Life, Once Again!

“I like it no matter what.... ”

Yuna stumbled upon yesterday's memories. I went to the theater room after school and practiced passionately there. Loosen up, make some noise, act. I felt physically exhausted, but the moment I acted, I forgot the sweat on my forehead and enjoyed the smoke. Being something other than me is like going on an adventure.

I turned the needle a little further forward. This is in the third grade of middle school. I can see you practicing in the third year of acting school. Even though the class was hard to follow, I also continued to smile at the pleasures of acting when I entered the act. Acting was not a fruit obtained at the end of a difficult class, but a soft drink that made it possible to endure a difficult class.

I went back a long time. I was just in middle school. Shiny, who was acting as a foreigner model, challenged the drama for the first time and won the role successfully. Yuna was interested in acting when she saw her young brother on TV. My mom enrolled me in the school, saying that I'd be happy to act. When she first went to the school, she was intimidated by seeing friends who were used to acting differently from her. The children who received the so-called 'camera massage’ were different from their actions. I felt like a duckling alone among the elegant academics. I had my first class thinking negatively, maybe acting doesn't suit me. Again, there was nothing I could do because of the atrophy. The basic vocabulary, the pronunciation, was left behind so that the instructor could guide it separately. The first day of class was really terrible. There's nothing I can do here, so when I think of giving up, the instructor told me to play a simple role. The words "smoke" that she didn't learn came to her mouth like a giant wall. The children stood next to me, one after the other, to perform a fabulous act. Angry, smiling, crying. I admired it, but it was his turn. I had no idea what to do, so my head turned white. When he was stiff as an anvil, the instructor told him to express anything with his body. There was a hanger in the classroom, and Yuna followed the hanger without any thought. I stood up straight and bent my arms to "B" and put my fingers together. The mirror on the wall was illuminated, but it seemed odd. I thought I'd laugh, but I didn't laugh at anyone. Rather, coming back was a bit of a compliment. Yuna was curious. What she just did was so different from the acting of her friends next to her. It was just an imitation of an infant form, but I didn't understand it when I saw it. The instructor smiled kindly and answered the question.

That's the act.

As soon as she heard that, she felt a slight tremor, though I don't know why. The act of being in a far-off world and not being able to do anything except admire it, suddenly I felt like I was right next to him, closing the distance. After that day, Yuna fell into the smoke. I liked the excitement of expressing something different with me.

And now, she never had a single moment of difficulty or fear. Although many of the technical parts of acting have been difficult, they have never been a burden on the smoke itself. For Juna, acting was a resting place. It was always a playground filled with novelty and fun. Are you afraid to go in there? I couldn't imagine.

“Learning acting is definitely difficult. There were difficult moments in the process. But I never hated or feared the smoke. ”

“If you think so, there's no problem. You don't have to worry about it. You can do what you've been doing. The road you've come all this way to is solid, and it's heading in the direction of defeat. ”

The floor senior sitting in front of me said faintly. It was encouraging, but Juna still had the same words in her head. Is it true that you really like what you like? It's not worth thinking about simply. You have no reason to hate it. You have no choice but to like it.

Juna shakes her head. Years of hard work and practice have increased my acting skills. When you think about the first grade in middle school, you can see that there was an unparalleled amount of smoke.

Over the years, however, the sophistication of the technology has increased, but the more the instructor's assessment has been persecuted. Previously, the teacher who praised the increased acting skills pointed to the feeling of complacency from some point on. The manner of expression was not bad but less appealing, it was the instructor's assessment.

Among them, I saw the smoke on the floor. Yuna was fascinated by the performance of her peers for the first time. The word "low appeal" hammers into your head. The moment I saw the smoke on the floor, I realized that was appealing. I want to do it that way, I acted with that idea. Acting was still enjoyable and while it was happy, the technology only increased, but emotional communication that was not exposed in form repeated responses.

If there's nothing wrong, shouldn't it be a little better? However, the instructor's assessment has deteriorated over time and has recently been at a dreadful level.

I wanted to know how a person called Hangul could do that. The explanations of the adults did not reach my heart, and it was always difficult because I felt far away. But I thought it would be a lot easier to accept what people are experiencing on the same night stand.

However, as a result of the conversation, Juna's mind was more complicated than ever before.

Are you afraid of smoke? ’

Yuna glances at the floor. I was smiling and talking. Looking at his face reminds me of his smoke. Creepy actresses. I can't believe someone would be afraid of acting like that. Genius cannot defeat those who strive, and those who strive cannot defeat those who enjoy. Does "fun" mean you like it? Yuna did not understand how to like and do fearful things well.

“Is it bad that you don't like it? ”

“It's not like that. There's a much greater chance that I'm wrong. It's a great thing that the target looks so good. If you've never really been afraid of acting, then there's really no problem. Rather I should be jealous. ”

“But my acting is not as eye-catching as yours. ”

“It's probably because I acted impressively. You don't exist in the drama. My acting isn't that great. So don't worry about it. ”

“In the drama, it's so natural that you don't have a feeling of glamour at all. I hear a lot of dryness when I'm acting normal. You're so different from me. ”

“I appreciate your high opinion of me, but is that a problem for you? You've been acting without any worries, haven't you? ”

“I'm worried. I just don't care much about acting because it's so much fun. But now I have this dream that I want to make an honest debut as an actor. If you're just acting as a hobby, that's fine, but I think it's going to have to be different for you to go pro. ”

At that moment, the floor sighs and throws its gaze toward the counter. The floor opened its mouth without making eye contact for the first time.

“I don't know much about you. So the only thing I can say is theoretical. I think I know what you're thinking, but I can't answer because I know. ”

“Anything's fine. I want to hear your story. ”

“Is there any chance that if I give you some advice, you'll change? ”

“Yes, I want to act like you. ”

“Then I have nothing more to say. ”

“Why?”

“I don't want to buy your grumbling. What I said affected you, and if you fail in the future, this moment will come to mind. Then you can insult me. I don't want to be insulted in a place I don't know. ”

Yuna opens her eyes wide.

“I don't do that. ”

“But you can. ”

“I'm not that kind of girl. ”

“I don't know that you're not. ”

“I just want to hear your opinion.... ”

“Why don't you find someone better than me? Someone who can take responsibility for the answer. You said you were going to school, right? It's one way to ask the instructor. ”

“Something about you doesn't add up. ”

“What about your school? ”

“No, no, no. ”

“Why?”

Yuna bites her lower lip slightly and breaks it.

“It was the only act I admired in my report. Of course, I often admire the acting of adults on TV. But you're the only one who was so surprised by the high school act. That's why I even lied to my favorite boss and met Mr. Floor. I thought you'd tell me something else. ”

“I'm sorry, but I'm not special. Just a few good opportunities came my way, and I took advantage of them. ”

Yuna felt her chest tightened. The floor had a point. A child I've never seen today asks for an answer with a serious face, but it's strange that someone feels comfortable answering it. But I feel frustrated and depressed to think that I didn't get any hints from the meeting that I was so looking forward to.

Not like this, Juna forced a smile. There is no need to disturb. I should thank you for meeting me.

“I'll do my best. I love it, so if you keep doing it, it's going to be different. I realized a lot thanks to you today. Thank you."

I have to let her go. Yuna hoped that the floor wouldn't break her heart. I didn't want to be hated by the floor. It must have been terrible to receive such a young look from an actor who played an act that excited him.

It was time to get up quickly while tidying up.

“Brother, don't hate me. ”

Shiny said, Juna looks at the sparkle in surprise.

“I don't hate your sister. ”

“Then why don't you answer? ”

“It's hard for me to fix. ”

“But can't you just say something? I was really looking forward to meeting you, sis. This much.”

I draw a big circle with my arms shiny. Yuna holds the radiant hand.

“Shine, sister, it's okay. I'm fine.”

“You're lying. I think you're gonna cry. ”

“No, it's not. ”

“No, you look sad. ”

My big, shiny eyes curled up in tears, and I started crying in no time. Yuna quickly embraced the light.

“I'm sorry, Shiny. My sister was wrong.”

As I soothed my back, the light stopped crying. I can't believe she's crying so hard. Juna was so heartbroken. Everything seemed to be his fault. You hear a voice next to you as you steal the radiant tears with your palms.

“If you're under the assumption that I'm like you, I can tell you a few things. ”

“Sir?"

“I feel bad because I feel like I'll be glowing if I go this way. I'm too weak for him. Especially for a nice, shiny kid. ”

The floor sweeps away the hair.

“If you don't mind hearing me out and regretting it later, I'll be with you in an hour or so. But there's no after-sales service. Even if something goes wrong and it gets weird, all I can do is insult him. ”

“It doesn't matter. I want to hear it. Talk about you.”

Yuna looks at the sparkle. I was smiling brightly at the shining floor. I can't beat that glow on the floor with my face.

“But, sir. Why did you suddenly change your mind?"

“I told you. I don't want to be hated by the glow. ”

“Is that really all? ”

“That's it. I'm weird, too. I'd never get involved in someone who doesn't have anything to do with me. But the light and the eyes can't beat it. Maybe this is what a father with a daughter feels like. ”

I don't know why the floor was closed immediately, but I kept my mouth shut with an impression. The floor, which has not said anything for a few seconds, sighs.

“Of course, I don't know the heart of a father who has a daughter. ”

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Pharynx is a novel full of humanism. based on humanism. It's a novel full of agape. Yes, it is.

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We've cut our 15km run in one hour and three squadrons. Our goal is 59 minutes, and we're not going to cut back. 15 + don't seem to be in trouble the next day, but if we get the chance, we'd like to go up to 30 and challenge the 2nd Mountain. It might be difficult.

Six years ago, I went to a gym run by the city, and now I just do barbells and dumbbells at home. I dream of the Musketeers, but reality is a healthy pig. (Actually, this is the best. I exercise to eat.)

Someone blogs about it, and they do 500 squat challenges every day. I decided to follow it, and I'm doing 300 of them at 30 kilograms, but I can't do 500 of them. After running, the femur screams.

The first thing I took with my writing was my body.

I don't like to insist (watermelon is the best summer fruit I can insist on), but I can only insist on one thing about writing.

Writing is physical labor, and people who sit healthy for a long time and write with their fingers free of hay fever write really well. There's an amazing formula: exercise = compulsory. To stay healthy for long periods of time, you need a strong body.

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12: 35.

... in the middle of the day?

Dawn is a fun game time.

Ha-ha-ha-ha.

I'm late for gta5, and it's fun. Villains are the best.

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Coupon, thank you. Thanks to you, I'm writing.

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