Life, Once Again!

The man turned on the radio. Just when they signed up for their song, "The First House Album." I practiced choreography so badly that my shoulders shrugged even after the first melody. After the first verse, the Chapman solo came out.

‘It was good until then. ’

Dayun cast her gaze out the window.

The team's mood worsened as Chapman gained McCorm's attention in the decline of team activity. At some point, there were more than four people walking around, except for Chapman. It was easy to ignore because Charming was the youngest. But that didn't make things better between the four of us. We just used each other to get out when we didn't want to be in the same place as Chapman.

Dayun became anxious because there were too many precedents as to how the group ended up with only one person in the spotlight. I had to find a way to live. I have gone out a few times in craftsmanship, but my performance was poor Minji, a team member, continued to glow from his skills, but he was discouraged. The difference in the team continued. With the exception of Minji and Chae Jung, the two people were also empowered on the solo album and musical side.

You were the only one left behind. Another falling duck's egg. I didn't want to go back to worrying about part-time. That's when I thought of him again. I haven't heard from him in five months. I texted again. Surprisingly, the moment I texted, I remembered myself loving him. It was a good time, I texted and waited. I got a reply. I wanted to see you.

Dayun was pleased with the unchanged reaction. The man who put himself in the Yellow Star. I was sure there would be something else to step on this time. Dayun, who met the man at the promised place, carefully hugged him. Just like old times.

But you weren't the only one who changed. The man had changed, too. No conversations, no shopping. I went straight to the hotel and had sex. It was rough sex. I was speechless. He said, "Are you ignoring me?” I kept saying, "I handled myself roughly. Dayun was scared and cried, but hugged the man even more. Then I made excuses. I've been really busy. I just got off the phone. Can't you see I contacted you first? I loved it.

But the man didn't take care of it like before. I gave him money like before, but he looked at me like I was seeing a bar girl. Dayun collected the money without spending it. I once experienced life that I didn't know when it would change. This money had to be saved for later.

Such a meeting lasted again for half a year. In all this time, Dayun has never been on TV. As a team, the number of times I acted as an individual was zero. I felt a sense of self-esteem. The representative encouraged me, but I was not relieved. The representative is a scary person. I'm a good person, but good and scary are separate problems.

Dayun had previously seen a representative who wanted to meet with a famous company representative, Ahn Ju-hyun. Since he's the same principal as the other side, the representative folded his hands, but what if it was him? Maybe he accepted it and broke the glass with his representative.

As the representative who arranged such a meeting, I did not know when to sell myself that was not popular. The lower the ego, the greater the affection and desire for men. I hated myself, but I was more afraid of failure than that. Dayun thought that as long as she held him in her arms, she was less likely to fail.

And today, I met a man again.

The buildings that disappeared from sight quickly stopped slowly. The traffic light has turned red. You can see the hotel beyond Shindae Lake, which is standing in Odokani. Again with the hotel. How much do I owe you today? I want you to give me 3 million won just like that. It was time to think about it.

“Let's make a movie. ”

“Yes?”

Movie. I suddenly remembered three types of video in my head. You're finally selling yourself out. It's going to be a big issue. Take off your idols, like that. But the words that came out of the man's mouth were completely different.

“An acquaintance asked me to take a look at the film because I asked him to. ”

The man turns the car to the left, touching the tip of his nose. It was not the direction of the hotel. The car slowly headed towards a famous restaurant. This is where I've been with a man before. The third floor, reserved seats, is only accessible by elevator at the main window of the building. Personal information is a thorough place

Dayun was complicated in her head. After getting out of the car, you stand somewhere behind the man's right back, like a secretary. I didn't say anything first. Now we know the fountain. I analyzed the man's words with the time obtained from the silence. Is it true? Is it really going to make a movie? Or are they trying to deceive us with hypocrisy?

I entered the private room on the side of the window, being politely guided. A dark brown wooden table is centered and on the left is a painting of a famous writer. I heard a long time ago that there are tens of millions of won in black skillets. It's a world I don't understand.

He sat on the chair that the waiter pulled out and handed over his hat. I thought I would be taken to the hotel as usual after rough sex, but today I came to the restaurant as I did when I first met you.

There was ten thousand dollars of water in one glass. 10,000 won for a glass of water. This place is like that. The man takes a sip of water and opens his mouth.

“Have you ever acted before? ”

“No, not yet. ”

“Why? I think we're doing everything we can for the other kids. ”

“I was on the talent side first, but it didn't work out. Since then, I can't see.... ”

“You're so unpopular that you don't sing in dramas as well as talent, right? ”

Dayun rarely grants a twisted purchase “Yes.” I replied small. I'm thirsty. I'm afraid of the water in the glass. Ten thousand dollars goes through the throat. It's water, but it's rough.

“Then try it this time. It's called the casting salary.”

“Is it really……? ”

“Yes."

I wanted to ask Dayun. I didn't want to know what the role was. I wanted to know what genre it was. If it really is an adult movie, it's horrible to think about. It is different from lying in bed without a thread in front of this man and taking it off in front of the camera. I'm terrified of poverty, but I don't want to be gossiped about that way. An adult movie actress. It makes me sick.

“It's not a weird movie. ”

Did he read his face? He said, "Don't worry." Dayun's heart was clear that she had found it in her heart. At the same time, I sighed for relief that it was not a strange movie.

“What……. ”

“Did I say noir? ”

The film was a crime movie. A film that deals with incidents that have been going on since childhood with two friends who have been involved in gangs since they were big. The man said that one of the protagonists was her role.

“He has his own perceptions. I thought my first work was going so well that I was going to be successful, but my next film was bad. I've been invited to a foreign film festival, but it's not worth the money. ”

The man snatched a cigarette. Restaurant where you can smoke There is also a golden ashtray on one side. He was a man who took a sip and hung a cigarette on top of an ashtray. Men leave their cigarettes that way. It's like burning incense.

“Go ahead. If you're willing to do it, you can do it. Horse prank level anyway. Compared to business, it's a child's play. ”

“Am I really cast in a movie? ”

“You don't believe me? ”

One man's eyes twitch. Dayun hurriedly kept her mouth shut and her eyes obedient. Don't bother. This man is still angry with himself.

Nevertheless, given this opportunity, we don't know how much the anger has subsided. It means that there was a change in your heart just by bringing you here. Dayun took courage and looked at the man. Something doesn't seem right to me. What happened in the car came to mind at that moment. The man nervously covered the family photo he was looking at. The man has never done that before. After having sex with myself, I got a friendly phone call with my wife. This man was the perfect distinguisher between a home and a sex sparkler. But today I felt different.

I drank one more sip of water and then I thought. Need to improve relationships When 'Blue' began to take the dangerous route, this man's help was absolute. If only we could get back to being as miserable as we were before.

‘Disgusting. Disgusting. But I can't help it. ’

He is innocent. It's just a dark reality that drives my back. The word self-rationalization flashed, but Dayun tried to ignore it. Now let's focus on catching this man's mind.

“Hey……. ”

I took my luck carefully. If the man's eyes were bad, he would stop talking.

“Why?”

“Is there a problem? ”

The man looks a little surprised, and soon he smiles hollow. Various emotions come to my face. Fortunately, it doesn't feel bad.

“If you go to Gangnam, you'll find a younger and prettier girl. And they're more obedient. If I tell them to lick their toes, some of them will lick them. ”

He loosened his tie around his neck a little.

“Then why do you think I'm seeing you? Taking risks?”

“…… because you like me? ”

In that question, the man was neither positive nor negative. In that tranquility, Dayun saw hope. It's the same love, it's the same love. This man is still foolish to himself.

“Do you have a problem with your wife? ”

“I don't really like a sensible woman. ”

“I'm sorry. I crossed the line. I'll be careful in the future. ”

He lowered his head. I was excited for a while, but I need to make something clear. That man is the owner. The class is gone? Don't be ridiculous. This era is the most thorough class of society.

“You don't have to be so scared. ”

The man reaches out his hand with his palm up. Dayun looks at the palm of his hand and lays his hands on it without knowing it. Like a dog that listens. The man showed a genuine smile in his actions. He looks so happy.

“Yes. Just like now. We used to be good. Let's have fun like that. Huh?”

“Yes, I will. ”

“Good.”

It's then. After a knock, you hear a voice asking if I can come in after five seconds. With the man's permission, the waiter carefully opened the door.

“You have a visitor. Shall I lead you this way? ”

“Do it. ”

The waiter leaves, and Dayun looks at the man. A guest?

“Filmmaker. I have to watch it. ”

“Are you here now? ”

The man nods. A moment later, the door opens and a man appears to be in his 40s. He was a man in a neatly groomed beard and a casual suit. It was quite far from Dayun's overseer, a ship that protruded from his messy head.

“It's been a long time, sir. ”

“Long time no see. Come sit over here. ”

“Yes.”

The director of the suit sat down. Then I spoke to Dayun.

“You're Da Yun, right? I liked the song.”

“Oh, yeah. Thank you."

“Do you know me? ”

In response to the question, Dayun squeezed his hand under the dining table. It's a great baptism if you say you don't know, and that can be rude to men.

“Jungjin Park. Do I know if I say 'Spring Calendar’? ”

He was the first director to reveal his name. Dayun nods, her eyes wide open. ‘Spring Calendar’. It's the title of a movie that he was popular 10 years ago, so he was in the third grade of middle school. I don't know how many times I've turned Dayun into a videotape. I couldn't talk to her if I didn't see the movie among the women at that time.

“Let's take a good picture together. ”

Severe reached out his hand.

In Dayun's eyes, the hand was seen by Midas' hand. A magical hand that will golden you. Dayun held his hand with both hands.

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“Wow, it's big. ”

“I see.”

The floor sees a large building in front of it. I saw it on the internet that it was made by renovating the waste factory site, but I didn't expect it to be this big. As I went inside, I saw various structures. You can see buildings like walls, mattresses, and parallel bars.

“Oh, there you are. ”

Chongho, standing in front of the set, reconstructed the collapsed building, waves his hand. The floor tipped the ark off as a martial arts director.

“Greetings! This is the Ark! ”

A unique loud voice resounded throughout the building. People who practice stunts in front of each obstacle look up once and then enter the practice again.

“Haha, what a voice you have. ”

Chungho smiled and told me to follow him.

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My tailbone hurts.

I think it caused a slight collapse in the center when we pulled out the dead.

I hope it doesn't hurt tomorrow.

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Referrals, always appreciated.

Coupon, thank you. Thanks to you, I buy delicious food.

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