Life, Once Again!

* * *

I became obsessed with the book and realized that at some point I stopped crying. I turned down the volume I had turned off the TV. There was a moon in the sky that appeared to be smaller than usual.

The floor closes the book and turns its head. I can see Su-yeon falling asleep with her hair tangled. Su-yeon who was talking nonsense and resigned by herself, reflecting on herself, looked very tired.

“I have a cold. ”

2 a.m. I can't sleep because I've been drinking for so long. The floor starts clearing out the food and dishes spilling in front of your eyes. Suyeon flinched and turned around when she heard the squeak and hit the glass bowl.

After tidying up the living room, the floor looked around the small room and the large room. The girls who were passed out in the small room were sleeping with each other. It must have been cold, but it didn't turn on the boiler. I spread a thin blanket in the corner, covering the two of them, and then came out with the remaining blanket.

“Let's pay for the night when we're old. ”

I put a blanket over Su-yeon who was asleep.

If the lover could see him crying and falling asleep, he would feel that he was lovable or that he wanted to take care of him, but the floor was just sad. Everyone has a story. There is no good and there is no evil from birth. Stories only make him good or bad. But the funny thing is that the concept of good and evil also changes with observation. The floor was very well aware of that. Even the praised Great Person may be a product of the inferior Elitism who trampled on him, or the death penalty who was beaten to death may be a savior who told someone something empowering. Therefore, the floor prioritizes people based on their impact on them rather than on the assessment of three levels. From that point of view, Su-yeon is a good person. Relationships that are solely for each other's benefit. Evaluation of Suyeon will not be good or bad as long as the deal continues neatly.

However, there was something I wanted to say.

“Do you?”

I tried calling low, but there was no answer. Only a baby's cozy breath sounds out.

“If you've lived well so far, don't regret it. But if an action comes back to you in pain, stop, or you can live your life. Don't try to be nice. It's crazy how hard it is to be good. So let's just be selfish. To the extent that you do not break the law. ”

The floor turned off the boiler and turned off the fire. I lay down on the living room carpet and covered the duvet I had brought out of the room. The quiet living room. I took a slow breath. On the other side of the ritual, I felt sleep approaching.

* * *

I dreamed of chasing a strange woman. No, it wasn't a strange woman. She must have known.

The open floor gazes at the ceiling dazed. A ceiling with an off-white wallpaper. Ah, this was Soo-yeon's house. I got up, grabbing a sharp neck. The dream that was clear until just now was blurring and fading away. All that was left was that the unknown woman was hard in pursuit of a mysterious woman who knew or didn't know, and that she was young, sometimes old, and sometimes appeared completely different.

It was a strange dream, but the impression soon faded, so I didn't care. A living room with blue lights. It was 9: 00 in the morning when I turned my head and looked at the clock. I got up from my seat after taking a deep breath of sunday's gentle air.

“You're up.”

Suyeon, who thought she was looking around on the couch, was standing next to the kitchen. The face that had been messed up because of the tears was disappearing like a shadow, the actor Kim Su-yeon's face. Are you done complaining? The floor greets lightly and walks to the kitchen.

“Do you want some water? ”

“Yes.”

I shared Suyeon's water twice. The energy of the sleep that was sticky is washed away in cold water.

“Thanks for the blanket. But I know manners. ”

“If you're in pain, who teaches you? ”

“It's really not cute. ”

“It's also a question of being cute at this age. ”

“The old boy. ”

“Better than a younger adult. Do you want me to wake them up? Looks like we're getting out of here. ”

“No. Let him sleep a little more. You threw up yesterday. You weren't in a fuss. After you let them sleep through lunch, you'll get up for your first training. ”

“Training?”

“Check the sound box. I want to check how well Mr. Smile taught me, and find out how good it is to have a ringer. ”

Su-yeon who took out the toaster asked, holding the bread in her hand.

“How about some breakfast bread? ”

“Don't you have any rice? ”

“Just give it to me, and I'll give you something to eat. You're not popular with women when you argue like that. ”

“I thought I told you yesterday, but don't worry, you're good to your girlfriend. ”

“Do you have a girlfriend? ”

“Yes, I do. ”

“Wow, I'm surprised. I thought you were a misogynist. There's this hot girl right in front of your eyes, and you haven't looked at her once. ”

“Are you bored enough to bring back the controversy you had yesterday? ”

“Dining tables are usually the best when they're busy. ”

“Then get yourself a boyfriend. ”

“Like you said yesterday? ”

I guess they weren't listening in the morning. The floor said, applying strawberry jam to the toast that popped up with a thud.

“Why are you pretending to sleep when you're awake? Embarrassing people.”

“It's fun.”

It was Suyeon who put orange juice on the table according to two cups.

“What's your girlfriend like? How's your personality? ”

“I'm better than you in every way. Face, Body, Personality. ”

“Aigoo, not the body. ”

Suyeon twisted her long legs, crouching her chin. Correct. Su-yeon is definitely in better shape now.

“It'll get better over time. ”

“How do you know that? ”

“I have good eyes. ”

“A sneaky pervert. ”

“A man is a natural born pervert. It's just suppression and survival. ”

“You're a real pervert for saying that. Aren't you ashamed?”

“I'm less ashamed than crying and moaning. And I remember one time I came to the hospital, my girlfriend. ”

“Did you? I don't remember my irrelevant kids very well. ”

“Of course.”

The crispy toast crumbles in my mouth. Strawberry jam was also quite delicious. Where's the merchandise? I turned the Strawberry Jam Bottle and looked around. It was hard to read because it was full of English.

“Yummy, isn't it? I got you a present. I thought you said 150,000 won per bottle. ”

“It was delicious because it was expensive. ”

“You want one? ”

“Never mind. When I get a gift for no reason, my dreams get twisted. ”

“It's just a gift to keep up the good work. Well, I don't think we're gonna get along. ”

“I agree.”

“Why do you hate me so much? ”

My wife answered while chewing the toast well.

“It's not that I don't like it. He's just being stupid because he has no reason to be friends. Oh, if you saw the intentional avoidance, that's because you're a scary woman. I don't like scary women. ”

“Are you afraid of me? Why, 'cause you're attracted to men? ”

Flooring looked Suyeon in the eye and said.

“If you care so much that you do that, you should stop. I think he's conscious, but I don't care, so I think it's best to stop talking about it. If it's intentional to keep your mouth shut, I want to ask why. and they said they were scared because they seemed to control their emotions too well. I like a woman with a loophole. ”

Suyeon, who was listening to the story, stared at the floor with a loud snore. Even though the smile was still the same and the delicate eyes were just like before, the eyes inside seemed quite cold.

“You're too ambitious. But at the same time, it's sweet. It's a contradiction, but you are. Now I understand why I told you what I had in mind. You're not a consoler. But I'm listening. I don't empathize, but you understand. I can't be forgiven, but I feel better inside. In addition, I get scolded like this. ”

“Are you happy to be scolded by a child? ”

“Yes, very much. I've been having a bit of a headache lately, but this should cool off. People have to live the way they are. It's impossible to go back to the way things were. No matter how much I pull out my wound, I can't fix it because it already hurts so badly. That's why we have to live like this. ”

It was Su-yeon who handed the orange juice over in a heartbeat.

“If you're going to touch me, I want you to get rid of the underage. Especially for theater kids. ”

“Hey, I have eyes, too. Plus, it's really high. Do you know what I'm doing to anybody? ”

“Well, it's like a compliment in reverse. It feels good anyway. Thank you."

“What a rush.”

Suyeon put the bread in the toaster and said.

“Do you want another one? ”

* * *

Ji-yoon was restless, kneeling at the door. I woke up right away, but I couldn't get out. A vaguely sounding floor and Suyeon's conversation. I can't hear very well, but if I leave now, I will be very embarrassed.

‘What to do.’

What's worse is that last night's trend will be remembered as it was. I wish I didn't remember. I remembered what I said to the floor, and my face lit up. Never drink again.

“Bathroom.”

“Surprise.”

Aram grips the doorknob with a dazzling eye. Ji-yoon was scared to death.

“It's not good out here. ”

“Really?"

“Yes. Something serious with you and the instructor... ”

“He said?”

Ji Yun covered her mouth with a face I couldn't stand. Aram's eyes sparkle with playfulness. Yes, he is different from himself. Aram smiling and lowering his door hook seemed like someone who wanted something embarrassing to happen outside.

The door opened wide. In front of the door is a floor holding a glass.

“Oh, man! I heard there's something funny going on. ”

“There's no such thing. Wash your face more than that. It's a mess."

“Is that so?"

It was Aram walking to the bathroom, stealing yawns as if nothing had happened. Jiyun glanced at the floor with a straight smile.

“You.”

“Yes, yes? ”

“Don't drink more than three beers. ”

“…… Yes. ”

It was then that pretty loud music came out of the living room. Every time Su-yeon hits the button with the small remote, the sound grows louder.

“Kids! Get up! Happy lunch!”

* * *

After exhaling deeply into the palm of my hand, I smelled the scent with my nose before it dispersed. It seemed to faintly smell like soju. I learned how to drink early while hanging out with the kids, but yesterday was the first time I drank booze in a row. It was a mistake to think of the amount of alcohol that had been swollen, and this was easy. I couldn't concentrate on the liquor that hopped up late, and when I opened my eyes, I held the toilet. When he regained consciousness, the colony lay beside him. Whenever my face turned blue, I felt goosebumps all over my body, like watching a horror movie. Fortunately, a catastrophic event did not occur that left you dumbfounded.

"That instructor, he's weird."

After I got up for lunch, I went up to the top of the officetel. I screamed coolly there. Su-yeon asked Su-yeon to snort and let out a sound even when she asked me to remove it, because she is in charge of props, not a desire to learn. I had no choice but to shout at the sky. It was not a bad experience for me to feel better.

Afterwards, Suyeon told me to put my hands on the theater attendant's boat and let out a sound. He also asked me to say a simple word and to shout for a short time. He also told me it's called abdominal breathing. When I said my head would spin properly, I initially smiled, but I had a really whitening experience because I repeated the move of holding my breath on the floor and slowly exhaling.

- That's it for today. Let's start practicing extreme and fast from tomorrow. You may not be very good at teaching, so prepare yourselves.

It was very irresponsible, but it also matched. Suyeon was clearly an uncontrollable woman, but when teaching, her eyes were solemn. After all, he must be trustworthy.

"I'm a prop, by the way."

I kicked my tongue slightly and jumped on the bus. I don't like annoying, but I have a bad feeling that it will continue.

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The temperature has risen by more than 28 degrees since last weekend.

Finally, summer approached.

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