such a question with some confusion about me, her breasts stretched and her eyes glowed with glitter when she was thinking about exactly who she liked.
"It's love at first sight."
"Ah, hmm. Well... you know, Seth's face is the perfect prince."
……
What a face. When I was convinced that it was almost the same face even in the same world, Lili, on the other hand, looked at me with a zito eye that seemed somewhat less convinced.
"It was strange, but could it be that Mr. Felicia doesn't like Seth so much? Huh? You played the game, didn't you? Master Seth, didn't you do the route?
"No, I did... I'm a little bit of a character, I don't know."
I answered honestly, but they just said I doubt my ears. At the earliest possible moment, it seems suspicious because he is the same person as himself.
Apparently, playing Ladillo and not liking Master Seth can't be an out-of-the-box story in Lili. It's a calculation that at least half of Ladillo players will be out of the public. The word "love is blind" passed my head.
Lili takes a deep breath once and closes her eyes as she envisions. I was just following Lili with my eyes.
Eventually Lili opened her mouth.
"... I can tell you as much as I like about Seth, but don't tell me it's complicated even if I don't know much about it."
"That's right!
Having feared Lili's true face, I nodded well with a heartfelt relief that I was glad Lili wasn't a radical thought that came trying to force her to figure out the charm of someone she liked.
Lili was leaning her neck strangely at me frightened. Ugh, yeah, Lili's a sweet kid. Even me, I know!
"… So it's time to go back? I'm worried that it's too late, and I'm worried about Nana."
Lili rose off the stairs where the story was also better separated, and I also continued to agree with it and stand up.
Well, and there was still one thing after I tried to walk out, and I realized that I really needed to ask Lili now, and I hurriedly grabbed Lili's dress hem and stopped.
"Wait. Let me ask you one last thing. That conversation I was just having with Nica... what does that mean?
"With your brother-in-law...? Oh, is that the one you said I'd do well? That one, ………"
Lili's words stopped unnaturally, wondering if she would answer without precipitation, and she finally threw up the rest with a lying smile after roughly five seconds of silence.
"Well, to sum up, your brother-in-law loves you."
"No, you won't be deluded, will you? You weren't totally talking about that kind of atmosphere, were you?
"I wrapped it in Oblate, but I'm not deluding you, am I? Now, Phee, I'm not gonna do that to you."
Wow. I don't think that's the dialogue that Ultra said earlier about reverence and previous life when she was so badly deluded.
Lili hastily adds words to her face that don't hide what I don't believe in at all.
"I'm not really lying. At that time, it didn't matter what my brother-in-law meant except that he loved you and hated me."
Looking into Lili's eyes, Lili also stared back at me with a loss. Apparently, I'm not lying.
... um, but hey.
"Nica loves Lili..."
"……… Yes?
Lili raises her bare voice. Then he grinned half a laugh and grabbed my shoulders.
"I'm sorry, what kind of thought circuit did you make such a terrible mistake? On the contrary, I'm concerned."
"Because I think it was all about Lili when we had this conversation."
No. Obviously, when you were with your brother-in-law, Felicia told you about me, didn't she? Instead, my brother-in-law told me about it. I "
"I just saw Lili, and I didn't see her!
"Just that?! What leapfrogging maiden thinking?! That's for your brother-in-law too Felicia... or it's too likely that I'm liked by my brother-in-law! I would love to show you how many stomachache days I usually come from that guy who hates me!!
I admitted my mistake to Lili, who raised her voice in protest, not to mention the cry of her soul. Yeah, this is obviously Nica. Let's not look at Lili like that.
"Is this the end of getting into a crazy talking fight?
"Ugh, yeah. I'm sorry, Nica, but you think of me like a sister. Now we're friends. There may have been a little bit of"
"…… that, are you serious?
I apologized, but for some reason I think Lili's mood has gotten worse instead of getting better. Even though I tried to pull myself back, it didn't come true either because Lili grabbed my shoulders and fixed them.
Therefore, I will take Lili's words directly from the front.
"That's not true, is it? 'Cause, Mr. Felicia, it sounds like you underestimated yourself, but it's not a blunt character, is it? You do realize that, don't you? Your brother-in-law's attitude towards Felicia in the first place, it's totally the same as when Redilo's Nicholas Favor Max, and you can't possibly not have noticed he was playing the game, can you? I'll tell you what, I've never seen anything other than my brother-in-law laughing about Mr. Felicia, have I?
Yes.... yes. I don't realize, it can't be. I wasn't so shallow about Redilo as to be unaware.
But... no, I didn't hear anything and I didn't notice anything. Convenient assumptions are my specialty.
"... is it possible that you didn't listen to me now?
I responded to Lili's exact words with a silent smile that I couldn't help but take. Lili takes her hands off my shoulders and opens her mouth with a confused face after a little silence as she envisioned.
"Doesn't Mr. Felicia like your brother-in-law?
"I, am……"
He was a character in the game and I gave in to my destiny when I said I liked him... no. I decided not to see it anymore as a character in the game. In the first place, I like Nica, but... I don't like Nica. No. I don't like it. Because... because...
Yeah, I don't want to think about it. Yeah. No, don't think about it.
"Oh, I'm sorry, I'm sorry! I don't know, but it sounds like something you shouldn't have heard, right?! Wow, don't look like that because I was all bad....!"
Lili shakes my shoulder as she hastily apologizes. I was so overreacted that I wondered what the hell I looked like right now.
I don't need Lili to apologize because I can stop thinking on my own when I realize it's inconvenient.
That's how I cut it all off and lived to protect myself from trouble and things I don't need anymore. So I don't even remember the name of this country that my neighbor neglected since that day I was freed from the nobility. I don't even remember my parents' names in this world. In previous life, no one's face or name.
Perfect for self-defense. So even though it's okay.
Although, Lili looks worried because she sees it, so I decided to tear it up with a strange face.
"I forgive Lili if she doesn't call me Felicia..."
"Huh?! Oh, uh... so, Phee?!
"I forgive you!
"Huh?!
"All right, I've lost my heart and I'll go back to everyone!
"Yeah eh?!
Putting her hand out to Lili, who peels off her eyes, Lili was confused for a moment but held my hand back hard.
I don't care. Lili is much more important than that. If you think I can't spot Lili's mood, who is probably anxious to go back to everyone and meet with Seth, it's a big mistake.
Well, what I'm waiting for when I get back, too, is a high-difficulty mission to ask Shed and Evan to give you a commutation of their sentence with all their souls against His Majesty, so I'm energized the other way around by Lili's hands.
...... I am selfish so I have not noticed anything about Nica's feelings. Notice, he's not here.