Life, Once Again!

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“I don't know why I'm so confident. Sunbae. ”

It was Jiyun who was chattering bells with her colored face. 5 beers. I can understand if a kid who's never had a drink before drinks that much.

“I'm confident right now, so stop talking. Stand up straight.”

I took Ziyun into the small room like a crying child. I laid the bed down and woke up Aram, who was lying in the living room. It was Aram who woke up with cloudy eyes after shaking a few times.

“The ground is shaking! Wow!"

“Your brain is shaking. ”

Aram pushed him into a small room and closed the door. It reminded me of my freshman party at university. He was resistant to alcohol and survived to the end. As a result, he worked hard as a mortician. It is ironic that what we do in the past remains the same.

“Hey, enough vomiting. The toilet is blocked.”

Suyeon yelled at the bathroom. The three men who drank the soju and beer were exhilarating. Suyeon would have drunk flounder because she gave him liquor, and even though she clearly felt that her insides were twisted, she would have drunk because of her male ego. I'm surprised there's a colony mixed in the flow.

After I handed him the toilet and sent the three men who were stuck in the big room, I cleaned the toilet.

“I can do it. ”

Suyeon was smiling with a beer in one hand. After I finished cleaning the bathroom, I wandered around the small room and the big room to check on the children. Fortunately, no one grumbled.

“You look familiar. ”

“I'm used to the aftermath. ”

I scraped up the rest of the soju and sat down in front of him. After I moved, I became hungry. The clock was running toward 11 o'clock, and the movie channel was turned on and a Chinese silent film was coming out.

“Would you like a drink? ”

It was Su-yeon shaking the cup. The floor rumbles around and finds a bottle of Cow Bottle that I haven't been able to drink. I poured about a third of the soju into an unused glass.

“Are you drinking more? ”

“If I give it to you.”

Suyeon held out the cup. I followed the soju that remained there.

“Did you finish your beer? ”

“There should be some bottlenecks in the fridge. ”

I opened the lambswoop refrigerator and held the beer side by side underneath. The inside of the refrigerator I saw was surprisingly clean. I also had a canteen, and there were more refined vegetables than instant food.

“Why are you staring at my refrigerator? ”

“It's a place that recognizes people. Desks, refrigerators, toilets. Surprisingly well organized. ”

“Surprisingly. Pardon me. ”

Suyeon shrugged.

“Where is the opener? ”

“Isn't it by the fridge? ”

I turned my head to look at the refrigerator, but there was nothing left. The floor opened the lid with a spoon that ate countless potato chips.

“What are you really doing? It's so natural.”

“All high school students these days know how to do it. ”

“Lies.”

I stuffed the beer nose with my thumb and shook it vigorously, then poured the spilled beer into the glass. Even though the memory flew to the other side of the forgetfulness, the method of making a bomb was amazing. A white bubble pours over the glass surface.

“You're doing all you can. ”

Suyeon raised her glass and took a sip. I think I drank quite a lot while hanging out with the kids, but I only had a slight flush, and it was not like usual. I drank a sip on the floor. It's sweet because it's been a long time.

‘Chief Go drank a lot because of that bastard. No, he was the director. ’

Every day, one of the supervisors was drinking a whale, and I remembered that he broke the cup at the house in front of the company. These were embarrassing moments, but I now miss them a little like saying that they will all become memories after. Well, I only think of the good times after the army leaves.

I left the table without saying a word. I had nothing to say, and I didn't want to find anything to say, so I filled my cup when it was empty and drank. I drank three glasses of Bomb Wine at quite a short interval, but I didn't notice any signs of alcohol at all. Thanks to the healthy body you received during the lubrication.

‘No, it's rebirth. ’

Even though everything was twisted and lost, I smiled, thinking that if I had this healthy body, I wouldn't worry about starving the three brothers and sisters. I definitely like the way to learn and want to go to the end, but I can't even predict the morning after life. You may be able to climb up the ladder once and fall to the ground. If that happens, this body alone will be the only property.

The floor poured some remaining liquor into its mouth and put the soju bottle and beer bottle aside. The sooner management, the better. No hard work, but you don't need to drink.

“Are you drunk?”

“Yes, I'm drunk. ”

“Liar. You haven't changed your face color. ”

“You don't have to drink until you're really drunk. I'm satisfied with just the right atmosphere. And... I have to take care of my health. ”

“The little one is already in good health. ”

It was Suyeon pouring beer into a cup while mumbling.

“I hear you have quite a high calorie. Would you like some more? ”

Suyeon flinches. She stares at the drink and throws it forward.

“Drink.”

“I don't want to.”

“I can't drink because of you. So drink it."

He's a little drunk. There is a nostril in the sound of the horse. I drank the glass on the floor because I didn't have the strength to be unusual with the starving woman.

“Go back to sleep if you're drunk. I'll clean this place up. ”

“I wasn't drunk at all. If you take this much, the name Kim Soo-yeon will cry. ”

Suyeon was picking potatoes from the potato bath while purging and exhaling. This woman also carries a variety of characters in her body. They smile at each other as they plunder, and yet seduce people with provocative gestures. She is definitely attractive. So the men must have fallen for it.

“The key that opens all the locks is praised as the master key, but the key that opens all the locks is useless. I mean, why is a man tall and a woman locked? Women can be taller. Can't it be because you don't have a penis? ”

Tonight was Su-yeon speaking with such bold tone, miso soup. The floor looked at Su-yeon while grabbing a snack in front of her. Her smile disappears and her smile disappears. A grave expression. Flooring thought that the most honest face Suyeon showed was this moment.

“To put it bluntly, a man is tall and a woman is the key. ”

“Phew, you're Macho too. ”

“I'm just playing along with the joke. ”

“Oh, yeah? Well, you could look better on it. ”

Suyeon got up from her seat staggering, resting on the couch where the floor was leaning. Whenever Suyeon breathed, the smell of strong liquor spread. I remembered the words, "I'm the one who says I'm not drunk."

“If you're sleepy, go to your room and sleep. ”

“Who says I'm going to lie here in my own house? ”

“You may catch a cold. ”

“Don't worry. I'll turn the heat around. Why would I make money? I'm making money to live like this. ”

“I hope you have a lot of money. ”

“Good. Why are you working so hard? It's all about making money, right? ”

“I like you for the first time. ”

“Oh, I'm so glad. ”

For our first consensus, "Suyeon patted her shoulder with the back of her hand. The time was 12: 00, and the movie channel was showing a 19-gold movie with a ticket. It was a movie about a female protagonist sacrificing his life for a man.

“Pure women, casual women, shapes. Why does this country force women to be passive? ”

“Because I'm scared.”

“Scared?”

The floor grabs the glass that was pushed away again. I can't stay sober talking about this.

“Every man in the world says, 'This is not what women are like.' ”

After I drank a little soju in the glass, I said,

“There are quite a lot of men who are pathologically averse to women climbing over their heads. ‘How dare a woman.’ There is a famous word. It's actually scary. Taking your place from talented women. So we start with the meadow. Saying," A woman's got to have a quiet taste, "that's ridiculous. Man is not food and tastes nothing. ”

When I said it, I was upset because I remembered an anecdote related to her. It was when my wife, who gave birth to a daughter after marriage and left the play, took a job as a company manager. The company caused trouble with a man who was in the same wealth, and the reason was so confusing. It was about keeping my eyes open for women. I don't remember exactly what the story was, but when I heard it, my anger felt vivid even now, beyond time and space. I was even angrier because of the sad look of my wife who said she was just going to smile and pass it on for the child.

“His favorite male history has ruined a lot of people. There's too much truth to brag about coming out with hot peppers. I, for one, am going to teach self-defense if I have a daughter. and let me know. If there's any nonsense in front of you, kick it. ”

“That's cool. ”

Suyeon laughed and rolled her feet as if she liked it. After smiling for a long time, Suyeon sighed. And I took out a quiet voice.

“If you say you were raped by a man, everyone will snort, right? ”

“Did that happen? ”

“It was rape for all I could feel. I was a puppet, and he was a horny dog. Son of a bitch.”

“Can you talk to me about that? I don't like that teacher very much. ”

“I know. I hate you, too. I wanted to, but I didn't think I'd get over it. ”

“But why do you think.... ”

“No one. No one can say that. I don't know what to tell you, but I don't think you're a bad guy. Because young people can't mimic adults, they can't just say the right things, they can't separate relationships like knives, and they can't all be jerks, but they don't flirt with me like those bastards. ”

“That's just 'cause you don't like it. ”

“Keep it down, please. ”

Su-yeon who was lying down jumped up and hugged the floor sitting on the floor behind her.

“How are you? Are you shaking? ”

“Smells like booze. If you're not a child, sleep peacefully. I know it's a pity, but I can't cover the struggle. ”

“Ruthless.”

Su-yeon was leaning her head against the floor shoulder.

“I mean, I knew emotions were eternal. I thought love was immutable. I expected them to treat me the same size of love while I was in love with them. But no. Emotions were really easy to consume, and love was a much prettier consumable package. They wanted me, and I gave them what they wanted, but they gave me away. ”

“So what did you do? ”

“I don't know how. I traded, too. I'll give you what you want. Nothing's free. If you've spent me, you'll have to pay for it. I was once the girl I wanted to love, the girl I wanted to be loved, but now I'm used to loveless love. A rumor? A whore? Selling your body? It's a bargain anyway. It doesn't matter if it's shaped or not, it's a bargain. ”

The breath of returning home was hot. If you didn't know anything, you might feel disgusted by this. It's impure. It's impure. But what I felt was the bitterness similar to the taste of alcohol.

“So are you satisfied? ”

“Satisfied? Satisfied. It doesn't hurt anymore. I'm a dry twig now that I've squeezed out all my emotions. ”

“If you're satisfied, no problem. By the way, can a person who is emotionally drained be able to perform? ”

“I'm doing it. Like this. The smoke is all bullshit anyway. ”

Suyeon raised her hand to the sky.

“Begone, begone, empty candle. Life is but a shadow that walks in a field. When the time is right, they brag loudly on stage, but over time, they are just poor actors who disappear without a word. Full of nonsense and anger, but ultimately meaningless. ”

All I could see was despair from Suyeon who pulled out the sentence in a heartbeat. Suyeon glanced at the fluorescent lamp with dazed eyes and smiled as if it had never been covered. Then she buried her face on the floor's shoulder again.

“I'm sick of Macbeth. ”

“That's Macbeth. ”

“Don't you know Macbeth is playing? ”

“It's the first year. ”

“By the way.”

Suyeon mumbled a little while ago.

“Anyway, I'm a very good liar. Anything I say to you right now could be a lie. ”

He laughs as if the words he said were funny. The floor shrugs.

“Truth or falsehood doesn't matter. ”

“Why?”

“It doesn't matter. What you do has nothing to do with me. as long as they don't break the law. ”

“Of course I don't touch married men. Even the man who says she's a woman. ”

“Well, isn't that fine? It doesn't have to be pathetic. ”

“Don't you think it's dirty? ”

“Why? I've never heard of a dirty relationship. ”

“I can't tell if you're a romantic or a pessimist. ”

“To my woman, I'm just indifferent to people who are not romantic. Better yet, get up. It's heavy.”

“Excuse me for saying that to a woman. ”

“Gravity doesn't discriminate against men and women. ”

Suyeon stood up with a bloody smile. I turned my head and looked back, and my eyes were clear. He must have told the story of pretending to be drunk.

“Strange. This kind of attack doesn't work. Isn't that what you want? ”

“Will you confirm it? ”

“Oh, be bold. ”

“It's past 12: 00. It's time to sleep.”

“No, I want to talk more. ”

“Then I'm going to bed. ”

“Why? Stay here because I'm bored. ”

Su-yeon was mumbling. I can't tell if she's drunk or sober. If you leave, I'm sure you'll follow me horribly. The floor sighs and pulls the book out of its bag.

“Speak for yourself. I'm gonna go look at a book. ”

“What a twilight gesture. You want to audition?”

“We'll see. I don't know if we'll make it. ”

“If you fall, run to your sister's arms. My breasts are big enough to welcome you. ”

“Yes, of course. ”

Turned off the TV and handed over the bookshelf. Su-yeon, who wanted to talk alone, was also quiet.

The refrigerator buzzes and makes a sound. Knng, I hear the wind blowing against the window. Quiet noises stay in the living room for a while and disappear. The living room quickly became as quiet as a library. With that static, I handed over the bookshelf to the floor. It was about 20 pages long, like an engraving on one page.

“…… Where should I get my purity? ”

It was Su-yeon's word.

I turned on the TV with the remote control next to the floor before the absent voice. Then I turned on the channel and turned on the re-broadcasting arts program and turned on the sound. When I turned the volume up to feel a little loud, I heard a sound behind me.

It was like chewing my tears and swallowing them upside down.

The floor turned on the TV and turned on the bookshelf.

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