Life, Once Again!

It was thrown carelessly. I almost said yes to the floor I was listening to. The floor reaches out with a cup of water to buy time to clean up. When the cold, dry feeling of the water cup came up on my finger, Yuna, who was sitting across from me, suddenly woke up. She springs up like a spring, pulling her torso out to the side as if she were about to jump right away, but she doesn't move her legs. I had no way of knowing if reason worked or if my body was stiff, but I knew I had to talk now.

“Then I fell. Sit down.”

Juna's gaze touches the entrance. If I gave him an excuse, he was too eager to rush out of the restaurant with his finger. The floor did not want to enjoy the static and questions that would remain after Yuna left and the emotional mass to replace Yuna's vacancy. It was a mental hardship. It was more tiring than listening to my worries.

“Sit down. You know you're embarrassing me, right? After that, you'll probably regret it forever. Sit down so we don't embarrass each other. Please.”

The crowd between Yuna's nose and lips quickly shortened. Her expression, which was hard to express in words, seemed to be expressing feelings that were harder to describe in words. Her body floats on the chair like a buoy. It seemed like he realized that it would be awkward if he ran away from the atmosphere.

“You're talking nonsense. ”

As soon as she sat down, Yuna said. Hundreds of excuses were prepared on a rushed face. It was a fluttering lip.

“Okay, I get it. Just calm down. Because someone won't say anything. You want some water? ”

“Yes.”

Yuna quickly reaches out her water cup with both hands. I poured the glass full of water. It was a lot to drink at once, but Juna drank the water as if she had finished crossing the desert.

“Calm down? ”

“Can I have another drink? ”

“Whatever.”

She follows you further. Empty of the glass, she takes a deep breath and exhales. It was a warm breath that I felt from afar. I thought I knew how boiling it was inside. You must be embarrassed.I was embarrassed when I heard that.

When I saw that the words were immediately unclean, I didn't think deeply about them. Something impulsive. The floor was understandable. Not everyone speaks plainly in their head. I opened the menu to change the atmosphere.

“Should we eat? ”

Yuna nods her head as she writhes. The floor picked the right price for the dinner set.

“I'll take that, too. ”

Yuna sighed after ordering from the staff.

“Hey, sunbae. Surprised?”

“Surprised, but wrong. So it's okay. I make mistakes, too. ”

I tried to call the topic naturally after covering up my mistakes. It was tiring to find out the truth about a horse by being caught.

“Did you make this mistake, too? ”

“When I was a kid. He's still young, but a little younger than he is now. ”

“What kind of mistake was that? ”

“A trifle. Mispronounce the word or forget the name. You can't follow the storyline. You can't do it alone. We all have our moments, right? So don't mind him. I don't want to tell you a joke somewhere else. Forget it. It's not a joke. ”

“Yes, it's not a joke. ”

The corner of my mouth was a shivering smile. The floor wanted to give up this situation smoothly. I didn't want to waste my heart to understand what she meant, what her mistakes were based on, and what her distracted eyes meant. I felt baffled that her actions were mistakenly packaged, but deliberately ignored the feelings that could be confusing for each other. She had no intention of mentioning the floor unless she kept the story to herself.

After the appetizer bread came out, the meal came out. The floor continued to tell the story so that time would not drift over the silence. During the day, filming was a great topic. I could talk while half the steak was gone, just by the light or the story.

“I'm really excited about it out there in the light. Surprisingly. Sometimes I wonder if that's a professional. Sometimes it's completely different from the way you look at it at home. ”

“I think I know exactly what you're doing, Shiny. ”

“Yes, it really is. I don't think I can do that. ”

“Yuna, you can do it well enough. Trauma is great at overcoming and continuing to play your favorite plays. That's really hard. People turn from there and have placenta. Speaking of which, what was your audition? Movies or dramas? ”

“Drama. It was a peculiar audition. When I first saw you, I honestly thought you were a strange person, but it turned out that every action had meaning. I didn't keep up with the atmosphere until the middle of the audition, and I was nervous because I didn't know what the director wanted, and he said in the middle. I want to see the drama, and then all of a sudden I want to do something. After a short acting, the director asked me to do it with him. I was really happy to say that. ”

“Great. Aren't you going to get busy soon because you're famous?

"No way."

"You don't know people."

"So do you, and so do you. It's all the same."

"I'm not teasing. I mean, it could be true. I'm auditioning. The school play guys cheer me on, right? ”

“Yes, he encouraged me a lot in the fall. And the other guys, I think they got the audition. If I had just played at the academy, I wouldn't have known what the word" drama "was like. I was good at acting, too. I like acting. ”

"Me, too."

The floor poured out the remaining beverage into his mouth. The hard atmosphere diluted a lot at the beginning of the meal, and now it's time to smile and talk. It's going to end well. I put down the fork I was holding. The only thing in front of him was an empty plate. A meal I've finished properly with my successor who wants to take care of you. It was incredibly clean.

“Thank you. I'll get it today and buy it next time. ”

If you decide to settle the bill, Yuna hands over the bill as much as she wants, since the horse can be tailed. The feeling of writhing in Juna will calm down over time. It was a momentary lapse, and once you realize that it was a temporary excitement, you'll be able to come to your senses at your next meal. Saab Yuna's clothes caught my eye. I could also see the soft makeup under the light. Yuna smiles beautifully. He looked back before eating food. Still having a slight tremor in his mouth. He was confessing that his words were not a mistake a moment ago.

The floor wipes its mouth with a paper towel. It was time to get up and go.

“Hey, sunbae. ”

Yuna said, holding the bill in both hands.

“My senior said, You have to look at what you love the most. You need to look straight at what you're feeling there, not deceive yourself. ”

“I thought you said something like that. ”

“I think you like him, too. ”

“I think it might be another mistake. ”

“No, it's not a mistake. I don't think so. ”

“That could be a mistake. I used to be so fond of my sister who gave me counseling before. But he said that. It is easy to confuse people with their likes because they have similar qualities. I'm trying to rely on it now, but it's far from what I like. Over time, I realized what that meant. The reason why psychiatrists are forbidden to fall in love with patients... …. ”

The floor speaks up and shuts up. While eating, Yuna's eyes, which were looking everywhere, were stuck in a single spot. The floor blindfolds. This is why I tried to ignore it. Though they are resistant to intense emotions, they can be easily dealt with, a naive confession that can be said to be irresponsible in some ways, throwing themselves down on the other side and throwing them all away, starts with a bitter smile. This child had yet to learn the tiresome adult way of avoiding each other's emotions by deceiving the truth and telling nonsense. I straightened my neck.

“You know I have a girlfriend. You know, maybe it's polite to do this to each other. ”

I didn't want to feel uncomfortable, so I brought up what I had postponed to the end. It was love when I was a student, like a rapidly burning and cool straw fire, but the floor didn't want to treat it that way in the fall. Of course, we might break up, but now we were fond of autumn.

“Yes?”

“Hmm?"

Yuna blinks as if to ask what she's talking about. The floor was the same. I didn't know it at all.

“Did you have a girlfriend? ”

“You didn't know?”

“You don't know because you didn't tell me, do you? ”

The horse slowed down. A question mark was sandwiched between the words. The floor scratches its eyebrows. Yuna tilts her head slightly, opening her mouth.

“Didn't Autumn tell you? ”

“What's Autumn? ”

“That you're dating me. ”

Juna's expression changed in seconds. I felt like I was regenerating at a rapid rate when flowers bloomed. Suddenly, the blue Yuna claps her mouth, takes her bag and walks to the counter. The floor followed. During the calculation, Yuna was only looking at the land.

Farewell, staff member squeezed through a closed glass door. The floor stood in front of the stairs and waited for Juna. Yuna, who left the toilet for a while, came back. My face was full of moisture. Knock, knock. Only after the drop of water falls on the jawline did Yuna run back to the bathroom. When she came back out, she was putting toilet paper on her face. It looks like it sticks to you when you wipe it, but she doesn't notice.

“Hey, here. ”

The floor made it really difficult to say that. It was harder than asking for a guarantee. Yuna turns around and starts to brush her hair with her hands. It reminds me of the dog's bite move.

Turning around, I couldn't say that Juna's mollusk looked fine even in empty words. The calm, sunken hair rises like the mane of a male lion, and the messy makeup looks like a prank on his face.

“Sunbae.”

“Huh."

“I'll call Autumn and tell him I'm sorry. ”

“No, you don't have to. ”

“No, it's not.”

Yuna smiled as she raised her head and began to make a face. Although it was a complex cry, it would have been ‘embarrassing’ to occupy the majority of its ingredients.

“Hey, is that Yuna? ”

“Sir, I'm so sorry. I'm sorry."

Yuna, who folded her waist to greet him, ran straight to the stairs. Following the loud footsteps were the hiccups of crying. The floor stood still for about three minutes. Then a text message came from my phone. I'm really sorry about today. If you have something you want to see next time, just smile. You can make fun of me.

I had a bloody laugh. What I did was cute. When Yuna confessed, she was not in a good mood, but she did not know that she was dating autumn.

“You can still use one. ”

I don't know when the next time will be, but if I see you again, I think it would be better to tease you lightly as Juna said. The polite, personalized, and slightly knowledgeable successor did not want to be a face-to-face relationship as well as a decent one. It was better to shake hands when I met him than to have an uncomfortable relationship that was precious to Autumn.

And then three days later.

“This is a floor, and this is Yuna Kim. Say hello to each other.”

The floor met Juna again, who seemed genuinely concerned about running away.

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Koroke, dumplings, and quackcuts sell in the neighborhood.

I bought it with the sun behind my back because it's food I don't want to love.

I was moved by the generous hand of God and ate a mouthful of cuttings.

And then I spat in trembling voices.

... it tastes like eating edible oil.

The dumplings were fine, but the fries were absolutely stunningly dirty. The texture is clay covered in water, so the crunchiness is as hard to find as my conscience.

Oh, dear.

It's a sad day.

I have to go back the day after tomorrow. because it might just be the wrong cooking today.

xxxxx

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Referrals, always appreciated.

Coupon, thank you. I write thanks to you.

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