Life, Once Again!

I felt better just looking at her. Seeing her smile brightly on the screen made her smile unconsciously. Watching the video for less than an hour, Autumn fell in love with her charm. The acting part was full of the idea of wanting to meet as a person. My arrogance, my generosity. The camera was always centered around her. Not on purpose. She was the one who naturally centered when people gathered, so she would always be in the center of the frame.

“Dead?”

“A long time ago, it was a car accident. ”

I can't believe someone who laughs like that died in an accident. It was a pity. I could feel how sad people shared her time. I'd never faced it, but I could feel it.

The screen was frozen briefly and continued. It seemed like some time had passed. It was the same practice room, but no one was seen. What was on the screen was Chonghae and President of Maru's company, a young girl with a clean suit and a stiff face. The next fall, I fixed my gaze on the girl. When the floor smiled and asked if I would recognize her, Autumn did not want to answer. A faint image that seems familiar, but doesn't come to mind. When I learned that the girl's name was Ahn Ju-hyun, I held the hands of the floor and asked, "How many times in the fall?"

The video content was similar to before. When Haeja showed her acting, the representative told me what to fix. It was a straight look. I remembered the teacher who taught me how to act with a serious face. The practice, which seemed to be finishing gently, suddenly twitched. He doubted his talents and said that he was not confident. The representative said it would be better to stop for the day after hearing that. The voice that stood between them interrupted me. It was Joohyun who seemed angry.

Joohyun attacked the representative at the same time as advocating to actively do so. I pinched each of the representative's actions, saying that I disliked him from the beginning. The fight seemed solid to me, but in the words of the successor, the fight went out without even starting a fire.

I believe it. The representative said it was long, but in one short sentence, I believed it. He was a representative who spoke as if he had proclaimed the truth without any doubt. Autumn was impressed by the sincere expression of the representative. There can be no greater reliance on a man who is about to fall exhausted by himself than on that horse. He must have been energized. As soon as the representative's words were finished, Joohyun ran out. I think I know what it felt like. It was clear that he liked and cared about doing it. She vomited to protect her sister, but she was frankly ashamed because she had quickly dug up the horse's mistakes and even said something to help her move forward. It felt good to know that the actress who talked to the press had such a past, she shared such a cute secret.

The camera shakes slightly. It was like Joohyun was touching the tripod as he ran out. With a bitter look on the camera that turned slightly to the left, the representative looked toward the direction where Joohyun left off. It seemed like he regretted not being able to wear it. I see a slight movement in the corner when I'm distracted by the magnified representative's face. I looked at the representative's back. She squeezes her lips tightly as if she were stuffy. The moment I felt desperate, the screen turned off. The video is over.

“It's like a drama, right? ”

“Uh, uh. ”

The eyes of Hae were brightened when I looked at the representative. What was that face? It was not a feeling of gratitude to the representative who cared for him. The despair that has not conveyed what must be conveyed. Soon after the fall, I looked at the screen and felt it. Maybe I saw it wrong. The video tape was poor quality, and it was also small in the corner, so it was likely a mistake. Emotions are made for situations. There was no reason or context for him to make that face, so he must have been mistaken. Maybe that's what makes my heart so fluffy. Fall saw the floor approaching the TV to change the videotape. It was exactly this position in the screen. The look and direction that Hae Hae used to look at the representative. I suddenly remembered the rabbit I saw in my dream. The rabbit's words tickle my ear because time is irreversible.

“Your acting changes here. ”

I played the video the floor changed. The low illumination illuminates the stage. Stand in the middle and the representative is facing you and talking. I thought it would be the same advice as usual, but the conversation went to an unrecognizable direction. He said there was another confidence inside of him. The self is specialized in acting and can elicit its abilities through conversation. It seemed godly to close my eyes as if I were praying. After a while, I opened my eyes and started to smoke.

The act of doing what the floor said met a dramatic turning point from that moment to the point. I couldn't believe it when I saw it. From "decent acting" by a good human being to "insurmountable acting." Could prayer have been a magic spell? Autumn was surprising because the style of acting changed so strangely because it was mysterious.

“I wonder if it's a sample. A specimen of smoke that will immerse you. ”

Flooring said, I thought it was the right expression. It was an act that caught my senses. While I was looking at the screen, all my senses were directed at me. I think I can smell it in her smoke and feel it. Her smoke remained in her brain with a clear impression, as if she had cut the TV screen straight off and planted it in her head. When I closed my eyes, I could only regenerate. Smoke that fills my heart just thinking about it. Autumn has tasted this feeling several times before. When I saw a cherished and cherished movie, when I saw the characters who live and breathe in it, my heart burst when I rotated the regenerator in my body several times, wanting to act like them. The performance of the woman in the screen I saw today was not at all outrageous, compared to the performance of senior actors who engraved the name stone deeply in Korean entertainment. Rather, I thought that the compassion and heartbreaking feeling was unparalleled. It's really hard to let out these emotions with a small character made of unfinished stories. I did it.

I looked at the screen, feeling jealous as a respectful, jealous, and actor, and suddenly turned my head to the side. There was a very recognizable emotion on the face of the floor watching TV while pressing down on the lower lip with the thumb. Determination. It was a challenge and a pure desire. Autumn looked at his neighbor's face without thinking for a moment. He is within reach of reaching, and he looks strangely far away, close enough to hear a breathing sound. There was a psychological distance between the physical spaces that I could not fathom, and I sat down without noticing it. Is it because of the difference in attitude towards acting? I don't think so. Before that, I felt like something was on and stacked up that I couldn't explain exactly what it was, creating this feeling of distance. The road to the floor looks endless. I even felt like I could catch it if I reached out.

Autumn reached out and grabbed the sleeve of the floor. The texture of the clothes in my hands calmed my heart.

“What's the matter? ”

“Just.”

I couldn't say, "I caught it because it seemed far away." When I was concerned about the sudden gaps, I heard a voice. Autumn turns its head. Did he turn on the radio at the top of the house? Or was it someone outside screaming at the whales? The moment I set my ears to find the source of my vivid voice, I realized that my voice was ringing inside, not outside.

“Wait a minute.”

Autumn went to the bathroom. An unrecognizable voice twisted from within. It looks like cold sweat is coming from your temples. The reflection on the mirror was a mess. Could a person suddenly become pale? I saw the neurotic tail of my eyes. Autumn pressed lightly onto the eye with the palm of his hand. Maybe it's the lack of sleep.

I hung my butt on the toilet. The condition is strange. Dreams in the morning, strange distances. I feel twisted every day. Would it make me feel better if I took a headache pill? The voice, which slowly announced its existence, suddenly became silent. I remember when I lost my umbrella in the storm as a child. I couldn't control myself by the rushing winds, and I couldn't concentrate on the sounds coming from everywhere. It was just like that. You hear a very clear voice as you take a deep breath, assuming it could be a struggle. It was a calm tone that could be understood differently from the language storm that had been pushed until just now.

- I want to act.

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The floor glanced at the clock. The autumn look was quite bad. I haven't heard a sound since I went to the bathroom for 10 minutes. When I was about to get up, the bathroom door opened wide.

“I, I heard. ”

“Huh?"

“Voices. I heard voices. ”

“What voice? ”

Autumn raises a finger, blinking a round eye. The tapered finger was pointed at a paused screen.

“I heard noises here. ”

It was the autumn of speaking, placing your right hand on your chest as if to calm your surprised heart. The floor sat on the couch for the fall.

“What's wrong with you? ”

“No, it's not that. I just heard it. It wasn't a mistake. I really heard it. Another voice inside me. ”

“Like my boss said, there's another you in there? ”

“I'm not sure yet. I just heard voices. I was surprised and then I tried to concentrate again, and it just disappeared again. I'm not lying. Really, really……. ”

It was autumn when he urgently shuffled his hands. The floor holds her wandering hand still.

“Calm down. I believe everything you say. So let's just calm down a little bit. Huh?”

“Oh, uh. I was so shocked, I was so distracted. ”

She takes a deep breath and swallows a dry saliva.

“Did I look weird? ”

“No.”

“But I did hear it. Suddenly I heard a voice. ”

“Remember what I said? ”

“Most of the words I couldn't understand, but one thing's for sure. I said I wanted to act. ”

The red flush settled on her stiff face, and the excitement turned into her expression. But even then, the autumn glanced at the screen once and smiled beautifully.

“You must be mistaken, right? ”

“If you heard that correctly, you wouldn't be mistaken. ”

“But it doesn't make sense. A voice that has nothing to do with my will. ”

“I think the person in there went through that. ”

The floor pointed to the inside of the screen.

“Just calm down. You don't have a headache or a weird stomach, do you? ”

“Yeah. I wasn't feeling so good before, but I'm fine now. No, it's refreshing. ”

“That's enough. ”

She repeated her lips as if she didn't know what to say. It was only a matter of time before I heard your voice.

“What's going on? ”

The sea opened a visit.

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Apparently it's raining today.

That's what the Weather Service said.

... and the sun is shining.

I'm sweating.

Wow, looks like the heat is starting to catch people.

Take care of your health. This weather wears people out, and sometimes it puts them at risk.

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Referrals, always appreciated.

Coupon, thank you. I write thanks to you.

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